Category: christianity

Being safe, knowing your safe and feeling safe are all totally different mindsets/perspectives.

I am safe and I know I’m safe but I haven’t really felt safe in 10 years. That was news to me yesterday when this was discovered. It is at the fault of nobody but was me living in trauma. Trauma is a vibration – fear on that chart- has to be bc trauma brings fear and fears job is to create more fear. Fear is a tormenting demon that will try and destroy you and your family. I hate this demon and …. I hate this demon!! I command you bow and go now ! Anyone connected to me is free of fears! In the name of Yeshua. I uproot all seeds, command they shrivel up and die never to rise again in thought, will, seed, deed or emotion and any feelings of fear are transmuted immediately into more faith. Basta! Enough is enough!

Feeling safe …. What makes a person feel safe? Is this in feelings or emotions ? Is not feeling safe connected to feelings? Trauma? Was the trauma stored in the body (the Neuro system specifically, interesting… that’s where all my trauma was. Dang what an eye opener. Fear was so hard to get rid of. I felt like I was getting rid of enough fear it was spanned over 15 lifetimes but landed in this one 🤷‍♀️

Energy in motion – emotion ?? So feeling is attached to emotion? Feeling is the body’s way of knowing the energy … oh, that makes so much sense. Thanks!

So what do we need to do to heal this? It’s been a process of learning. Forgiveness is the key!

Still catching the full revelation on how much trauma I’ve been carrying in my neurological system and clearing that energy.

You know how I call this realm, this world, the rules of the spirit an experiment that has gone bad? Today I’m watching “Matrix, Resurrection” and when Morpheus and Neo meet in the bathroom (ever had an encounter w Holy Spirit in the restroom?) and Morpheus is saying: it’s not every day someone meets their maker and Neo is like no, no I coded you this can’t be it was an experiment. Morpheus says: “you mean you put me in this little modele (realm) and make me almost lose my 💩 looking for you and it was an experiment? 😅 felt this on a whole new level!

It is an experiment and an illusion, like the Matrix on so many levels. We are sent here w no instructions and can’t remember who we are. When Holy Spirit comes and brings all things back to our remembrance we know that we are the One! (Neo is all you) And we fight w Mr. Smith’s (demons) and question our sanity while being awakened. Spiritual awakening is tough! You gotta heal ALL! ALL!!

Discerning reality from fiction …. It’s all an illusion. I’m learning this one.
Am I crazy? YES!! 2 Cor 5:13 free your mind! Take the red letters! Ha! He’s so funny and cheesy! I love it. I’ve even asked is this real? Is this happening? Are you seeing this too? Crazy! Delusional! Trusting in Yah!

Following the white rabbit – oh it’s a rabbit hole all right! I love the moving portals and want some of that!! Yep, thank You for teaching me.

Nothing comforts anxiety like a little nostalgia – I’ll go down memory lane if you need to but I want to build new memories. I don’t have the old to base anything on and I love that. She only has eyes for her husband and her heart is totally sold out on him. I totally am in love w this man and I don’t know him. I know his spirit and that is enough for me. I know my Daddy is doing this and wouldn’t put me w someone that isn’t like me, crazy too. He’s me in a dude and I’m his female counterpart, his rib. We go together like peas and carrots – haha, I’m just as cheesy haha idk why this even came up. He’s been doing this new thing today w this too so maybe that’s why. It’s like I’m hanging out w him in the spirit in a few different locations … Crazy is not even the word. I am totally delusional w what the Lord has said and cannot be convinced otherwise! Will not go against Him! That’s good to know! Thanks- praise Yeshua! This has not been an easy process. You did it and I’m so pleased w who You’ve created. She’s practically perfect in every way 🤗

If you follow the rabbit hole all the way you’ll find the YHWH is your author and signed Himself in your DNA? You just forgot who you are and you’re gonna see what I mean about forgetting who you are and coming w no instructions- YESHUA is the total answer and literally the only way out of here. That’s it, that’s the experiment, the choice. I felt that. Either you know your maker or you don’t. Would you recognize Him/Her in the restroom?

Resurrect every spiritual dead zone in us – Amen! Dry bones, I’m talking to you- come alive! The blood. I apply the blood and declare healing! To the soul, body and spirit! Nothing missing and nothing lacking! Bring it all back into our remembrance, thank You! Amen!!

So David inquired of the Lord, saying, “Shall I pursue this troop? Shall I overtake them?”

And He answered him, “Pursue, for you shall surely overtake them and without fail recover all.”
1 Sam 3:8

This should be confirmation of what Holy Spirit already told you – this morning between 4-6. Anyway, go! Go do what you’ve been told. He has got ya and you will recover all. Daddy’s hand is on ya 😘

There are lots of ways Yahweh can make something happen. Don’t try and limit Him to one way. Don’t come into agreement w limitations.

We come out of agreement with all limitations we have put on You and ourselves. You can do what You want, how You want, when You want and we know and accept this. All things are possible! All things are possible to those that believe.

If I acted crazy, I did it for God; if I acted overly serious, I did it for you
2 Cor 5:13 MSG

For whether we are beside ourselves, it is unto God; or whether we are of sober mind, it is unto you
2 Cor 5:13 ASV

My life verse. My natural mind has escaped me. He has converted my thoughts to His thoughts. I only do what I see the Father do and I only say what I hear Him say. And I am in complete delusion w what Yah has said to me. I only believe what He says no matter what it is. Delusional! DELUSIONAL! 🤣 Delusional, I tell ya. I love it! The crazier the better! ❤️ He has brain washed me so very well. I’m impressed bc I know what He started with. Super impressed with her, the vessel, and w Yeshua bc I observed Him change her. It was cool!

And, He makes me high as a kite, I will always allow this!!! Love is intoxicating- very intoxicating 😊

This makes me think of the different dimensions. I walk more in the spirit than I do in the natural (delusional to the natural mind). The higher you go the higher in vibration you get (not sober minded in the natural, we are weird) and I’m not coming down to the 3D and if I do it’s to benefit them. I get this verse on a whole new level.