Be Still & Shut up

0230- I believe there was a huge shift last night. I felt like crap and had one of the worst headaches. I have not had a headache that bad since summer. It was like every energy center in my neck, face and head was all getting rid of and receiving something else at the same time. The last time it hurt like that I had two glasses of wine. I was ready to jump out of my skin. I love my body and her and I have merged (Oh yay that’s such great news! That was my shift. The mind becoming the body. Dr. Joe talks about this. I wasn’t sure he knew what he was talking about until this happened to me and i heard it last night. I felt another part of me submit last night. I was dancing and i heard the body asking the mind to take over and merged the two and He said something about this in the live yesterday morning. It happened but not without some pain. This hurt and it took a good 2 hours to come out of it. I couldn’t go ground but I tried. It was raining. She just looked for an enemy and found them no more. Cell remembrance and muscle memory (renewing the mind haha this is part of the shifts that will occur inside you) changing from how things used to be into how things are in the future. Living from the future in the now. This is part of feeling so the subconscious mind will remember. That is how that mind works, by feeling. To impress anything you are gonna have to make your subconscious mind believe it. You wont see it until you believe it. All these subtle shifts lead to the one where you just step into it. I guess. I really dont know, yet. This is all in theory at this point but I trust Him and I am stepping into the promises. Apparently we are about to walk into something and we praise You for this bc boy do we need a miracle. That headache was so bad I didnt sleep. I was up and anxious bc of the headache. Those headaches bring up every fearful cell in this body bc of what she survived with those things for years. We had to rewrite that too. She was waiting for the shoe to drop and we had to rewrite that. We have been in a steady rewrite and its like what wasnt supposed to be there was pushed out and redone. I guess this needed to be written so I wouldn’t forget. There must be more. I just got really sleepy.

0254 i do kinda feel like a historian for what all is going on and I felt a like I met John the Baptist last night and that was cool. I felt his heart on truly wanting to pave the way for our King. I fell this. I am going back to bed for a little while. Last night was rough. The headache and trying to make it better was tiring. All the warfare yesterday, but really it was fun. Weather, closing portals, fighting in mirrors … yea, lol, My body is getting tired, some hope deferred, feelWhat am I missing? What do I need to do?

0306= not sure why the times is having to go on this but we are just going with it. Shes sitting here crying bc she has poured and poured. I feel like my cup needs a boost. Boy are we venturing to self pity land- no, and if we are trying to shut that down. Thanks for being honest with me about how you feel. When you see you will know why it took so long. It is so much bigger than you an imagine. Sick of hearing that. Sick of hearing right around the corner. Sick of hearing that crap over and over like a broken record and nothing. If this is a test i will pass and I am passing, with flying colors. There is nothing i need. We might only have x to our name but we will be ok. Yep, this made her cry and tried to make her feel unsafe like she wont be take care of. We just had to make sure you couldnt be brought back down to that mindset. Please tell me that means this is over. The financial stuff stresses me and I am out of options. That made her want to smoke. She was a stress smoker and that passed quickly but it is also annoying my body still thinks about that as a stress reliever. She come to You immediately, even when pissed off at You.

0315- i really do want to go back to bed for a few hours. I didnt sleep at all and I am going to have to wash my hair again today. I do not like even getting my hair wet everyday much less washing it. I have stopped using shampoo and conditioner bc they are poison. I do use them once a month but other than that its apple cider vinegar, essential oils and water on the hair shaft and baking soda and water spray on the roots. It has made such a difference in my hair health and I don’t put a lot of heat to it. I feel like I have sat here and been delivered of something and now my body wants to sleep so it can reset itself. I would love to go to sleep for a little while. There hasn’t been much good sleep. Thank You for Your spirit bc He is the only reason we are good while everything is exploding around me. My stomach is hurting again and one minute im hot and the next im freezing. I feel like this is release again and so was the sweating. I dont remember any dreams but I remember the body and mind merging and when she finally relaxed the body became the mind. I find that interesting and need to research this a little more. I’m down but I dont truly understand it. Your mind because Him bc you merged your thoughts, will, emotions with His. Ok, I get that and understand, Christ consciousness. Merged the mind with Christ. Now the body merged with Christ as the mind- losing this life to find it. I didnt lose anything. Are you kidding me? I have absolutely nowhere to go but up and noting possession wise to lose – dont care! I guess this is just some revelations of this shift. There is more too. I reset my subconscious about the lives yesterday too. My body would feel some kind of ways right before we would start the feed but I have had to show my subconscious Yeshua as a lion and to allow Him to be let out. I think I have been holding HIm back. I really dont want to do that. I feel a void. Not sure but I felt like I was spinning into a tunnel – going to meditate for a while and prayerfully back to sleep- gotta go check out this tunnel she feels like she just fell in. That does sound fun!

333 on the clock. Yep, i am going back to bed.

0738- thank You! We love You so much! Thanks for supernatural strength and stamina!

Let me start by attempting to explain the mirror verse. It sounds so mythological but when you realize that mirrors are portals it will make sense. Mirrors are portals into different worlds, dimensions etc and are an entry point. Cover your mirrors in the blood. So, apparently Delilah is from the mirror verse and when she gets someone they will be here but it wont be them. It is like a mirror of them – not the best parts either – but a version no less and it makes so much sense that I felt some people were totally not who I knew. And when i could feel them and pointed it out it was mirrored to me. They were locked in the mirror verse and Delilah sent the mirror version of them to live amongst us. I know how this sounds but watch Flash season 6 episodes 16-18 and you’ll get understanding. How real this is is stupid crazy. The mirrors are portals and Delilah moves through the mirrors and was once trapped in it but figured out a way to get out and stay out. She can still move through the mirrors even though she was loose. She is a monitoring spirit and views you through the mirror. She gets to know you and stalks you. She thought she could get one over on me and i find that hilarious. She had to go back. My first step was locking her back in and sealing a portal that only my key would unlock in the blood. I knew i had to go in but first I had to trap her so she couldn’t come at me or send anymore minions my way. She is a minion, in my opinion. A lower level demon that was working for someone else and I need the big demon bc I am not messing with any lower level crap anymore. they are not worth my time and I will go after the one in charge, the principality. That is Dagon in this case. i called him out and commanded he meet me in the spirit in the mirror verse.

These were discovered coming against me, my money, my ministry, my future, my everything and they had to go. It took some work and a whole lot of the Holy Spirit to uncover this. I knew there was a monitoring spirit and we are gonna call her what she is now- Delilah. We’ve been canceling monitoring spirits assignments and she is the culprit. Judges 16 is about Samson and Delilah. Here is where I tell you to be careful what you ask for lol. I prayed to be like Samson in the spirit. Strong and powerful, with the ability to slay them all with one power packed punch 🤣 and I want to be so sensitive to this body I can feel my hair grow. He did it lol and He has granted me strength and power. W this comes someone that wants that power and to know how. I find this funny bc I don’t have any power without Holy Spirit and I tell everyone that. So, w a monitoring spirit it had to be beat but she’s a minion. Had to go to the bigger demon to finish this off, Dagon the father of Baal.

A clue to this was the mirror verse and Delilah apparently uses mirrors as portals. The first thing I did was lock her in the mirror by the power of the blood. Once she was trapped I went on about my day and did some research. I had out every Jewish folklore book I have, each demonology book trying to find clues as to who these demons are and what to do. I found out through legends and the Bible they are idols, and this is where I laid everything that I could even suspect that I had as an idol on the cross. I laid myself down to ensure there was nothing unholy in me. I always check myself first and if someone doesnt they are still in their ego. I am grateful to know mine is healed! I knew I had to go in the mirror verse take care of some demons and bring someone out. By locking Delilah in the mirror verse it allowed me to go in and find her and the one missing. I walked into the mirror verse at 830 last night. I walked out at 0222 this morning and it was finished. Pretty extensive trip if you as me and I have one tiny tiny spot on my chin where the mirror got me … my God how crazy!

Yesterday afternoon i watched my sword catch on fire. It is a flame of fire now. It was like it turned into a lightening rod of sorts and He threw Himself into them and they exploded like Smith on the Matrix and I, Frankenstein. It was pretty cool. And then, we walked out. I was sick to my stomach and freezing and my hair was soaked but I dont have but one tiny mark from us fighting. She had some type of mirror hands, like in Flash, and slashed my chin. I had tiny amt of dried blood marks when I got up. But! The best news that is the ONLY mark and usually I have bruises, cuts, scratches not this time. we went in and took care of business.

He went in and exploded everything with the sword of the spirit. The Word is our spirit and He put His Words in my mouth. That is my cool experience for today. I am pretty excited to see the difference in the natural. I have had to act like I didnt know any of this was going on to not blow my cover. Silence is golden and how we win many wars! Hallelujah!

Trust me when I say I know how all of this sounds but this is my experience with Delilah, Baal and Dagon. They all went down and with them so did any delays!! Amen! the prophet He sent me helped me with this. I praise Him for sending me help. Together we are a forced to be reckoned with and that is exciting. She went with me last night and knew that when she woke up lol. Our spirits are learning together the power we walk in. She is a powerful prophet and a prophet to the prophets, a seer and submitted to the Lord. i can tell when people are submitted and when they arent. One clue is a power struggle. I can feel their inner pull away from submitting bc it is them having to die to self and they dont wanna. The masculine energies will attempt to power struggle with you. this is another clue- ego! My male energy is submitted to the Father so nobody is truly struggling with my male energy but with Him. He doesnt need me to take up for Him He needs me to listen to Him, you too. I love Him so very much!

He has taught me the following and confirmed it a few times. It’s so very simple and we are consciousness becoming aware of our consciousness lol.

I havent been able to tell anyone what this is bc I truly havent gotten the science behind it. I have read a few books and what I can come up in is it all starts with you. You cannot change anything on this planet without changing you first. This is healing. One book described it as the healing process and at the same time learning who you are. How simple! I was expecting some long drawn out thing but its not. It’s all mental and its all how you are letting your brain and emotions work. Either they are in harmony and on the same page or you are constantly in a cycle. The subconscious mind (suk (the heart) and the conscious mind (the head) must be on the same page. There are brain cells in your heart that make the cell remembrance and the information transfer easy. Who knew?! Lol

1. Rewrite the lies- get your subconscious mind out of the lies. You’re gonna have to meditate to find some of these. People dont like to meditate and id really like to help change that. If you want to try please reach out to me. Id like to have like a small zoom test run on meditating with a few people bc we should all be seeing the same thing. One person meditating does a lot but many people change the world. Our intent in the heart and our vibration bc of emotions being fixed let out heal everything around.

2. Get head and heart on the same page. Do a data dump of the information in your head that needs to go to your heart.

3. Up your vibration. This is your conscious thinking. What do you constantly think on? Are you always being fearful of what is next? Taht is a vibration of fear – the chart that was posted last week- if your pissed off all the time and miserable you’re in anger which is higher than fear but who wants to live like that ? Definitely not me. You get in an attitude of gratitude and it’ll change your entire life. Make a list every single morning until your primary vibe changes of what you are grateful for. If you only had tomorrow what you thanked God for today … what would you have and how grateful are you to have it? This changes you. It helps Him elevate you bc youre doing the work.

4. Female and male energy must be healed and balanced and married. This is important bc we are all both but without both reproductive organs. It’s energy and boy have we got our work to do! We havent known both of these energies reside in us and taht they both live in our brain. Male on the right brain. Female on the left. There is also a small little bridge in the brain that connects these two but it has not been active in our brains bc we havent know to bridge the gap by marrying the two energies. We do now! We do this in meditation.

5. Be the effect. We know there is cause and effect but when you rule in your mind so fiercely you become the effect on the earth, in the earth, and in your world. What you have created in your mind must come bc the universe is a mental plane. You think it, feel it, be it, say it and it is so! That is how !

That’s it. And when you get here you become the effect bc you do what causes it on purpose in the spirit, then in the natural. I cannot stress this enough. You never have to approach anything in the natural but handle it in the spirit and it will come to the natural. It does take patience getting to where you see instant manifestation of your prayers.

And apparently all this has a huge effect on our light bodies. I’m not even sure how far this light body can stretch or what all it is capable of but I am excited to learn. They can stretch out to encompass everyone you are in the vicinity of and they will get in their spirit what you have without saying a word to them. Changing things in others bc you changed yourself. They are going to absorb your deliverance while you absorb some of their pain and remove it for them. It’s like you are a walking vacuum sucking trapped energy out of people and lifting their consciousness at the same time. You do not have to absorb, I do bc I know I dont have to carry it Yeshua already did, demons know my name, and bc He taught me to clear it with grounding, if youre not ready to absorb shield yourself, and do not draw a room to you. If you suck the corners to you youre gonna get someone and have to absorb.. might me a bunch that come. I know we need to do this and test the waters. I just havent left my house in a few weeks lol. I pray this helps give everyone a simple understand and what being the alchemist is. It’s transmuting energy you feel in your soulish realm (mind-thoughts will emotions) bc this is where all of this is processed and then data is given to the brain and the body goes into action. whatever you are feeling you surround with love by wrapping that person in your bubble. I saw this happen the first few times and had to say I meet this with love but now I just automatically meet everything with love and wrap the entire place in my bubble. This changes atmospheres and shifts the people in the vicinity – raises their consciousness. It’s like your light body runs up to theirs and says hey you … wanna come with me .. and they are like how are you so bright and yours says we about to teach you you wanna receive and when their light body wants to come it will receive and that is how we are waking up everyone we come into contact with.

I hope this helps. You gotta be conscious of every action you take and everyone you want to take to break habits and you an do it all in your mind depending on how strong your masculine energy is bc he is the willpower inside you. He will help you quit anything using your consciousness. Amen! Thank you! Thank you for healing all of us. We are about to say some crazy prayers and I recommend should you choose to say this (IMPORTANT-gotta speak it) that you prepare yourself for weird lol

Daddy, You are so amazingly good to us. Thanks for breaking this down for me and giving me understanding so I can help others. I praise You and I thank You for allowing us to see our light bodies and feel them within our vessels. Make us so sensitive we know exactly which part of us is thinking, speaking, being and healing. We thank You for showing us all parts of us and for healing us, filling the holes with Your blood, thank You for patching us up- Oh, thank You! Thank YOu for new levels of confidence, boldness, strength, might and for increasing our capacity for more power.. oooo , we LOVE YOU! I do love the power. My God! Love this! Everything we say is finished. There are no words that are idle or that fall to the ground. Thanks for getting us here and for the power and velocity of our voice. This girl truly does love Your power lol. Thanks Daddy oh thank You. We thank You for rewriting our neural pathways to Your will, for healing every area of our hearts, and for renewing our image into Yours, thank You for merging the two hemispheres of our brain and marrying off our male and female energies. We should fly to Vegas today and get hitched :). And light the brain cells up residing in our hearts. Do a transfer of the data and a dump of unnecessary residual energy- get our heads and our hearts on the same page. Thank You. thank You for teaching us to trap every thought. Thank You for showing us which thought is ours and those that are not. Thank You! Thank You for our enlightenment. Thank You for lifting our conscious awareness and thank You for showing us to fix our eyes on You. Thanks! Thank You Lord, thank You Lord! Thank You!

We did it! We made it 21 days writing an hour a day. I am proud of that. I published my thoughts that popped up for an hour without flinching or even remembering what was in them lol. I have gotten messages about some of them and had to go back and read them to refresh my memory. It was so hard not to edit them when I was reading lol. He wanted this free and He got it lol. There is so much He has shown us over the last 21 days. I am thankful for that. I am so grateful I have something to write about each day. Even on the days I feel there is nothing in these the prayers hit the Body and that is encouraging and helps me press on.

Make a list of things you desire to see. Changes inside you bc once you change things on the inside of you everything assigned to you comes to you. He will not withhold any good thing from you! He will bless the environment He lives in – your house. He is amazing !!

This one is going to be pretty short I feel. I have been up for a few hours now. My stomach has been hurting since last night. Ive been in the bathroom several times and my stomach pain is what woke me up. Clearing energy that has been stuck. Boy have we said some crazy prayers over these bodies. Thanks for doing this in incriminates. I sure trust you when You say our bodies couldn’t handle al the energy they can hold all at once.

I learned something new this morning about some family of mine. One was married and i didnt even know it. The husband was apparently sick and has transitioned. I pray he knew Yeshua. I pray they all learn Him and that they find You through this. This woman’s stepdaughter also transitioned. She had a daughter from am previous marriage, well he did but she loved her and accepted her and hers and now she’s gone. She was so young. Like a child young. Lots of people are beginning to leave this realm, transition, pass on, go to sleep. Not die. We dont die. There is no such thing except to these bodies. Well, some will know what death is bc of the second death in the lake of fire. Oh Daddy, fix this. I dont want that for anyone. I wonder if either of them were vaccinated. My mom is vaccinated, she’s a nurse and they were forced or lost their jobs. She’s had some neurological stuff happen that we have had to pray against since – it has been a job getting the science of everything this thing is causing in the body and correcting it – thank You that I was a nurse – and knowing what to come against. I have even learned one of the particles in the vaccine people are having reactions to. Graphing oxide is in the swabs and in the vaccine that is causing the thrombosis (blot clots throughout the body). This particle like swims around collecting blood and just continues to swim until there is total blockage – death occurs to the body unless they catch this and surgically remove it. There has been one I have seen recover from this and then they mysteriously land at my house for prayer. 😉 not really mysteriously lol. He wanted to go out with me but Daddy wanted to just heal him so that is what we did. Holy Spirit has taught me a whole lot about that thing and what it is doing to the body. That MRNA spike protein is designed to change our dna. Our DNA speaks of YHWH yod hei vav hei is spelling in our dna and the very first sentence of everyone’s dna bc they have learned how to decode and read it like a sentence says “ God is within”. And there are still atheist. They are stupid. Like truly dumb. How can they not see this? They dont want to. Boy that caused a sharp pain in my chest for a split second. I had a stupid spirit. My God get it off people! Help their unbelief.

There are so many people on TikTok teaching junk. I dont want anyone following junk, that changes their very dna as well. One lie. A little leaven. Oh my stomach … ugh! It’s cramping. Id rather do this than throw up. Yep, we are good. Thank You. I see what I didnt want when it comes to enlightenment. The people that wake up partially get a partial story. The ones truly enlightened can see it all. They are claiming nonduality and that is a lie. I can see the non-duality too bc everything no natter what it is is to teach us something and is for our good. That God uses the enemy and the enemy uses people. This makes it dual, good and evil. They dont believe in anything. They are deceived. The enemy counterfeits enlightenment too and my my so many are deceived and deceiving others… so sad. And then there is science and how people want to make it a religion but at the same time not believing in Yah.

I like science but You are the reason for science. Sciences proves you. That is what I dont understand about this. They even tell people demons arent real. Heck, if I can make you not believe I dont exist or in anything past this I got your ass, if I were the enemy this is a smooth tactic that irritates the piss outta my flesh. She cant stand this and is finding her fire to come against all of it. We are proud. Thanks for this. I was wondering when we were going to step out and talk about this. thank YOU!! So exciting!! This is what they have done making people believe the spirit realm isnt real. Daddy, forgive them, they dont know. Forgive them and wake them up completely. non-duality is a lie. They say there is no heaven or hell and that too is a lie I have seen them both and have been back to both since my original visit. They are very real. I had burn marks on the bottom of my feet when I woke up once. Before I saw the marks I remembered the dream. There was someone I know that needed pulled out from under the hold of the enemy. I went in there and demanded they be loosed and fought. Dreams are like the matrix and we are total badasses if we have a strong spirit so it doesnt bother me to go down there and fight on someone’s behalf. And before any religious person wants to come at me about that umm Yeshua has the keys to everything including hell and if He needs me to use them to grab someone out, I got Him! It’s not my favorite place to visit but I will. It doesnt scare me anymore and neither do the demons that run things. Every knee will bow in every dimension and realm. In the matrix Morpheus tells Neo that the mind makes it real. My light body went into hell and struck a pose lol. She rocks in the spirit, this was an experience for sure and there were burns on the bottom of my feet when I woke up.

This has been really fun. These experiences that have taught me have been so wonderful. When I reflect on all of this it has been my pleasure. Truly! Thanks for teaching me to enjoy my process, how to be content and how to be joyful in all situations. Being content was one thing but being joyful through contentment was another. thanks! Not all of this has been easy but it has all taught me how strong I am and how tough my girl is. She doesnt like confrontation in the natural and that is so funny bc she will run to a fight w a demon. Well, I was a street fighter, remember? And, I know now that I am not at war with that person but their demon and i will chase that demon down to make them leave. I will fight in the natural if You need it – I got You, but it is one of the things i hope I never see. It’s weird having every trigger deactivated and the cell memory being reset. It’s 444. Yesterday I saw 1010, 1111, 1212, 1234, 222, 333, 444, 1010 again. I also made my list of things I want to see and I want to see all 54 spiritual blessings the book of Ephesians talks about. I feel like I could go back to sleep for a little while. Got up at 1 something and its almost 5. Crazy hours and lots of stomach issues for two days now. And lots of freaking witchcraft. Numbers 23:23 !! Look you spirit of divination you must bow. You must break and you must go! In the name of Yeshua and i flip you back to the original sender whatever they had planned for me will fall on them. I will walk safely by while they fall in to their own pit. Idk who this witch is but I would lvoe for her to contact me and we can go head to head. I think this is a huge reason Elijah handed me the fire that day. I went up in a portal and met him and he gave me the fire he had been given. Just handed it to me like it was a bolt of lightening. Since i have been calling for the fire of God to pulverize everything in us, tied to us, and everything, everyone assigned to us. This prayer covering is about 75K online but the population of every city I have grabbed in the spirit- who knows but wow you’re blowing my mind – it goes from Arkansas to Denver. ( my brother lives there and when I go somewhere it becomes mine in the spirit. Daddy sends me there once a year to check on everything. So far this year we have been flying these places in the spirit. AR, TN, MS, MO (bc a lot of my family lives there otherwise they wouldnt be bc this is not the south. You need a passport to visit there lol) GA, NC, SC, AL, Fl, TX – the south. That is my territory and I have accepted this, I want to every state last year and put them in me, some of them He just gave me but my feet hit each of those states last year. It was fun and all those folks are getting hit with fire. I love this! I find that funny bc they prolly dont even know why their bodies are hot, sweaty, burning and then tingles, stomach issues, sinus stuff- they are all elevating. We are all in transition. Your prayers matter. You’re protecting the entire body during transition. (Body of Christ).

I am burning up inside this earth suit lmbo like seriously this body is on fire. I can feel the heat coming out the top of my head. I can feel the zaps throughout my body .. yes, you can use this body. Thank You … I will gladly go outside and stick my feet on the ground. That’s a little better.

I am craving garlic. I usually dont crave this but apparently my body needs something. I will look into this today and plan a meal around something garlic. Oooo we could have 40 clove chicken. It is so good. 40 cloves of garlic, can of cream of mushroom soup and chicken in the over until its finished. The garlic turns sweet and is so yummy on bread it just melts into it like butter. I can still cook i just dont. It’s only me. I mean I cook for me but I do not cook every day. I snack and eat one meal a day usually. I will cook a pot of chicken spaghetti real quick when i need some type of comfort or normalcy in the natural.

i cancel all plots, plans, schemes devised against us today. All of it!! Angels, thank you. Thank You Daddy for the angelic assistance. Thank You thank everything is working for our good according to Your purpose. We love you!

I can see two timelines and this is strange to say the least. With BOA – Bank of America- and I had BOA I trust You – peoples money is missing and in other timelines nothing was touched and people don’t even know that this happened. Strange.

California also, I can see it there. In one timeline there is extensive flooding with evacuations and in another it is fine. I have seen the confusion this has caused in some that are seeing this as well. This is the split. I am sure there is more but these are the things I have seen or felt. I feel like I am in both and its strange.

I feel like I have been in a single day for the last like maybe 4. I have felt Saturday all week except Friday. I felt it was really Friday yesterday but other than that it was Saturday and now today I feel like time finally caught up with me lol. If I didnt know Yeshua and didnt know this was going to happen it could freak me out a bit. People better get right with Yeshua. Everyone wants to talk about the rapture before destruction but what if this is it? What if this is it and you’re being raptured out to hang out with Yeshua on one of these timelines? What if this is the new earth w the spikes in the pulse (Schumann resonance) and we are separating the hologram. This sounds like such sci-fi stuff that my dad loved when I was growing up. I never cared too much about Star Wars or consciousness moved but they are some of my faves now..lol.. i see my dad was searching for me. I am glad that he and I were able to discuss what I saw before he transitioned and I know he knew my Daddy. My dad was an ex-catholic so be encouraged bc Daddy changed him. Thanks! Thanks for that.

I knew there was more yesterday but I actually forgot what yesterday was until like about 8pm. Yesterday it made it 25 years, 1/4 of a century, the age of my baby boy, over 1/2 my life, that my husband unalived himself. Demons did this! I can look by into her core memories and see this. He called her the night he did this and she prayed. She was not anyone that looked to God but that night she stood in the gap and prayed for that man. And, she had no idea what was going on. This kid was like a walking zombie on autopilot for years. This took her down and broke her heart. But Yeshau has healed me so much I didnt know the day. Taht day haunted me for 23 years. December was always hard too bc it was his bday month. I set a password 1216 for a Svs that was 15 years old. I dont use that as a password anymore and i am proud of myself for allowing myself to heal from this. For Your love being able to heal this. I praise You bc this was one of the hardest ordeals that stayed with me for years! 6mths after our son was born I was burying my husband and I was so mad. It took 10 years of therapy that I thought had helped until I started working out with Holy Spirit. Anyway, thanks for all You have done! You have done a mighty work!! Mighty!

Daddy, we need increased courage, boldness and some more transitional grace. Some of this is difficult to watch and I pray the shift happens quickly and we praise You for taking care of us no matter what happens in the natural.

I should be totally freaking out but I am at such peace it indescribable. I have everything I need and then some. I have felt her try and worry a few times but He has shut that down quick. Well, I have been a little stressed when it comes to the money thing and I know You told me You were going to make sure all of it was gone and then You were going to replace it. I am trusting You. I do trust You. I know everything You say is finished. It might take things awhile to happen when I say it but not when You do. You can do more in a second than I could do in a thousand years. I love You so much! Thank You! I will not leave you My child. You are just fine My love. Thank You and I know but Daddy all those others are not. It hurts. That scripture Jesus wept. I feel Him weeping. I feel Him crying out to the hearts of His people and my my my this hurts. Yep, she cried with Him. Wail more like it. Like she was at the wailing wall. Maybe I was lol. I love You so much. The trust I have for what You say is refreshing.

Idk exactly what all these two timelines mean or what is going to happen but what I do know is that Yeshua is calling His to Him. Those that do not go will be left behind. I have seen the white horse talked about in Revelation. I saw that in 2020 and Rev 6 where Yeshua calls His back to Him and brings them into perfect union. I can see this happening – I can see it big time and then judgment. You could come today, like right now, and I am ready. I am always on watch with oil. Does make me feel good bc i have been scared I was not hearing you correctly. It wasnt that I didnt trust You it was that I didnt trust myself. Thanks for moving us out of this and giving us the words as we need them. Thanks for the weather. I cancel all manmade and manipulated weather now in the name of Yeshua and command this be removed from my atmosphere. Thanks Daddy and thank You for the angelic assistance taht brings everything I say to pass. I love You so much. I praise You for my healing. Thank You! Thank You for the healings of those that are around me and those that encounter me. Thank You that my hugs are healing and give life. That my tongue speaks life and blessings. That my hands are Yours! My feet will go where You say. We will say what You say say and do what you say do. Thanks for giving us the heads up – i praise You for this. It could have been so much worse. Thank You!

i cancel that spirit of fears assignment. Ain’t you learned yet? We have not been given a yoke to fear again, Yeshua took it and we took His which is oh so light. Thank you but no thank you .. we are moving at the speed of Holy Spirit. Bow and go! 1-2-3- take every seed back with you! All of it out of the heart, will, thoughts, and emotions. The body will remember you no more and we thank You for the cellular rewrite and cellular memory of fear being ejected to never rise again. Amen! Thank You for our covenant of peace and for resounding joy being a new cell memory no matter what is happening. We are at peace in You ! Thank You for not letting anything bring us out. Love You soooo much!!

I put my mothers ring on this morning and i dont think it has ever fit so well. It fits both my hands which was odd but so nice. Daddy, take care of her and bring her to You. Thank You! Thank You!

Ego is etching God out and when we are in our egos we are playing with leviathan. Book of job. What comes before a fall – a haughty spirit- pride. He brings fear with him – Job 4. If you didnt believe n demons you better start and you better start rebuking and renouncing everything they say. When you get something from the past you know you have forgiven and moved on from that person is being faced with this issue and being told to move away from it. You’re hearing that. Wow! Sounds a little sci-fi again but I like it. The stranger the better these days i think I have gone completely mad. Oh my child, i have news, only the best people are! He highlighted that to me while I was watching Alice in Wonderland. There is so much to that movie I had never been conscious to or of. You are not the right Alice, she had lost her muchness- she had to find out the warrior she is and kill the jabberwocky (the enemy) and she cut his head off – this is what we do to demons. I think I found my muchness lol. I found You in my heart and You are muchness and my bravery, my boldness, my strength, my supply and surplus, You are my all. Thanks! Thank You so much!

I love going live. This is what I am going to have to tell myself every moment today when that feeling of dread comes up bc I have to do this. I would like a break for a few days after this fast. You got it. Today is the last day. Praise God! These lives heal people. These lives bring people to know You better. These lives show You are still in the miracle business. They show You are doing a new thing. Ok I am done and I am going to just chill today. Might have a pajama day. I think we should just start doing pop up lives. I dont like the schedule thing … well, I dont. I dont like being bound to a clock. It’s exhausting. It has been hard with my hours being messed up. Id rather go live at 3am w bed head than have to wait on a certain hour. Help me with this and correct every area of me that doesnt fit Your end result. Take us the ending. Thanks! I love You so much. Thanks for keeping me. I truly do like being a kept woman. Love it really! Thanks again!

I cancel all monitoring spirits, all entities here to obtain information and take it to another entity I conflict, confound and confuse your language. You have nothing to report about what you heard, it is now missing from you – those are my words and i pull them back to me! but you will tell who sent you that I know and that that is enough! Next time it is death to the vessel!

Have a fabulous day! You are loved, you are worthy, you are accepted, you are approved, you are chosen, you are love! You are everything you desire in someone else. I love you!