You ever had a baby natural? You know that point where you’re so tired of the pain you just want it to stop. That if it doesn’t stop and soon you’re gonna jump out of the body? People can prolly see your head spinning bc you’re done! The pain is too much. The human body can only take so much. This is where I am!!

I saw myself throw my head back and tell Abba. I’m done. I was just begging do whatever you need to do bc I’m done. Get me out of here. He said one more push, kid. Just one more. One more. I’ll give you one more. I did and I saw the baby. Go get her was playing as I was bawling my eyes out dying but giving birth in the spirit. Dying to myself. I’m burning up one mine and crying. Freezing the next and laughing.

We are almost there. Don’t stop pushing. I’ve been seeing babies all day. I need to see something. I need to see something personal. I need something very personal. Thank You Daddy for bringing my baby right to me.