I love you! It wasn’t always easy being obedient and if anyone fought Him it was me. I was stubborn to what had been ingrained in me and for that I repent. Forgive me Daddy, forgive me. I would not have ever participated had I known I was… ugh it disgusts me. Paying homage to nimrods sack … no! The nimrods balls did me in. I used to love that tree. Ugh…. Forgive me and I come out of agreement with nimrod now in the name of Yeshua. My God thank You! Any contracts we stupidly put ourselves in for participation in pagan activities we render null and void now in the name of Yeshua. I praise You! I praise You for teaching us the truth. I’m sure my soul knew but I didn’t. Thanks for being patient with me. My God I praise You for Your forgiveness and for my heart and hands being clean before You!
Oh my this is soooo good!! Psalm 24 Thank You Daddy! 😭😭🙌🏻🙌🏻

The earth is the LORD’s and the fullness thereof,
the world and those who dwell therein,
for he has founded it upon the seas
and established it upon the rivers.
Who shall ascend the hill of the LORD?
And who shall stand in his holy place?
He who has clean hands and a pure heart,
who does not lift up his soul to what is false
and does not swear deceitfully. He will receive blessing from the LORD
and righteousness from the God of his salvation.
Such is the generation of those who seek him,
who seek the face of the God of Jacob. Selah
Lift up your heads, O gates!
And be lifted up, O ancient doors,
that the King of glory may come in.
Who is this King of glory?
The LORD, strong and mighty,
the LORD, mighty in battle!
Lift up your heads, O gates!
And lift them up, O ancient doors,
that the King of glory may come in.
Who is this King of glory?
The LORD of hosts,
he is the King of glory! Selah

I’ve literally been speaking to my gates since Sept of 2023, and the earth, when I found this verse, then I started seeing gates and opening them. Closing others and placing angels to guard them. Nothing gets through. Nothing! He comforts! He heals! He loves. He loves me just the way I am. All my weirdness! All my heart. I desire what They desire for me. I only desire to fulfill my contract. I knew I would have to be trained and I praise You we are done! My my my thank You. I’m right here. Waiting. Waiting on You! Until You do something, do anything, I’m just here being obedient. I’m comfortable in the uncomfortable and it took a long time for Him to get me here. Been through the fire and came out covered in grace.. can’t even smell smoke and those ashes were right next to my foot. I had burn marks on my feet, I have a pic. I’ll have to post it one day. Literally went through the fire and came out on the other side smelling like flowers from heaven! This has been one heck of a ride. We have been through the Bible a few times on this trip. I thank You for helping me only depend on You. Thank You for Yiur word.

I took myself down a rabbit hole the other day on Caleb and his different spirit. Still don’t know anything other than different. But that different spirit got him into the promise land and I want it too!! We getting in and stewarding well!!
Another rabbit hole is nimrods balls … I’ll never see a Christmas tree the same again in my life. This utterly grossed me out. Symbolically that tree is nimrods penis decorated with his balls. An idol. Nimrods pecker is an idol and pagan god in many people homes right now. Daddy, forgive us. We did not know. You know we didn’t. Know.i just learned this they don’t yet but You help me get all the proof and I’ll teach it. Or I’ll give it and send them to someone else for the proof. Open book test. Crazy not stupid. They taught me. I don’t know it all and I’m so still learning and I am ready to have an office and have my books in one spot. Stability. I wasn’t one that adapted well to change after brain injury and wasn’t sure I’d see that part of me again but what’dya know .. here she is being resurrected! A rebirth! I used to would jump up and go and was down for anything but after brain injury I don’t want to leave my house. I was safe there and driving would cause anxiety and at times full blown, I thought I was dying, panic attacks. This tip cured all that hahah He’s a trip. Obedience more than sacrifice! I was told my obedience was tied to how much I love Them. If it were a fault to love … I am obedient … I love Them more than anything.

Only stubborn for Him now. Only stubborn for Him. I’m 10 toes down in what He has told me and nothing.. bc He won’t allow it .. will come between this destiny. He is the final say and I know this. He won’t let any demon stop His plan. And it’s already written. We are just kinda acting it out now with our fleshly experience bc we know what’s up now. This is so fabulous!! Thank You! I praise You! Your praise will forever be on my lips! I’ve loved getting to know You! I praise You and am so very grateful for this opportunity… please don’t ever take Your Holy Spirit from me. Thank You that those that know their God will do mighty exploits! I am so ready to see. I’m just hanging out and watching! She’s pure in heart and full of love. Desires to help others. I can’t hold back praise! I love Yall!! I gotta let it! HalleluYah!

. He told me a long time ago “I started those hearts , I can stop them.” I saw a video the other day, and reposted it, about a guy that said he was gonna go in the spirit realm on psychedelics and Daddy told Him I started your heart, I can stop it. He immediately went into repentance bc he was having chest pains. He knew! This was a huge confirmation.

This is not the way I saw this but it is written how it happened. Thank You! Thank You for my gates. Thanks for my authority. Thanks for Your power I walk with. Thank You!! My God thank You!

Nimrod was evil. He’s the one that was building the Tower of Babel. He was evil and knew too much God came down and scrambled languages. he was born on December 25th. The tree is an idol bc it’s nimrods package being adorned and decorated Jere 10:4 just gross. This is as bad as the vsgina hats. I do thank You for showing me the truth and for saving me from myself. I praise You for taking me out of the world so You could get the world out of me. Thank You! Think we can go home now? I’ve been there in the spirit and it’s time to go in the natural.

If there be anything blocking me I command it reveal itself now in the name of Yeshua!

I gotta put my phone on the charger now. I love Yall and I love you!!