Author: bestillshutup

I got a new letter in from social security for my next appointment. It’s a mental exam hahah I knew this was going to happen. He showed me. He showed me the verses where David pretended to be crazy so he wasn’t killed…. I’m not pretending tho hahaha I am certifiable to the world and I been saying this for 2 years now hahaha
2 Cor 5:13 and I will not come down from the realms of glory I am nesting in. Like a broody hen brooding. Those hens are born to make babies. They just want the babies. I can relate. I just want the disciples.

I am for sure putting this out in the atomsphere because this season has been difficult and challenging.

I was loud for Satan when I followed the world so, now, I’ll be loud for Yah! religious folks are gonna hate me haha that Pharisees spirit must bow! Now in the name of Yeshua!
Rains of strength. Rains of favor. Rains of love. It’s another rainy day in Arkansas. No Gerald this time to keep me company. I will finish reading my book. Oh today has been a roller coaster already. I have no earthly idea on what to do. I need some supernatural wisdom and instructions. I need help. Thanks for sending help.

Thanks for letting me get inside before the hard rain came. I was outside walking and was told to run and it hurt me. He let me feel someone else’s pain so we prayed it through and it was sprinkling. Soon as I got in the bottom fell out. I could meditate and nap … perfect day for a nap. Sleeping in the storm. Hahah that’s hilarious. He told me I loved like Him. I cast out demons like Him. I was patient like Him. Then I had to learn to sleep in the midst of the storm. I feel like I’m fighting for the livelihood of my whole family. every storm has to run out of rain. Has to!! He told me He had it and asked me if I trusted Him and I said yes sir to both. I do. I do trust Him and will only move according to what He says.

I tell ya what. If you ain’t armored up ….. suit up!!

I love You and I praise You for the new levels of confidence, boldness and courage. He said boldness and courage was going to overtake me in this season. Not just me but many.

Proof of that by teaching Holy Spirit if a female.

I’m real time! I just heard Him say in real time.

And Joshua said to the people, “Sanctify yourselves, for tomorrow the LORD will do wonders among you.” Josh 5:5

My, my, my I’m so excited. I’m so on Yeshua’s time that I didn’t know what today was. I’m so excited to see what we do next. He said He was giving me further instructions in 72 hours 24 hours ago. 48 hours and we are for sure out of here. I totally expect and believe for tomorrow be the day for something bc of the verse. Maybe I’ll get orders early and off we go.

People are being amazing and I have offers from all over the country to stay with them. That is the ultimate display of love! It warms my heart and I thank you! Who knows where we are going next.

Everything is spiritual, everything. There is a reason for everything. Different dimensions is wild. He also showed me why we were breaking up false Greek gods and that is cool. All of them that were over the elements. He told me I’d be taking authority over a demon when controlling the weather. It makes sense now. Thanks for that. Finished this off today after I saw an Indian god over the winds in meditation. Not sure why it was an Indian and not Greek god on this one. Idk maybe it has to do with where I am, the physical location. That’s the one trying to control weather in America, I presume, and that’s got to stop. I’m not having it anymore. It’s time – I break any curse ehecati has over the air to change the weather from what it has been set to and cancel it all with The Father is in control of times and seasons. The elements and all who control will bow and come under subjection.

I got the revelation we were going up against principalities that have cursed everything, and the elements will bow and obey now that they have been stripped of the power they were given in the spirit. That’s pretty cool. Sounds nuts to my natural mind but I get it. Woulda never in a million thought anything like this haha I do find all of this funny. We have done a number in the spirit with out authority … thanks for undoing all of this. Walking on water! Apparently all this is for that and we are truly going to walk on water. Hallelujah!! I’m so very excited for this. So very excited!

I trust You. I trust You. I know what You said. Thanks for canceling all of that and issuing a cease fire. It’s really been a sneak attack. They never saw it coming. Made my

Amos 9:13-15 season! I’m not backing down. There is no resistance in me. I believe You. Yes, indeed, it won’t be long now. I’ve kinda just chilled this week and rested. It’s been a lot in the spirit and my body has just wanted to chill so we have. It’s been good. 2 more hours on the fast. Well, 1 hour 45 mins lol I’m good. It’s easier now.

We’ve been in the realm of repentance today for things that have been brought up to the surface and this is good. I was praying someone else in that realm and it’s good to see that it’s happening. People are wanting to be different and that’s true repentance. It’s pleasant to see and that natural

So, I emailed the shipper of my package lol. I can’t even track it bc it’s international lmbo and that is hilarious! He made it where I am not even gonna get a date. They emailed me back telling me any day … sounds like that response was orchestrated by Abba. He’s told me that already, any day now. I do think it’s funny. It’s like a lot of suspense and curiosity. Idk how or when but I know He is.

I have really just hung out with Daddy closely the last few days. Really closely bc idk what’s up at all. I’m a foreigner out in a foreign land haha I know they all were. Hahah I see. Can we go home now?

I need to take a detox bath. I’ve been on a heavy metal cleanse and a detox bath would prolly hurry the process. I heard this is the reason for the lines under our eyes. Heavy metals. it’s so very hard to not consume heavy metals. From my understanding they’re in everything and in our atmosphere. Our body need to detox and I understand. When they’re gone they’re gone. I like a monster drink that I’ve gotta quit drinking. I’m sorry, forgive me, change me.

Ugh it’s so hard at times! I do love a good burger and it’s my comfort food. I love coffee. I eat good 90% of the time and I’m so pleased to know I’ve passed all of those tests and I know the habits will just get easier.