Yesterday the rain finally came! The temps have been at 95 and I’m over it hahah we need to go in the 80’s. It took 2 days and that needs to happen a little faster lol but seriously, immediately. We had to work on the weather and it has shifted. I see everyone has stayed 95 and under and it’s awesome to watch Him through me. An afternoon thunderstorm and it was fabulous!! When the storm blew in we could see it raining in a distance that hadn’t got to us yet. It was cool to see no rain and lots of rain. I could see the sun and said we are gonna get a rainbow. Melissa and I went to get a coffee at about 6ish and I said it’s gonna be a double rainbow… that’s exactly what happened. Have I told you how much I love Him, lately? Power. The power to control the weather … It’s so humbling. I’m enjoying it even though it’s full blow war at times. I gave birth to triplets last night. I had a vision of me giving birth and Daddy delivering. Forceps had to be used on the first and then the other 2 came easily. Idk what we birthed yet but I’m excited to see!

I didn’t mail the ring back. I haven’t been able to yet and I am wondering if thst is Daddy bc it’s not supposed to go back. We are married. I keep being reminded of that. I also tried to track my stuff again and it’s giving me an error code. I’ll call Monday bc some of that is priceless and I break and cancel, rebuke and renounce any attacks and assignments against my belongings and command them find me now! Thanks Daddy for rebuking the devourer for me. The Lord rebuke you, Satan! Thanks Daddy! I love you so much and how You calm me.

Full on conversations in the spirit like negotiations. Haha I am just winging it. The only man I’ll ever chase is Yeshua. He will have to come to me this time. I won’t budge on that. He needed help and I went. I was obedient and this man is good at extravagant and being that way and being seen. He can do it. I’m not mad. I’m not hurt. I’m not anything really bc in my head all of this is just drama and I don’t see it. It’s a lie. Things won’t end how they look and I know this. It amazes me how in a knowing He has me. I’m so excited to see how this plays out. Thanks for Your promises. Thanks for coming all the way through for me. I’m glad he got off Facebook and has no idea about my blog and doesn’t have a TikTok but all the videos about this are hidden. One day I may have to put them out but for now they stay w just me.

I feel things and just laugh. I know it’s not me and then I can feel me search myself and then I can feel Holy Spirit search me and I know it’s not me. Missing me! I have to giggle about this a little. He knows. On lions gate I sent him a text that said I know this and I know that and then it said I know your heart has been set to please the Father. I didn’t know this and this is a huge thing. Like I was telling Daddy yesterday this is what had to happen and it’s his relationship with Yeshua and Yah that is so important and I desire that more than I could ever desire something for myself. I don’t want one to perish, not one. I got a zing after I wrote that. It’s good to see. This beast He gave me is rather magnificent.

Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up; does not behave rudely, does not seek its own, is not provoked, thinks no evil; does not rejoice in iniquity, but rejoices in the truth; bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things.
Love never fails. This is who I am. I am love. I put my name everywhere the word love is and He did it. The Word works if you work it.

This has been a big week of self revelation and the knowing Faith has knocked me into. I see Hebrews 11:1 Now faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Now faith. Faith that operated in the now. My love operates in the now. When faith and the anointing collide there are healings. What do You want me to do? I’m here for it! I’m so here for all of this. You are a drama King at times and I know You love it but can we calm it down a little. I am enjoying my rest and I know it’s not gonna last long. It is a beautiful ring and I know his heart towards me.