Author: bestillshutup

Yesterday some crazy stuff happened and I truly found out how crazy I’ve become on believing we can change anything.

This was my first time truly seeing a time and dimension shift in real time. Strange!!

My granddaughter, Kaylee, has a dog that just had puppies. They were w me while Kaylee was at school. I put the momma in the kennel w the pups and shut the door, but didn’t lock it. I just pushed the door closed. I had to go out to the shed and open it up for my daughter. Currently Daddy has me at my ex-husbands house. If you’ve followed me for a long time you know we’ve been friends since I was 19. We’ve made better friends than we did a married couple and we co-parent and co-grandparent. This was weird being sent here and I didn’t want to come. Did not want to!! But, I’m seeing why. My daughter has been having some issues w some gang stalking. so, her and the girls have been staying here in the living room w me. We’ve made it a makeshift bedroom lol. There is my bed and then an all trusty air mattress. Kaylee sleeps w me and Hailey sleeps w Lily and Izabella. It’s been nice having them here and knowing and seeing they are safe. This was a whole new level of trusting our Father and my prayers and I praise Him it’s over!! HalleluYah’ This stuff has been going on for a couple of years now and they have literally tried to kill my kid but the power of God! I have been silent on this matter bc it had to end in the spirit w some deaths. Some in the natural started yesterday. Ecc 3 says there is a time for birth and a time for death. Daddy is taking some folks out and this is a lot of why He has led us to certain prayers to put out for the angels. It has been all out war! A story for another day.

Back to the original story.. I walked out to the shed, opened it and then came in to get my purse and keys. I looked in the kennel and Ocean, Kaylee’s dog peeked up at me. She was nursing the pups. I lock the door and leave to go to Walmart. I’d been on a 3 day fast and my body needed some meat. A burger it was! So then I went by Gypsy Junes boutique to check out their spring cloths. I found a cute cute cute jumpsuit. Blue Jean, wide legged and sleeveless – so cute and got it. Got back to the house and unlocked the door, unloaded the truck and brought stuff inside. I got some laundry baskets to help with the clothes and their organizing. That is Daddy in me. I can so see He is a God of organization. So, I put them on the dining room table and then turned to get Ocean out of the kennel to let her out to potty and the dog is gone! Gone and the door is opened. I was like oh no this can’t be happening. I searched the entire house and looked under beds, behind everything and even inside the shower. Went back to the shed to see if I had shut her in bc I shut the shed door before going to Walmart but left it unlocked, same with the kennel. No dog in the shed either and then the outside animals, Emory and cigar were playing and no ocean. I walk back into the house while at the same time yelling for the dog and she’s no where. She always come running bc usually I have some food for her not this time. I was like oh no. Holy Spirit I need help! This can’t be happening. I started rebuking any attack against the girls, Hailey, the animals, and said “idk what timeline I jumped in for this dog to be completely missing but we are coming out of it as soon as I walk out that door to get the other case of water and then going to one where the dog is back as I walk back in. I brought that case of water in and walked back out to get another one and when I get to the tailgate and pick up the water ocean comes out from under the truck. I immediately went to praising Yah and called her in and set the water down and picked her up and she was so happy to see me like it had been days and not hours. She was kinda shaking and running around but was easy to calm. I wonder where she went? I wonder what she saw? I wonder what the heck happened!

As all of this is happening another crazy event is happening. After ocean reappears, outside, Star texts and she tells me a bizarre story about time and how it was like stopped bc they should have arrived at their destination late late late but got there on time. And yesterday was so busy w a lot of warfare.

Thank You Lord for bringing ocean back bc there is no way I would have been able to tell my girl I lost her. I praise You!

I have a doc appt Monday. I have not seen a doc in 5 years, I went holistic and use food and other herbs as medicine. I weaned myself off all pharmaceuticals and have been amazed at what He can do. So, since I was severely brain injured I’ve been drawing my social security but now it’s under review and I am so thankful for my shrink friend that knows that this is all Yeshua and I came back for this bc they might want to lock me in the nut house. When I went to court and heard the judges thoughts that’s what they were- “this girl needs to be in a nut house thinking she hears from God” – Bible says He talks to all His kids so if He’s not talking to that judge the judge isn’t one of His. I already knew that but to actually hear his thoughts made me giggle like when I was asked if I was under the influence…. My crazy would be so much easier to explain to the world hahah

Ex-husband doesn’t understand everything I say or do but he does understand and know it’s God bc he’s known me for over 30 years. I’ve seen his heart change on some things just through prayer as well. This season has been different and difficult … lots of trust and praise and our praise must match the size of our prayers and I’ve been praying some big prayers. I’ve had prayers going around the clock and then my own prayers and everything finally broke. I feel like my body can relax bc I’ve been so tense and this is such good news!!

That is the biggest dose of weird I’ve seen to date and proof of timeline hops and the power we walk in. I knew in my heart my Daddy would make Ocean appear somehow, even out of thin air, and He did. When you pray believe you have what you’ve asked for, it shall surely come to pass and after saying that to her return was approximately 3-5 mins bc I was still wondering aimlessly though the house each time I’d bring something in and look in some hidden area and then go out for more. I love our Daddy so much and I praise Him for this more than I can truly explain!

I’ve noticed that nothing Yah gives me is just for me. And this started with just the word smitten ….

Smitten

adjective
Made irrationally enthusiastic.
In love.
Marked by foolish or unreasoning fondness.
“he was infatuated with her”
(used in combination) affected by something overwhelming.
“awe-struck”

Someone is smitten by you. Your spouse is smitten by you. They only have eyes for you. This was done by Yahweh! He can turn a heart Your way or turn it from you! This heart has been turned towards you and they are very fond of you! ❤️ They love you, just like you love them. Very fond of you! Have you seen “The Shack” ? Those were the Lords words in that movie. Papa says He’s very fond of you! They love you like Daddy does. Eph 5, Proverbs 31

2nd part

You’ve found favor w the king and He has given you favor among man! Ask anything and up to half the kingdom is yours. I trust You to do a good and quick work! I trust You!

He asked me what I want… I have everything and I desire for people to be healed. Healed and whole! No pain. No sickness. No heart pain. No trauma. Eye sight given, ears opened so people hear, limbs growing back. Dead raised. I want to see it and experience it all. I desire this more than anything!! Anything! Well, except just more of You! Pour yourself into me! All of me for AALLLLL OF YOU!! Bring it!! I know that means You’re gonna put me out there and I ask you to give me a change of heart and mind on this and bring me into alignment with You! This morning I’m good. This has been in drafts since yesterday afternoon, March 1, 2024.

I have no idea what is happening! I am still on standby and could leave any moment… I’m here until March 4. I get to testify to a physician hahah I thank You for Velma. Velma is a shrink friend of mine that knows it’s Yeshua and Holy Spirit. I had to fill out paperwork to renew my social security and well, I went all natural when I was told and nothing has been in this body but alka seltzer and 2 ibuprofen in 5 years. When Daddy told me to come off the meds, I did. I haven’t been to see a doc since. He is my great physician hahah and I get to tell a foreign doc all about this. I will have to start w the wreck to bring him to my healing. This is exciting … I’m thrilled to witness. Bc if he doesn’t know he will. I’ve brought a few docs to Yeshua. I might not get it anymore but I do know my Daddy will provide. One way or another He will take care of me. maybe it’ll be like David and they’ll think I’m a little crazy hahaha you know when David acted crazy so they wouldn’t kill Him! Hahah You’re a trip!

Anyway, the paperwork .. a sheet on meds, docs, records. I put all the natural stuff I use and that Yah prescribed it and I was not messing w any of their poisons anymore, big Parma, that it was witchcraft 🤣 so glad I have Velma. but it is. And I believe they put stuff in certain meds to bring someone to a certain vibration so the demons can tag them. Everything is every. Everything!!

Husbands, love your wives, just as Christ also loved the church and gave Himself for her, that He might sanctify and cleanse her with the washing of water by the word, that He might present her to Himself a glorious church, not having spot or wrinkle or any such thing, but that she should be holy and without blemish. So husbands ought to love their own wives as their own bodies; he who loves his wife loves himself. For no one ever hated his own flesh, but nourishes and cherishes it, just as the Lord does the church. For we are members of His body, of His flesh and of His bones. “For this reason a man shall leave his father and mother and be joined to his wife, and the two shall become one flesh.” This is a great mystery, but I speak concerning Christ and the church. Nevertheless let each one of you in particular so love his own wife as himself, and let the wife see that she respects her husband. Eph 5:25-33

Who can find a virtuous wife?
For her worth is far above rubies.
The heart of her husband safely trusts her;
So he will have no lack of gain.
She does him good and not evil
All the days of her life.
She seeks wool and flax,
And willingly works with her hands.
She is like the merchant ships,
She brings her food from afar.
She also rises while it is yet night,
And provides food for her household,
And a portion for her maidservants.
She considers a field and buys it;
From her profits she plants a vineyard.
She girds herself with strength,
And strengthens her arms.
She perceives that her merchandise is good,
And her lamp does not go out by night.
She stretches out her hands to the distaff,
And her hand holds the spindle.
She extends her hand to the poor,
Yes, she reaches out her hands to the needy.
She is not afraid of snow for her household,
For all her household is clothed with scarlet.
She makes tapestry for herself;
Her clothing is fine linen and purple.
Her husband is known in the gates,
When he sits among the elders of the land.
She makes linen garments and sells them,
And supplies sashes for the merchants.
Strength and honor are her clothing;
She shall rejoice in time to come.
She opens her mouth with wisdom,
And on her tongue is the law of kindness.
She watches over the ways of her household,
And does not eat the bread of idleness.
Her children rise up and call her blessed;
Her husband also, and he praises her:
“Many daughters have done well,
But you excel them all.”
Charm is deceitful and beauty is passing,
But a woman who fears the LORD, she shall be praised.
Give her of the fruit of her hands,
And let her own works praise her in the gates.
Prov 31:10-31

Let not mercy and truth forsake you;
Bind them around your neck,
Write them on the tablet of your heart,
And so find favor and high esteem
In the sight of God and man.
Prov 3:3-4

Your king, Yah and man. Favor surrounds us as a shield. HalleluYah!

Last day of the fast and I praise You for carrying us through. Thank You! Thank You for speaking to me, loving me, and being my God! Thank You!

We’ve been contending for crazy, unusual, and seen by the world nutty favor! People give unto our bosom! You’re so good! Exceed my expectations! Thank You!

Testimony Tuesday

This so warms my heart. This person was so sick. Their body was fighting to survive, and we started praying. We started canceling things. We started breaking curses. We started working with DNA and when they would go to the doc we would correct the science in the spirit and the body would shift. She is healing. As we discover we come against and heal the vessel. The body is conscious and will respond. According to your faith it will be done and we were all given a measure of faith.
Matt 9:29, Romans 12:3
I speak to your measure of faith and command it come forth!! – I just caught that so had to put it in. This is fabulous!

We went to a Zach Williams, and the body was basically drowning in an over accumulation of fluid. We held hands and we walked slow but we got up there. Too much fluid on the body can make breathing difficult. I fed this person love, healing and compassion while we were holding hands. I know what’s it’s like for your body to be trying to basically kill you bc nothing is working right. This I have leaned I am good at. I will go system by system. Doc report by doc report and speak healing. Lab test by lab test. We’ve been at this for a few years, almost 3, and now she’s giving her testimony! I feel like a really proud mom right now! Proud of an Eagle that was pushed out of the nest and had to learn to fly. I’ve watch this testimony come to be and I love that I got to be apart of it.

After that concert she started walking with me in the mornings and we would pray each and every day for hours but it worked! It’s still working. She’s still healing. As soon as it’s said the healing is finished, the body is catching up.

Supernatural weight loss on top of her systems healing and finding the root in a gene – dna repair – she’s lost over 130 pounds with prayer. The more we prayed the more fluid she’d lose. This has been most awesome seeing with my own eyes. And with her soul healing the physical manifestation is the body healing. 3 John 1:2 May you prosper as your soul prospers.

Matt 8:8 speak a word. Speak a word and thy servant will be healed. Doers of the word. I’m so proud of us bc this was trial and error lol and patience.

All glory to Yeshua. He taught and let me practice. I thank Him and her! She will say I’m like your science project. I will honestly answer yes, yes you are. Thank you for letting me experiment with you. Yeshua I praise You for teaching me who we are in You and how much authority we truly have. I praise Him I get to share Him and teach His Word for the rest of my life. The testimonies mean so much to my heart.

We’ve been praying and praying for our foundations and removing everything that was faulty in our foundations in us and He just told me solid foundation. Hallelujah!

Need healing?
Find a scripture and say it (meditate on it) until it is in you. It is medicine to your whole body – including your soul. His Word cures illness, trauma, depression … EVERYTHING!! You will take a pill and wait 6-8 weeks for it to kick in but won’t work the word?
I bind the strongman making you sick, tired, unable to read the word, sleepiness when trying to read the word, any demon attempting to steal your destiny and command angels to arrest them now in the name of Yeshua. Take them to dry places where they must stay until judged by Yeshua. basta! I command your spirit to awaken. I command your body to get into alignement with His Word over you.
His Word is what we have as power and as creative forces. angels harken and go to work accomplishing every word you speak. Speak His Word.