Random thoughts, reflections and questions…

Random thoughts, reflections and questions…

1524 days
1524 days
1524 DAYS!

That is how many days I have been obedient to the Lord no matter the consequences. This is about how long I’ve been standing on some promises too. I didn’t know half of what I know now I was just told some things and told Him ok.

I was asked, “why do you love Jesus more than you love me? why do you love Jesus more than you love momma?”
My response- baby, I love you and your momma like I love Jesus. Are you asking me why I put Him first?
Her- yes, does that mean you love Him more?
Me- I put Him first bc He is my first love. I owe Him my very life and if it weren’t for Him I wouldn’t know you. I would have died if I hadn’t got a miracle. Jesus saved my life. Also, I have to put Him first bc I made Him a promise and I follow through on my word. He promised me I could know you if I did what He said. He let me come back so I could meet you so I owe Him everything and I got to come back and I get to love y’all. And, He is supposed to be first in everyone’s life. He loves us the most! I love you just like He does. So, I love you mostestest! Do you understand?
Her- 🥰 she hugged me and told me she loved me and Jesus. And that she understood and on some level of her being so awake in consciousness I believe she got it.

This part has been the hardest of all! Having to say no and not be able to has been trying on me. I feel Eph 3:1 I am a prisoner to Christ but even in all the truth of being His prisoner and owing Him I don’t feel like a prisoner. Has this process been easy? NO! NO! NO! Has it been worth it? YES! YES! YES! Seeing the healings, the deliverance, the love – the reason I came back! I’m seeing it. That’s the reason I was sent back. I chose to come back bc of all He showed me. I stopped things just by being on earth. Don’t ever let the enemy make you believe you aren’t important. How could I not come back w all that He showed me? I had to! I have to do this! I don’t feel like I have free will anymore and tbh I don’t want it. Free will messes a lot of folks up! I’ll be His kind of prisoner for the rest of my life. I made the decision to be obedient at all costs 1524 days ago, I sold everything and has it cost me 🤣 oh boy lol – gave up everything!! Everything … really, nothing was a loss but a total blessing. It’s been a great process actually. I’m so glad Daddy grades on the curve.

When He pulls you out be sure and reach back!! You are His body. You are His person to pull others out! You! Yes, You!

Supernatural story time!

I was driving down HWY 1 by the bypass and heard my tire – pop- and the sensor came on immediately. Ugh, a blowout and I don’t have a spare. I know, I know! This meant I was gonna have to call for a tow truck. I pull in to DG and make sure I get my truck where a tire can be changed or it can be loaded up quickly and get out to look. Not even believing what I saw I start my truck back up so I could check the instruments. The tire light is off. The tire is all there. The tire is not flat. That sensor now says my tire is aired up and fine. I heard and felt this tire pop and my sensor was alarming me and then it’s perfect. How does this even happen ? All things are possible! My Daddy is amazing! I can’t even with Him and there is absolutely no explanation in the natural.

Let’s pretend for a moment.
You’re standing on a beach and a line has drawn in the sand. One side is toward the water and the other is towards land. The way towards the water is your walk with Yeshua. You’re gonna have to walk on that water to meet Him. Or you can turn back and go back to the way you know – your route – and He will hand you over to your junk. It’s your choice and I know how walking on water sounds intimidating but if it’s the only way … red or blue pill! Seriously even the decision is an illusion.

This is not going to be easy! None of this is easy! None of it! The constant war – I’m sick of it! I’m walking on water and if you want to go w me grab hold! I ain’t got time for stragglers I’m going !! If you should so choose – welcome! It’s a whole new season.

My line was drawn in the sand last night between 2 and 5. I was so at war and could feel everything you were feeling. I felt it. I felt the collective. I felt you. We are one body. I felt the rejection. I felt the sadness. I felt the hurt. I felt the pain. I felt the inability to sleep. I felt loneliness. I felt deep hurt and confusion. I felt the need for peace. I felt sick, like flu sick. I felt you. I felt a lot and knew it couldn’t be me but I definitely searched myself and then I heard the demons taunting me. I laughed but if they are trying this with me who else are they doing it to? What God has said is so ingrained in me I can’t even say or think anything negative about or against it. It’s rather crazy tbh bc there have been times I want to scream at some of this but can hold it together. Some of it I didn’t even want and I’ve been at war over it and that pisses me off! What does the enemy know that I don’t? Idk and I dont care! Everything is working for my good and I can see that! He’s so good to me! Ahhh, I’m so in love!

I stood firm on what Yahweh has told me, but I wasn’t in the right heart space to hear Him and I felt my body fighting something. I was stopped up and coughing, sneezing all of it. Now, I’m fine. I was so heartbroken and crying. It took me a bit to pull out of that. After some screaming and crying I was ok. War! If you’re having a hard time hearing from Him check your attitude and start thanking Him. He is more than worthy!

My vibration went so low I felt bad. Gotta get that up folks. If mine went down I can’t imagine what others are doing and this is why people are getting sick. What do you believe? I believe that absolutely no illness can live in this body and as soon as any virus, or bacteria touches my body it must die. I’m healthy and healed. Each time I wake up I’m healthier than before. If I feel bad I can go into meditation and heal myself. That is my belief. I do not allow illness around me I am not from here but from the kingdom and there is no illness in heaven. As above so below.

I could feel the collective tho and if they are this sad that will allow illness in your body. It’s like an open door. attitude of gratitude is the cure. You increase your vibration – your consciousness- into gratitude and the vibration of that vibration counteracts the illness vibration. each illness has its own vibration and what it attacks. Cancer has a vibration, it’s own energy. everything is energy, don’t forget this. You are energy. Your consciousness is what you are constantly thinking on. you got 60K random thoughts a day. Do you know what they are? Do you know what is ingrained in you that is a lie? Do you know when He’s speaking? We are to bring all those thoughts under the subjection of Christ. be the observer. Just listen and see what kind of things are floating from your subconscious into your consciousness. Or from around you into your consciousness. If you pay attention you can hear in the spirit. You already are you just don’t know it. You’ll be surprised lol

Happy Sunday! Choose to go on the water! It’ll be fun! Never a dull moment that’s for sure hahaha anyway, choose wisely bc the line has been drawn. He’s gonna show everyone who is really His and more exposure is coming.

Daddy, prepare our hearts for the coming days and as we learn to respond and be obedient at the speed of heaven. Amen


WHAT IS A SEER…..
By Bob Jones

What is a seer? A SEER IS EVERYTHING. Prophets are the eyes, but seers are the entire head: eyes, smell, taste and feelings. That is what Isaiah 29:10 says:

He has shut your eyes, the prophets; And He has covered your heads, the seers.

A seer is everything. I like to use a hot loaf of bread to explain this gifting. With your eyes open, you can see it. But if your eyes are closed, I can tell you it is there, and you will be able to “see” it with your ears. I can put it under your nose, and you can smell it. I can put it in your mouth, and you can taste it. You can feel it in your hands. As a seer, you can move in all five realms, and because of that, you are more discerning. The enemy is never able to fully shut you down. The prophet can be momentarily blinded, but if the enemy blinds you, you will still be able to hear, smell, taste and feel. If the enemy comes against your feelings, you’ll still be able to see, hear, smell and taste.. A seer prophecies by all five senses, and so the seers move in stronger discernment.

What does this look like? There may be times when you hear a prophecy, and a bad taste will come into your mouth. Your taste is discerning. “This isn’t God”. But other times when you hear a prophecy, you’ll start tasting gold. Whenever I taste gold, I know, “Man that’s it. I want to get all if this.” God communicates with you through your senses. It takes longer to become a mature seer that to become a mature prophet, because all five senses are involved. You have to learn how to discern your feelings, because there will be times when feelings come to you in ministry and they’re not your feelings. And if you take them personally, you won’t be active.

The one thing the Church has been thaught against is feelings. But that’s where you, as a seer, are the most accurate. You can take on how other people are feeling and know exactly how to minister to them. You can move right into their “living room” (their minds) and see what the problem is. You can feel what the person is feeling: depression, self-rejection, joy, anger, happiness. You can feel where they’re coming from and know exactly what to go for as you pray for them. So the seer is really strong in deliverance ministry.

The prophet can speak the future, but the seer can see what the people need to let go of in the past, tell them what the Lord is saying to them today, and declare what the Lord is offering them tomorrow. You can go right into their minds and see where the pain is coming from and what is still affecting and controlling their lives. Seers can help people forgive – usually themselves, help clean their minds out, and invite the Lord there.

Seers can knock on a person’s front door, come in, and visit with that person without saying a word. A prophet can only prophecy as the faith arises. A lot of times, a prophet is just a person who really comes forth in faith, and that faith activates him so he can speak clearly. That is what Nathan the prophet was. He prophecies by the faith that rose in him. But a seer can have all five senses.

A seer can feel the strongholds of a town. If you enter a town and feel lust, lust owns that town. I you feel depression, it’s a depressed place. As you come in there, you’ll take on the feelings of that town, country, or person, whether they are good or bad. You’ll know where there is self-rejection, because of what you feel. If you’re ministering to somebody who has self-rejection, you’ll feel it coming at yourself, and you must never take any of these things personally.

One of the strongest things to minister to is spirits of self-rejection. Suicidal spirits come through these spirits. A seer will feel these things. if you think they are coming from yourself, you will be totally unprofitable. So you need to have all these senses sanctified and be able to tell, This is not me. I am not in self-rejection. I love myself.

I can taste and see that He is good.
You can also smell what’s happening. You can discern what’s wrong with a church or a city of even a nation, because you can smell it. You can smell sin, corruption, and holiness. That’s what 2 cor. 2:14 says: “But thanks be to God, who always leads us in triumph in Christ, and manifests through us the sweet aroma of the knowledge of Him in every place.” So you can smell the sweet incense of the Lord. You can smell His presence when He comes out of people, for the kingdom is inside of us. You can actually smell when a person really yields to God.

You can discern what’s going in with people through their incense. You can do it with your taste: “Taste and see that the Lord is good” (Psalm 34:8). You can do it through your feelings, through your sight, through the things you hear.

Seers are kicked out of a lot of churches, because you are the least understood of all the gifts. You are one who feels like you don’t fit any place except with other seers. Because of your revelation and dreams and the way God communicates with you, people think you’re loony. But when churches reject you, they’re bidding good-bye to their own mercy. As a seer, you are there for mercy. You are there to help bring healing to the people and show them what God is doing.

It’s time for the seer to come forth. The Church needs you. It is time for the seer to mature and be used.

12/10/2022 = 10
1+2=3
1+0=1
2+2+2= 6
3+1+6=10
12/11/2022 = 11
12/12/2022 = 12
12/13/2022 = 13
12/14/2022= 14
12/15/2022=15
12/16/2022= 16
And so forth until the 20th and it doesn’t work anymore.
12/20/2022=11

I thought this was pretty cool when I saw it.