Be Still & Shut up

I have never wanted to be guilty by association in my life, until now. When we think of being guilty bc we hang with someone the phrase “you hang with dogs you are gonna get fleas” comes to my mind. Well, I have fleas then bc I want to be guilty by association when it comes to God. I want to be a reflection of Him and what He is. He is living inside of me and it’s just amazing!! I love the communication between He and I more than anything. This is the bestest feeling ever and to top it off I have zero pain. He has healed me.

God is love and I want people to feel His love. There are steps to healing your heart and getting right with God. It took Him an entire year with me bc I was seriously messed up. I had negativity all over me and some wretched spirits that had to go. I was completely set free tonight and it feels goo-ooood!! I mean GOOD! I don’t doubt anything He has ever shown me. He is faithful and I trust Him!

It took me awhile to get to the trust. I did it by praying very specifics and watching God answer my prayers. Gods entire goal is to tell us all what He wants to do and we work towards His Way not our own. He only has good for us and that doesn’t include everyone being rich w money. Everyone has always had just enough no matter how hard it is. If we obey God He blesses our finances. Idk how He does it but I can look back and say “I know that was all you God.” I am sure you can as well! If you are doing what God tells you to do He is going to make you feel like the wealthiest person on earth. I dont care if you make 1.5M or 15.00 an hour. People talk bad about pastors and they need to stop that. If their word lines up w the word of God His word says touch not my anointed and do my prophet no harm. I was taught to shut my mouth and take it to the throne. I may not agree with people but that doesn’t mean I need to even say anything to them- anymore and it took a bit to get here. Ok, it took a lot…lol… I am human. It was all out of obedience. God literally doesn’t let me say stuff anymore. It’s so cool and that is why He tells me to be obedient. Pastor Kim says “one ounce of obedience is worth more than all the prayers others can send up for you”. I can vouch for this bc my obedience has gotten me here bc I would have never done this. Now I’m happy to but at first I was like; “seriously, that makes me sound insane” 😂. Now, I just don’t care how crazy I look as long as I do what He says.

Get in the word, pray specifics and pray them everyday until you have an answer, trust Him and what she shows you.

There are a few ways to try and figure out what God’s will is but the only real way is from the Holy Spirit and through His Word. We are stupid and will never comprehend His magnificence or Knowledge. I used to think I was pretty intelligent but now I just kinda giggle at myself. I am just a stupid human. I joke about having God’s wisdom but I guess it isn’t really a joke. If I settle down and be still (shut up too) I can hear Him. He tells me everything I need about : what to do, how to do it, when to do it and what to say. I have become so laid back that nothing gets to me anymore … I avoid my triggers!! If I can’t handle it I steer clear. I know my flesh and how much it took to heal my heart. It took a little over a year to complete this crazy healing process.

I had days where I’d relive all trauma. Then, I’d eat some of my feelings. He’d heal my heart and fill me up, we danced a few more days and then I’d be broken again bc of something He would tell me to do; or something He showed me. I’m not doing that again. I cannot let anything in my boat. I was healed and got some negativity on me… had to shake it again. Some folks will not heal or even try to get rid of their demons; move on honey.

I am walking in complete healing!! Faith and a pure heart got me healing… try it. What have you really got to lose? He doesn’t want to just do this for/with me!! He is trying to get ahold of His folks right now. Before God makes a move He tells His prophets and this never stopped!! Amos 3:7. It’s time for y’all to get in gear, that is Him trying to heal your heart when you have junk come to the top of your heart (head) and can’t get passed it. 🙄 see how dumb we are … lol. Heal!! There will always be a trigger or something that makes you want peach cobbler, red velvet and cream cheese cupcakes and tacos…. you’re always gonna want to eat your feelings on some things but you will move past it. Some stuff will hurt from now until your death; you’re always gonna miss him.

God is such a gentleman!! He will never hurt your heart and He’s always opening the door for you! As long as He has got you what are you waiting on? You can trust everything He tells you. You can trust Him with your heart. Get rid of them!!

I have to get rid of 2 things and it’s been driving me crazy. I’ve been wrestling with Him but God is insistent now! I’ve been trying to change His mind w fasting and prayer, that is not happening though so it’s time to get rid of it or I’ll be stuck. I am not getting stuck!! Does it hurt ? You betcha but I’m ok picking up my cross and following Him! He died for me! He let me come back!! I am so blessed!! You may not have had an actual death to get over but we all have something that only God can heal. This is my last step before I walk into all of me! I didn’t want to hurt anyone therefore I’ve put this off. God is just hilarious…. I am obedient to a fault!! I have to be to obtain what He has shown me. I have to stay in His way! He is trying to get ahold of you so He can include you in on His plan. We all have a part in this !! It’s time for the Christian party to stand up!!

#BeTheChange

#GodsLady I’ve grown from God’s little lady to His lady. One day I dream of being one of His leading ladies.

I wish someone had of told me how AMAZING it felt to be healed. This is what I felt like when I first came back to life after being with Jesus!! I had been wishing I never knew what it was like to lose this but I’m actually glad it happened bc it made me so much wiser !! I had to saturate myself with Him to get here. This is love!! That giddy “in love” feeling you’ve been missing is in Jesus. Soak in His love!! If you don’t meditate in Jesus you should start. Get on YouTube and type in “meditate in Jesus” and a lot comes up. Pick one and do meditate for 20 minutes. Get a journal and write down what He gives you!

1 Thessalonians 5:17 instructs us to pray without ceasing but how do we accomplish this? 1. We acknowledge God in everything Prov 3:5-6 and allow Him to guide our steps. 2. We accept we are just stupid humans that need His will to be done and not our own (Matt 6:10) 3. We love Him. (Mark 12:30) Love Him w all of who we are and this allows us to tap into that spiritual realm where we want His will and we ask for it.

Sounds simple enough, huh? It does but the trust issue comes up with many and you can trust Him. He is the Great I Am. You can practice this from knowing He was also your great I Was and He is also the Great I Will! He is faithful !

I am someone that has had severe trust issues but the one thing I know is I can trust God. Prayer is our biggest weapon and our communication with God. Let it be how you fight your battles!

Praise Him first so your prayers never get trapped. I went over this during the Summer of 2019 on Facebook… we see Jesus praise Him when He taught us to pray. (Hallowed be thy name). God doesn’t need an ego boost or our praise but we need to thank Him. What if you only woke up with what you thanked Him for today on tomorrow. Make it a habit to praise Him. Follow this example if you’re just learning to pray. To pray effectively we must shut up and hear Him! The Lord’s Prayer is powerful – learn it and use it all the days of your life.

Our Father in Heaven. Hallowed be Your name. (Praise Him for what He has done for you here) Your kingdom come. Your will be done, on earth as it is in Heaven. (The angels are doing His Will and we need to as well. We were created to worship Him. Seek His Will for your life in this portion of the prayer) Give us this day our daily bread. And forgive us of our debts, trespasses and transgressions as we forgive those that have sinned against us. (Let nothing of this world harden your heart) lead us not into temptation but deliver us from the evil one. (Warfare can’t get intense and we all need delivered from Satan) For Yours is the kingdom, the power and the glory forever- Amen.

So many people act like they don’t know what this word is or how to use it. People don’t have respect for God anymore and they sure don’t have it for each other.

Take a look around you and see for yourself. If we figure out what God’s will is we can surely walk into it BUT we gotta know Him. Do you know Him? I used to think I did until my whole life fell apart and He wasn’t the first one I ran to. He must be the first one we ask for help in any situation. We need to know His will so we can walk it in. When you know His word, what you’re supposed to be doing, and how you’re to do His will life goes so much more smoothly. Obedience is key! I know I have been a brat but this is a new year and a new decade … don’t get hard on yourself and give up! Instead get up and start today!

Respect God. Respect yourself and He will teach you how to respect others !!

Happy Friday!! The first Friday of 2020! Use some of this day to practice some faith in God. He is faithful to us in how He shows us His plan. How will you be faithful and act on what He has shown you? God showing us things is His way of asking us to pursue Him! In this pursuit we get to know Him better. We see Him in a different light and this increases our faith. Once you have seen His plan it is time to experience His extraordinary plan for you!! We cannot go with God and be who He is changing us from. He removes things and people to our detriment for our own good; allow these changes and you’ll see His perfect plan begin to be implemented in your life.

Heb 1:6 without faith it is impossible to please Him…. go forth today and acknowledge God is all ways. Keep your faith no matter what. God bless ya!