Today is weird. More communication and helpful. I could feel my heart during meditation for him and its mush. His must be too. Daddy softened our hearts toward each other.

My neck is hurting a little. We gotta clear this. I mailed the ring back today. I’m good. I feel a whole bunch of feels but I’m good. I can’t help but wonder what is going on.

My things and the journal were delivered in Denver to my brothers by mistake. They were changed to come to me. He is having it picked back up and brought to me. Who knows! I know I sure don’t know anything right now.

Hailey had court today and I didn’t know. I’m glad things are looking up in our favor here. I need something good. Tell me something good bc I’m almost ready to throw in the towel.