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Even with hell on my boots I’m steadfast with faith chasin the Son and in gratitude! No matter how big or how small the blessing it is all working for my good!
My whole world has shifted and at times I’m wondering where are we? What are we doing? Am I crazy or is this real? What the flock is up?! Then, You show me something. You send confirmation or help or a word of encouragement that is so specific it makes me cry. Thank Yiu.
Something dies… Something is resurrected. Something is shifted. Something is shaken. Something … but something is always working for my good. Parts of me die. Parts of me that looked into any past this girl had is dead!! There is no past. There is just the now! There is just tons of grace! Took ya long enough to get me here hahah sorry Daddy! Forgive me! I do apologize! I was kinda curious but she’s done! I am who You created and nothing from my past will get in the way of this mission. I am here for it! You are my whole life and I’m so grateful to You for taking care of me. Thank you!
Don’t you think it’s so funny how people don’t know you and expect a version of you they thought they knew in the past only for them to be confused bc that isn’t you anymore?! I love this! It proves God is with me bc the fruit can be seen. Some stuff has happened recently that should be making me lose my 💩 but I’m cool as a cucumber. Whatever is to be will be by the grace of Yah! If it’s not meant I loose it and give it to You. I’m not hanging on to nothing or nobody of this world. I put everything You told me on the altar and hand it back to You!! Just don’t ever leave me. On my knees crying bc I cannot live without Holy Spirit. I feel King David here with me. Crying even harder now. The love Daddy has for me exceeds my expectations! He has sent so many wonderful spirits to help me. The gratitude I have towards You is immense.
My hearts desire is to work this realm like a video game! This is my virtual reality and I’m in an avatar. Show me how to rock this joint and control the Aether!! Where when we say stop it stops. When we say shift it shifts. When we shalom any and all devils will flee 7 different ways. That the terror they have tried to cause backfires and people are delivered by us being in the room. I see that cartoon of the cat, Sylvester (thanks Holy Spirit. I forgot the cats name), when he would get scared and he would jump out of his body 9 times (9lives) and you could see each part of him being held on by a knot in his tail. An 80’s cartoon.
It’s time to rock this place and make it look like we walk in magic. You said you were giving me the desires of my heart this is it. This is number one. We walk in so much supernatural power that it looks like we walk in magic. You are the magic. You are the Creator and I love You and Your creation. That we transform matter! That we see both worlds simultaneously and operate smoothy in both realms. Easy like Sunday morning! Hallelujah! Thank You! I’m so thankful to be One with You!
You did this and I’m so very proud of You and to serve You all my days! Increase my capacity to be more love than I already am. Stretch me. And Daddy send some loud blessings bc it’s been … You promised double for my trouble and 1000 fold blessing and 100 fold for leaving everything and I left everything. This last step proved that!
I command all neural pathways associated with the past and who this girl used to be to be removed, like they never existed and I command that any river flowing from them be dammed up now to never flow again. I call down the fire of Yah to get any residue. We are starting completely over!! The blood. I cover us in the blood and thank You that all residue of legion has been removed by the Fire! My God thank You!! We ain’t living in any tombs!! Walked right out!! HalleluYah! Thanks Daddy! My my my thank You! I sure appreciate You and all You’re doing to me and for me. Thanks! Hardly seems enough but it’s seriously all I got other than myself and I give You all of me. Change me to be more like You!
