Be Still & Shut up

We are in the middle of a shift. I am not sure what this one will bring, as of yet. I get physical signs of a shift occurring and I just want you to know that we are in one. These shifts make my legs hurt and they make me want to eat comfort foods. If you find yourself with this please just shift with HIm and do what you’re told to do. It doesnt matter if He tells you to go outside and look up at the clouds there is something He wants you to see. He will tell you. He will show you. I had to watch butterflies one day and thought it was absolutely insane but then He reminded me about how a butterfly started out as a caterpillar. That it went into a cocoon to form into a beautiful butterfly. That is kinda like a person of God going into their prayer closet and transforming into who He called them to be. I believe much of this plandemic- I spelled that purposely as plan-demic- because that is what it was. If you haven’t been paying attention this is coming out as truth. Anyway, I believe God has used this plandemic as a chance to get ahold of His children. We run around like chickens with our heads cut off and we pay attention to so many things of the world when He wants us to Himself. I am not saying God did this but He is using it to His and our advantage. If you haven’t been sit with Him, shift with Him, know Him. The times are crazy at this time.

Ask God what your strategy is to obtain what He has told you. Sometimes it is being still in His presence. Other times it is praise and worship. Then there is prayer and He will give you your strategy. If He tells you to pray three hours a day do it. We tithe our money but usually not our time. 2.4 hours a day dont even belong to us. It takes discipline to pray that long. To praise that long. To do anything other than work for money, right? None of this is easy but it will be worth it. Please, just be obedient. Do what He says when He says it!!

Be intentional on your words. Our words can hinder us. If you dont have anything nice to say shut your mouth. I have learned that there are some situations I have to bow out of because they irritate me. I wont go around certain people or if I do I will not allow them to gossip around me. I dont want to hear it. If we stay around a gossip we can easily become one.

I am so excited for God and I am excited about this shift. I believe this shift is what brings us into compete alignment. If you used this time we were all home wisely you are about to walk into everything He has promised you. I am also excited for you! I know what my calling is and I pray by now you do as well. Ephesians 1 is a great prayer to say over yourself and your loved ones each and every day. Remember, God’s word is creative power. It gets out in the atmosphere. God watches over His word and makes sure it will not return void. You can shift your entire life with the Word of God. If He has told you things speak them into existence. Call things that are not as though they are. Rom 4. Be faithful in the little and God will give you much. The story of the talents.. read it! God is faithful!

Fast. Fast if you need a revelation. Fast if you need to go deeper into a subject. Fast & pray. How bad do you want it? I have had to show God I want all He has for me. I did this with obedience. If Holy Spirit told me to fast I fasted. I now live a fasted lifestyle so when I want to eat I know we are shifting. Enjoy your shift and go with Him. Dont hinder yourself but instead get out of His way!

Please watch your words. I cannot begin to explain the importance of shutting our mouths. Some people get mad at me for telling them to shut up but it is completely biblical. I can even show them but many still do not listen. Shut up is in the Bible many, many times. The earth, our natural realm, works on our words. The Lord has told us from the beginning but we have been ignorant to many of satans devices. I do not want any of us to be ignorant anymore. Truth is we have all been stupid humans.

There are many scriptures that explain the importance of our words and I will put several of them in this blog post. I have done many teachings on this but the revelations just keep coming and as I get I will share. Numbers 14:28 is just a wow revelation. Please go read this and let it sink into your spirit. As sure as I live, says the Lord, I will do all they have said! That should hit you as hard as it did me. He will allow everything out of our mouths. The Bible also says “no resident of Zion will say I am sick. Isiah 33:24. Get this in your spirit. Get it in your head too. Our conscious minds like to lie and tell us we feel bad. No matter how bad you feel do not allow it to come out of your mouth. When we say this junk we are allowing these things to come upon us. We cannot come into agreement with satan. For a strong spirit will sustain a man, even in illness. Proverbs 18:14. See how stupid we have been? See how much teaching has been lacking? God I pray we all see this.

God told me last week there was a new prophetic wind. I was sitting outside and a huge gust of wind hit me and He said “there it is, teach my people” here I am. Here I am Lord and I will do as you say. There will be no blood on my hands for not telling what I know.

I am not sure what any other planet works on but ours works on words. Proverbs 18:21. The power of life and death are in our tongue. And we will eat its fruit. If we speak death over ourselves or anyone else we shall eat that fruit. This is another reason we do not say anything about us not feeling good. Plus, your brain will trick you. It will do as you say as well. We are supposed to have the mind of Christ and He would never say He didnt feel good. Our brains hold so much power. If you say “I do not feel good” you’re gonna start feeling worse because you’re telling yourself that. You are eating that fruit. With new prophetic winds the last thing we ever need to do is prophesy sickness over ourselves or our loved ones. And, we should never be saying to our kids that they are bad. Reverse psychology is imperative here. Say what you want not what you see. You dont tell your kids to go play in the road because they might get hit by a car so dont tell them they are bad. Correct the behavior and explain it is wrong but do not tell them they are bad kids. This causes them to be bad. Words are important.

Also the power of agreement. Stop coming into agreement with everything spoken over you. These word curses can come back to bite you in the butt too. When we come into agreement with the spirit of infirmity or death we allow these things. Numbers 14 y’all, Numbers 14. We should never come into agreement with any illness. When we do we allow that junk into our lives. We cannot say “I have brain injury” because then we make it harder for healing. This is why I would never come into agreement with my brain being damaged ever though it was, and severely. I had not idea of this until God started waking me up and teaching me. I would always tell people “I am a severe TBI survivor”. But never that I had brain damage even though I majorly did. Haha, yall it was so bad! Waking up every day of my life not being able to remember yesterday reeked havoc on my brain. Now, I pray for God to wipe everything I do not need to carry into tomorrow every night before I go to bed. It is by faith we can get everything we ask. We literally have not because we ask not. I have also put up blogs about how to reset your mind before sleep. Right before sleep is when we can access the subconscious the quickest and re-write our days. If there was anything bad happen during that day that you do not need to carry into tomorrow rewrite it with a positive memory. Shift your perspective. Shift your own atmosphere because it is within your power to do so. If someone lied to you during that day tell yourself the truth before you drift off to sleep. One lie (Gal 5:9) can corrupt your entire belief system. Forgive them for their lie and know you do not have to stay around liars. We are to worship in spirit and in truth. Lies are from the enemy and this person is being employed by the devil when they do not even realize it. Or they do and they have no desire to change. Evil is in the heart of a man. (Jere 17:9, Mark 7:21). Guard your heart with all diligence for everything in you will come out. Renew your minds! Renew, renew, renew.

God’s Word is creative power. If you need anything work the Word. Do not be lazy and not search the scriptures. If you need healing go search for those verses. God makes sure His Word doesn’t return void. He watches over it. If you need anything it is in the Bible.

This morning I was taken to Isaiah 8-12. Please read these chapters and let the Lord speak to your heart. Please repent.

Let me tell ya a little story. This is what happened to me and why! I have been avoiding putting this out there for the world to see in black and white but here we go.

Eight years ago I was driving to have a beer and the entire road opened up to the unseen and became seen to me. I saw the war that is in the heavenlies. I saw the angels and I saw the demons. There are people that worked my wreck that are believers and they said they could feel the hand of God on them while they worked on me. I had the best that night. The best n the field of EMS and I thank them and I praise Jesus for being with me, and them. My body was so badly injured that one mess up by them and I would have never walked again without another miracle. I praise Him for that angel sitting in my car and holding on to me because when I post photos of my car you’ll know I was not alone. Reliving that night is a nightmare to me. I have tears streaming down my face as I type this and I haven’t even gotten to my death. I am so very grateful for His love for us. 2 Kings 6 is a good place to go and read about what it looks like. This is the best reference point I can give you to read and ask Him to open your heart to see. Trust me when I tell you that you do not want to see everything.

My next reference point is the book of Job. Please go read on the sifting and shaking in his life. This was allowed for me. I was not living right but Jesus still loved me enough to save me. I am living proof of His love. When a person is sifted like wheat the devil is given access to their life and the hedge comes down. I praise God for putting my hedge back up. Zec 2:5. Proclaim this over your life. Invoke this promise. Will and shall is everything you need to have all those promises. They are God’s Word and He will not ever allow anyone to touch you when you’re living for Him. Trust me on this. It has been like all hell was breaking loose around me, as if I literal volcano erupted in my house, but nothing touched me. This was recent so invoke this on your life. God has your back just as much as He has mine. I am not anyone special. God is not a respecter of persons. So, when satan was given the opportunity to hit me he took all he had and showed up himself. I have looked the devil in his nasty demonic eyes. None of this is pretty but it is all true. It is all real. When my eyes were opened to that realm we do not want to believe is real I was no longer driving in my world. I couldn’t see the road and I couldn’t see anything but chariots, horses, fire, angels and demons. If I were in my right mind like I am now I would have immediately stopped my car and analyzed the situation. I thought I was about to die. I was on the phone and it went out the window. The last thing I can remember saying on the phone is “I dont know if I can survive this.”

After that my phone went out the window. I started to scream Jesus. If anything starts happening to you that you cannot explain or any evil comes for you please hear me when I say He is your only cure. I was saying His name over and over and asking for forgiveness. I was one of those that didn’t know for sure if He was real but when I saw satan I knew Jesus had to be real too. I have been asked many times if I was a “Christian” before all of this and that answer is yes. I had just finished a degree in religion thinking it would bring me closer to Jesus but what it really did was set up religion. These universities will never teach like Jesus does! They were not honest about things and teach about all religions so you can take your pick. That couldn’t be further from the truth.

This is the hardest blog post I have ever written but I want people to understand what they are up against. I want people to know the truth and it has taken me eight years to be able to tell this. Brain injury did a number on me but I am so very thankful for all of it. I had to take a break from this and finished cooking some chicken and dumplings for a birthday party tomorrow. They are yummy, in case you’re wondering. I was sobbing almost uncontrollably when I finally got up to shred the chicken. One of my girls said she read a quote that said, “You will know when you are completely healed of something when you can talk about it and not cry.” This still sets with me because I do not know if I will ever find true healing or be able to talk about this without crying. It is a painful truth that people go to hell and I do not want another soul there. If I can help save one soul and plant the seeds for thousands of others I am making a difference. I cant take this to my grave with me without telling people. It is a painful truth that I saw hell.

When our natural world closed and all I could see was the unseen I had no idea I was still in this world. I couldn’t see the road and I praise God nobody was on it but me. When I saw satan and foolishly wasn’t thinking my first thought was “I will get him before he gets me,” and I started to drive towards him. Little did I know that I was still very much driving on that hwy (my road to Damascus. This ended like a “Dukes of Hazard” stunt gone way wrong. I jumped an eight foot culvert and hit a tree head on. I uprooted that tree and drove up into another tree. They found car parts 25 feet up in the air stuck in that tree. What goes up must come down. Dont ya just hate that gravity thing? 😉 The tree I drove up dropped me. There were trees all around me and I bounced through a maze of trees all because I was trying to drive into a demon. How stupid was that? Ugh, I laugh at myself on my own ignorance now but trust me it took eight years to get me where I could laugh about any of this. My car hit the ground and I was stuck in the floorboard. I did not have airbags but I was wearing a seat belt. I had an angel in there with me the entire time. He made himself manifest and told me to hang on. He held on to me because I think I was in a state of shock. There was this huge angel in full armor sitting in my car. It is actually pretty cool to think about this now and to know I always got one with me. I actually have several and I love that! I guess God knew He needed to put some extra ones on my side that night and maybe from then on out. Not that I ever really paid attention to them or put them to work but I am not a stupid human anymore.

It took them 11 minutes to get to the scene of my accident from the time of the 911 call. It took them 45 minutes to cut me out of my car. If you. Know anything about medicine you know about the golden hour. The helicopter landed on that two-lane highway because I wouldn’t have made it to the main road. From there it took 19 minutes to get me to the trauma center. I am so thankful for the people I had working on me that night.

While everyone was working to get me out and I have heard that there was not a glitch in the system at all that night. Everyone worked together – which is not always the case on the scene of an accident like that. I left my body. My soul left my body and there was this huge tunnel of light. I would have given everything to get in that tunnel but while I was trying to get into that light demons struck me full on. This was a head on attack and drug me down. They dumped me in hell. I was at the gates of hell the next time I opened my eyes. Before I opened my eyes I thought I was on fire. I could feel the heat and it felt like I was melting. That is enough of that .. just know it is real and that we do not need any bitterness, hate, etc in our hearts when we die. This is why “like a thief in the night” needs to mean so much more to folks. We NEVER know when we are going to die.

While in hell I was more scared than I have ever been in my life. I can remember the screams. I can remember the demon lizard monsters. I can remember seeing people and there are a lot. It is like your own personal prison with a demon assigned to you to torture you and this doesn’t ever stop. This torture is for eternity. There are demons living in the walls, if you can call them walls. This has been something I really wanted to etch out of my brain. I can remember having dreams about all of this while I was healing that caused me to have seizures. None of this has been an easy road, so, when I say you can conquer anything with Jesus I am being 100 with you. I was scared and not in my own cell. I often wondered if I would have stayed in hell if it had been my time to die and I can honestly answer probably. It is a sad truth. Hell is what we all deserve but praise God for Jesus and His redemption. That book of life that is talked about in the Bible is just amazing. It was not my time to die but I believe I needed to see hell because I was on my way there and would have busted it wide open on a slip and slide. I will never tell anyone they are going to hell, well, unless they just outright deny Jesus, but I can tell you how to keep your butt outta there. We used to always joke about who was going to get the WiFi password to hell first when we all arrived and that is not funny to me, anymore. There ain’t no WiFi in hell. There is fire. There is a smell that makes me gag when I even think about it. I guess I could describe it as living in an erupted volcano. I would say that is pretty hot and stinks pretty bad. It was like my lungs were on fire, it hurt to try and breathe and when I was there I was in my flesh. It is like I got my body back. I will never pretend to know how all of this works but I will forever tell this story because people need to understand it is all real!! There was a lot I saw. A lot of demons torturing people and the screams alone can haunt a person. I started screaming Jesus after I realized where I was. I walked around for a bit crying, screaming, praying… I thought it was too late when He showed up for me. I am bawling just thinking about Him coming to get me. I jumped into His arms fast as lightening !

That is enough for today and this is the first time I died. During the course of all of this I died a few more times and was in a coma. Tomorrow or Monday I will write about how I spent time in heaven and what it was like, how I got to time hop with Jesus, and how beautiful Jesus is. I want to cry just thinking about Him. I get so Himsick but there is so much to do here for the Kingdom. People might not believe me and they may hate me for speaking the truth but I do not want anyone to ever even smell what I did. Nobody has ever heard all of this and it is in my book. I have not really wanted to put that out yet but God is telling me it is time to finish it up, get it edited and He will do the publishing. I just have to sit with Him and write… first, I have to get used to speaking on this and it has to start here and it has to start today. When I tell you to run to the altar this is why! Please repent and heal your heart and mind. None of us are perfect and we never will be but you’ve gotta know Jesus. There is some stuff coming to change the minds of people, even the elect – know that! Get in His Word!!

If you’re ready to know Jesus lets take care of that right now. Say this out-loud!!

Father, we come to you in the Mighty Name of Jesus and confess with our mouths that we believe. We believe You sent Jesus and He died for our sins. That He rose from the grave and is sitting at Your right hand. Lord, forgive us of our sins. Wash us, cleanse us, and send us Your Holy Spirit. We forgive those that have hurt us and we thank You for Your forgiveness. We will forever give You glory- amen

Welcome to the best family you will ever be apart of! Find you a good church, there are many online, and get in His word. I know many say you can only read KJV but that just isn’t true. God tells me to read different translations so I know He can tell others this as well. Get you a bible you can comprehend because we all learn differently but one thing for sure is we all learn by repetition. You cant just read it once and think you’re good. Jesus is a relationship not religion! Have a beautifully blessed day and God bless you!

We have all been lied to by someone and demons. These lies set up shop in our subconscious minds making us constantly dwell on them. We have become ignorant as to how to rewrite our minds. You will not be ignorant to satans device on this anymore after reading this.

When we are lied to it hurts our hearts. That is my number one pet peeve and I will rebuke a lie immediately. I know when someone is lying because the Holy Spirit tells me. I would just laugh at this but not anymore. Now, I will rebuke it and the person. I will try and bring them into the truth. When we lie, one small little white lie, it allows satan a foothold into our lives. Those minions of satan may not hit at that moment but they will hit because they now have a legal right. Bible says liars go to hell. What these people do not understand is that they are intentionally working for satan when they may not even know it. Honesty really is the best policy, even when we do not want to. I have been there. I have been lied to. I have been taunted by demons and I hate them!! I hate everything about satan and my job is to defeat everything he sets out to do. Can I help everyone? Nope, I have learned this. Some do not think they are wrong. Wont come into repentance and have too much pride to escape themselves. They need to divorce everything they put before God. If you have anything you love more than Jesus you have an idol. If you do anything before you say good morning to Him it is an idol. I had a problem with fixing coffee before I would ever even say anything to God – not anymore. I learned real quick when I had to break the habit of coffee that I would never put anything before Him again. He will take it and I kinda like coffee ;). I tell Him good morning and thank You before my feet ever hit the floor. There has been so much He has taught me over the last year and a half.

I know the brain and how it works because of brain injury. I hated not remembering yesterday for so many years, now I am thankful that it escapes me when I go to sleep. I can remember yesterday now in my life but I ask to be wiped every night before I go to bed. If I have been lied to we rewrite that lie with the truth. It takes work and people are lazy. They dont want to do the work so they produce lasting fruit. We have been ignorant to the reaping and sowing. Whatever we put out will be done to us. We have been ignorant to how to fix our minds. We are a three part being – body (flesh), mind (your will, thoughts, actions) and spirit. We were made in the image of God and if you really think about Him – Jesus is flesh, Holy Spirit is the spirit of the Godhead, and God, well He is the mind. God puts Holy Spirit to work in our world to get every word accomplished. Makes sense to me. Hope it makes sense to everyone else. Satan hates you because you were made in His image. Satan was not made in His image and this puts you on his radar.

Had I not of had brain injury I am not sure I would have ever learned to use my brain as well as I do. It is capable of so much! Science says we only use about 20% of our brains.. dont you ever wonder what that other 80% is capable of? Creating new neural pathways was imperative to my healing. I had to reprogram that other percentage in order to function. New lines of neurons had to be programmed for me to use my brain. I had to created new pathways because my old ones were damaged with all the brain bleeds. If the brain doesn’t work nothing in the body does. It is your motherboard. Not to brag, but I love my brain now. I can listen to a sermon, read a book and praise Jesus in my heart, and more, all at the same time. I have also learned so much about what God says I can tell when a demon is lying to me immediately. This took work on my part and its gonna on yours as well.

When you hear a demon trying to talk to you rebuke immediately. I heard lies yesterday and went to rebuking and telling the truth of the natter and what God says immediately. I am sure I look insane to people but I am the one really in my right mind because it is fixed on Jesus. There is not one thing in this world I am married to. I will seem crazy to most and that is ok. There are other crazies out there ;).

To rewrite your brain I will tell you the easiest way. I like to keep things simple because we have made things so much harder than they really are. Psalm 46:10 is essential to this and I will tell you it takes way more energy to be still than it does to get up and move. This being still is hard work and I have been called lazy because I enjoy sitting in the presence of God. I dont care what anyone things and I have learned they are not my battle. I am not lazy I am in worship and I knew that was a lie so I had to rewrite it with what God says. Laying down, sitting down, going on a walk, deep worship, these are ways to rewrite. When a lie comes up ask Holy Spirit to cancel out the lie and show you the truth. He will. We have been so ignorant to a relationship with Holy Spirit. He is the Godhead too. He wants to be loved, worshiped, respected etc too. See what religion has done to us? Religion is a demon spirit from satan. If I were satan I wouldn’t ever want anyone to know the truth either because that would mean I lost a soldier on the ground for my own army.. see this? Everything about Jesus is cancel culture and you’re about to see a whole lot go against everything you have ever been taught is ok. There are many that will go against everything we have been conditioned to think is ok.. the Bible is the truth. Jesus is truth. Truth is a spirit. If people are still lying it makes me wonder if they really got the Holy Spirit (He is the Spirit of Truth), or if they are paying more attention to a lying demon than they are God? Plagued with religion is a root problem we need to all cut with the battle ax of God. God is our battle ax.

To rewrite completely we have to get in the Word of God! We have to get under good honest, simple teaching. People make this so much harder than it really is. In order to be fully used by God we have to know Truth. Truth is a person – Jesus is truth. Read the Bible folks, read the Bible. There is something about everything in there. We have been programmed to think so much is ok that is not ok with God. Jesus told me when I was with Him, when I died and we time hopped that I would need Psalm 46:10 for the rest of my life. It took me years to understand why and I dont want it to take anyone else years to get this. It is really simple. Make a recording that plays in your ear while you are in meditation – make a recording that is the Word of God. That plays over and over in your subconscious. Create those new neural pathways. You dont even have to be in mediation when you start this. When I started I would listen to my own prayer while washing dishes or pacing my kitchen floor. Speak in tongues. This allows the Holy Spirit access to the subconscious. I only know this because I have felt Him rewrite me. I have felt Him inside my brain telling me the truth when I was in prayer. This is work but it is good works. It is the good fight of faith. It is renewing our minds. It is putting off the old self, forgetting what is old and putting on a new man. It is a process but one that is effective.

Listen to Christian music. This is so simple. Turn off the world. Turn off the news, turn off the tv, turn off worldly music. That stuff gets inside of your spirit and will condition you to think anything is ok and that is a lie. Everything is not ok. Lies are not ok. Lies are from the devil. One lie can corrupt our entire belief system (Gal 5:9) and shut up. Not everything has to be said. We have been really ignorant to all of this, that has to stop. Sow into yourself- you will see remarkable changes when you do. You will produce good everlasting fruit. You will be able to tell Jesus’ true disciples by their love, by their fruit. Pray, pray more than you have ever prayed in your life and pray His Word back to Him. This changes things and it changes you. There is a prayer on here that is His Word and it has a lot of prayer points too. There is even a section on warfare. Print it out or make a recording and use it to your advantage. Have a great day and dont forget to renew your mind. Create those new neural pathways. Ask Jesus for Him to step into that lie and redeem you from it. Time travel is really simple with Jesus. When you think about it Jesus is a pretty simple guy… look how He did things. Your prayers give God access to your life to change it and change you! Praying God’s word moves your angels- they harken to the Word of God. Watch your words. Everything we say can come back to haunt us if we are not careful. Bible says dont even say you’re sick. Even if you feel bad. Your brain cannot tell the difference in what you say and how you feel. If you say you’re sick your body will start to feel bad. Your brain cannot tell the difference in a thought that makes you scared, anxious etc and what is really going on in front of you. Watch your thoughts. Bring everyone of them under the captivity of Christ. We can make ourselves mad by thinking bad things. We can manifest bad in our lives because of something we fear. We can cause our own bodies to be sick because we have come into agreement with a lie. God wants all His children healthy. Just a tip!

The spirit of rejection runs deep and must be cut off at the root. Remember in the Bible when Jesus cursed the fig tree? He went for the root not the fruit (or the lack thereof).

Rejection can run all the way back to your childhood. If your parents did not take up for you. If they didn’t have the food to properly feed you. If they walked out on you. If they lied to you. If they did not listen to you. All of this causes a spirit of rejection and once we recognize this we can cut it at the root. Most people do not want to go back in time to heal their hearts and the fruit from these roots become rotten. We can prune and prune but until we cut the root this issue will constantly cause problems in the present.

Rejection can be caused by trauma. Were there not enough people to care about your illness? Not enough people to help take care of you? Not enough to help you in your time of need? People walk out on you when you were down? Trauma can and will cause a spirit of rejection.

Relationships can cause this spirit to run deep inside of you. Like I said this can run back into your childhood. It can be from trauma and it can be from past or current relationships. If you are feeling rejected because of how someone treats you they are probably dealing with a spirit of rejection in their own lives. It is hard to separate someone’s actions from them as a person but we must always remember we are not at war with flesh and blood. Some will not do the work on themselves in order for their future to be successful. You will know who is who by their fruit.

The quickest way I have found to deal with this nasty spirit is to revisit the past. Rejection will cause addiction, failed relationships, women searching for love in all the wrong places (men too), fear, anxiety, eating disorders, anger, wrath, etc.. it is a horrific spirit that does so much inside a person. When we revisit our pasts and invite Jesus into that situation we can cut the root. We can forgive them, forgive ourselves for being stupid (if this happened in your adult life) we can forgive anything, and ask Jesus into that situation to redeem us.

Sit down with this and explore yourself. Ask the Holy Spirit to search your head and your heart. I have felt Him search me. I have had to do the work on myself so I know we can all do this. The quickest way I found to do this is to sit down, shut up, and listen to God. When He brought a memory to my mind I knew it was to show me I needed to get over it. I knew I needed to forgive and I will be the first to tell you this was not easy. It is not easy to forgive someone that purposely tried to hurt you, molested you as a child, walked out when you needed them most, etc, but it can be done. It is a conscious decision and you have made that effort when you sit down for God to analyze and show you. Do not be afraid for He is with you. Feel it. Feel the pain and then give it to Jesus. Our emotions are not unwarranted but when we do not forgive we are not forgiven. Also, it causes bitterness to set up in our hearts and then there is so much more work to do. This is why the Bible tells us to not let the sun go down on our anger. Lay it at His feet. When you do it is over. When you are redeemed the enemy cannot taunt you with this memory again and if he tries rebuke. You, by now, should now how God feels about you. Agree with what he says about you. Rejection will tell you that you aren’t worthy, that you’re a piece of crap, that nobody loves you and never will, and it will cause your past to haunt you. It is a liar. Fear is a liar! You gotta know what the Lord says about you and if you don’t get in the Word, especially the book of Ephesians. If you need a quick recap because it is not a long chapter but read it all and sit with it. Highlight what God says about you and come out of agreement with the lies rejection has told you.

Let’s pray…

Daddy, my most beautiful King, thank You for your never ending love even when we do not feel worthy. Thank You for never abandoning us even when we do not feel you. Thank You for Your mercy, grace and forgiveness. Daddy, search us, know us, help us to know ourselves, and help us lay every past hurt at your feet. Show us where we have allowed pain and hurt to set up in our hearts. Show us what we need to forgive and forget to move into a beautiful future You have planned out for us. Thank You for Your Holy Spirit and please never take Him from us. We thank You for showing us and helping us to forgive retched things too vile to even mention. Thank You for loving us through all of this and for the blood of Jesus. Wash us, cleanse us and restore a steadfast spirit within us. Teach us Your ways. Show us when we are wrong and when we do not offer you a spirit of cooperation. Teach us how to lay it all down at the feet of Jesus, He already paid the price so we do not have to. We plead the blood from the top of our heads to the soles of our feet. Wash us in your liquid love. Enlarge our capacity to know more of You. Teach us how to reprogram our minds from the lies of the enemy. We come out of agreement with every lie the enemy has spoken over us. We break every tie that does not glorify You. Bind our tongues where nothing comes out of us that doesnt bring glory to You. Thank You for Your loving touch. Thank You for being our hero and for saving us. Thank You for never leaving us. Thank You Daddy for helping us. In Jesus name- amen

Now, go sit down and do the work. Our hearts must be pure. Jesus is coming back for a church without spot or wrinkle. We must iron out these kinks. Clean hands and pure hearts- these are the ones that can sit in the presence of God! He gives us all of this in His Word but we have been plagued by religion which needs to end. God is about to get rid of denominations and bring people unto the truth of Who He is! Clean it up and do the work. I beg you!!