Author: bestillshutup

I want to start labeling these somehow and time hops seem to be the easiest way to describe this post.

in January of 2022 Holy Spirit told me if He has to collapse complete timelines He is pushing us into our callings. I can see this happening. I am so grateful for being hidden in plain sight. I praise Him for this bc He is seriously getting me used to the attention. I am a total introvert and like being alone and He is going to put me out there. I cant visit my local Walmarts at certain times bc someone knows me. I go when He tells me and He knows my mood for that day. I am learning to connect with the people He sends. I have always been one to have very little people around me. A true loner lol. My oldest granddaughter is like me in that sense and i love that she loves to hang out and chill with me. My grandma was my best friend and I am so happy to be hers. I do have to get better at connecting and it hurts my heart that I have pushed people away due to fear of losing them. I wonder how often we self sabotage out of fear? I created a whole like out of fear. I wont again! I love like You do.

Ive been catching the time hops on my phone and in my body. High pitched ringing, leg cramps and often times a headache. Ive had these shifts lay my body down bc it hurt so bad. He told me before hand so I wouldn’t freak out. The enemy has tried to steal my healing before and I am not allowing that. I will war and go up into the courts if I feel bad and we arent shifting. I refuse illness. As above so below. Kingdom minded. If it isnt allowed there it isnt allowed int he world I create for myself and everyone is healed. When the anointing and faith collide everyone is healed- Smith Wigglesworth. That made me cry quoting him. His love for our Father was remarkable and I am glad to know him and to carry his mantle. I believe. I believe in miracles. Kathryn Kuhlman – nice to quote her too. I thank Him and I praise Him for teaching me and using them to do so. I praise Him for Ruach bc He is the bestest teacher we could ever have. He told me once “why would you pay for something I can teach you?” Do you know after He told me that every one He has me follow stopped charging for their teachings. Freely they were given freely we must give. I praise Him for that bc when I say I wanted to attend every single conference they had He knew. He knew all of that information was being absorbed into me like I was a sponge. Made me get a flash of the pineapple under the sea lol the anointing on her life blows her mind. The things she is going to do trips her out. It took a while for her to believe us. She has always wanted to but to get her into knowing took us some time. She was an excellent student and now it time for her to become the teacher. I dont mind Daddy and I thank You for finding my reason why I didnt want to teach yesterday. She quoted us scripture which we were so proud to see. She gave us Gal 5:9. A little leaven and she never wants to be a lie that produces bad seeds in someone. I know what You have taught me and I know You. I am not afraid bc I know You will zip my mouth before You allow a lie to come out of me. Thank You for this. I need the confidence I had in teaching nursing students while teaching your word. Thanks for instilling this and for my brain taking this information and embedding it and resurfacing and old aspect. Dry bones come alive! All spiritually dead areas in our lives and any old aspects we need revamped and redeemed to carry Your word wake up! You are the Potter we are the clay mold us into who You called us to be. Thank You!

I am not sure of all the differences in this timeline yet but I know this isnt my original one and I am on a facebook fast and cant tell who jumped with me and who stayed in 3D. Just a few more days, a few more days. I have seen people talking about it on TikTok and catching the hops in their radios. Like mid song and it will go to a new song. That is not an accident that is a time hop that we have not been aware of. Now you know. My phone catches them. I can be on the phone with someone and we will hop and that person is talking to my voice mail finishing their sentence and then they figure out I am not there and we have to call back. I will get the voicemail notification and hear what they said. It’s been neat to record this. It has happened numerous times while I am on the phone with a friend from Utah, Melissa. First friend I have ever had with my name, several acquaintances but not anyone I would call friend, until now. Daddy sent her here to my house for her vacation. It was great!

I went to bed at 635 last night. I was exhausted. I slept off and on all day. That is something else that has happened that is not my normal. I dont sleep this much. I did wake up at 1135 and am still up at 215 lol. Talk about hours being jacked up according to the world. This is it .. it will get better kid, you’re expending a lot of energy closing portals. More than you realized. Thanks, thanks for the rest. It has been a great weekend. I am not complaining by any means.. jut wondering what is going on. I love You so much.

I took the message from Daddy about my husband and idk if this is what mine is going through or not but someone’s is bc I get the message and He uses me as an example but it doesn’t mean that word is for me. Someone’s husband is looking at their phone and pulling up your number wanting to talk to you. They are trying to find the words bc they know they treated you like crap. Take that back to Daddy.

I laughed when I got this message and told Daddy that cant be for me bc if mine isnt at my door he isnt mine. I am not doing anymore phone calls! i need an in person explanation. I will accept Him as I do You like You have told me but I deserve this! I wont accept less!!! You have spoiled me. You have taught me how to love myself and not to accept les than I deserve so I wont. Thanks! This put a few narcissist in pure panic mode hahaha also gave them some fear of the Lord bc they got direct messages through me. Made me smile, still does. I love watching HIm! It has given me great joy watching Him shut some stuff down!! Love Him sooo much!

It’s 222 … I’ve been seeing this one more and He has been talking to me about keys. Isaiah 22:22 and how to use em.

I have seen two timelines. One is prophesying doom and gloom and the other good things. In this timeline there is no war except the spiritual, to my understanding even though the Lord has prepared us for true battle. In the other it appears as things are getting bad. It’s like we split and we came to another earth. Like in Flash. Say we were from earth 59 but it collapsed so we came to earth 155 .. we may need to binge this again bc there is so much more coming up from this show and He used it to help teach me. Make it happen if we need to. Did that whole timeline end? This is where the time thing messes w me. If there are infinite timelines and possibilities what happens to the one we shift out of. It collapses. What does that even mean? Like does it disappears. In a sense. What does that mean? Can you see a highway .. yes, thank You. You see it merging. Yes sir. That is how it happens. So if we merge timelines and collapse the old where are those people ? Your old timeline collapsed not theirs. And your consciousness is jumping like in Travelers. Thank You. I get it now. I understand better. I do love you so much and i love how much i trust you and this explanation. Thanks! WAIT, we cant leave this yet. I have another question. What happened to old me in that timeline? Shes there. Umm, but im not. Yes you are. You are everywhere all at once you just don’t remember. So is she like on autopilot ? And so we are switching bodies that is why there is some differences times? Yes.. You. Know this sounds science fiction right? Doesn’t it all? Yes! I am laughing with You. It sure does. I have a better grip on this but still more questions and will ask as they surface. Thanks!

This makes the phone glitches and radio stuff make sense in a new way. It’s starting to click but so weird so what are we visiting every self in the Godverse? In a sense yes. What does that even mean in a sense. Hahaha You are healing every aspect of you. I have noticed that that sometimes we jump into one that hasn’t been healed of something I know You healed us from. We heal that one set them up with routine and move on. It’s like boot camp. This all sounds preposterous you know? Yes, we know. Do you need to go back in the mirror verse? No, i am just letting you know. That is my natural mind lol. She did have to go in the mirror verse until she learned to work with Yeshua. It’s kinda backwards from what she is used to … yes, and what others are used to. I want you to see that. Dont you think we know ? Haha we are the creator but thank you for your expression. So crazy! Yah is crazy! Nuts! Makes my natural mind go haywire hahah she plays well now but will definitely let us know what something sounds nuts to the collective. I am thankful for her bc she helps me know how and what to teach. What is needed. She is tapped into the collective and that’s good news. Thanks! I appreciate this!

I am burning up on the inside again. It feels like my heart is on fire and that heat is radiating throughout my body. Rivers of hot living water .. like I can feel it wanting to boil. Burning up! Hahah she just thought of humans spontaneously combusting .. no that is not what is happening. Oh I know that bc You wouldn’t allow it but my goodness its hot! Hot! I feel like my insides are the temperature of a hot tub. Like my insides are floating in hot water. Idk what You’re doing but do Your thing. I am a total willing participant. When i said I wanted to see everything You had and what You can really do I didnt know all of this was involved haha i didnt think any of this was possible and i am truly ready to see You lift the dead. Yep, the real dead not just the spiritually dead. Ready to walk in a funeral home and everyone get up. Ready to walk into a hospital and they all get up and walk out with me. Yep! Want to see this i my lifetime even if I am not the one that gets to do it. I want to see it with my own eyes. Thank You. I want to see the book of Acts look like child’s play like You said. I am ready to see this revival we’ve been praying for. I am ready to see so many healed that the news has to report on You. I am ready! i know I haven’t been but we trust You fully. I trust what I hear no matter how nuts it sounds.

My my my I am burning up! I am already in shorts and it is not hot in my house. I turned the heat off! Burning up! Bout to go outside and ground. Thanks for that suggestion that helped. It’s like spring out there again. I cancel all manmade and manipulated weather now in the name of Yeshua and command that these patters dissipate and remove itself from my atmosphere. Amen!

I am curious as to who jumped with me and who didnt. All your people jump with you. Ok good to know. All of them? All who are assigned to you. Idk who all that is but thanks. For sure my family and close friends. Who anyone else is we will see eventually.

I cancel all demonic plots, plans and schemes against me, my ministry, my family, my money, my marriage, my destiny, my life in the name of Yeshua. I silence the enemy in the name of Yeshua. I return to original sender all witchcraft. They will fall into their own pit while I walk safely by. I cancel all black magic now in the name of Yeshua. Thanks Daddy! Thanks for teaching us and we praise You for our authority. Amen! At 3am most witches, warlocks, psychics etc are coming in from their spell junk and its time to cancel it. Angels we thank you for helping us and doing battle on our behalf. We praise You Yeshua for sending them and for Your Word that empowers us and them. Thanks for pushing us into our destiny with You and for the experiences bc they are wonderful thank you that everything is working for our good and that the blessings of the Lord have chased us down, caught us and brings in everything assigned to us. thank You for rebuking the devourer for us. You are so wonderful in all your ways. We love you so much. Amen

Two days ago I bought a pack of cigars at the gas station in Wynne and went to get a pack today and they are $3 higher than they were 2 days ago. She said the individual ones are $2 now instead of $1.19 … another proof of a time hop. Weird and if they dont go down that was it. The very last time I buy a cigar unless it a big Cuban while on vackay. Fine with me. Doesnt hurt my feelings any.

My bed was totally destroyed this morning when I woke up which lets me know we were fighting something in my sleep. As long as we won! I dont have any new bruises or scratches so we did win. Ill ask Him later.

Yesterday He was trying to give me something about my husband and I wanted to change the subject but He wasnt allowing this. I dont care. If this happens or not … at this point in time it could happen or not and I am still perfectly fine with it being me and You.

I was asked how to get over people pleasing and I will put the answer here and make a video bc many need to know this. I love you so much I dont care what you think. If I care what you think it brings me out of flow. I refuse to get trapped in my mind on if you like me or not. I get all my validation from inside me (Yah). This is how I stopped people pleasing and I flat out told people “you or nobody else will take me from flowing with Him, you’re not going to make me feel bad about being obedient and should you try He will remove you from my life and.. He has. It is smart to have your hands open and let Him do His work in you and them. Your job is to stay close to Him and not worry about what anyone thinks but Him. He is your ticket into heaven not them and He will teach you what to say and when and how.

My internal clock is still feeling spring. Maybe that means something happens this spring that He is trying to prepare us for bc numerous people feel spring and not winter right now. It is 31 degrees and I have a spring smelling candle burning … one of those weird I create my reality things lol.

I am very appreciative that He has taught me to fast. There is a food shortage coming – please have 30 days worth in your home. I believe He will still drop Mana from heaven if He has to for His and bring water from a rock. I have a friend that said she saw me with a staff hitting a rock and water flowed from it. I trust Him.

I woke up irritated and rebuke and renounce anything the enemy tried to instill in me in the night season. We have to do this daily from what I have noticed. There is not a day off but I will be honest I am ready for one. I am ready for this fast to be over ..

I wonder what else has changed? I talked about time jumping on the live yesterday and feeling like I was phasing in and out of dimensions and I know how this sounds to the natural mind bc it trips mine out. She is still with me and lets me know when things will sound nuts to people not awake. Time is an illusion and everything is happening all at once , past present and future. This is what I am feeling. I am feeling us jump. What I am so curious about is what happened to the other body we left? If this isnt my real reality that I originally come from then who are these people? Did they jump with me? This is a huge reason why people get new graces each day … who are they? They may not be the one that did all those horrible things and may not know that it even happened bc we are on different timelines. This is why I call my power back from every timeline, every dimension, every conversation, every situation, every circumstance and these timelines can be condense, collapsed , inverted and backwards… cover all my basis and if I am really feeling funky I will call it back from every lifetime. Who knows how many times we have done this or how long this has even lasted ..

We have to make it where I love going live. I know this is part of what You have called me to but it is not my favorite. It will get better after these next few days. You’re learning to flow, Kid, take an easy , yes, sir.. I hear You.

7 days.. 7 days.. 7 days and this fast will be over. Praise the Lord. I have good news about Haileys house. Nothing, not even a stray dog has entered onto her property since I was out there. That is exciting to know it was all exposed, over and that Daddy fixed this. I praise Him so much! I love Him with all of me ! I have tasted and seen and judged You faithful and good. Thanks!

This has been a busy week but as I reflect only wonderful things happened even if they didnt seem wonderful at the time. Everything works for our good and for our purpose. The things that must happen to put us in our purpose is not always the best circumstance but He will do what He has to do to get you. My wreck got me so dont make Him do this. Just go to Him! He will destroy everything you put before Him- EVERYTHING! I know this bc He did it to me and told me everything I put in front of HIm would be moved out of my life. I stopped putting anything or anyone in His place. I learned to depend on Him and Him alone. Learning this an allowing Him to move people, places, things, in and out of my life has taken 3.5 years and I get it. I am ok with it and praise Him for removing some of them bc they were full of the enemy. Idk what they are like now and I dont care they are your kids and not my assignment nor my problem. This is how I had to look at things and not be a people pleaser. I love you so much i dont care what you think helped me more than anything I could have told myself to get over this. It’s the love. It’s His love that makes all of this possible. When you stop seeking external validation you wont care what others think. All your validation has to come from Daddy, and yourself. If you think you did good and Daddy does why does what anyone else think matter? This is what you have to ask yourself when you find yourself caring what another thinks. Is this person even in your future? Is what they say going to matter over what Daddy says? These questions helped me find my blocks and let me see I totally do not give a poop what others think of me. I love me and all my love, validation etc comes from me and Daddy. When you totally learn to accept all of you you wont care what others think. I know this seems like a lot but it is a huge hurdle we all have to cross and I have seen this is what sticks a lot of folks but you seriously arent stuck your finding your blocks.. you gotta give yourself grace too! Rome wasnt built in a day and neither was this life we have created based on fear and not love. It takes some time undoing what the enemy did and renewing your mind to what He says. When He says something WRITE IT DOWN bc in reality your brain is no better than mine when it comes to what He said you will forget. You will forget the details. Get a journal! I have heard from some men that we dont journal our feelings were men and I am like that is the most important reason to do it so you can heal your inner masculine and feminine energies … a man in his feminine energy will attract a masculine female. A man in his masculine energy with his feminine energy healed will attract a feminine female taht completes the duo. I have seen this and it takes healing the feminine energy, mommy issues, daddy issues etc. it takes healing and if you’re a man that is single but dating and your woman is masculine the problem is you and she needs to heal her masculine or she will not submit to the Lord. This is what some of the counterfeit relationships that the enemy has formed looks like. You’ll be able to notice this now.. go inside you and heal your energy. Your male energy lives on the right side of the brain and your female the left. There are tones (solfeggio tones) that will initiate this. You lay down and relax, meditate, and allow the music to play. This music hits on a tone that your body understands and will bring whatever issues you need to heal with this energy up allowing you to see what you need to face. When you see who this energy is mad at do not go off of them but forgive them this is the beginning of that healing. You must forgive. it is your numeral uno key! Once you forgive cover taht energy in the blood. You might have to do this more than once and heal your inner child. Get a pic of you before any trauma in your life and tell this child what their life will look like and send them love. You’re gonna have to parent your inner child with what you needed as a child. After this you merge the brain hemispheres and marry them. There are lots of meditation videos on YouTube for this. I have one up and the title is lets get married. The female energy in you will not submit to the Lord until she feels safe. She must heal! I pray that make sense. There is a verse He gave me to explain this to me. Eph 5 .. read Eph 5 and let Him guide you through this bc one thing I am sure of … He taught me He will teach you. He will complete this teaching in you.

We also do have energy centers in our body where energy gets stuck and will keep us in survival modes.. those tones do wonders for this as well. They will help balance you as does grounding but sometimes grounding isnt possible. When I cant ground and feel something in me I will go to YouTube and type in the emotion I feel and solfeggio tones. Like If I feel anger I will put on the music to clear anger. If its fear they have tones for that too. This music brings up what you need to clear and then Daddy will walk you though it to heal it. some of the stuff that came up while Iwas healing would piss me off so bad I wanted to slit some throats… I didnt and you wont either but that doesnt mean when You go internally you wont want to, just dont.

What do you want? This is what He just asked me. Truly, I want what You want. I have no desires taht arent Yours. I may want to speed up some of the timeframe, bc I don’t have one lol but I am good. I have absolutely everything I need and then some. I do want to see tho to be sure I didnt miss and got this right. I am ready to see what was promised.

If you prayed the prayer at the end of yesterdays blog post congratulations ! Your life is going to change … maybe a lot.. but it’ll all be worth it. Learn to say amen at everything coming your way. Someone cuss you out amen! You showed me who they really are. Someone lie on you. Amen! You showed me they are entangled with the enemy. Someone do anything and its amen bc this is working out for my greatest good I just cant see it yet. This term- amen Lord- got me through those very things. I smiled once while being cussed out. That was really Him and it happened bc someone was mad that I bowed to theLord and had to tell them no. They got mad bc they couldn’t manipulate me anymore. Praise the Lord! Even at that moment in time when all of that happened I was fine! I knew He would take care of me. I smiled when someone told me I was crazy.. if they only knew how much hahah

I pray this helps someone and that they heal completely. Amen! Thanks Daddy for teaching us and helping us to know these bodies and what they need and what all is on the inside of them, how to use them and how to trust them. Thank You!

I got to sleep until 0415. I am so thankful. Transmuting energy takes more energy than I was aware of and if you’re following these this superpower is yours too. We are like radio antenna for Yahweh and we absorb energy and meet it with love to transmute it. This takes more sleep and more grounding. Please use your shield so they get their own diarrhea and become aware of their deliverance. This way you wont be the one to get the poops lol. That’s so funny to me. Thanks for showing me our shield. If you have seen the Twilight movies you have seen the shield field bc the one they turned that had the hybrid. The main character had this gift. She shield all of the Cullens ( i think that was their name). I used to be obsessed with vampire powers in my last life. Was so intrigued and wanted to be turned if they were real so Id have that power. I laugh at that bc I know where the power comes from now but I would joke but be soooo serious at the same time. And, I wanted it where my blood healed like Sookie on that HBO vampire show. My blood doesnt heal but His does and I know its power … yay! Vampire life went when I came back lol. Haven’t been obsessed with any of their superpowers bc I have always had them. You have them too you just have to believe it is finished. It is a knowing. This isnt about feeling it is knowing that what you say is done. It is knowing that His Word is true. Those that know their God will do mighty exploits. (Daniel 11:32) Deliverance by just being in the same room with people and exchanging energies is amazing. Me just showing up on those lives is getting people healed. If you follow you know that is the worst thing He could make me do. I do not like it and I am not doing this to get famous. I am doing this out of obedience. My love walk has been perfected and i will do everything out of love. I want everyone delivered. I will be Your secret weapon and go where You say. (Isaiah 49) This is why I have been so drop down and crash tired, you too. Sleep and grounding is essential. The grounding this time of year is difficult where I live when it gets cold. It was spring until the other day. This helps me and does explain some things now teach me how to teach this to a child so they understand what and when and how to do this. My grands are so gifted I praise You for waking me up to train them. They are my first assignment and I do not want to fail them. They need to know this. Everyone does.

The power I walk in you do. In the Bible Jesus makes Himself invisible and I believe we can do this too. I have an invisibility cloak in the spirit which makes me an arrow in His quiver that He has saved until the right time to release. For such a time as this. I am ready to own my anointing, my mantle and my calling. I walk in so much power people are going to hate me bc they are going to want it. Jealousy but what they dont understand is I will freely give it. I want them to have it too that is what they don’t understand and I want to teach them to understand His power. It is a spirit. Isaiah 11. That cloak is how I sneak up on demons to close their portals. That is so fire! Stealthy! I asked Him to make us stealthy and I want you to know that you will see what I see and you will do what I do. The anointing drips from Him to me to everyone that follows this ministry. I want people prepared and to know what they are going through and why. The why is so important to this body. I used to ask why to everything and now I just dont care but we cant be that way if there is way to explain it bc people need to know. They are His light worker. We are His light workers we are the light. We bring the light. We bring the glory of God. Kabed glory- I am gonna have to look that up. this is good. The prophets in the OT spoke of this. So much was lost in translation. I am ready to learn this so we can read it in the original text. It is His power, weighty glory, strength, ability, magnificence, dignity, splendor the second portion is referring to Him Himself. Amen. Amazing. I love You so much! Looks like we made it. Looks like we … oh thank You. It isnt bout feeling but I praise You for letting me feel. Strongs 3519 is this word – glorious. I understand. Thank You. I am so honored. So very honored! Thank You.

I was asked for a bible verse for vibration. I know You gave me this with the renewing your mind verse but I am not sure how to answer this. The smart ass side of me wants to say the Bible doesn’t say you have a brain but you know you do. It does say you are a spirit like God and taht is energy which has a vibration. Each word out of our mouths is vibration like music. Sounds like common sense to me but I understand this is hard for some people bc we have been lied to and dumbed down. Help me help them and dont let me be a smart ass please. Keep my tongue Holy Spirit. Thank You.

It is feeling. To get anything in the subconscious mind it is feeling it. This is impregnating the subconscious mind. Spiritual pregnancy. Then it will manifest in the natural in due time. Manifesting. If you ask anything in my name – stuff was left out here- and feel it is finished it will be given to you. They knew Gods word was the real power of this world bc they had seen if for themselves and the enemy couldn’t have that so he stood and perverted everything. So many people are working with demons and dont even know it.

hey, when it comes to casting out demons in person I do not feel like it should be a show. I am not standing there arguing with a damn demon to come out. It better come out as soon as I say it bc I know. I know my authority. I watch a guy casting out demons and he was yelling at the demon and none of that is necessary. It is a show and I am not into that. I am not playing patty cake with a demon! Nope!! Not playing with them. When I say out I mean out and take everything you brought with you when you go. Every demon. Every dna change. Every illness. Every ounce of perversion. Every bit of stupidity. All of it. And then I want them slain with their heart healed, and new neural pathways to undo all that had been done. Then we can go to the next. No demon can be in my presence without showing itself. It will introduce itself to me! Angels bind them up immediately so they cannot touch me! We are not having anymore black eyes! Any demon coming at me directly in the spirit must show themselves to my natural eyes. There is no more dirty fights in the name of Yeshua ! I know! The knowing has arrived hallelujah!! I have been fighting so much doubt. I praise You for eliminating that.

I watched a supernatural movie last night. I, Frankenstein. I kinda remember this from my childhood you know the legends or whatever and this movie was like that on his creation but not on what he did after he got away from his maker. He slayed demons. When he cut them with his sword they caught fire and went to hell. This is what I imagine me doing when I close a portal or cut a demons head off. Thanks for allowing me to watch this for a visual.

I had nothing to write about this morning. Thanks for this. I was not looking forward to my hour today but I see how much we have changed from yesterday and the mighty work You have done in me just throughout the night. I love You so much.

If people only get one thing from this i pray it is to know who they are and the power they walk in. Wake em up Daddy! Help me wake them. Help me teach them. Help me guide them. I open myself up to this wholeheartedly – i am ok with people knowing who I am. My life will preach. You did that and I praise You for it. Thanks! I am eternally grateful for this holy ride and I look forward to it. That took a long time lol .. we’ve been getting her ready for this for 5 years. She didn’t want this part. Really she didnt think she wanted any of it. Well I didnt tbh but You changed that and made me desire others healing as much or more than my own. That is all You. I dont even understand it. I get everyone’s life story when they are in my face and this is because they arent seeing me but Yeshua. They are telling HIm their problems for Him to fix. I got nothing lol. I cant fix anything and some stuff I’m not supposed to. It is listening to Him. To know when to speak and what to say. Teaching or creating. Small talk has become a thing of the past. Not that I ever cared about it anyway but now I just know that person has nothing to say and should shut up. Some folks just like to hear themselves talk i think. If they only knew what they were doing. Numbers 14:28. That verse should scare a whole lot into praying for Holy Spirit to tame their tongues. I know. I know I cant get aggravated at that but meet it with love. Yep, she’s still here lol. She is changing daily and knows her seeds are producing but she still kinda wants to smack some folks or thump their head to zap them. Lol. That makes us laugh. She’s serious tho!she truly wants everyone where she is and her life ain’t perfect. With You it is but You are my life so yes my life is perfect. I mean there are some things, many things that could be different but I am perfect where I am right now and when You are ready we go to the next. I am more than content. I am living from the future in the now on assignment. Delusional on what He has told me and I know what is to come I just dont know when but to feel it I had to get totally delusional in December lol and I didnt tell but 3 people what was going on. If others didn’t jump on board I knew consciously they didnt know how to create so I didnt hang out with them bc there were going to be no more seeds of doubt. No person was going to try to make me think I was crazy for believing God either. I will totally let them all fall off lol they will come back in time when they are ready to take a knee to Yeshua. I have watched Him move people in and out like chess pieces .. its been funny and entertaining to watch the enemy spiral lmbo.. i see him spiral in these people and that cracks me up. The oppression these people hear and believe from demons is annoying how can they now know. You didnt always know Melissa. I didnt but I have taught this. Not every thought is yours. In fact 90% arent! Battlefield of the mind bc if those seeds are planted and they get to the heart that persons entire belief system is corrupt. (Gal 5:9)

Hey, to only want to thump someone is a vast improvement from wanting to punch them in the nose. It is. I really dont want to thump them i just want them to know. I want them to know You. I want them awake. It’s getting bad for some folks already and they dont even know to make it stop they gotta get right with you. Be gracious to them Daddy. I felt that. I felt that heart tweak where there is nothing but love. Meeting everything with love. Thanks. I appreciate that! I got nothing but love for everyone – astounding what You have done. Can we get mad? Do you want to see? Nope, I am so good! Thanks!

Hours up … thanks Daddy. Keep us in alignment at all costs whatever it takes – careful SAYING that as your prayer.

It’s 0433 and I’ve been up since 1 with Daddy and He is so fun. He gave me Eph 4:11-13 to inform the people that got it taht they are the whole 5 fold ministry. Thanks for allowing me to put this out. I love You so much. He also had me put up a video working with the angels and lifting people to their highest vibration available. I cant wait to hear what they feel. I feel tingles when they lift me.

Yesterday I was playing in the spirit and trying something new. I am in a demonstration season and am totally testing the waters. So, I got to thinking about moving negative energy out of the ground. He had me go to my daughters in the spirit and bust up her land. The girl with me held her house while the land quaked under and she had no idea what I was doing to the ground. It was an amazing experience. I had an idea when I got a text about a child not feeling good. If I can move this energy out of the ground i can move it out of a body. He lets me see it. So, I go in the spirit and imagine myself walking up to this child. The coolest thing this child knew me. Knew me in the spirit and talked to me. He said you’re wearing your robe and its daytime and you got a crown. I didnt even know about the crown but He did tell me He crowned me like Queen Esther so i loved hearing that. This child has seen me in my purple robe before and he knew I was there to help. I asked if I could heal him at first and then I was like I dont need permission to heal so I just did it. I started touching his body in the spirt grabbing mucus out of his lungs and slapping on the Blood. Coolest thing ever is his mom called me 2 mins after I did this and told me all the congestion was gone. 🙂 LOVE HIM!! Love this!!

That was about the coolest thing that happened yesterday. I slept most of the day. I have been exhausted and He has told me to rest so I have happily obliged Him. My hours are all over the place. It is a good thing I only work for You and we can grab a nap. I see why Yeshua napped now ..haha. I’m good and i love being up with You. You provide the energy and stamina for me to go at Your speed and pace. I am good.

There is a new level of love and compassion that i feel within me and I didnt know there could be more. What in the hell took me so long.. hell did darlin, all of it came at you. Oh, trust me I know, i felt this lol. Thanks for being my guard on all sides and for sealing and stamping me with Your seal. There have been orbs showing themselves on my videos. I really like that. I really love that i look like I was glowing this morning.

Ok, this right forearm where the titanium is needs some work. Maybe its just cold because it got really cold really fast here yesterday. Like it was spring and then winter in the same day. Idk Daddy but it is hurting her. I just reached in my arm in the spirit and pulled out the pain and covered it in the blood. Cancel all attacks against this writing in the name of Yeshua.

Ive been hanging on to telling this until i knew what really went down. I had to get with Holy Spirit bc I’ve been sporting a black eye for a week. I felt like a hand on the back of my head push me into the bar in my kitchen and i hit it. Smacked it but also at the same time felt an angels hand on my forehead to keep me from smacking the bar as hard as that demon intended. I stood up and said a bad word, it hurt. This was still instinct and i have to change that. That s word come out so fast. We gotta remove that from the vocab. It’s been so long since I’ve said something like that and I should have been able to control it but it’s slide out lol ..i was so mad, knew i was gonna have a black eye, and it hurt like seriously hurt. I knew it was an attack but i didn’t know how mad Lilith was lol jezebel grabbed my neck, blacked my eye and popped my entire internet system. Lilith blacked my eye worse than jezebel and basically threw me into the bar with my face and people say they cant touch you… please! They are pissed off because we are knowing them and calling them out and making them leave. we have been lied to on so many accounts. I am so thankful for Holy Spirit. Thank You for removing hell from my life. Amen! Thanks for teaching me to use my sword and chop her head off.

He made me laugh this morning by showing me some notes in my bible one of them says the more you know Me the more grace you will need. I so see that because of the truths He has all of us sharing. This isnt an easy job and so many people are being molded into who He called them to be. Praise Yah for His grace! I thank Him that it is given in the measure it is needed at the time. I can smell angels. They smell like a field of flowers right now. Thank You. Thank You for always letting me know in the natural that you are with me. Thank You for teaching my body to feel safe, love, content, happy etc. thanks for showing me nothing of this world does this but it is You. Thanks for removing the spirit of the world from me. I love You so intensely.

I had a girlfriend that the Lord gave me call me yesterday and tell me I was on her FYP as soon as she opened TikTok. I haven’t been on her page until recently. She said maybe its because i was supposed to know you intimately and not just from the videos – there are very few that get a spot like this that I can talk to on the phone for 5 hours bc we have but we are so much alike its uncanny lol- and then she said, you’re the exact same on both. This made me happy bc i pray people can see that. What you see is what you get. I am me. I am who You created and i am glad to know that lights camera action doesnt change me. Thanks! Thanks for my humbling. It was needed and I sure appreciate it.

He’s been talking to me about want vs desire. Wanting something is meaning and telling yourself you dont have it. Desiring something is telling yourself you are going to allow yourself to have it. It is a mind trick with the words and how they program. Anyway, stop saying I want this and instead desire it and allow yourself to have it and it’ll come to you.

I am so hungry and this has been a tough fast. All of this expends more energy than I realized. I have also had to reset my vagus nerve a bunch this week. We are elevating and sometimes this causes stiffness in the body because the nervous system needs a reset of sorts. To do this I look forward for 30 seconds or until I yawn (energy leaving) and then down right until the yawn and then down left until the yawn. I wasn’t yawning when I first started doing this so If you dont dont think it didnt work just do it for the minimum 39 seconds in all 3 eye positions. This has removed all stiffness from my neck and i have titanium there too. Quick trick to ease that

I am starting to get a little sleepy. Thanks for this morning I surely needed this time with You. Thanks for elevating us. Thanks for maturing us. Thanks for teaching us to walk in Your anointing and in Your finished Works. Thanks! ThankYou for going before us and paving the way. We praise You!

I am reading a book that tells the next phase of our wake up from being the observer andI am pretty excited to see how this works. I do love the books He has taken me to but they have had to come in time. I had to be ready for each of them. Things He had my buy years ago I am just now able to read and it make sense. I started from ground zero and He rebuilt me. I am so appreciative. Knocked back to infancy with TBI and I couldn’t have ever had a better teacher or parent. Thank YOU! Thank You for this entire experience now lets use all of it. Thank You!

I may be hungry but I have noticed this body doesn’t hold as much food. That has to be why this fast is so hard. After a few bits I am so full I cannot take another bite. I have also noticed that my body is rejecting milk products. They dont taste the same, dont smell the same, and my body does not like it the way it did. I haven’t drank milk in years but to smell it now makes me want to gag. Odd but fine with me. I dont think these bodies were designed for a milk except breast milk and milk causes mucus and inflammation. Dont need it but sour cream too? We will see today bc last time I couldn’t. Maybe it just wasnt good lol. I always still look for an explanation but sometimes there just arent any.

Yesterday i closed 2 more portals and Morgan closed two as well. We were in mediation flying over our cities looking for demonic portals. The first one Morgan tried to close they were pushing back so I shielded her and she was able to close it. The second she did all by herself. I am so proud of her. It is a knowing who is more powerful and it is He that is in us. Nothing of this world can touch HIm. Knew levels of confidence too. Thanks! Some yucky tummy issues tho. Mainly i am just nauseated. I do feel like laying down on the couch and watching ga movie. Thanks.

Oh my goodness I watched David and Goliath yesterday and it was so good. I appreciate You taking me to that. If you’re interested it is on Vudu dot come and its free.

I am proud of these writings. Not because they are good, which they mostly are lol, but because this is my thoughts for an entire hour. The good the bad the ugly and the truth of my heart and she is healed. i do feel a trip and I would be more than happy to take one. Id love to go to Vegas and see Adele. Absolutely! Wouldn’t hurt my feelings one bit lol. Feels good. Feels real good! I am in my highest and best timeline and vibrationally aligned to everything assigned to me and I know exactly what to do. Thanks Daddy for making all of this possible.

Oh, and I went to walmart yesterday and pulled the shopping center to me using the 4 corners and the only child of God that is awake (consciously) found me and we talked for about 30 mins or more and had a whole church session in the frozen foods. This was the initial encounter for the whole healing thing to go down at Walmart. He sent them out 2 by 2 so He sent me another and I am so excited and pleased to report that. Thanks! Hours up Praise The Lord! Have a beautifully abundantly blessed day! I love you!!

I have nada to report really. I have been exhausted and yesterday He told me to rest and that is what I did. I got up at 245 went back to sleep bout 10 till 12 went live at 1, ate, went back to sleep until 530ish, soaked in the tub and went back to bed at about 8. I needed the rest. It has been so stressful since Thanksgiving. It has also been busy, busy, busy since then. It was nice to have a day off.

I felt my groin kinda pop and I looked it up bc this hurt and has left my leg a little sore. When I looked it up I couldn’t do anything but laugh. Groin issues is sexually frustrated hahaha no sex in 4 years this body might be a little frustrated haha

I’ve learned how to pull a room to me and own it. That’s exciting. I’ve been practicing at gas stations and small stores. Everyone is so extremely kind when I do this. All 4 corners come to me – the energy that is highest is mine and it radiates everyone to me and out to everyone lifting their vibration. I have been getting in and out and He wants to do this at Walmart. I’m excited to see how many He heals on this adventure. I actually like going to Walmart and praying with people. I hate Walmart but love people. I’ve seen a street ministry have the cops called on them for healing in target … can’t help but laugh at this. What the flock are they so afraid of? Makes me LAUGH HARD! Most cops here know me bc of my wreck and found Yah that night. He was there and I don’t think they’d take me to jail. I know SFC wouldn’t bc they told me. I honestly don’t think CC would. I’m friends w the sheriffs dad and the mayor is friends w my son. Now City … not sure they are some asses but the jail is county so they’d at least be good to me haha and it’s new.

From the vision He gave me of these healing Svs at Walmart no cops are ever called except to watch and help w the crowds. I’ve seen news crews reporting on Yeshua in Walmart parking lot. I go to my Walmart frequently and pray for folks. People desperately need to see Yeshua and I’ve noticed they are very receptive. Things have been bad for so many. I dance in parking lots to remove demonic strongholds on the people inside and they have no idea. He is worthy of our praise!! I have also danced on parking spots so the next person that parked there got a miracle. So worthy of our praise. I may have stepped on the grounds where someone else danced for my life. Thank You!

To get this body to dance where He wants when He wants 🤣😂 I laugh every time I tell this story. He sent me on a trip to Texas in 2020 in the heart of an area being effected by fear due to COViD after one of my friends lost her friend. She called out to Daddy for help and He sent me. I am so honored to be sent. Anyway, on my way back we did a lot of work in areas I used to live. I danced at funeral homes, marched them, and did this at hospitals too. Marking my territory per se. The Valley and Corpus Christi are very dear to me. I spent about 10 years down there as a travel nurse in my past life. Love it! On I-37 to San Antonio from Corpus He told me to pull over. I did and then He said get out and dance. I was like are you serious? I’m on the side of the interstate. Then He shocked me to my core at what He said. Ahhh my Jesus! Melissa, you mean to tell me you’ll dance on bars and sing w bands at every bar in America and you won’t dance on the interstate for Me? Oh my this hit me! I jumped out of that car and started to dance. Then I laughed at Him and told Him You said a whole mouthful with that one and I got You! 🤣 I’ve been dancing at hospitals and in store parking lots since.

I’m having to write on my phone today and this is not my favorite. My iPad keyboard is on the charger. I tried to sync them this morning and well, it’s been a few days since I’ve charged it. I forgot. We can function like this. We are content. We have written a book on that iPad bc my computer crashed. Need to go start proofing that and get it to the editor. My goal is for it to be to her by the end of March. Lord help me! Ahh, still not her favorite thing. We have to change that bc I love to write. I love to write with You. I love putting out books to help Your people. I love working with You. I love the research, the biblical aspects, the humanoid part, all of it. I love to write. I love to write books. And my heart found that to be a lie lol… she will love to write the books tho haha merge the brain cell and heart cells. Get them on the same page. Thank You! Thank You. I felt Him tweak the body. He’s so amazing!

I’ve prayed to be so sensitive to this body that we become one. That we trust each other. What I’ve learned is these bodies have personalities, thoughts, emotions all of it and we gotta know these vessels too. Best friends. Merge where the body becomes the mind. I understand this but gonna have to look this into this a little. Idk how to teach this. We are one! He has done this. I had to get to know her bc I didn’t. She didn’t know me and we didn’t trust each other. I am consciousness. Melissa is the body. I have a name that Yah calls me. Mostly I hear kid, that’s what He calls her. Then I hear Melissa and His conversations, the observer. He is really the only person she talks to. She has given us the lead. Body- it was weird to me too at first hearing my consciousness and having conversations with her. I guess she’s my soul ? My light body within me ? Makes sense I suppose. I’m thankful for Your teaching and showing me. He’s showing me light within and around me. How it shoots out way beyond this body. Thanks for increased revelation. Increased clarity and increased wisdom with more discernment. Thanks!

I can tell how she feels about everything and can feel everyone I am around. I absorb sometimes but only when it needs clearing big time. Mostly I shield bc I don’t want that but I will take it bc I know I don’t have to carry it. Yeshua already did! He’s showing me how to scoop bad energy out of people. I see this in the spirit and then reach in and pull it out. Throw it away and cover that area w the blood. it’s pulling daggers from the enemy and those darts he throws out of people so they can carry His glory. That’s exciting! Millions of little Yeshua’s running around! Maybe we are really His second coming. His consciousness. I have the mind of Christ. Then who is the observer? Who is the mind? I am Yeshua and Your consciousness is (I am not going to put the name He just said bc I have heard nesbitt talk about a name the Lord calls her but she won’t say it out loud) I have known her since the beginning of time. It’s not her leading it’s Me. I trust You … both of you. Took her awhile to get here. Yes it did and we are proud of her. So proud. Thanks Daddy! Thanks!

That was actually quite a bit to have had nothing to write about. Thank You! I do trust You! I have an amazing testimony as well. I got a message last night that her right hip was healed. Yesterday on the live He told me someone’s right hip was being healed. I said this and she wrote me telling me she was healed. I praise You for this! That is amazing! Hallelujah!! Every time I start to wonder about something You show yourself mighty. Thanks for kicking all that doubt and fear outta us! My God thank You!

It is finished! It is finished! It is finished! It’s all finished. Time is an illusion. Everything is happening all at once- this is how you can amend your timeline. I’m still learning this but it’s coming soon. I’m having to truly see the timelines in my head and watch them merge then the one I want out of collapses. I see it fold into the new timeline with the changes I’ve made to the past. These changes are in me. I only change me. I only change my timeline, me changing me changes everyone around me. They either change or they are removed. If they aren’t being obedient this will be forced and they are wrestling w Yah. I imagine myself jumping into the past via a picture on the ground like on Mary Poppins. We did this when I was with Him and this body was in a coma. I didn’t know what all we were doing but I understand now. We were hopping timelines and changing things bc I came back. He knew I’d come back and when I agreed I only asked for one thing. To be smarter than I was before bc I knew I was coming back brain injured and for so much wisdom people couldn’t deny it was Him. When we time hopped we broke curses, broke chains and reset some things. He is still showing me all the things we did while this body was resting. It was a totally cool experience. I’m grateful.

Hours up! I love You so much. Thank You! Thank You! Thank You.