Be Still & Shut up

I’m laying in bed watching a movie on my iPad and start tasting salad. The chicken, I could taste the buffalo chicken. I could see where I was eating, but only a snapshot, It was odd for sure. I’ve been tasting several different foods lately that I’m not physically eating. I assumed I was eating in the spirit bc I’ve experienced this while fasting but this time is different. (John 4:32) I was not in meditation this time but it’s been so random. I have been learning to live in a creative, meditative state where I control my brain waves but this didn’t feel like that. This didn’t feel like co-creating this felt like part of me was there but wasn’t and I was being made aware. I could feel it, see, and taste where I was, maybe I knew where I was bc I’ve been there before, idk. I surely don’t understand how all of this works or what all is happening but it’s exciting. And He gave me this song and started talking about shifting timelines and merging worlds …. I wonder if this is me in two timelines and they are merging. It isn’t me, this body, eating but another version of me? Is it another body? Is it another timeline? Is it my consciousness that is moving through time? I have lots of questions!

Idk exactly where the smoked chicken is coming from that I’ve tasted several times but the salad I could taste tonight, well, it’s exciting! And He’s been talking about us shifting timelines and going into His timeline …. I believe that is what’s happening I’m just getting a little glimpse of the unknown bc that is what’s real to me.

INXS Never tear up apart

9-23-22 September Equinox and this is when the length of the night and day are equal marking the first day of Harvest season, Autumn, Fall. Constellation shifts. Mark of the season changing.

9-25-22 Rosh Hashanah- New year on Hebraic calendar, new moon.

New moon in Virgo, moon is bringing:
New clarity, new winds, fresh wine, Unity, optimism, grace for others, new beginnings, revelation, truth, deep discovery about your healing,
New relationships- lots of endings for new beginnings, transition, change- lots of change. Lots of exposure- fingers crossed it’s in our govt.

Mercury and Jupiter both in retrograde putting us in reflection and recognition of cycles and are bringing new energy to help end them and for new beginnings!

This sounds like a pretty good moon. I could feel the reflection this morning but it broke at about 10’ish.

We hit a milestone! Praise Jesus! He’s crazy and I love Him! Y’all crazy too haha. I’m still hidden on Facebook and I love that lol. I gotta get over that or we won’t breakthrough on here. Ok, have Your way! Be it unto me as You have said. I’m good! She really is. I felt her bow, she’s ok. I didn’t ask for this and it isn’t something I wanted. 😭 the full revelation of Him choosing me for this makes me ugly cry. Sooo humble and so honored! Gonna go cry for a bit. I love you have a fabulous day! 😘

TikTok was stuck and He pushed us on through on there. It’s been stuck for a year. Just stay the course of whatever He says bc when it’s time nothing can stop it.

I gauge the openness of others hearts or what they are about to by how open my heart is. She is totally transparent if you haven’t noticed. I told people about my chocolate/sex swap. We are proud of you. We wanted you here and this honest and this transparent. People need that. They are still hurting and things are going to get worse for those that do not know me. I will share You with anyone and everyone that will listen. Daddy, I ask you to touch them. Touch your children and woo them back into You. They jus forgot. Forgive us for we have been stupid. Teach us You ways. Thank You!

I have three girlfriends that were totally dating men that will never be on the same caliber as their true husband and they are going through breakups. I have been mothering these ladies – like went all out mom, I’m gonna get onto you first and then we might need a dull knife to cut off some toes … I needed compassion. I prayed. I prayed for compassion because I have been here and I know we think we know it all but when I tell you and then you see it and still do the thing you know better than to do, it aggravates me. Well, it did. I could totally just be a friend today and didn’t mother but i was on truth times 1000 lol. I told her if you dont want to hear this right now we gotta get off the phone because I cant help it. It was like word vomit coming straight from my heart. Oh baby, I am so glad we did the work and healed! Truth on 1000!! boldness on a whole new level. And I was totally wretched this morning. Look at you for adjusting me! I lov eYou so much!

So, according to this the hearts are going to be so open by the 25Th you will get the truth. If you are hiding something it will be brought to light. Tell on yourself!! Go to Jesus and tell on yourself! Repent. If you dont know what is in your heart you’re about to find out and you’re gonna see who is healed and who isn’t. Send me those that need healing Daddy. Do for them what you have done for me. Thank You for healing me. Thank You!

If you’re wanting Daddy to send you your husband you have to process for them. You have to heal and then He will train you to be their spouse. He will touch your heart for this person and make you fall head over heels in love with them. It astounds me what He has done. Stay single- i mean all the way single- not even talking to a dude for a year. No phone calls, no tender , no facebook date… nada, nothing! Daddy said He will take care of your wishes when it comes to this husband and He will blow your mind. Matt 6:33 seek ye first the Kingdom- on the inside of you is the kingdom, heal your garden (your heart) and let Him put your husband to sleep and then present you to him. Gen 2:22. These are things He told me and I want ONLY what He wants for me so when you ask me and I tell you I am married its because I am. I am already married to the man Yah personally picked and forged in His fire for me, and me for him. I love Him so much and my God you blow my mind! He will do the same for you. He is not a man that should lie.

I guess we could put why I was wretched this morning. I wasn’t going to write about it … i was told to share that i was mad at Him on my video this morning but there was some stuff that led me to the root of my anger being Him. I didnt even know I was furious with Daddy. I love Him. When that anger bubbled my heart spilled everything she has been holding onto and her form of rage – it was prayer.. my God, I now rage in prayer lmbo,, hahaha, look what Yah has done! That’s hilarious! I was in such a foul mood. I even told a friend i could have taken out a city block this morning. He truly had to tweak my heart and i was totally mad at Him. Then I had to repent and forgive Him, but not until I let Him have how I really felt lol. If she’s gonna give it to anyone it needs to be him. Another part of the ego got etched out with this and I praise Yah! Our Daddy is soooo incredibly good to us. Wasn’t that bad now that i look back on it but at the time i was in my feels and severely pissed off at a few things that all stemmed back to God. We worked through all of this and He plucked some stuff out of my heart and I feel like a new person, i took a nap and He rewrote me. I cant even get over all He has done in me.

I am dealing w such an intense breakup. Thing is we really broke up awhile ago but I’m seriously just catching how terrible this relationship was. It was so one sided, there was no love on their part and it really did hurt me for this revelation to sink in. I mean we go through life w these meaningful things and then we see we always cared more than they did, if they ever did. I really did all I could to not have to end this relationship and it is sooo hard not going back. I do love them but I can’t stop one cycle and then start another. That’s like insanity. I’m breaking all cycles and that means I’m having to end things w chocolate for now. I was replacing sex w chocolate bc I gave up sex a long time ago. Replaced my need or desire for sex w chocolate (rolling my eyes at myself) the revelation of this …. Ugh. Thank You Lord for all of it coming off my hips, now kindly send me my husband! Thank You!