Category: christianity

This is the start of something beautiful! I could dance with you every night! All the stories I’ve ever read about are happening. This is the start of something beautiful!

Even when I get seriously aggravated with what is going on and He isn’t fixing it I’m still madly in love. Nothing could make me walk away and it was offered. The other day I could hear it. I laughed.

I’m laughing now. We are birthing in the spirit. Idk what exactly but I can feel it. I’m really ready for a home. Really ready to go home! Ready for my home to come forth! House come forth!

All joy!! Social security appt … I can only laugh. I think I prolly took him for a ride haha and I did. I let him into my reality for a moment. You seriously need an armband to get in here haha this is so funny. They prolly think I’m nuts and to the world I totally am. Certifiable and I told him that. I told him “I’m crazy not stupid” he said I can see that you’re not stupid you’re a miracle. You communicate very well. I said that’s all God. He taught me to communicate like Esther but I went through all of that and still lose words but Holy Spirit always comes through for me. I’m also a medical miracle and he was taken aback by this bc of the extent of the miracle that had to happen for me to survive and be sitting in front of him in this condition. He knows I’m being serious and nothing he asked could move me or move me from what Yah has told me. I was asked who the president was and I said Donald Trump. He said who is the legal president and I said Donald Trump. I can’t come into agreement with that other junk and I won’t speak it. Much too powerful for that. I don’t talk much. If I don’t want to see it I say it and I will break, cancel and rebuke and rewrite on the spot. Courage and boldness have taken us over haha it’s fun! I have had social anxiety so bad since brain injury and have had to work through that. He makes it easy. It’s the love. Love is intoxicating. Im addicted. Literally addicted to Holy Ghost and have to have a hit every single hour of every single day. Shalom, my name is Melissa and I am addicted and submitted to Holy Ghost. She is the governing entity over this body. Oh how awesome!! I love yall so much ! I’ve been so waiting on just a complete take over. Fill me up!! There is a special church Svs tomorrow I’ll be going to. I’m getting my new! I’m getting so full Holy Ghost comes out my pours lol to overflow! People can have all the fame, they can have the platforms. They can have it all, I just want more of You! I want to walk in the fullness of my calling and my anointing and my inheritance and my contract. I call them forth. Everything and everyone assigned to me, in this season come forth now in the natural in the name of Yeshua.

I choose You! I choose You! Forever and ever! I’ve walked away from everything.

I purged again and lightened my load. I feel like I do tus daily. It feels good. It feels good to be able to help. I want to be able to and it hurts me I can’t more.

I think I need a brain injury advocate for court. Idk what the outcome of this appt will be. He asked me what I did on a daily basis and I said I spend time with God and I love street ministry. I love seeing the people know He id thinking of them and I promise healing but not bc of me or the promises He has made me about this healing mission but it’s all bc of who He is. Yeshua did this for us. It’s all for Him and His glory and namesake. We live in a very contractual world and He gave us back our legal rights to possess the land. To take it. Take it by force. I take back everything owed and command any demon trying to block me to die by fire. Any witch coming against me psalm 109 and swallow them up earth according to Numbers 16.

I love Yall so much and thank You for choosing me. None of it was easy and I couldn’t have done it without Yall. I give You all the glory.

I can tell I took a nap today. I haven’t been up at 10pm in a lil bit lol

New month. New stuff. We don’t ever get too much in a routine. Stuff is moving too fast. I am good. Whatever You need. I’m sitting here trying to thjnk of something I need and I can’t think of one good thing He’s withheld from me. I need to see Addie and hug her tight. I’ve had to be really thicked skinned, patient, silent, and flow … I’m truly only still standing bc of Ruach. Tough season. Thank You for a new season thank You in advance for the car. The house. The money. The opportunities. Thanks for not letting me be put to shame. Thank You!

It’s gonna be good.

He asked me something else but I’m not full on remembering it yet. tbc

Frustrating the frustrater

This season has been a whole lot of just everything. Life has been lifing but at the same time God was sure Goding. It was darkkkkkk. So dark but baby we got so much light now the flowers 🌸 have bloomed. Fruits! HalleluYah!

I’ve been stationed in Arkansas for the last 6 months. Half of my trip has been here and I’m thankful I was here but it has not been an easy task. Our Daddy will expose everything. It was a most difficult season but I see a new beginning and I praise Yah. Praise Him.

Being in the enemies camp has not been easy but I feel like it is coming to an end and this will happen quickly. I am having fun tbh haha I see demons get mad at me almost daily. If I don’t it’s bc I’m alone hahah today I was cooking and heard a critical spirit and walked outside calling it out. I was being tallied about. Better watch yourself around people that know we are all one and can hear in the spirit. They will bust you out every time. I stormed out that door “I’ve been hearing a critical judgmental spirit for the last few days and I’m sick of it. I call it out and command it shut its mouth and bow and go now in the name of Yeshua. One came into agreement quickly and was laughing bc they were on the receiving end and the other laughed but from embarrassment bc they were in fact criticizing me and I walked out and shut it down bc I called it out. Haven’t heard it since!! 70X7 my God You totally did me a solid. I love You so much! I praise You for telling me no!!

New beginnings! Im so ready for my doc appt June 5th bc after that I am out of here to go somewhere. I need some R&R!!

Air
Fire
Water
Earth
Aether

5 elements and the last one means there is no such thing as gravity. It was just a theory …

So with the aether being like a plasma it has a substance of sort that can be controlled. We took the other elements and they are working with us so let’s do this! This is gonna be so fun! Since there is no gravity there should be no falls and if we see one we will be able to stop and it will be suspended in thin air … bc it’s not thin air it’s atoms, electrons, protons and neutrons- which are energy – which is controllable. Teach me! Show me Daddy!! HalleluYah! This is gonna be so fun!

Be capable of violence, do not be violent. 😎

Violent

adjective
Causing or intending to cause damage, injury, or death, often when involving great force.
“a violent car crash; a violent attack.”
Characterized by or displaying physical violence.
“a violent past; a violent movie.”
Caused by unexpected force or injury rather than by natural causes.
“a violent death.

violence
/vī′ə-ləns/

noun
Behavior or treatment in which physical force is exerted for the purpose of causing damage or injury.
“the violence of the rioters.”
Intense force or great power, as in natural phenomena.
“the violence of a tornado.”
Extreme or powerful emotion or expression.
“the violence of their tirades.”

Kaylee and Daisy
There is a family of blue jays here and Kaylee was on the golf cart riding when she saw this cute cute cute lil fledgling. That is how we found Gerald but he wasn’t hopping, this one is. Gerald, I truly believe, fell out of the nest. This one hops good letting me know it’s a fledgling, Kaylee named her Daisy and we put her in the bird feeder away from the cats. When Kaylee found her the adult blue jays were farting at the cats hahah it was funny to watch. So we put her in her own little corridor up high. Daisy jumped out of the bird feeder and hopped to the flower bed where Cigar, the cat, was sitting right next to her, when I got out there. I wish I had taken my phone bc they were just laying there so calm. I heard the birds squawking so I walked out there and was preparing myself for the worst but Cigar wasn’t even trying to eat her. I think this one is a girl bc it’s smaller and her feet are different but I could definitely have this backwards. Reminded me of Isaiah 11 where all the different animals lay down together. (V9 for the earth will be filled with the knowledge of the Lord ) Daddy is in every detail and exceeds my expectations!