Be Still & Shut up

We are to always be ready. We are to have His Word on the tablet of our heart. We should always have oil and a lamp going … I saw lamps out today in the spirit. I saw bullet holes in hearts where they have been hit and hurt. I saw walls and windows boarded up. It looked like a war zone. I’ve been there. I tore down the wood over the windows, sucked all the bullets, arrows and darts out with like magnets in my hands. It was cool to watch and lit a lamp so healing could begin. Please receive your healing. The bullets were removed and covered in the blood. I lit the lamp w my fingers. I pray they keep the light burning and ask You to guide them back to You.

The in between is the hardest spot I think I’ve been on this entire journey. Idk how Yah is gonna do what He said but I believe Him. The attacks this month have been worse than 10 October’s put together. If I weren’t living in His presence I’d crack. I was literally told today I pray too much. I knew it was coming. People think I’m lazy bc I am secluded, pray 12-16 hours a day and praise at all times. That I don’t do enough in the natural when I have given it all. The widow that put everything she had in. I am her. I have nothing but a story Yeshua and I share. Nothing! Meaning I have nothing but prayer to give! I don’t have anything but prayer to give anyone and to some that isn’t enough. And that truly hurts my heart. I was told I shouldn’t speak the truth bc it may turn people from choosing Jesus. Ha! It is not my responsibility nor my job to change people. That is Holy Spirit Job and not mine! Me telling the truth to someone that doesn’t understand how the spirit world works is me planting seeds. We haven’t been taught any of this and that is why the world is the way it is. People want things sugar coated and I’m not that person. Neither was Yeshua. They killed Him for the true message and if they wanted to chop my head off tomorrow I’d gladly take my booty home!

I know this was an attack but it totally hurt me that people the closest to me, or the ones I thought were for me, aren’t for me and there is no support. It has been a fight since day one and I’m done. I close that door and lock that bad boy shut! Anything the enemy can do to try and move me from what God said. That’s not gonna happen if I’m the last one standing. Pity. Pity is what I feel for so many bc they don’t want the truth. Immense pity!

Wanting me to come down to deal with things in the natural will not happen. I pray. My power is in prayer and to anyone that thinks I pray too much take that up with God!

Occupying!

occupy
/ŏk′yə-pī″/

transitive verb
To fill up (time or space).
“a lecture that occupied three hours.”
To dwell or reside in (an apartment, for example).
To hold or fill (an office or position).

This is so good! In the natural and in the spirit we are there! It’s about to hit you like a ton of bricks!
Amos 9 :11-15

Please repent for ever being involved in Halloween or Christmas or Easter. These are pagan and we are not to follow any pagan traditions but instead partake in the feasts of the Lord. Did you know there are blessings that come with the feasts and curses that come bc of pagan rituals?

I dont care what you believe or how well you think God knows your heart this has to be repented for. Please hear me- He’s going after people and will allow all hell to hit you until you come into repentance and ask Him to change you and show you the truth. This ain’t about us and we’ve fallen into these practices bc we didn’t know. He doesn’t hate you and He does love you however He gave us His rules and we have strayed.

Lev 18
Lev 23
Amos 9

Yes, it is the OT and so many say we are under grace which is true but you better read it for yourself. He is dropping the hammer and I beg you to repent!

I’ll even help you –

Abba, Father Yah, please forgive us for any pagan belief systems we have believed or practiced. Change us. Show us Your way! Forgive us! We stand in forgiveness and forgive anyone who has ever crossed us and we beg for Your mercy. We want to be under Your full protection and need the truth. Hurt our feelings if You gotta be send us the truth. Thank You for teaching us Your ways. And thank You for forgiveness bc like Yeshua said, we truly had no idea. Forgive us. We were brainwashed by the world and we praise You for undoing all the enemy has done.

When you accepted Yeshua as your Lord and Savior and asked Him to live in you and you in Him you were engrafted into His family. He is the vine. You are the branch and He will cut you off. Read the Bible for yourself!!! You became a Hebrew nation. You became a Jew and are no longer a gentile. Daddy wants His feasts celebrated. You came into covenant and said yes and He is calling His forth.

We are occupying! Just go with it and watch! There is nothing to be afraid of! If God be for you!! Nobody and I mean nobody can be against you! He shifts and changes things as soon as we arrive. That’s so exciting! Occupying! Occupying! We’ve been camping on the outskirts for months! Yes, I am ready to go home! I’m so glad this temp assignment has been wrapped up!

I saw two different timelines the other day on my way back from Missouri. I went to Sikeston to see my dad and my sister, a quick day trip. It was a great day. We prayed and we learned more about each other. It was seriously so good and I’m so grateful. Thanks! On the way there gas was $2.58-$2.74 and that’s been our norm around here lately. It is going down more and more which is great. On my way back I started seeing $3.09 and I was like what the heck is going on around here?! I was a little shocked tbh. I went to canceling anything coming at my voice and the way it activates and was told to look. I looked to the left of me and there was another gas station and the gas was $2.58 amd I was like but I just saw it for $3.09 and then a little further down the road one across the street was $3.19 and one on the other side was $2.58 both on the same exit on I55. I was like what is this? Why? Then I saw it again. Like a loop back to see again and then I was in Marion. Idk where any of that other space I should have drove through went. I went into West Memphis to grab some dinner and fill up and down by Kroger gas was $2.48 so I went on to college blvd and was going to fill up bc it’s right off the interstate…. Ummm no. Gas was 3.09 there. I shook my head again bc what the flick is this?! I drove to Kroger and filled up which is a mile down the road and paid 2.38. I was on the phone on the way there and went into another dimension while on the phone. Melissa had to bring me back. I was like sorry. Idk where I went but I’ve felt like I’m going in between timelines and then saw the physical manifestation. When I drove back through gas was 2.78 … I got 40 cents off per gallon at Kroger w points. It was 2.58 so that 20 cents was what I expected but Praise The Lord I stayed on the one a gas prices that aren’t stupid!

There are so many people hurting and needing help. All I have is prayer but that is where my power is. So when I say I’m praying trust me, there was war commenced. I dont go looking for a fight but I will end it. I will teach. I will teach anyone, even an enemy of my state. You just gotta know who you are. Becoming isn’t all about changing physical locations but it’s about a paradigm shift inside you. Become spirit instead of being a human. When I first started writing these I’d tell Daddy that I didn’t want to be a stupid human anymore. Thanks! I love You so much!! I’ve made it to spirit. Hallelujah! To godship status and that has been the goal. I am not much in the natural but He controls a lot of this natural through me…. Which is so cool. I laid down the world completely and picked Him up. Moses got to godsbip and I want what he had. When I left my hands the water either moves or congeals letting me walk on her. I had no idea of this process when I told Him I wanted to walk on water as my mighty exploit. Those that know their God will do mighty exploits. That’s in Daniel. 11:32 to be exact hahah I do love them and I pray to become even closer in this next year. To see more. To experience more and to walk on water!!

Daddy hurt my feelings last time I was at the river. I was like let’s do this. Nobody is watching and we can practice bc when this happens I want to dance with her. More than walk. I want her to congeal and let me walk on her but also I want her to move with my hands and dance with me. Then I want to call everyone out and show them they can too. That’s the dream amd the visions. Daddy told me I had to be married first before this happened and I sank. I was heartbroken. I am healed now and am ready to be married. Daddy, I agree to go with him and I ask that you send him. Thanks. Bring him right to the door of where to have me stationed.

I have been looking at assignments in military terms and travel contracts. Hahah had to. It’s what I knew and how I had to shift with each move. I needed this trip. That aspect of me had to return. It got so bad w TBI I didn’t want to leave my house. He had to drag me out of my cave. He lured me out is what he did. He dangled my husband in front of me. My husband is a reward for this walk. I have fought hard and warred for this marriage since 2020. I’ve broken everything and got each healing for each of the bloodlines. Broken curses, lifted the veil, it has been war. I’ve went up against demons I didn’t think were real and won bc nobody is gonna take my man! I came from that man and he is mine! I will fight and I did. That is where Daddy sought my first response. You see? He showed me a whole lot and there was a lot of work to be done and it had to be done in the spirit bc I haven’t seen this man in 3 years, he is on his way back to me. We are more powerful together. Our anointing and our faith colliding is gonna be magical. I would send little notes or scripture when told to by Holy Spirit but that is it. No contact. I had to learn all of this and I forgive him for running. I wanted to run to but made the decision in June of 20202 to war. I truly believed Him when He took me in to the life He has established for me and really went to work in the spirit… mainly I fixed me. I had to become a wife and get all my favor back.

It’s been a battle. However, I am pleased to report it is finished!