Author: bestillshutup

We are occupying! Just go with it and watch! There is nothing to be afraid of! If God be for you!! Nobody and I mean nobody can be against you! He shifts and changes things as soon as we arrive. That’s so exciting! Occupying! Occupying! We’ve been camping on the outskirts for months! Yes, I am ready to go home! I’m so glad this temp assignment has been wrapped up!

I saw two different timelines the other day on my way back from Missouri. I went to Sikeston to see my dad and my sister, a quick day trip. It was a great day. We prayed and we learned more about each other. It was seriously so good and I’m so grateful. Thanks! On the way there gas was $2.58-$2.74 and that’s been our norm around here lately. It is going down more and more which is great. On my way back I started seeing $3.09 and I was like what the heck is going on around here?! I was a little shocked tbh. I went to canceling anything coming at my voice and the way it activates and was told to look. I looked to the left of me and there was another gas station and the gas was $2.58 amd I was like but I just saw it for $3.09 and then a little further down the road one across the street was $3.19 and one on the other side was $2.58 both on the same exit on I55. I was like what is this? Why? Then I saw it again. Like a loop back to see again and then I was in Marion. Idk where any of that other space I should have drove through went. I went into West Memphis to grab some dinner and fill up and down by Kroger gas was $2.48 so I went on to college blvd and was going to fill up bc it’s right off the interstate…. Ummm no. Gas was 3.09 there. I shook my head again bc what the flick is this?! I drove to Kroger and filled up which is a mile down the road and paid 2.38. I was on the phone on the way there and went into another dimension while on the phone. Melissa had to bring me back. I was like sorry. Idk where I went but I’ve felt like I’m going in between timelines and then saw the physical manifestation. When I drove back through gas was 2.78 … I got 40 cents off per gallon at Kroger w points. It was 2.58 so that 20 cents was what I expected but Praise The Lord I stayed on the one a gas prices that aren’t stupid!

There are so many people hurting and needing help. All I have is prayer but that is where my power is. So when I say I’m praying trust me, there was war commenced. I dont go looking for a fight but I will end it. I will teach. I will teach anyone, even an enemy of my state. You just gotta know who you are. Becoming isn’t all about changing physical locations but it’s about a paradigm shift inside you. Become spirit instead of being a human. When I first started writing these I’d tell Daddy that I didn’t want to be a stupid human anymore. Thanks! I love You so much!! I’ve made it to spirit. Hallelujah! To godship status and that has been the goal. I am not much in the natural but He controls a lot of this natural through me…. Which is so cool. I laid down the world completely and picked Him up. Moses got to godsbip and I want what he had. When I left my hands the water either moves or congeals letting me walk on her. I had no idea of this process when I told Him I wanted to walk on water as my mighty exploit. Those that know their God will do mighty exploits. That’s in Daniel. 11:32 to be exact hahah I do love them and I pray to become even closer in this next year. To see more. To experience more and to walk on water!!

Daddy hurt my feelings last time I was at the river. I was like let’s do this. Nobody is watching and we can practice bc when this happens I want to dance with her. More than walk. I want her to congeal and let me walk on her but also I want her to move with my hands and dance with me. Then I want to call everyone out and show them they can too. That’s the dream amd the visions. Daddy told me I had to be married first before this happened and I sank. I was heartbroken. I am healed now and am ready to be married. Daddy, I agree to go with him and I ask that you send him. Thanks. Bring him right to the door of where to have me stationed.

I have been looking at assignments in military terms and travel contracts. Hahah had to. It’s what I knew and how I had to shift with each move. I needed this trip. That aspect of me had to return. It got so bad w TBI I didn’t want to leave my house. He had to drag me out of my cave. He lured me out is what he did. He dangled my husband in front of me. My husband is a reward for this walk. I have fought hard and warred for this marriage since 2020. I’ve broken everything and got each healing for each of the bloodlines. Broken curses, lifted the veil, it has been war. I’ve went up against demons I didn’t think were real and won bc nobody is gonna take my man! I came from that man and he is mine! I will fight and I did. That is where Daddy sought my first response. You see? He showed me a whole lot and there was a lot of work to be done and it had to be done in the spirit bc I haven’t seen this man in 3 years, he is on his way back to me. We are more powerful together. Our anointing and our faith colliding is gonna be magical. I would send little notes or scripture when told to by Holy Spirit but that is it. No contact. I had to learn all of this and I forgive him for running. I wanted to run to but made the decision in June of 20202 to war. I truly believed Him when He took me in to the life He has established for me and really went to work in the spirit… mainly I fixed me. I had to become a wife and get all my favor back.

It’s been a battle. However, I am pleased to report it is finished!

Look again!! Friday I had 4 of my 6 babies here with me and we played outside as much as we could. It was a little chilly but we’d run in for a warm up break and back out there. Not ones to stay cooped up inside haha My grands know me so well and at about 3 that afternoon I was on the porch and started pacing. I’m a pacing praying prophetic apostle, total pacer…. I think it helps me think lol anyway, Izabella walks up and says we made you a circle in the gravel to pray. The gravel was out there by the yard close to where they were playing. They made me a praying circle is what they called it. So I’d be out there closer to them. I started laughing, they knew I was praying and they asked to take communion. While we were taking communion we looked up at the sky and Izabella saw a rainbow. I did not. I saw a chem trail that I canceled and commanded to dissipate, rendering whatever they are doing null and void. But I didn’t see it, so, I said I didn’t see any rainbow. She said look again, Grammy. I looked up and sure enough a very faint rainbow. While we were praying over the communion I was telling Daddy thank You for Your promises and delivering them before the end of 2023 and them steadily come in throughout 2024 and she saw that rainbow and it’s indicative of His promises and He says look again. He was letting me know they are on their way and I want to tell you to dare to believe again. Look again! Revisit some of your notes if you have to. Get in the word. Go on a fast. Get in praise (I get soooo much while in praise, even been through a few portals while praising, put in a trance, visions, get in praise) do whatever you need to do to believe in what He has told you again!

🗝️ if you need instructions. If you need something to do w your finances. If you need a miracle get in praise and worship and don’t you stop praising Him until He starts talking. Don’t let go! This sometimes takes an hour or longer, don’t give up, and if you diligently seek Him He will show up. I promise that!

Then the LORD said to Moses, “Stretch out your hand over the sea, that the waters may come back upon the Egyptians, on their chariots, and on their horsemen.” Exodus 14:26

And I will harden Pharaoh’s heart, and multiply My signs and My wonders in the land of Egypt. But Pharaoh will not heed you, so that I may lay My hand on Egypt and bring My armies and My people, the children of Israel, out of the land of Egypt by great judgments. And the Egyptians shall know that I am the LORD, when I stretch out My hand on Egypt and bring out the children of Israel from among them.” Exodus 7:3-5

The Lord is stretching out His hand on your behalf. The Red Sea was up so you could walk on dry land but He is about to drop the sea (hammer) on your enemies. He has seen and seen and seen what these pharaohs have done to you. He is done! Justice is being served up! Served up! And you, you’re at the table eating the fruit of the land He promised you.

Please pray for your enemies. Some will lose it all to include their very life.

There was no rain today. There was nothing to make a person think a rainbow would appear, but we saw one. We were outside praying and taking communion and Izabella looked up and said Grami there is a rainbow. I had just looked up there and saw a chem trail and canceled it and told her I don’t see it. She said look again and I did and sure enough it was there. A very faint rainbow. We were praying about what He promised us and that the time was now and my grand looked up and saw a rainbow. A rainbow is proof of His promise. HalleluYah!

Try again! I was told to look again, to try and see again. Whatever it is your promise still stands, but try again!

Also, I asked for something very specific and got it. I asked for a certain person to post 3 days in a row and that happened.

Judgement has started. That means the miracles are coming!

It isn’t the testing that bothers me. It isn’t speaking the truth, I don’t mind at all, even the hard stuff has to be said. It isn’t the words they speak. It isn’t the fun they make of me. It isn’t them trying to make me feel less than. It isn’t even being stabbed. It is who is holding the knife that bothers me!

Like, how dare you allow the enemy to use you that way?!

Some of your biggest enemies are those closest to you! People you thought loved you, but they love themselves and money! They want you to believe they are praying to Yah but they aren’t their God is self and Mammon.

Yahweh is exposing, prepare your heart! Pray for your enemies.