Be Still & Shut up

Daddy has been telling me to write this for 2 days now. I’m gonna do it! I am doing all He says as He says. I will write what you say no matter how fast my heart beats- I have fearless faith. This will get to who it’s for when they need it.

If you follow you know Daddy (Yahweh) has many, many people in prophetic love stories. God ordained marriages, God arranged marriages. These marriages are to show the world what happens when you wait on Him to bring you who He says you’re to be with. We manifest lives from fear and it’s time that end! We think we are not good enough for the real deal making us settle and I cancel that in the name of Yeshua!

All these people that are going to testify by the end of the year about being in this process for marriage are going to tell you one thing for sure: IF WE HAD NOT BEEN GOING AFTER YESHUA WE WOULD HAVE NEVER FOUND EACH OTHER! This is the truth about these bc had I not been going after Yeshua (Jesus) I wouldn’t have ever known who He intended on me marrying. Tbh I thought I was gonna be single like Paul, that me and Yeshua were going at this ministry just me and Him but that is not what He has planned. I have no problem saying yes to Daddy but when He told me He was arranging my marriage and that my mantle required an earthly covering I cried 😭 and I laugh about that now but I literally cried. 🤣 and I asked 10,000 questions… one main one why?! I was not against marriage but had failed at this and didn’t want to redo it. I have seen where I went wrong before on everything and allowed Him to tweak me so those things never happen again. I have prayed for myself and for changes to be made in me more with this than w anything and I’m being so honest and so transparent 😭 it’s gonna make me cry lol Yah is crazy. I want to be good at this bc He is giving me a person to take care of. I was terrified of failing but He has assured me I will not He is with me. He has taught me how to pray more than I speak. That’s good huh? Haha
Anyway… I have prayed to experience love for this person on a level I don’t want to go a day without being in their presence. For the Lord to make me only have eyes for him. For Daddy to implant so much love for this person I will never look at anyone else. I have been single since 2018. 2019 Daddy told me who He was putting me with and I became married right then to him. I was a cheater and I am so loyal now bc of my loyalty to Yeshua. I know why He told me who mine was. I never knew this man was even available to me, for one. For two, why him? He’s perfect, don’t get me wrong but we have history. Yah said it is so He can show Who He is through us and what He can do. I couldn’t be more pleased w who He chose for me. And, I’ve truly had to face and correct everything and that was not easy but if I can do it so can everybody. Healing from cycles is imperative! When you see them break them! I can’t help but teach in everything, even my prayers are teaching. That is a passion of mine bc if I can help you understand then I’ve accomplished my goal. Just one! One person a day! I am the same if it’s 1 person or 10k watching. I am the same if I have 8$ or 8M$. I am the same at home and gone. I am just me. I am crazy but this crazy is amazing! It is the crazy all of us search for! 🙌🙌 the next part is what I had to talk to bravery about. He’s a spirit too- see, can’t help but teach haha. And, I’ve prayed to be able to communicate like Esther so my words are never misconstrued. Oh Daddy, hold my hand…

Dear husband,
I’m proud of you for finding me. Had you not been seeking Yeshua you wouldn’t know it was me. I’m so proud of you! He is what we’ve been looking for all our lives and we found Him (His love) and He brought us together. That’s so beautiful so when you’re ready I am. I love you so much already it blows my mind. Like Yeshua does, unconditionally and He has answered my prayers w you. You are a whole blessing! Stop feeling insecure and come home! I know you’re reading this.
Your wife 💋

Daddy is crazy! I love Him so much and ladies if you’re told be my guest w the letter. Daddy said He’s doing a new thing borrow the letter to your husbandI wouldn’t put this out if I weren’t being told to- 🤣 believe that!
I praise Him for new levels of courage, bravery and boldness! Hallelujah!

I am love
I am love
I am love
I am love
I am love
I am love
I am love

If you want to feel an internal shift or if you need a shift in an atmosphere or situation say those words until you feel the shift. When I feel like I need to do this I can feel like a vibration pulsate out of me. That’s about the only way I know how to explain what it feels like to the body. Like the energy of the spirit of love that’s inside me rises up and stretches from my body and floats all around filling the room. Love heals. Love is a spirit and it’s making sense why my body feels what it does. I’ve asked to be so sensitive to this body that I feel and experience everything she does. I’m still learning and I must say this is fabulous! I guess now that I know the flesh realm (heart) of this vessel I’m gonna get to know the soul realm of myself (thoughts, will, emotions) this ought to be fun since I merged all that with His and what He told me. Oh that’s a total merge! Praise Yeshua! Wow!! We did it!! I’m so excited! Healed! Oh this revelation of total healing in my entire being feels sooo good! Healed! And I accept myself and all my weirdness w the strange dance breaks 😁 I am practically perfect in every way. So are you! I accept the part of me that is being obedient to the Father by writing and putting all this out. I accept the transparency. I accept everything about her. She’s great! I love her! Thanks for total healing!

I love her and I think she’s great! We are proud of her. Me too! I’m proud of myself it was not easy letting go of everything I ever planned and watching it fade into the background until it wasn’t even there anymore. But, now, tbh… it’s not like I lost anything or am missing anything. I’m good! I’m so good it’s been weird. I’m so at peace. I’m so happy. I’m so great. I’m so in love. I’m so abundantly supplied and I’m grateful for all Your weird! I am pleased to do Your Will and walk with You for all my days. Ecstatically anticipating Your next move. I wouldn’t have the Will part any other way. You Will is much better than mine could have ever been. Eph 3:20- standing on this one Daddy and letting You do Your thang!

Thoughts are under control. That’s such good news. Being the observer got me here. Changing the stinking thinking by flipping everything negative you hear into 3 positives. Renewing the mind, rewiring neural pathways and this keeps a negative seed from being planted in your heart.

Emotions – Holy Spirit taught me to control and heal the stuff that caused any rise in negative emotions so they don’t exist in me. That’s so cool!

These tiny words are sooooo powerful! Not only in the spirit, and natural but IN you! The I am in you is God. He is love. He will shift everything that needs to be shifted anywhere you ever step your foot! He’s so good to us!

If you do this and feel things shift let me know! Send me your testimony
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Seems like many people are feeling this “am I worthy?” Am I worthy of Yahweh wants to give me? Did you know not feeling worthy will block you! Let me help you- you aren’t! We will never be worthy of everything He does for us and has already done, never. But He is! Yah and Yeshua and the Holy Spirit are worthy! They deserve to get to experience this reality they built and created to its fullest. Get over that I’m not worthy crap!

Whoever finds their life will lose it, and whoever loses their life for my sake will find it.
Matthew 10:39

Let’s go a little deeper into this scripture meaning on today 10-23-22. It has to do with healing and consciousness, dying to self.

You’ve found yourself within yourself. You’ve went deep within your three part being and healed. You know you. You know your likes, yours dislikes, triggers etc and you’ve healed them. Your conscious of everything you think, say and do. You found out what life meant to you. You found your life and as you did you found Yeshua and handed your life over to Him. You died to self (losing life) Yahweh gave you a choice. You can go this way and I’ll bless you but this is the way I have laid out for you. You go this way and this is what happens- it’s always a choice. Who can not choose Yeshua? I digress.. You handed Him your Will and picked up His. (Losing it again) You found life, sis! You found life! You found Yeshua and He is about to live out the rest of your fleshly days as Himself through you. That’s freaking so cool! Amen! Hallelujah! We receive and we thank You Yeshua! My God, my King thank you!

Today!! Today is the day it is all brought to you!
🙌🙌🙌
hallelujah!!

There is no more reacting it is only responding and people are freaked out by that! Congrats! Congrats on learning what triggers you, and on healing them! You’re gonna attract different from here on out! This is good! Thank you Yeshua!

Today: noun
The present day, time, or age.
A current day or date.

We are claiming this as today and in this timeline and if Holy Spirit needs to condense or collapse timelines so be it to where we get where He says. Buckle up!

I made it to my baby brudder’s house! Yay! The drive was great and some weird stuff happened… in Oklahoma I only went through one toll booth when there are more and I know there are more but this time I got a ticket and then I was done and went through to pay. I was like what is happening and thought I was lost but nope … we were right on track. I borrowed a car that the cig lighter doesn’t work in so I had to stop in Wichita and charge my phone. The trip was relaxing and me and Yeshua. I also needed a nap when I got in Colorado, my body needed a break and to just lay down. So, we pulled in at a Love’s, filled up and parked by the campers. I pulled in between two of them turned the lights off and climbed in the back. I was sitting there talking to Jesus and was like I don’t know if I can sleep here like this. Is it safe? Next thing there was a police officer at my window. I was thankful. He was sent by Yeshua to ensure me of my safety that He and his officer had their eyes on me and I slept for like 3 hours lol. Woke up and finished the drive. I got here at like 0300 and my nieces and nephew were up and we all hung out for about an hour and then I snuggled up w Belle and crashed.

I wrote a little bit ago about being safe and feeling safe. I know I’m safe but when I told Daddy I wanted to feel it again. Remind me. He brought me to my baby brudder. How good is our God! I can’t even put into words how amazing He is. I’ve experienced the Lords safety and today I feel it! Thank You! I needed the reminder of what exactly His safety is and how it feels. This trip brought that feeling back to my body and I’m grateful!