Lost my mind! Yep!! I sure have. I have lost ALL the worldliness. I left it behind to pick up my cross! I left everything to follow Yeshua and that means pagan practices. Do you reallly think I care what you think? You are not my way back Home! He is. He is the only way! People think this is the law and well, it kinda is and I know you’re gonna say we are under grace and we are but when Yah tells us to practice His feast all generations and the apostles celebrated the feast not a birthday this means He did not change. Bible says He doesn’t change. You either believe it all or none! He took me out of the world to get the world out of me. He rescued me from Egypt. I will follow Him all my days. He pulled me from hell! Literally all of this! If you knew my story you’d understand why I do what He says and I do what He does. I am a believer! I walk with God like Enoch and if you think I’m crazy you should meet Him. Many of you know Yeshua but you don’t know Yah. I’d love to be the one to introduce You! He is not Yeshua. Yeshua is love. Daddy is the mind of this operation and that makes me laugh. And nothing gets by Him. There is a lot I still don’t know and I’m learning. I don’t come with eloquent words of the world. I come with the truth. I will not lie. It’s an open door and I’ve slammed every door he had to my life closed with this trip. Many don’t understand any of this and that’s ok bc some of it I don’t either, but He shows me when we are almost done why He brought me this way. I’m so thankful. He molded me on this trip. He bent me, broke me, mended me, fixed me and molded me. He is the potter and I am His clay. I used to be like you. I used to celebrate all of these pagan hellidays. He changed me. He is the only One that ever could have! Some of yall knew old me but you don’t know new me! He has transformed me. He used this trip to do this and I love Him for it.
That is actually one of the best compliments anyone could ever give me. 2 Cor 5:13 my whole being is in His hands be careful what you say and if you have said anything please repent. I say this with my whole heart full of love towards you.

I can also put a scripture to everything I have said. I don’t come with eloquent words of the world but with the truth and demonstrating power. Oh that is just fabulous!! I am just so blessed You love me back. I fell a little too hard a little too fast. I’m just thankful You love me. I receive Your love. My God thank You! My soul is in Your Hands, all the love I have and I’m just lucky that You love me back. That’s song lyrics haha if You knew our story with music you’d laugh here. I have a whole playlist He used to brain wash me. I’m a TBI survivor, don’t forget, Yah had a blank slate with me. What world I got in the 12 years since I been back He has pulled out of me. So, you see telling me I’ve lost my mind is truly a compliment. What the enemy had meant for my bad as flipped automatically! I do praise You!

You should have tingles in your body if you’re still ready. My words are alive. They are spirit and life. They are lifting you to a higher vibrating. Demonstrating power. I’d say so. That’s pretty cool! I’m so glad You’re doing this and I’m just Your crazy driver. I’ll take it. I laid down this life and picked up His! This is so fabulous!! I’m so very excited to do life with You! I saw it. I saw apostle come forth today. Thank You! You did this too. My training has been fabulous! He prepared me for this that day He zapped me. It’s all in me. He’s already put it all in there. They just been pulling it out.

I got to put out (that used to be had to) about Christmas not being good today and had someone tell me I had lost my mind and not in a good way. I wanted to publicly express my gratitude but figured I’d better just do it here.