Be Still & Shut up

I am up seriously early today but I have a new baby. Oakley was born last night. I am a Grami again to a precious baby boy. We didnt tell anyone about this pregnancy to keep everything away and her pregnancy and delivery went so great. I woke up to a phone call and then saw the photo of my only grandson. I am so excited to meet him this morning. The hospitals are still limiting visitors and I want to spend time with Oakley, Tanner and Maegan and Paisley and not be rushed to let in another family member. They will be home before the weekend. Our Daddy is so amazing! This little guy is so perfect and weighs 8.2 and so healthy, has a head full of hair, and his cry was adorable. I cannot wait to hold this little piece of heaven.

Yesterday seems uneventful now that Oakley is here. I had so much that I thought I needed to write about but now it totally escapes me. Thank You so much for blessing. Thank You for answering my prayers with his delivery and for him being so perfect and he looks like his daddy, my baby, and now he is the baby of our family. It will be many years before another grandchild is born to me. I have two sons that haven’t met me yet but one day they will have children.. they are still young so it’ll be awhile. I think its pretty neat how Tanner is the baby and now his baby boy is.

I have been fighting Lilith in my sleep in the spirit and rebuking and canceling things in the natural. She tried to come at me in my sleep and I have bruises on my right arm but her.. ha! I Cut her head off just like I did jezebel. Hallelujah! This new level new devil stuff has proved to be correct from from experience. I have a girl in my group who is truth serum and she just asks, “who are you” and the demons in them tell her. We have also been up a Japanese half spider half woman demon called Arachne – who would have ever thought they were real? Well, they are! It took bits and pieces from all of us to figure out who we were fighting. We put it together and hit the demon book. Vampires too.. energy vampires. Then we were up against a blood bond and learned taht this is signing a contract with satan. Some kind of draconian stuff that we are still researching. We had to go in the spirit and render the contact null and void. Cancel it and then did the supernatural blood transfusion. It was a pretty cool experience but my goodness this complete freedom it took us so much war, so many prayers, and canceling of things … 2 years worth and i am not exaggerating this process of freedom from all these chains took 2 years but we did it. This blood bond almost killed her. I would literally feed her energy to resupply her so she could breath. My energy cannot be depleted but she was being drained by a vampire of sorts bc of a blood bond. Praise Yeshua for showing us, her being ready to break it and for the ability of His blood to undo all we have done to mess ourselves us.

I closed some demonic portals in my city yesterday. I have always opened portals that was my first time shutting it. I went to the places to get a visual so I knew exactly where I was in the spirit and then I saw the portals and zipped them up and covered them in the blood. Ain’t no reopening when God slams it shut with the blood! Amen amen amen

My daughter is being awakened and He told me it was going to be forced and it has been. If you refuse He will make something happen where you have no other choice but Him to win. He is the only way to win. His word is the true power we have.

I feel myself getting sleeping. I have only been writing about 30 mins. I have been mostly praising Him and crying as I sit here counting my blessings.

I have noticed and learned some things about myself with this new birth. I want to share these moments with someone. You won! I do want to be married. I have been being groomed for this for 3 years and am excited about it but I think my heart finally just now saw she does want this. He’s asked me hundreds of times what I wanted and i just said whatever you want. That is true but that is not the answer He wanted. Inside of me I have to desire what He is giving me and I haven’t if I am 100. I have been scared he wouldn’t like me… how insane is taht but that was a root. This marriage prep has been like a thorn 😉 but I tell ya what… Daddy trained me so well. I have been married to Him and learned how to be a wife. I am finally truly a wife and have graduated from thinking it to knowing it. There is a difference in someone that dates for marriage and someone who dates to have fun or get laid. I dont date period and have absolutely no desire. The only man i care about getting to know right this second is Oakley. I love my husband and want to get to know him as well but Oakley is brand new. He’s still got the residue of heaven all over him. I cannot wait to meet him. I cant wait to meet them both to be honest. I think my human husband the Lord chose is gorgeous, he needs some spiritual work but I dont mind helping with that as long as He receives.

This movement of Yah is women and some men aren’t gonna like this. Daddy has prepared me for the backlash of being in ministry as a woman but I got Him! You picked right when You picked me if they need to be shut down bc … well, if they believe only men can do this and it isn’t a calling why didn’t they get their ass up and do it? Yes, ready for their junk and i laugh at it. They misconstrue, twist and warp .. it annoys me. The amount of boldness i see coming though is all him. I know I will have to confront someone about something they have done if they dont come to me first .. Daddy has given them a grace perilous and if it isnt met I will do exactly as He says and I have learned I do not like confrontation at all. At all! I have also found that when I am tired, and hungry is when my flesh feels the hardest to overcome. I have gotten the hunger part tamed but this tired stuff. It gotten to where if I even feel someone in my driveway or on my property I wake up and just rise into action. The first time it happened i was deep in meditation hangin with Yeshua and then I was walking to my door letting people in. Nobody had knocked yet but they were walking up to my door. I knew they were here and just jumped up. Then, i felt a guy in my yard and woke up on NYD .. he was out there picking up pecans. I just knew he was there.

The knowing is differing with each passing day. There is a deeper knowing of who I am, who He is and what He has said. It is like that is all i know. I have tried to search my brain for junk that I know used to be there and its gone. When I forgive it is wiped which is totally fine with me. You will look for your enemies and not be able to find them. He truly does amaze me.

I have company tonight and a lot of energy under one roof and i can feel Him rewriting the neural pathways of someone close to me and i feel Him doing that right now. I have also been rebuking and uprooting seeds … the Bible is right.. the enemy comes to wear down the saints. Praise God our energy is replenished by Holy Spirit and there isnt anything we cant overcome. This is a season of mass deliverance.

I am so grateful He is using me and my house to heal His children. This gives me great reward! I am honored and delighted. I find all of this highly entertaining and enlightening.

Fear- that is what I feel coming from everyone in my house. I hate taht and i hate that demon. I cannot stand when people that operate in fear and try to manipulate a situation, it’s irritating they are out spreading fear instead of faith and these are supposed to be people of Yah.. wheat from the tares, separating.. oh, I know Daddy but it is most frustrating at times. I also have seen things happening in slow motion, time is an illusion and I have noticed this more times than I can count.

This went over an hour because of the warfare i feel and have had to cancel. I feel like I could finally go back to sleep. It is 0300 and I’ve been up and in my office or my study as Kaylee calls it since midnight. Looks like I had 3rd watch tonight.

Daddy, i praise You for so many things. Thank You for bringing Oakley into this world without any issues. He is safe and perfect. Thank You. Mom and baby are both fine and I am so grateful and so proud of Maegan. Thanks for helping her, its not easy having a baby without an epidural thanks for all of this! I love You so much Thanks for keeping us all safe and for the deliverance of everyone in my house. Thank You for our dream life and how it lets us know what is on the inside of us we need to clear. We praise You. Thank You. We rebuke and renounce anything the enemy tired to instill in us in the night season. I cancel all witchcraft and any entity tying to use the moon as magic I cancel that too. Al divination bow and go we are protected by Yah the God of the angels army! All fear i cancel your assignments now in the name of Yeshua. I uproot all seeds any of these demons left behind and command they shrivel up and die to never rise again in thought, will, deed or emotion in the name of Yeshua – Amen

We are shifting again. When we shift it is our consciousness that is changing and being upgraded. I praise Him for doing this while I sleep. I can tell bc my legs hurt when we shift and I wake up with sweaty hair, like soaked this morning, so much i am going to have to wash my hair this morning. It is a more of a knowing today than yesterday.

Yesterday was mostly fabulous. There was something revealed that I already knew but having proof of what Holy Spirit said is absolutely marvelous and the Lord said there are some men that have been in my live He is about to take care of. Idk exactly what that means except He took me to Gen 32 when Jacob wrestled with the angel. I saw a few punches so that is ok. I watched Him punch one dude in the nose. I had to smile because they deserve it for what they have done and what they think it’s ok….. its not and when you mess with one of Daddy’s babies He becomes your enemy. He contends with everyone that contends with me and Daddy… i step back and give this all to You! Some of these people need that. Get em Daddy. I told on them. He knew already but I did tell on this one. It involves my kid!

Gonna have to reread Gen and get a new revelation today and that sounds fabulous to me. I haven’t been completely in the right head space to talk to Yah about some of this .. sometimes I just dont want to know. I want to know about the attacks so i can stop them but I am really tired of people being against me. I wish they knew who was coming for them. Some think they are fighting with the enemy when they are truly wrestling with what God said and then they get mad at me when I reveal what I have been told. I have told them dont be pissed off at me for revealing this be mad at Holy Spirit, you know God, because He is who told me and if you want to call Him a liar go ahead! That has been enough to shut them up. That makes me smile! I cannot stand liars- hate this! I hate a lying spirit ! Oh weee! Cannot stand that! My Daddy knows everything and if people think for one second He wont tell you what is really going on around you … they just dont know Him because He will tell you EVERYTHING!! Good and bad but it is things that needed to be seen. I praise YOU! I trust You to handle this because if I do i am going to the train station.

The most fabulousness of yesterday was seeing all 5 of my granddaughters and all 3 of my babies and several people for deliverance. It was most fabulous and I did all of this on a few hours of sleep. What I have definitely noticed is I dont need as much sleep or near the amount of food it sustain this body. I played all day with people and all night. It was busy and i love that. He said this month will mark the year and i have been busy, busy since the first. I like that. I dont like feeling stagnant.

My oldest granddaughter told me yesterday someone asked her if I had told her what God was going to do this year. She told that person.. my Grami knows but she hasn’t told me and if there is something specific you want to know go ask her. I send demons to her house lol.. this was comical. That person might have been demonic seeking information and my baby did so good. I dont tell them about prophesy unless they need to know. Like, if it concerns their safely. They are learning about stopping attacks, they see, hear, smell and fell demons like I do and i do tell them if they get scared or dont know what to say to send then to my house. I will handle it because i am their cover. I am their spiritual leader in this life and that makes me so happy. People will never understand the gratitude i have for their safety. Anything can happen to me but when it happens to them I will snap out of character without blinking an eye into the serial killer version of my mind and handle it. They are mine and my assignment. I will take out anyone that tries to interfere in their calling! My youngest, Addy, told me she sends demons to my house and they get mad about it.. lmbo! I LOVE this!! They tried to kill me and the more I send to the pit the better off the world is. I will most definitely take anything sent their way!

The elements and animals are bowing to Him in me. Yesterday I was walking with the girls while they rode their scooters and there was a pack of dogs come to my road but not down it, they were stopped in their tracks. One tried to bark at me and i turned around and said no back talking.. the dog turned around and went about it’s business. It was cool for me and my girls to see the power and authority presiding in me.

Kaylee, my oldest, likes to play with the weather and make the wind blow. I love this and she will blow or move her arms and direct the winds .. its great watching them get so excited about what is possible in this realm. I love that i have been the one teaching them and that I do not have to undo anything of this world in them. It’s actually pretty cool that all these babies know Yeshua. They pray, they write their scriptures and they enjoy it, I do too, but seeing a child to enjoy going to war and teaching them that everything happens in the spirit and then comes to the natural realm that everything must be handled there first. Once it is handled there it will manifest in the natural. This is another reason why His Word is so important when you put your name in there. It is His protection! It is the only way to deploy angels.blessing your enemies brings God on the scene and He will take care of it.

When I told one of my friends about people about to be boxing my Daddy she said… you told on them didnt you? I dont tell on anyone because I have watched my Daddy when I have and some people have had to move because He made it so unbearable around me. Hahah. This is hilarious to me. He is about to crash some worlds and that did hurt my feelings for these people and scared me for them but naaa, not anymore. Get em! I have had enough. I will give an example of what has happened when someone was told on for making us cry. There was a guy that lived down the road from me .. my girlfriend got involved with him and she cried .. we told on him.. he moved 3 days later! I can remember praying Isaiah 38 over someone begging Daddy to keep them here but not anymore. I understand that some need to just be taken out. I wish people understood! Yah started those hearts and can stop them. I know this sounds awful to be ok with this but it is His will not mine. I didnt ask Him to go box anyone but He is!! I am excited to see what comes of this. If you knew what these people did you’d be ok with it too. The one I begged for him to save will be the first down in the match. You cannot fight God and win. He contends with those that contend with me while I beg Him for mercy for them. I know what He is capable of and they dont believe. They will see and I expect apologies and they better be sincere and then these people needs to exit state right! These people cant touch me so they do things to my kids but that is an extension of ME! They are mine and I will fight for them more than anyone else’s life no matter who they are. He keeps reminding me of Acts 5 when Ananias and Sapphira dropped dead for lying to the Holy Spirit. Lying to me is lying to Him. This makes me, as a human, laugh ! Get em! But then the spirit side of me cries out for them. I have begged Daddy for one of these peoples lives and i wonder why i would ever now. Disgusted by what was revealed. This person just repulses me and i do not care if I ever have to look at them again and it would be better for all of us if these person stays the flock way from me. If it weren’t for Him and me depending on Him i promise I would have already killed these two myself after what has happened but I trust my Abba to handle it all. He has His handfuls with me but I want Him to tell me when i get back home that I kept Him and the angels busy busy busy while I was on this earth.

I have known about the death of one of these people since 2020 and i have been watching to see if they had changed … nothing and they were given every opportunity, this used to hurt my heart but not anymore. I dont care! Nope, not one bit… this heart is truly disgusted with this. Most people wont get this far and since you did i will tell you .. there is a man that i know that is a senior citizen trying to have sex with my child. How is taht even possible? How could a man that knows me even think about propositioning my kid for sex and i knew but my kid hid this from me thinking id kill him. I am super pissed bc of who this person WAS to me… nothing anymore but a piece of hell walking around me and You can do what You will. I will not cover this person in prayer anymore except for you to be merciful. I will not fight for someone else’s life when You are ready to remove them. I dont want them to literally die but i do want them to die to the perversion in them. Old me hasn’t even wanted to jump into action … she is patiently waiting and watching. I did have to make a phone call and shut some rumors down … a man spreading rumors because he didnt get any after.. this truly disgusts me and is pathetic… never want to look at this person again bc i am not sure i can compose myself. I have something he gave her and i want to punch him in the nose with it. I am furious- livid more like it.

I dont want to really post this one but He is telling me it is raw and real. These are things as a human we want to handle but must wait on Him for. I am waiting and I have been patient. I love that He has exposed exactly how nasty this person is in their heart.

Smith Wigglesworth comes to mind when I think about punching someone. I picked up this mans mantle because it was still on earth in 2020. Daddy told me He had some mantles for me from warriors of the past that were still here … kinda like when Elijah went up to be with the Lord and Elisha picked up his mantle.. I picked up Smith’s and began wanting to punch demons out os someone and was like why would I hit them but I see now! I see where all of this came from. He would punch demons out of people and they would come back to life. Yes sir, i will gladly do this for You and it will not hurt my feelings one bit! I had to release this possibility and be ok with anything He does with this body. He might hit some folks. I am a firm believer in 3rd degree battery and always have been. I got You Daddy!! I got You! Before I picked up this mantle I didnt know Smith nor his story but it’s fascinating and to have him help me too is marvelous, his anointing transferred with his mantle. That is neat! I had no idea about mantles or any of this. I picked up Katheryn Kulman’s too. I am still learning about both of them and how picking their mantles up is changing me internally. Didnt know this was possible either. Daddy shocks me every day.

my hours is up… thanks for hanging with me. Let’s pray!

Daddy, thank You for protecting us. Thank You for loving us and for handling our enemies so we dont have to. Thank You Lord, thank You Lord, Thank You Lord. I appreciate this so much and I am so excited to see you work. Your will Daddy, your will.. thanks again! Thank You! I trust You. I trust everything You do even when I don’t know why and I praise You for opening my eyes to the demonic activity around me and who is the culprit. Thank YOU!! I give it to you and give you all the permission You need to take care of this. I get out of Your way! I wont say a word until You say. I wont make a move until YOu say. Thanks for being my husband and protecting everything that concerns me. I love you so much. thank You for this day. Thank You, i really cannot thank you enough. Bring them to their knees Yeshua! I love You so incredibly much and I praise You for snatching me up and teaching me. I know I am a handful have given you crap each step, forgive me, not again. I got You.

It is 0258 and I am up. I had to cancel a tornado watch as soon as I woke up around 1 something. I am kinda annoyed and we are about to find out why. I searched myself and this one I will keep to myself as long as He allows. I was not really annoyed but worried. I had to clear that and rewrite it with what Daddy has said. I needed to get to the root of that. Thanks!

It has to do with this prophetic love story the Lord has me in. In 2019 He told me who my husband was. In 2020 i saw this person and he confirmed things the Lord told me. In 2021 he called me and told me he was in love with me. In 2022 he knew he was my husband for sure, told me so and I had to confirm this and was strictly being obedient. I was never going to tell him bc if he didnt know he wasnt seeking Yeshua and was definitely not ready for me and this lifestyle. I apologized to my husband for not being 100% honest on why I was there when he asked. I was discerning this and seeing if I really wanted to go on that venture. Did God tell me right? Did I hear right? I needed confirmation but i just said bc Daddy told me to come. Taht is all i had. It is really all i still have. I dont like being worried about someone i dont get to check on. I have also been instructed to stay silent. This is super hard. I know he is fine in the natural but in the spiritual aspects of him i wonder what is wrong with him. He is being disobedient and that bothers me. I can forgive anything but disobedience is witchcraft and means there is a problem with his love walk with the Lord. I see so many red flags and the Lord has told me to accept this man as I would Him. I am not sure if anyone will ever understand the unsureness taht comes with this. The I know but do i really know questions i have for myself. I am sick of asking for confirmation and there are days I want to walk away from this. I wish I could sometimes and i think I have tried. I have stayed silent because i am not chasing a man and i am not manipulating the outcome of this. If we do this it is only because he is on the same page with Daddy.

Everything around me is falling. I am drained just by what others go through. It’s all a test of faith. It’s hard. It’s been so hard. She’s been crying and was terrified at failing at her assignments. She’s had to look at everyone I have put in her life as an assignment so she stays true to me. There are some that she would knock the dust off her feet with and never look back but she’ll still feeds them. We are proud and she is crying in gratitude at what has been done to her heart. I am simply amazed. The quickness of forgiveness and not being irritated anymore is overwhelming. Why do people get animals? I had cats as a kid but they stayed outside. I loved them but i don’t have one now because i dont want the responsibility. Oh, well, that is a truth that was found tonight during this. Well, i dont. I do good keeping the plants alive and feeding myself. I dont want to be responsible for an animal starving to death. I dont want one entity depending on me to make sure they sustain life. So funny, i told a girlfriend this and then she asked me to keep her son. I said are you sure? If he doesnt tell me what he wants we are in trouble. She was like he will and i trust you. I trust that if something happened you would fix it if you had to bring him back from the …. Thanks for that trust. I do want to lift the dead but not today lol her son and i had great fun with nerf guns.

the thunder sounds fabulous. I love the sound of a rainy night. It does hurt. It hurts super bad! This is the true definition of long suffering and frankly i am kinda sick of it. I wish i didnt know. Actually, i take that back i am glad i know bc i am in your will. It hurts my heart he isnt. I want him back with you more than i want him with me. Idk what to do. Idk where we go from here. Are we starting over? Are we moving on? What is going on.. i feel so lost and that worries me more than anything.

This has been hard daddy and i am tired of it being this way. I am tired of feeling forgotten about. Like i just fell of the map. How rude is that? I wonder how many people feel like this too? Like, did you forsake me? She is hurt. So hurt. Feels betrayed, lied to, forgotten. She knows better but this is how she feels. We have to get the head and the heart on the same page. I felt that. Thank You. If we walk i am good. If we stay with it I am good. I truly do not care one way or the other. You will make a way for me. I am sick of this one thought consuming me. You are my focus and this doesnt distract me from you bc it is You but it does make me have to refocus and idk if it is You or me because sometimes i dont think of this at all. Other times it is all that is on my heart and she’s sad. She was promised her next tears would be tears of joy and then all of this. None of this has been joyful. What did i miiss where did i go wrong. This is going to make me not want this at all because all i have ever been is let down. My whole life men have done nothing but let me down and you want to put me in a marriage with red flags. I know you can do a mighty work over night but ummm…. Hello! I dont know what to do from here. You have had me get so used to this and now this. This does let me down and I am frustrated. Why would you let it get this far. I love this person. I love him and i am so sick of this. I am sick of being led on and id just like to.. she’s torn. She said she’s hanging on to the promise bc it is what You said. End of discussion … felt something. What do you feel? What was that .. uncertainty. Why? I am sure but unsure if taht makes sense. We are on a fast tho and you could give us all increased wisdom and clarity. I ask for that Daddy and You said if we lack any wisdom to ask and You freely give it. Sophia, help please. Thank You Daddy for Your spirits. Please wisdom guard my heart. Maybe we need to just cross this out of us and eliminate those neural pathways. I love him and i will accept him as I do you. I forgive him for being a dumb ass and i truly stand in the gap for him on his prodigalness. My God that hurts the most that he is moving away from you again. If we are one then i want us to both be zapping into knowing.

Well, that was interesting. The apostate thing yesterday really hit her when it comes to this man. She is silently standing by watching him in another relationship when he knows what the Lord said. He claims to not remember our conversation but that is a lie. Why lie? That gave satan the foothold and i break that hold now. I cancel taht lying spirits assignment against me and him in the name of Yeshua. Rewrite us with Your truth. What You do to me You also do to the other part of my body, my husband.

Oh wow I just noticed my arm. I have been being able to see my veins lately more so that what i remember except in my right arm bc its rebuilt with titanium. I have a bruise on my forearm meaning i was grabbed in a dream on my right side. Was it me? Was I going in the wrong direction? That is what scares her she just got so sick to her stomach. She is truly only afraid of failing You. Oh honey, you are not going to fail. I am in you you will not fail. And I wont let you go the wrong way. There will be an angel telling you which path to choose. Thank You Daddy. Thank You. I am sure of me hearing You correctly no matter what the enemy has tried. I trust You and I believe You. On everything. I trust me. I trust my hearing. I trust my judgment and there have been plenty of tests to try and make me move but what You say is truth. Thanks for that. Anyway, i can see over the plate and I haven’t ever seen my vein since that night. I see that juicy vein and im lucky I didn’t bleed to death it is right where that crack was. Thank You for saving me… oh, in so many ways You have. saved me. I am infinitely grateful and infinitely love. Amazing!

What was taht? I felt that in my throat. New levels of boldness. You will speak our truth. Yes sir. I will, and I am good with that. Nope no fear on taht one. Thanks for keeping the weather straight for us. Thanks for keeping our lights on. Thanks for keeping the water at the right levels. Thank You. I think we found it. Thanks.

That hour went by fast. I have felt the smoking thing hit me a few times. I laugh at that. They disgust me but i have felt it try. What was that? I cancel the spirit of addictions assignment now in the name of Yeshua. I cancel the spirit of unbelief’s assignment now in the name o Yeshau. I cancel the spirit of fears assignment now in the name of Yeshua. I uproot all seeds these left behind now in the name of Yeshua and i command they shrivel up and die to never rise again in thought will deed or emotion. Amen

These are easy hour journaling when I search myself. This is part of what makes me practically perfect in every way huh? He’s laughing but He is proud and so am I. I think i could go back to bed now.

If you haven’t started writing your name in scripture you need to do that. It is your spiritual contract and will protect you in the natural everything is spiritual and has to stop in that realm and be established in that realm before it happens in the natural. Ok hour up. I feel better now. I cancel the spirit of witchcraft now. Boomerang angels, please handle this. Nothing can stick to us. No hex, vex, spell, sorcery, magic, etc none of it. We are the creator. Bow and go!

Any assignments to cause flooding or tornadoes in my territory i cancel them now! I cancel all manmade and/or manipulated weather now in the name of Yeshua. Goodbye thank you but no thank you. Amen!

This is my new assignment for the next 21 days. 21 days is a brain cycle and how to create habits that will move us in the right direction. I write each day but I dont publish them to the world. These will be published. They will not be edited. This is merely sitting down and putting what is in the forefront of my mind on paper. I dont care. I am good with that. I have shared this entire process with the world. These are just going to be my random thoughts for a solid hour. This should be fun lets see what she thinks about. There are 60k random thoughts that emerge throughout any given day. My Addie is in here with me playing on the blue balance ball i have in my office and she’s doing well. She just gave me a high five. Did you know that a high five programs your brain for success ? It does. I love the brain tricks He has taught me. She asked what assignment was because I told her I was sitting here for an hour writing, that it was an assignment. Task at hand, this is my job at the moment. He has told me I am a write of His and He is training me. I am being obedient. There is no telling what will come out in these. Hahaha good thing i dont care and that you made me kind, not nice. Wooo that one was hard because we want to be nice. We dont want to instinctively hurt people. We want everyone fed, clothed, bathed, housed, properly cared for and loved. I cried watching a seal be saved this morning and a momma dog reunited with her puppies. It was crazy beautiful and I have learned i love my Daddy and HIs crazy self. That was compassion. I praise Him for putting that in me. I understand how that animal felt. Thing is we never look at all animals as needing saving. We are all animals of some sort and need saving. It was a nice moment for her heart and the Lord. She saw another prayer answering within herself. All my prayers for myself is for change inside of me. I dont pray for money. I dont pray for health. I dont pray for natural things. I expect them. I want supernatural change inside of me bc i truly want to be the change i desire to see in the world. She’s crying. She means that. That is me checking myself. How do I really feel about something ? I am brutally honest with myself. It took a lot of communication, honesty, rewrites, and forgiveness to get here. I am not perfect but practically in every way. That’s what Daddy says anyway, about us all, not just me. Please dont ever think I am someone special bc I may be to some but to our Daddy we are all the same. He is not a respecter of persons and if He did if for me He is obligated to do it for you and thinks the same towards you. So, we are practically perfect in every way. That felt good to write and she actually believed that. He has been brainwashing me to see myself the way He does and she believed that. We are so proud. So proud of her. Thanks Daddy. I am so proud of myself. I love you and I love sharing my excitement with you.

So, I’ll write about something i learned today that we all need to know. This was a whole new definition of apostasy and apostate. My Lord, we have all done this. There will be a great falling away that will usher in the anti-Christ but this goes deeper from what I learned this morning and we are all going to repent.

I was watching Dereck Prince this morning. I am fasting and feasting on Him and that is what He told me to listen to this morning. I didn’t listen to the entire sermon because He took me to what He wanted me to hear. In this video Dereck Prince was going through the definition of what we have been taught about apostates and who they are etc but he went into the Greek meaning of the word. He said it is directly turning away from what the Lord told you. Let’s say Noah didn’t build the ark. He would hav been being completely disobedient and full of unbelief like the rest making him an apostate. Praise Yeshua that it didn’t go down like that but have you ever not done what He told you and then looked back on why? It’s because we didnt believe Him. Which would mean we had fallen away from His truth. No! We rebuke that! We are not walking in disobedience but at all costs we are speaking Your truth. Your Will be done! these are going to be the shortest hours of my life writing with Him. Daddy, forgive us for we did not know. We have been ignorant and we thank You for show us and waking us up to this. We have all been guilty of not being obedient, forgive us. Perfect our love walk where we desire to be obedient to You. Thank You for showing us. I love you so much!

All it takes is one lie to corrupt an entire belief system. One lie! Many shouldn’t be teachers bc of this. They are truly teaching false stuff and its so are for people to discern these bc we dont know enough of You for ourselves. Lack of relationship. Dont walk away from Him. He makes me mad sometimes too and then i seek why and have to end up repenting because it was me. I am so pleased to know the block isn’t me and that it is being removed. Thank YOU! For ending that loop!! we have work to do and I am not wanting to wait on anyone. I have stuff i am changing in me too. I dont claim to know it all because i know i dont. I learn something new each and every day.

I love these people He has assigned to me. Some call these people their kids, their spouses, their grands – I call them all assignments and i love them to the depths of my soul. This girl walked through hell for them and has never told them .. never told them the path our entire family was on .. never told them what I saw and I wont. Me coming back changed that. I am eternally grateful to You Yeshua. My God You are my Rock, my protector, my fortress, my love, my life.. thank You. If You never did another thing for me in this entire life You did enough on the cross. Thanks for Your word and for giving me back the years i lost. With the years we can accomplish things. Thanks for bringing me back. I was so mad for long like why did i do this to myself and why did He let me. I was mad about coming back and He would hav to remind me. I praise Him. My God i would have never made it through this without you. Thank You for healing me and putting me in my right mind and right with You. I cannot ever praise You enough. Three of the babies He has given me are in my living room watching about animals being saved. Their hearts are so precious and they are so wise. If people only listened to children. Out of the mouth of babes. There will come a day where they dont want anymore children and that makes me cry. People will grow their children instead of giving birth. They are going to miss an amazing opportunity… from what I have learned they are already doing this. It was a little shocking to find this out. I see so much of the Bible coming to life. I see so my prophesy taking place. I see the enemy trying to usher in things and my Daddy is gonna strike the land and put a stop to that. Oh my God! Is that what you did too? I am learning what all those ground strikes did on NYE and NYD. He blows my mind! Angels created the booms. Me hitting the ground was their sign and everyone is dying to self, the ego. We are being molded in His image. It’s simply amazing He is using me in such great ways. Blows my mind. I would have to say that was a mighty exploit. I wish i would have recorded it. Lessoned learned!

The other morning i was sitting here praying and I saw scripture. It was calling me. Jesus wept. That was it. That was the whole scripture and then i started to cry with Him. I have been thinking some of the sadness i feel is the collective but it is Him. His heart was sad and He cried the other morning which made me cry too. I was so sad He was sad. I look at the condition of things and what we have done and how far we have strayed from Him and His ways and I cry out in repentance and ask for change. So many people are being deceived. It hurts my heart. I cant save the world but Yeshua can! He did, already has and the enemy is so scared of him that people think he was a mythical creature. A magical unicorn or something. Whether folks believe in the Bible or not there were historians that recorded his death and resurrection… is all of history lying too? Well, i can almost see the validity in people not believing history now. They have tried to change it but history always repeats itself until the cycle is broken. We need strategies on this please.

If i could write a letter to the collective it would let them know how loved they are and how truly worthy we are. We have been oppressed and lied to so much we dont even know who we are. We dont know that we are a three part being just like Yeshua. We dont know that the spirit in each and every person on earth is Yahweh. They might have an few more too but He is there. If you make your bed in hell I am there. You cannot get rid of Him because you are Him having a fleshly experience with a soul that needs to be saved in a body with a whole personality. When you get to know your spirit you know who you are and how powerful you are and why the enemy wants you oppressed. This would be my 30 second teaching to the world!

11 mins to go. Not bad thoughts. I am proud of her and what she thinks. I just heard that. She mentioned the business. We are so getting there kid but we are not writing about that here. I have your strategy. Oh yay! Thanks.

I love Him so much. He is so gracious to us. He is so amazingly good to us. I’m so thankful lets pray these last few minutes.

Daddy, we praise You. You are so good to us. So much we could never thank You enough. Thank You for bringing everything to yourself that you need. thank You for supplying all our needs and for showing us grace. Father, where we have walked away from. You, not believed You, not been obedient we ask for forgiveness and in our hearts truly repent. Our hearts are set towards pleasing You and only You. We love you. Thank You for washing us, teaching us, showing us and making us new. Thank You for teaching us how to love ourselves. Thank You for showing us Who You are. Thank You that we know our God and we do mighty exploits in Your name! I love you so much. I praise You. Thank You for bringing the promises into fruition quickly, at the speed of heaven. Thank You for teaching us time is nothingness and means nothing to the Kingdom. Thank You for putting us on Your timeline. Thank You for showing us Your truth. Thank You for our supernatural protection and provision. Thank You for our angels taht are contending with anyone that contends against us. Amen! I love that. Thank You for making our enemies Your enemies! Amen !! We receive Your word over and in our lives. We agree to adapt and adjust. We love You. Amen amen amen

When I feel my brain wanting to be active on things that are irrelevant i will start praying. If there is something i try to think on that He says not yet I will start praying. Learning to control all of that was fun. I looked at as a game and I am only in control and over myself. My only competition is yesterday me. You taught me well I give you all the glory amen!

If you stayed with me until the end of that I love you! You are worth more than all the rubies. 111 left on the clock. May the Lord bless You and keep you, shine His face upon you, lift His countenance on You, be gracious to you, give you peace and make 2023 your best heart year yet! Amen amen amen have a fabulous day. The timer is going off. Not too bad of an hour now I can play with the girls – ahh, thank You!!

I’m amazed!

11:35pm- first alarm goes off, took me 3 mins to hear it.
11:38pm- answer some texts – my shields.
11:41 – I’m dozing back off
11:46- phone call … I needed this to get up
11:58- robe on
11:59 – outside I go and kneel down to the ground and listen. Holy spirit said strike it – I hit the ground. He said again… I did it again and cannons go off around me. I thought it was fireworks but there was nothing in the sky, nothing. I’m not sure what it was but I was out there alone and they were going off all around me and close. Each time I hit the ground until 12:01 a cannon boom went off. It was wild. One was so close I turned my head to see if there was someone there. Not in the natural they weren’t but they were behind me. Angels! Millions of them! That was such a trip!
Smack- boom
Smack-boom
2 mins and then it stopped as quickly as it started.
1201- I come back in and sent out some texts letting my help (my prayer warriors covering me) know we were done. They all felt the hits to the ground and some heard the booms that don’t live in my neighborhood.

I’m rather excited to see what the Schumann resonance is for the timeframe.