Be Still & Shut up

A very merry unbirthday to you! Today is brand new! Nothing from yesterday matters. You are born again! Each time you open your eyes it’s a fresh start!
Do something different today, try something new. Take a risk and walk by faith. If He told you to do it it is finished, be obedient.

My Mac came back to life today, obedience and prayer pays! I haven’t touched it since I loaded it up after it crashed when I went to write. While I was there He told me it needed to be booted in safe mode but I didn’t know what to do with it when it got there. This was a whole new level of trust bc I told Him this morning “I’m following You, I don’t know what I’m doing!” He said get it in safe mode and I got it. I was like oh please let me hear you correctly bc macs are not what I learned on. Can’t get any worse though haha, I had to listen to get in safe mode. I couldn’t remember if it was power/shift or power/space bar. Turns out it is power and shift until the Apple logo comes up. Learn something new everyday.
This was a whole new experience. A PC I would have booted right up and went into dos or windows and fixed, a mac I wasn’t so sure of. I doubted myself and Him. Turns out I didn’t have to do anything but get it there and do a reboot. It’s so weird I was terrified to put it in safe mode and I had a vision of it booting right up after getting in there and that is exactly what happened! Praise The Lord !! My God is an awesome God! New level of trust for sure! More faith as well. I love Him so much!

Want a laugh at my expense? My 3 year old granddaughter laughed with me. I am so glad I can laugh at myself.

A little backstory real quick. I love my sunroof. I hardly ever get a car without one. Love it! You can see the moon, watch the clouds, see the birds… etc you get the idea. When I get a little warm or it gets stuffy to my nose but still a little chilly I can open it and in comes a nice crisp breeze.

So, today I venture out to go to the grocery store. As usual and out of sheer habit I opened the sunroof. Nice breeze and I feel I can breathe. My body was a little chilly but not my nose. It needs cool air. Air is Holy Spirit- need Him! I usually sleep w my window open just a bit for this reason. He is healing this! I claim healing for my sinus cavities in the name of Jesus. They were broke in the wreck and have given me fits since! So many issues can happen in our faces that I was oblivious to and I was a nurse!

Anyway, I needed fuel so there is a gas station on top of the hill by barrow hill rd in Forrest City that I use. I’m not sure how much longer it’ll be there bc the new truck stop will be opening soon or it may be open. I didn’t make it to Walmart in FC, had to go to Wynne. When I went to break ice came out of that sunroof in chunks! 🤣 I mean football size chunks … laughing so hard right here… they just kept coming – I’m driving by snow and ice and FORGOT about the ice on the top of my car, so blonde haha 🙄🤣 My heated seat was on so as soon as that ice hit me and my seat it got trapped under the steering wheel, I’m still driving. Haven’t made in all the way in the gas station parking lot, and that Ice is melting quick! My grey sweats look like I have pissed my pants. I finally knock it all off me and into the floorboard while pulling up to the pump. I get out insert CC and start the gas then start cleaning… water at this point, out of my seat. Thank God I keep paper towels in the console! Wisdom! Live and learn, haha, they came in such handy! Ahh, thank You for giving me an obedient spirit. I praise You Yahweh!! Jesus You’re amazing!

So, I’m SOAKED! Like it totally looked like I pissed my pants. I fill up, get back in my car, drive off and let my pants semi dry from FC to Wynne and went in Walmart w the white coat that I buttoned and I’m so glad I brought it bc I started not to, obedience again, I didn’t know ice was going to fall on top of my head through the sunroof but He did! Have I mentioned how much I love Him! Yes, I could have changed clothes but I only wash clothes once a month and I was comfy, it dried while I shopped and the coat covered it all. I needed that coat bc wet clothes, especially my butt, made me a little chilly!

Another plus, I washed my hair today, when that ice hit it it smelled so pleasant! I love good smelling hair! My own hair smelling sweet made me smile 😊

God said and then God saw!
God lives inside you! If you don’t want to see it w your eyes do not say it! Watch your thoughts! What you think will come out of you. Think on things above! When you do this you’ll trust yourself 🔑

Amazing testimony today! Amazing! I got a Facebook call today and I always miss those bc I don’t have notifications turned on but I did call back. She was told to call me by Holy Spirit and I felt Him rise up in me as soon as I heard her voice. She was baptized in the Holy Spirit, was speaking in tongues, had been in convo w Daddy and she should be grieving but she is at complete peace! Complete peace and has crazy amounts of joy! Her mom just transitioned into Heaven but before she did she asked her for her mantle and her momma blessed her with it. She RECEIVED it by FAITH and deliverance from fear and received healing for her husband! She RECEIVED!! Lift your hands and receive from our real Father!

I’m so thankful He pushed me to do the videos. I do love this! Jumping up and down while on the phone praising Jesus w someone just as crazy as me AMAAAAAZING!! I’m not gonna call her out but I grew up with this person and to see/hear/know/rejoice w people I went to school w is awesome! They know ONLY God Himself could create this change in me! And I can tell in them! God is good!! He is so good!

I went on such a great little day trip today. Friday I got a call from someone in my past. I was shocked, but answered. The next day he called back 7 times. The last time I heard from this person in this manner he had a stroke. Praise Jesus He sent me there and I was in town when it happened. I was able to stay until he was released and home. I think this was about 7 years ago, something like that. He lives about 2.5 hours from me, and that is how far he lived from me my whole life. I, personally, could never have a child that lives that close and not see them but to each their own. Some live in the same cities. I’ve made peace w all that but I’m not sure he has.

I’m guessing you’ve figured out this person is my biological father. God had to deal w me yesterday, knowing He was sending me today. I wasn’t looking forward to this and I love traveling this country — a whole bunch! I don’t even mind driving now! Freedom sure feels good! Jump up and down good! Like, I literally just did. Just jumped up and down. Fearless and fabulous February I welcome you!

The spirit of rejection yesterday was what I was up against. I was told my whole life I wasn’t wanted. Rejection is tough especially when it’s a parent but if can be healed. I’ve learned that if I pray it for others I’ll get it! So, I pray the same things I want for myself over all of us. I don’t even pray for me anymore. I thank Him instead bc it is already finished! I praise Him for teaching me and for making me a son! It’s really time to walk in this sonship! Thank You!

My dad is in good health considering what he’s been through. He is lonely and God has been talking to him and he wanted to talk to, look at, and visit with me. I went and he asked me why I was there. I said being 100, God sent me. I was an answered prayer today.

The sweetest thing I heard all day, it almost made me cry and he did have tears in his eyes (it was a most precious moment) he said, Jesus chose me, me Melissa, to be one of HIS disciples and I’m so happy about that.” This still brings tears to my eyes and heart, it was beautiful for real! He may not of raised me but I wouldn’t be here if I weren’t apart of him too and I thank my parents for giving me life. I had a great childhood!! Don’t get me wrong some crappy stuff happened but that is not what I choose to remember. My parents, both of them, did the best they could with what they knew at the time. We all grow in wisdom and there ain’t no reason to hold grudges. They only hinder us not the one we are holding them against. Life is too short and Yahweh is a God of restoration! Today I walked into a promise- my family being restored to new and that they all support me. I needed the restoration more than the support but it’s good having it. They were the last ones on the list. God, I love that list! Thank You for answering! I have a fabulous little sister that is just beautiful! Today was a good day! Thank You Daddy! I praise You! Thank You!

Every generational curse was broken today- Praise The Lord !! Everything He has delivered me from everyone I was around today will experience the same. Hugging, laying on of hands, impartation. This trip was pretty great, in the natural and in the spirit. A lot was accomplished in the spirit, and that is always great news!! Amen! Thank You for Your finished works! Thank You for being a God of restoration!

I cancel the assignment of the spirit of rejection now in the name of Jesus. I uproot and command death to every seed it planted. I call down Holy Spirit fire to burn the residue out and I thank You for hitting us with Your fire and burning all lies out of us! Thank You! I cover all past hurts and trauma in the blood and we hand them to You and exchange it for Your shalom peace and the healing power of Your blood. Patch us up! Thank You for the spirit of adoption making us cry out Abba, Father! We are so accepted in the beloved and favored by our Daddy!

I am God’s favorite- tell yourself this. Your brain will believe everything you tell it. You gotta know you are accepted by God. He loves you and you are His favorite! You get your head right your heart will follow. As a man thinks in his heart so is he. The disciple Jesus loved. It was ok for John it’s ok for you!! Identify as loved and as love! God is love! God lives in you! You are love. Walk in love.