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The absolute best summertime snack!
Crackers, mayo, tomato, everything bagel and pepper. Yummm … this is better than chocolate… everyone I look I’ve changed 😂 welcome to the new! We’ve elevated again! At the speed of heaven to get us where we are going. I feel Him upgrading me right this second. I gotta learn how to make my own crackers. These prolly have sawdust in em something 😤 makes me mad what they are doing to our food. I felt some neural pathways be fixed. Several of them and energy shifts after. I do love this and I should be so tired, 0300 is early, but I’m not. I’m listening to the birds now sitting with Daddy. I do thank You and You just amaze me. I think You’re so crazy.. I see where I get it from 😘
On 🔥 for my Savior Yeshua! Thank You!! I praise Him!
I’m actually enjoying the learning to bake and make things fresh with Holy Spirit. We made banana bread bread this week and it was so good. We also made homemade chicken noodle soup – we made the noodles from scratch- first time in my life and they tasted good, gotta get the dough a little thinner. We will perfect it and a recipe. I know that about myself. Also, this is my life now. I won’t eat it unless I know what’s in it. I won’t take it unless I see the ingredient list, vitamins. And they have to be methylated or my body gets nothing from them. It’s a gene mutation and we have been researching this and commanding it to go back to factory settings. For this dna to override default and go back to creation dna. Who knows what this is gonna do lol. I’m walking on water. That’s what this is doing. It’s training me and giving me the correct nutrients so I am one with the elements. This is so fabulous and extremely fascinating. I can’t wait to see what all this entails. I’m having fun! I’m getting to play – every single day – and I love it. It’s like workplay. I enjoy my job and I don’t really work at all. Its purpose. I feel that. I feel something being shifted. I feel fire. That song fire! Bruce Springsteen 🔥 You’re so funny. I hear You! He’s been playing me that song so I turned it on and He gave me and image of my husband and my person smooching like Romeo and Juliet hahah she’s so amused by this .. like seriously! Who knew!! Who knew that the Lord is still Adam and Eve’ing people? I sure as blah blah blah tell Ya I didn’t. Idk if I would have ever known this if I hadn’t of died. Idk if I’d have the relationship we have if I hadn’t of. I’m thankful. I’m thankful for the whole experience!! I’m so eternally grateful …

It’s birthing season. There are tiny little frogs everywhere and baby kittens were delivered on the 19th. Let’s birth this new version of our self. This is the perfect moon phase to do it.

The videos on TikTok are going viral again and I need to reintroduce myself. I didn’t want to make that first video. That was straight out of obedience and I was so aggravated at Him lol but I did it. Now I can do it bc I desire for everyone to know the truth. I used to think and believe all kinds of stuff too and would have even considered following
This has been a weird day. I was up at 3. I redid a kitchen backsplash and hung wallpaper today. I cooked tonight and now I’m outside dancing hahah it’s like the energizer bunny gagagah You’re crazy!! you’re a real trip!

We broke through!! I was offered a nice package to sign with a vitamin company on TikTok. High commission and I’ve been getting my feet wet looking for a product I love that I will promote everyday and I think it’s clothes. This lets me try many different styles for free and if I keep it or give it away is on me. Anyway, the vitamins are poison. Folate is not good for us. Research it! Nope, folic acid ain’t good either. I heard someone ask. I was just as shocked bc they have taught us something totally different. They are liars!! The lot of them! They need to all go down in one day!! One day!! Take em all! Make their children fatherless and their wives widows.( psalm 109) King David had been giving me the battle tactics. Oh such an honor it has been to work with him. She’s crying. Like so humbled by us choosing her. She, like many of you, have been made to believe you’re a horrible sinner and they couldn’t be further from the truth. I became sin for you. It’s still a little weird speaking as You. Give me grace Daddy. Pour it out in me oh did He I was bawling. He wants you to know how loved you are. How perfect We see you. We see everyone in a perfect love way. They are me. They are you. How you treat others is how you treat yourself. Oh,

Forgive and operating in love and there is no sin!

Thanks Daddy! I was cralaughing – new word- crying and laughter at the same time.

It would be so cool if Elvis had been alive to sing that song ‘Fire’.

I’m having a blast. I enjoy making things beautiful and esthetically pleasing. I do get a huge dopamine hit haha maybe

I love you and I’m so thrilled to be doing this with You. Building. Idk what all we’re building but we are having fun doing it.

Hahah I did a video about terpenes. I grew up in the biggest little drug town in America. There is an A&E special about my hometown.

I got a new pillow and this is exciting to try. I haven’t been able to find a comfortable pillow my whole like and sleep with a blanket. After breaking my neck the pillows were even worse so im excited to see. This one is supposed to be therapeutic. So fat so good. I just laid down on it. It feels like memory foam and my head is just floating and my neck is supported. Sleeping on the back is best for me so I’m praying this works. Usually I can’t do it unless I fall asleep in meditation position.

We have been really fighting in the spirit. Oh I felt a contention. Hallelujah!!

Will you send help please for the videos. Out someone to teach me in my YouTube or send a real person bc I need help w the camera and editing. I am having fun and I’m ok with letting people get to know me. I’m trying. Thank You for meeting me and for Your Grace. Thanks! I’m about to meditate.

I study peace bc I’ve mastered war! The art of war! this is just wonderful! You’re so good to me! HalleluYah ❤️ Warrior to Master Warrior! We receive the upgrades! 🙌🏻🎉💃
the new warriors are bringing Peace and fight with Love! (Yah’s glory carriers) they fight with Him from the Throne room of Yah. Every word!
We are a new breed! He wasn’t kidding when He said He was doing a new thing. master warriors – doesn’t get much better than that! I love Y’all so much! Thank You!! I praise You for making us the warriors we are! You get all the glory here. I didn’t do anything tangible. The only thing I did was fall in love!
Love will make ya look stupid … until it RAINS!!

“It is the mind that makes it real.” Morpheus, The Matrix.
“ I about lost my mind looking for you for you to tell me it was an experiment?” Morpheus, The Matrix – Resurrection

Yesterday we were playing w the tuning forks bc I knew we were being upgraded, We were experimenting, I could feel it and some people have physical symptoms and pain more than others. The tuning forks force thst energy to present itself and then they make the body come up in vibration bc they grab the lower energies. It was interesting to hear and feel the difference in the forks when the energy was cleared. I do love this and seeing it and people being consciously aware of an energy field or block being removed. Awesome!
After everything broke I heard some music and was talking to the girls and all of a sudden I said I’m slaying the jabberwocky I knew this was leviathan. I have scratches on my face where two of the tips of nails from the claws clipped my chin as I jumped on his chest to take him out. When the tone was played a barrier over his chest exposing the heart for the killl could be seen. I jumped and as I stabbed he scratched and flung me across a field but this time it was like I had a jet pack haha I can’t explain it any other way… I flew up into a back flip and landed 10 toes down! It reminded me of Alice in wonderland w Johnny depp. Cool experience… scratches … it was proof of what I saw to myself and that it is all real. I may be crazy … not even a maybe haha and there are times it’s so crazy I still need a little physical proof – some of the stuff I do is crazy for real haha
We were full on in conversation and then it bounced to war – 2 realms simultaneously …. Idk why … what I do know is it’s finished! Leviathan is having to loose its hold! It’s time for people to come into the land of repentance!!. It’s pride. The book of Job.

And he said to Him, “All these things I will give You if You will fall down and worship me.”
Then Jesus (Melissa) said to him, “Away with you, Satan! For it is written, You shall worship the LORD your God, and Him only you shall serve.’ ”
Then the devil left Him, and behold, angels came and ministered to Him/her. Matt 4:9,10

I had this happen to me the other day…. I laughed. Busted out laughing !! Never ever would I leave Him!! NEVER!!

And God did unusual miracles – Acts 19:11 – HalleluYah! It’s time for this ministry to kick off. 💃💃💃🎉🎉🎉that’s soooo exciting!! I just wanna bring You to the people. I just desire them to know You! To just let them see You in me. To bear Your image and full likeness!

Be capable of violence but do not be violent. He sent help! Smith Wigglesworth would punch a demon outta someone hahah I haven’t done that and don’t want to but I will. If it’s me or them I’ll take em out and then get em back up! The power to lift the dead! Oh Daddy, that is so awesome! Integrate Yourself into me! HalleluYah!

And, I walk out free in Yeshua’s name- I’m leaving Egypt

That just hit me like a ton of bricks. I’m having to sit down on the bricks outside haha. I was dancing with Them on the patio and writing and went down hahah I sure love them. Love makes me so intoxicated- high- the best High I’ve ever known. We are going higher. I didn’t capatilize that haha game on! Let’s ride this out! Thank You !

HalleluYah! I passed my tests! HalleluYah! Thank You for the grace to flow and wear a smile through one of the toughest years of my life. Thank You!! We are untouchable, unstoppable, and ten toes down. Every time I hear the word toes I think of Addie and me telling her Layla tov (goodnight in Hebrew) and her saying layla toes. It was super cute but she says it right now. I miss her! sometimes I just look at her pics and cry and pray. I’m so glad for His promises and that He makes sure every word comes to pass. Hope, faith, knowing. Knowing Him and having Him with me has eased each blow. Really, when I wanted to fall Holy Spirit held this body up! She stepped in. Love stepped in. I promise I couldnt do this alone. It’s all bc of who He is! He is my King! My Husband. My lover. My air. My pulse. My everything! I didn’t know love until I knew Yeshua. I was just like everyone else looking for love in all the wrong places … learn from me… He is your answer!

Making me wait to make sure I didn’t leave You- that’s funny … are you even serious hahah
We are so proud of you and to have you! You ready to have some fun?
Yes sir! Yes sir!

Oh yeah I was asked what I thought about the current events in the country and I said what do you mean? Idk anything that’s happening outside of my world .. I let this guy in my full energy circle and no matter what he says he got a lot while I was there. I can still see the shock and awe in his eyes. He knew he was seeing a product of Yah. He knew. He also told me if I didn’t hear anything from SS that he’d see me in 3 years. They were behind – why I haven’t seen anyone in 5 years – so maybe that was his way of telling me I’d be keeping my check. I’m praying so for now. It makes my life easier and I like easy. I do. I like things in the natural going easy bc I’ve handled it in the spirit. I was also a nurse that became a TBI survivor and required change so much I got lost in the medical system bc I was eccentric is what I just heard. Haha I gotta look that full meaning up.

Departing from a recognized, conventional, or established norm or pattern. synonym: strange.

I suppose I fit that. I am what they for sure labeled as strange 😂 I like it. I like crazy! I like it I love it I want some more of it.
Aether- definitely ready for that one. Is that the how to walking on water? The energy of it? Idk why it’s easier for Her to make me believe I control something I can’t see as opposed to something I can haha that’s funny! I do apologize- forgive me and change me. I believe everything You say!

Oil of joy! How can I hide this joy inside of me. Mantle Of joy! It’s been a hard one to carry w everyone around me being so down. I have to lift them and in order for me to do that I have to feel and process what is hurting them and blow it back out as love. This is transmuting energy.

This is the start of something beautiful! I could dance with you every night! All the stories I’ve ever read about are happening. This is the start of something beautiful!

Even when I get seriously aggravated with what is going on and He isn’t fixing it I’m still madly in love. Nothing could make me walk away and it was offered. The other day I could hear it. I laughed.

I’m laughing now. We are birthing in the spirit. Idk what exactly but I can feel it. I’m really ready for a home. Really ready to go home! Ready for my home to come forth! House come forth!

All joy!! Social security appt … I can only laugh. I think I prolly took him for a ride haha and I did. I let him into my reality for a moment. You seriously need an armband to get in here haha this is so funny. They prolly think I’m nuts and to the world I totally am. Certifiable and I told him that. I told him “I’m crazy not stupid” he said I can see that you’re not stupid you’re a miracle. You communicate very well. I said that’s all God. He taught me to communicate like Esther but I went through all of that and still lose words but Holy Spirit always comes through for me. I’m also a medical miracle and he was taken aback by this bc of the extent of the miracle that had to happen for me to survive and be sitting in front of him in this condition. He knows I’m being serious and nothing he asked could move me or move me from what Yah has told me. I was asked who the president was and I said Donald Trump. He said who is the legal president and I said Donald Trump. I can’t come into agreement with that other junk and I won’t speak it. Much too powerful for that. I don’t talk much. If I don’t want to see it I say it and I will break, cancel and rebuke and rewrite on the spot. Courage and boldness have taken us over haha it’s fun! I have had social anxiety so bad since brain injury and have had to work through that. He makes it easy. It’s the love. Love is intoxicating. Im addicted. Literally addicted to Holy Ghost and have to have a hit every single hour of every single day. Shalom, my name is Melissa and I am addicted and submitted to Holy Ghost. She is the governing entity over this body. Oh how awesome!! I love yall so much ! I’ve been so waiting on just a complete take over. Fill me up!! There is a special church Svs tomorrow I’ll be going to. I’m getting my new! I’m getting so full Holy Ghost comes out my pours lol to overflow! People can have all the fame, they can have the platforms. They can have it all, I just want more of You! I want to walk in the fullness of my calling and my anointing and my inheritance and my contract. I call them forth. Everything and everyone assigned to me, in this season come forth now in the natural in the name of Yeshua.

I choose You! I choose You! Forever and ever! I’ve walked away from everything.

I purged again and lightened my load. I feel like I do tus daily. It feels good. It feels good to be able to help. I want to be able to and it hurts me I can’t more.

I think I need a brain injury advocate for court. Idk what the outcome of this appt will be. He asked me what I did on a daily basis and I said I spend time with God and I love street ministry. I love seeing the people know He id thinking of them and I promise healing but not bc of me or the promises He has made me about this healing mission but it’s all bc of who He is. Yeshua did this for us. It’s all for Him and His glory and namesake. We live in a very contractual world and He gave us back our legal rights to possess the land. To take it. Take it by force. I take back everything owed and command any demon trying to block me to die by fire. Any witch coming against me psalm 109 and swallow them up earth according to Numbers 16.

I love Yall so much and thank You for choosing me. None of it was easy and I couldn’t have done it without Yall. I give You all the glory.

I can tell I took a nap today. I haven’t been up at 10pm in a lil bit lol

New month. New stuff. We don’t ever get too much in a routine. Stuff is moving too fast. I am good. Whatever You need. I’m sitting here trying to thjnk of something I need and I can’t think of one good thing He’s withheld from me. I need to see Addie and hug her tight. I’ve had to be really thicked skinned, patient, silent, and flow … I’m truly only still standing bc of Ruach. Tough season. Thank You for a new season thank You in advance for the car. The house. The money. The opportunities. Thanks for not letting me be put to shame. Thank You!

It’s gonna be good.

He asked me something else but I’m not full on remembering it yet. tbc