My God. I love You so much!! I think You’re so crazy and I love it and I’m so thankful You chose me. I will not let You down! I know, Kid, that’s why We chose you. I’m crying crying cryin bawling. The power Moses had I have. The looked as a God before the oppressor. Crowned for His glory. Ahhh I’m crying again. I got a new crown. How sweet. Today I fully stepped into all the knowing. Where I trust Him to feed me information so much I don’t have to know anything. She knows everything. She is Him. They are one. Awww that’s so sweet. I see it. I see it. This is what She keeps telling me and about me and TN. That I am Him and he is me and we are one. I didn’t capitalize that. I did fully accept this call. I will let everyone think this is brain injury hahah bc I’m sure that is what so many think. I find that hilarious!! They thought I was crazy when I first came back bc I knew about controlling energy and shifting it and making it do what I wanted it to do. I just didn’t know how. Early will I seek Him. This is when He taught me. Years of 3ams. 6 of them. I love the 4th watch. I don’t want to switch. If you need me to cover another prayer time I will but I love the warfare on third watch. I like to war. I find this fun. It is a job but I like it. All I really do in the natural is stay at His feet and breathe how He tell me.

I’m ready! I’m ready to fully walk into this. I have no blocks when it comes to walking away from anything or anyone. Thank You for my family. Thank You for the new family!

Ummm is what I say to call on Holy Spirit. I see I say that a lot and I can see myself losing my words (aphasia is from TBI and we need this healed) crying again. He’s touching my tongue. I begged Him for an Arron. He wouldn’t pass the anointing through anyone else’s words with me. I bowed. I took both my knees. I got You. Oh You can blow my mind!! I’m ready. I’ve been listening to this for the last 20 mins. Tasha cobbs ready for overflow. It’s here. It’s now! No matter what it looks like.

I had a seed of bitterness plucked yesterday. My heart was growing cold towards my spouse. I’m so blessed and glad I’m here bc I don’t want any bitterness towards anyone ever, especially him. He is me. I am Him. We are one. I didn’t cap that time either. Show me Abba. I will. Thank You! When haha I knew You knew I was gonna ask. We shared a laugh here. He does know. He knows me. I used to ask every day when and now it’s already finished. I’m there. I’m home. I’ve been in my new bed for about a month (in the spirit) I pace my new office. I practice everything there (in the spirit) and see it before it happens. That is how He tells me what to do and what’s coming. Sometimes He doesn’t show me He shows someone with me to surprise me. I’ve learned I love surprises and I expect this each day. I am a brain injury survivor and He makes me fall in love with Him each day. He renews our vows inside of me when I need to hear them. Telling me how much He loves me. How proud He is of me – this one was hard to receive. Even from the Creator where it should be easiest. Thanks for fixing me! Thank You!

Seeing the light body the other night was cool. I have read so many books during my process, which has been really my whole life bc I’ve always soaked in knowledge and was a nerd, that I desire a break. Our vocabulary is being upgraded. Amen! I love You so much.

Thanks for today! I love You! It’s in the knowing. He zapped me before this trip and finished me at the end of it. Amen! HalleluYah!! I receive the end of this trip! I put my ring back on. Idk how long it’s been since I wore it but it’s back on. I will be obedient. I saw it in the spirit and put it back on. I’ve been working and I was some kind of mad. He softened my heart and pulled out that seed of bitterness. The other night I told Kathy when I think of him I just smile and then I rage. He just makes me mad. He didn’t make me anything but mad. The last time I saw him he asked me what if you get mad at me. I said TN I’ve known about us being one and married for 5 years and watched you in two relationships I knew weren’t going to last and I tried to warn you both times!! I’ve already been mad at you!! He said oh yeah and we went on about our business. This was a test that I passed. People walk away where they’re mad. I didn’t and I won’t. We are one. I look at him different than I’ve ever seen a man. I look in the mirror and I saw all the brokenness I’ve dealt with that he has been healing from and I cry for him. I’ve been in his state. Thank You for showing Him that I totally understood when he called me asking for help. I’ve been there. I’ve never asked for help but I think it’s so brave of him to do so. And to ask me for help out of the whole world .. I’m honored. I’m not mad at him anymore I love him. Thanks for softening my heart towards him. Been praying that one for about 126 days. Oh my and it’s been 126 days exactly. I went and looked hahaha I forgave every time I would think of the words he said to me. I had to forgive each time. Now I just laugh at it bc I know it’s the enemy wanting to make me mad at him and I’m not having that. I love him. I will fight for him. That boy is mine!! I laugh at the enemy all days some days. Ive been pulling him out of his low vibrational funk

I went full on no contact. If I felt TN in the spirit I said nope!!! And put my shield up so nobody and nothing could get through. I haven’t heard anyone but Yah in 126 days. I started shielding up and bricking myself up 126 days ago. I was wanting to hide myself. My assignment didn’t allow that and doesn’t allow that so I’m thankful my shields are active and that they cannot be penetrated!! That’s fantastic!! I am trying to let people in. I know why I didn’t. It’s thst abandonment wound hahah and I don’t have that anymore. People leave so why get to know them. I can love everyone without knowing them… this was my thinking. Now, I do enjoy getting to know people. I like hearing what their fav food is.

I know why I love college football more than any other type I wonder if others know. That is good. I prefer college ball bc this is kids at the top of their game. Some of them it’s the first time they’ve ever left home and got out of the ghetto bc of a scholarship. It’s just beautiful!

I fully step in! You got it! Fully! This is gonna be so fun!

I will get better at resting. I don’t like not working. I am just so good at it and you’ve taught me so well we just go in and clean house. You and King David taught me forgive me if I’ve done wrong. You secure a victory and I’m going. You’ve secured them all and I love You for this. Forgive me for not resting. He will force someone into rest or He will be. I don’t get sick. It’s not allowed to touch tbis body and if it does it dies by fire. It doesn’t want to have to die. Nothing does and nothing really does it’s just turned from one form to another. Like water and ice. We turn low vibrational energy into high vibration. Catch and release haha

I picked this back up to say something I didn’t want to forget and it must not have been too important. I guess we are finished. Thanks I love You! You’re so Wonderful!! So today we soak this in and it becomes our truth. I gotta go read Moses again. He didn’t get in the promise bc he was disobedient but the elements did what he said. I think… I need to see again. No sir, I got You. I got a warning about obedience right there. If I’m the last one standing. I got You! From my mouth straight to Your ear. From Your mouth straight into my body.

Can I take this ring off now? Do you not want it? I do but I don’t need it to know I’m married. I haven’t had a ring in years and stood true to this. It doesn’t change anything in me. It’s outside of me. All I need is You! I desire my husband and the other part of me needs to come forth! I am who shows up. I am the one he needs and I thank You for showing Him he wouldn’t even be alive if we hadn’t of been there. Well, he might of but it would have been an EMS CALL. I’m glad you showed him. He is who I need and I just saw him walking up to these stairs. Oh my thank You! The knowing is a funny place to be. My body knows changes are coming. She’s so relaxed with this. I love You so much!! I got You!!

I think I’m really done now but if not I’ll pick it back up and write again.

Oh those triangles spinning is cool watching it transmute energy and see how I help in the natural gave me more understanding. Thank You!