Be Still & Shut up

Today is one year I’ve been out on the road on assignment with the Lord. It has been one of the most exciting, terrifying, misunderstood years of my life but also a year I fully needed. This year has pushed me. It has stretched me, taught me, thrust me into trusting, strengthened me, I has prepared me. The trip truly gave me the strength to face what I’m up against right now.

One year and it’s Passover … what an anniversary date!

O Lord, great and awesome God, who keeps His covenant and mercy with those who love Him, and with those who keep His commandments, we have sinned and committed iniquity, we have done wickedly and rebelled, even by departing from Your precepts and Your judgments. Neither have we heeded Your servants the prophets, who spoke in Your name to our kings and our princes, to our fathers and all the people of the land. O Lord, righteousness belongs to You, but to us shame of face, as it is this day—to the men of Judah, to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and all Israel, those near and those far off in all the countries to which You have driven them, because of the unfaithfulness which they have committed against You.
“O Lord, to us belongs shame of face, to our kings, our princes, and our fathers, because we have sinned against You. To the Lord our God belong mercy and forgiveness, though we have rebelled against Him. We have not obeyed the voice of the LORD our God, to walk in His laws, which He set before us by His servants the prophets. Yes, all Israel has transgressed Your law, and has departed so as not to obey Your voice; therefore the curse and the oath written in the Law of Moses the servant of God have been poured out on us, because we have sinned against Him. And He has confirmed His words, which He spoke against us and against our judges who judged us, by bringing upon us a great disaster; for under the whole heaven such has never been done as what has been done to Jerusalem.
“As it is written in the Law of Moses, all this disaster has come upon us; yet we have not made our prayer before the LORD our God, that we might turn from our iniquities and understand Your truth. Therefore the LORD has kept the disaster in mind, and brought it upon us; for the LORD our God is righteous in all the works which He does, though we have not obeyed His voice. And now, O Lord our God, who brought Your people out of the land of Egypt with a mighty hand, and made Yourself a name, as it is this day—we have sinned, we have done wickedly!
“O Lord, according to all Your righteousness, I pray, let Your anger and Your fury be turned away from Your city Jerusalem, Your holy mountain; because for our sins, and for the iniquities of our fathers, Jerusalem and Your people are a reproach to all those around us. Now therefore, our God, hear the prayer of Your servant, and his supplications, and for the Lord’s sake cause Your face to shine on Your sanctuary, which is desolate. O my God, incline Your ear and hear; open Your eyes and see our desolations, and the city which is called by Your name; for we do not present our supplications before You because of our righteous deeds, but because of Your great mercies. O Lord, hear! O Lord, forgive! O Lord, listen and act! Do not delay for Your own sake, my God, for Your city and Your people are called by Your name.”

For if you remain completely silent at this time, relief and deliverance will arise for the Jews from another place, but you and your father’s house will perish. Yet who knows whether you have come to the kingdom for such a time as this?”
Esther 4:14

Better read this carefully. Today is 4-14 and this verse has been being brought up a lot the last week. Read it and then read it again. If you don’t not only will He get someone else but you and your family will perish.

I loose the spirit of the fear of the Lord and ask it to engraft itself inside every single person that has ever asked Yeshua into their heart. I loose the spirit of obedience, engraft yourself in us. Holy Spirit we ask You to bring us into alignement with boldness and strength to complete Yah’s will.

My doctor appt to continue my social security was yesterday. I am not sure if they were really evaluating me medically or mentally. I sit here and laugh at this bc I was 20000% honest about everything. I haven’t been to a doctor in 5 years and medical trauma is real. I experienced it and I used to be a nurse. People are treated horribly in doctors offices. They won’t get any money from me. If God don’t want it fixed then it’s not. Is how I have become and He is sustaining me. Yesterday I could feel the panic try and set in and the past trauma surfacing. I had some X-rays done on my neck and had to hold some bottles of water and bend my neck certain ways and I started crying. That appointment brought everything that I needed to deal with on a personal level up and I cried. I was asked why I was crying and I was honest. I can’t help it. There is pain. It wasn’t physical pain but there was pain. My body is under control of Holy Spirit and I don’t hurt unless it is something I asked for. I asked to be so sensitive in the spirit that I felt everything around me and He has answered. I feel different demons in different places in my body making me stealthy in the spirit and giving me the advantage. I see, feel or just know before most things happen. I was still being tested until yesterday. I really did appreciate the physicians kindness and I did let him know that.
I do believe some was a mental evaluation bc I was asked if I had a therapist bc of all the trauma with the wreck and I said “oh yes, she’s always on stsndby. I love her. I met God when I died and I have needed her” without missing a beat. Oh my paperwork I had to mail back in for my history and why I haven’t seen a doc I put bc yall are milking people with big pharmaceutical and I’m not taking your poisons anymore. I went holistic! I’ve had 3 ibuprofen in 5 years. There is a cure in so many plants that we were told were weeds. The lies have been crazy and I put that. Then to the doc how my wreck happened but I warned him and told him it’s gonna a make me sound crazy but I’m gonna tell you the truth and I went in hahah 2 Kings 6 happened to me and it here I am to tell about it. It’s a trip and being brain injured has been an experience I wouldn’t wish on anyone. He asked me if I missed nursing and I was honest. Sometimes. I don’t have the brain or the stomach for it since brain injury though. We shall see. I know daddy is dismantling everything so we will see. I’m not worried. He will provide and give me instructions. I do miss the money nursing provided tho and I told him that too. This healing has not been easy and it’s ongoing. They have no idea what I have been through. Then there is a side of me that this whole questioning whether they need to give me my own money irritates. If I could have went back to work I would have. I have tried. Yah shuts it down each time and I have had so much fun the the Esther treatment videos and reviewing the products. I have enjoyed this phase.

Also I learned I have maintained my current weight and size since 2021. Not up or down but exactly where the Lord had me when I sat out to get into a dress I ordered that didn’t fit when it arrived. I had a few months and we worked hard to get here and maintained. I’m proud of that. I also have not returned to Egypt and keep telling him I’m ready to get outta here. I’ve passed all the tests the last few weeks. Back to back to back.

Going back and doing things He’s said do too. I had to change my name on TikTok to apostle Melissa Sheriff. He told me to do they a few months ago and I really didn’t want to bc I don’t care about a title. The only one that I care about is son. Idk why They had me do this except it red me stepping into it fully.

During the eclipse we worked w some angels and got rid of some dragons and demons. Energy was transmuted and we meditated, put our love and then slept. I’ve slept more to recover from that assignment than I have ever had to sleep to catch up. I still feel a little drained but not like I did. I slept and cooked. Sometimes all we need is a good meal and a nap. This has been a different type of at rest. Nurturing is a form of rest and the feminine energy being herself. My feet are a little achy. Whatever I have in me, in the vessel, that is against you get rid of it. Thanks Daddy!

I’m not someone who begs but if you ain’t right with Yah and in a relationship with Yeshua and Ruach (Holy Spirit) I beg you to get on your face and start repenting and seeking now while They can still be found bc there is a drought coming.
Amos 8:11

And if you’ve made one of His chosen an enemy repent. If you gossip repent, if you’re badmouthing someone else it’s coming back to you times ten! Backbiting – repent. Repent!! Please!!
Exodus 23:22

The eclipses in the Bible brought judgement. I pray yall are seeing the times and seasons!! X marks the spot, right? That means America needs to repent while we can bc judgement (whether in the natural or the spirit) is here.

If you’ve been rebellious, disobedient, dropped someone He assigned you to, forfeited assignments, been a Jonah or a doubting Thomas – repent.

Repent for walking wrong, repent for talking wrong, for not acting in love, repent all sins, repent for iniquities, repent for thoughts, repent for anger, repent for everything!! Please!! He will push you to your knees if you don’t!

The locusts have already begun to come up and in the Bible these are considered plagues. 2 different kinds are about to come forth. They eat things, devastate crops and this can be natural or spiritual. They will eat your harvest if you’re not being obedient. Egypt! Remember Egypt. Pharaoh wasn’t being obedient and had a hardened heart. Repent and ask for your heart to be softened towards Him and what He says. And there will be a day where the locusts don’t destroy the crops but man (Rev 9)
… repent and get in a right standing with Daddy and get your house in order – be obedient at all costs and let Him deal with the repercussions!!

If Jonah hadn’t of repented and got a second chance we wouldn’t know anything about him. Daddy would have got someone else for such a time as this or Nineveh woulda been destroyed, one or the other. What if the USA and the rest of its life depends on you? Nineveh depended on Jonah’s assignment! You’re the most important part of this assignment’. Don’t forget who you are! Don’t forfeit an assignment- repent and do what He says.

For all the doubting Thomas’s I ask for a visitation so they know and I’ll fast for all doubt to be removed today on earth as it is in heaven. Thanks ! Thanks!