And if it seem evil unto you to serve the Lord, choose you this day whom ye will serve; whether the gods which your fathers served that were on the other side of the flood, or the gods of the Amorites, in whose land ye dwell: but as for me and my house, we will serve the Lord.
Joshua 24:25

Some are in a reckoning. You’re having to choose God’s way or your own. I caution you- if you should choose out of His will you will stay out of His will to keep whatever you have chosen over Him. Whatever it was it is an idol and you need to tear it down. Humble yourself before the Lord before He humbles you. When He does it – Good God almighty- He will shake every single thing about you, your beliefs, your will, your thoughts, your body, your money, your life, etc etc etc you get it! He humbled me so trust me when I say I know how it works. “Be it unto me as You have spoken, Lord.” It’s really that easy!

And the LORD answered me:
“Write the vision;
make it plain on tablets,
so he may run who reads it.
For still the vision awaits its appointed time;
it hastens to the end—it will not lie.
If it seems slow, wait for it;
it will surely come; it will not delay.
Hab 2:2,3 ESV

“Look among the nations, and see;
wonder and be astounded.
For I am doing a work in your days
that you would not believe if told.
Hab 1:5 ESV

Integrity
David’s poetic praise
1Lord, I will sing about your faithful love for me.
My song of praise will have your justice as its theme.
2I’m trying my best to walk in the way of integrity,
especially in my own home.
But I need your help!
I’m wondering, Lord, when will you appear?
3I refuse to gaze on that which is vulgar.
I despise works of evil people
and anything that moves my heart away from you.
I will not let evil hold me in its grip.
4Every perverse and crooked way I have put away from my heart,
for I will have nothing to do with the deeds of darkness.
5I will silence those who secretly want to slander my friends,
and I will not tolerate the proud and arrogant.
6My innermost circle will only be those
who I know are pure and godly.
They will be the only ones I allow to minister to me.
7There’s no room in my home for hypocrites,
for I can’t stand chronic liars who flatter and deceive.
8At each and every sunrise I will awake to do what’s right
and put to silence those who love wickedness,
freeing God’s people from their evil grip.
I will do all of this because of my great love for you!
Psalm 101 TPT

Do not be afraid; you will not be put to shame. Do not fear disgrace; you will not be humiliated. You will forget the shame of your youth and remember no more the reproach of your widowhood. Isaiah 54:4 NIV

ABBA, I choose You on this day and each day for the rest of my life. Be it unto me as You have spoken. I am One with You and I thank You for this and the proof I see in the natural. You’re a trip and I’m so here for it. Those who lay down their lives for Him shall find it. Matt 10:39

Whatever You want I got You! I am here to fulfill this mission and my earthly contract. My life is one assignment after another and I do love it. You’re so good to me. You know I got You! My love for You is greater than anything. I love this! Absolutely zero idols- thanks for being number one in my life and making me You’re number one. Thanks ! One of His leading ladies. A pioneer. A fire started. An atmosphere shaker and shifter.

Thanks for getting my things to me. I called this morning and they are in the area and they are going to call me back to schedule the drop off. I haven’t mailed the ring back and I can’t right now. I’m too angry and it’s energy and it will transfer and I can’t do that. I have to heal this and if it goes back it goes back with love the same way I got it. Mad!! I’m so mad I can’t even talk to anyone but Holy Ghost about this and I’m having to intentionally release so my vibration isn’t jacked up. Daddy, I sure praise You for helping me forgive. For the spirit of forgiveness embedding itself in me and integrating my whole body as walking forgivenss. Help me! I’ve been giving this to You and purposely, consciously forgiving before the sun goes down and I have held it together like a pro- I have shocked myself haha- I have refused to sin because of anger. Thanks for doing this to me. I love You so much! Every time I look I’ve changed and am better. Practically perfect in every way. 🥰

This proves that I go to ABBA before I ever say one word in the natural. He tells me a day before what I’m to say and then it just comes up and out in conversation. It’s been cool. I won’t come out of agreement with Him and what He has said no matter what it looks like in this realm.

We need to discuss this like and love thing. There is no like there is just love when it comes to My people. Ohhh and me saying I didn’t like him but I do love him… I gotcha~ forgive me. I am love. I am love. I am love. Love is all that exists in this realm from this moment forward. I love everyone and everyone loves me. I am compassion. I am fierce compassion. I am lovingly compassionate. I am who You say I am. Think it. Feel it. Be it.

I do forgive but I’m still mad. Like, what in him thinks any of this is ok? I do see I have been healed of rejection with this and have gotten mass revelation about You and me. Thanks. It has been hard and it has sucked but I’m good.

I’m ready to go home. Whenever You choose, I’m ready. I just crave some stability. Just a little, please and thank You! Thank You for doing a new thing! Thank You for delay made null and void and for the visions coming to pass expediently.