bestillshutup christianity

I am dealing w such an intense breakup. Thing is we really broke up awhile ago but I’m seriously just catching how terrible this relationship was. It was so one sided, there was no love on their part and it really did hurt me for this revelation to sink in. I mean we go through life w these meaningful things and then we see we always cared more than they did, if they ever did. I really did all I could to not have to end this relationship and it is sooo hard not going back. I do love them but I can’t stop one cycle and then start another. That’s like insanity. I’m breaking all cycles and that means I’m having to end things w chocolate for now. I was replacing sex w chocolate bc I gave up sex a long time ago. Replaced my need or desire for sex w chocolate (rolling my eyes at myself) the revelation of this …. Ugh. Thank You Lord for all of it coming off my hips, now kindly send me my husband! Thank You!

bestillshutup christianity

I call my power back from every circumstance, situation, entity, person, place, thing, realm, dimension, lifetime, timeline – past, present and future, inverted, backwards, condensed and collapsed in the name of Yeshua.

Gonna need you to say that out loud!

bestillshutup christianity

You’ve never been part of the crowd, never been what people call normal, and you’ve always been different and that is perfect!! You can’t care what others will think, never have before so don’t start now. You’re doing fine and I’m rooting for you! You’ve got this and you’re in the home stretch.

I love you so much I don’t care what you think. If I start to care I’ll not be in flow w Holy Spirit but trapped in my mind, not doing that. I am one w my Father and me not caring what you think keeps me in perfect alignment and Him in charge. I love you so much I don’t care bc y’all seeing Him is way more important than you seeing me. It is no longer me that lives but Yeshua who lives through me.

That is what I’d tell myself when I thought I might care. That is what helped me! Tweak it to your needs but it’ll rewrite you and your subconscious. Your brain will believe everything you tell it. Your heart will believe everything you feel.