Be Still & Shut up

Revival night #1

The praying was fabulous. The people are fabulous. The singing was fabulous. The preaching was fabulous. I loved it.

It’s been 3 years since I went to church that wasn’t mine. Yesterday was the first and tonight we did it again. He is truly doing a new thing!

The coolest thing is the pastor tonight was from Florida and when I met them they were asking if I was from here. No, I’ve been on an Abraham move and ended up here. I get my instructions sometimes as things are happening, which has been completely new to me. I am trying my best not to freak out. The Lord stresses me out sometimes. I shared some of my testimony and then was asked if I would give a testimony. Sure! I don’t mind but I don’t think it would be tonight … hahah Daddy had other plans. I was called up to the front to give a quick condensed version so I did. I choked up but didn’t cry. I think I cried it all out before Svs bc after we went and prayed before the service I went outside by myself and prayed with some major crying. I might need a snot rag haha
Then we went to the hostesses house for dinner. There was a baby, Abby, and I got to play with her. I miss my babies so anytime I see a baby I’m loving on them. This was one of the most fabulous parts. She reminds me of my sweet Romeo. I believe they were sent to show us what love truly looks like. Getting her hugs and kisses was a treat!

Be ready at all times! I got a lesson on this tonight … it was good! A quick, quick version but we did it. This was the second time I’ve shared my story in a church.

Yahweh opened a door for me today that I can’t even explain! He had someone come get me. Oh how I praise Him! Guide me so I can do this justice.

I was told I was checking out of the B&B this morning yesterday not having a clue what I was gonna do. I was fully prepared to sleep in my truck until He told me to leave here. He didn’t tell me to leave He told me to check out. This is where I would have freaked out 5 mths ago lol but it’s great! I kinda feel like Paul now., a drifter, a sojourner, an apostle working the fields. It’s harvest season and I’m happy to do Your work. Acts of the apostles … umm yes please!! I know where I’m going like Paul knew He was getting to Rome. I may not know when or how but I know I’m going home. My home is here in Tennessee and I am happy to be here. When we get to my permanent home is still unknown but I feel it coming swiftly. I’m good though. I’m not begging to be rescued. We got this! You provide and I will be the living sacrifice!

This morning after breakfast I went to Old Ferry rd. (This has history that I’m learning and where I picked to walk on water) to go to the river to pray and get instructions. He didn’t tell me anything about where to go or what to do. All He said is I won’t put you to shame and you’re not in this alone, (1 Peter 2:6) go to church. He’s told me several times that He has MANY friends in this town. (Acts 18:10) I’m seeing that! My God, I am seeing and I praise You!

After going to get instructions, which didn’t come the way I thought, I went to church w Ms. Jackie and Ms. Julie and then their friend, who is also my friend now, Shawnee shows up to bring me home with her…. Ms. Julie introduced us and when I looked at her, I didn’t know what was up so I told her I’ve been on an Abraham move for the past 5 mths and idk what He’s doing today. Idk, He didn’t tell me anything this morning except I have friends here and you won’t be put to shame. She told her husband that she was bringing me home with them. Then she told me about what Yah had told her about people coming to stay with her. Im just passing through … but I have a bed! Im not in my truck and I praise Him. 😭🙌

She is like me and we instantly clicked. I don’t do that with many, women especially (some of y’all just catty) but we clicked. We are spiritually in tune and this is one of the best parts. I’ve learned since she has prayed for Him to send her help… here I am Lord, send me… hahaha I can’t with Them. They are so funny!

This was Holy Spirit! All Him bc she wasn’t planning on going to the B&B today but she was obedient and I thank her so much for that. She has an amazing place that the Lord showed her and then He delivered and it’s a place for Him and she knew people would be staying with her … maybe not this soon but here I am. I am the first of many to come. I praise Him! Amazing spot!! Amazing! Over 200 acres! It is beautiful! He will use this spot greatly. I can see tents all over the place during feast of booths. We are in this feast right now btw and it’s a 7 day fest of praise. Praise Him in advance and your joy will overflow. Don’t forget that joy of Him is your strength. When I say I’m a walking praise I’m not kidding. I need His strength! This property will be greatly used! This is just the beginning, just the beginning.

There is a revival here this week and I am getting to stay for it. This is such a great blessing!

He is faithful! I also didn’t ugly cry out of fear of the unknown, which is a lot of growth. I love Yeshua so much! I love how He keeps me!

Being a front runner is not always easy but I’m enjoying this journey and I have ugly cried of gratitude at how He works and takes care of me. He’s so amazing!

We are in the New Testament walking through it now – acts of the apostles- I can’t wait to see what They do next! Hallelujah!! Thank You that the hard part is over (walking the OT was no easy task, if you follow these you know we’ve been trekking through His Word on this trip) and I get to just flow with You and let You teach. Help me be all You need me to be … I couldn’t do this without Him! In fact I refuse to. I won’t step without Him. I’m so very grateful! Even when my heart is beating out of my chest afraid I am not!

Not too much happened today. It is the sabbath and I mostly rested. I went to the river this morning to feed the puppy that was there yesterday and prayed. Read what He told me to read and praised. It is the feast of tabernacles so I tabernacled w Daddy today.

Today at the river there was an hours worth of warfare but when it broke it overtook me. I was playing with the wind and moving it then I was like finally but Daddy I know it can be quicker. I know and it should be. I should be able to just think it and it happen. Y’all!! I can’t even! Before I could put anything out it was back to me. All I did was think it. My my my. So in love. When this happened He gave me the scripture the plowman will over take the reaper. I was out there plowing in the fields tearing down stuff in the spirit and rebuilding it the way Daddy wants when I was over taken by winds bc of my thoughts. Your thoughts are walking in the spirit and alive. The less pushback, warfare, the quicker you see. I was so excited and still am. The firmament. We live in a boomerang. What you put out you will get back you gotta make sure you’re putting out what you want to see. If you don’t want it don’t think it. If you think something other than what Daddy has said rebuke it. Don’t let any demon speak!!! This is war and you’ve already won! Remind the enemy of that.

I always hear, “the devil can’t touch you” do not believe this lie! The enemy can’t kill you! They touch you in the spirit all the time. The more sensitive you become to the spirit the more you feel in the natural. I have bruises all over my arms from being grabbed when taking over an encampment of the enemy! A lot of folks wake up with bruises bc you’re fighting in your sleep and need your sword! Your sword is Gods Word! The Bible. The more scripture you know the more powerful you are in the spirit. Write His Word on the tablet of your heart. Memorizing it and it not getting in your heart is where people are gonna miss heaven. Christian in the head but atheist in the heart. 12 inches. People will miss heaven by 12 inches. That is how far our head is from our hearts… don’t let this be you. It was me before my accident. I was full of religion, and so many still are. Yeshua will tell them, “depart from me I don’t know you” …. The scariest verse in the whole Bible.

On my walk this evening I saw two deer. It was dusk and I was on the sidewalk walking when I heard them. Then I saw their little white tails running into the wooded area. I was like it’s bow season and these deer are hiding in plain sight. He said that’s what I’ve done with you. I understood being hidden in that moment.

I’m here in a safe haven giving birth. Idk to what but in the spirit I’m in a labor room and in earth I’m playing with the wind and water … who knows lol. He has hidden me in plain sight so nothing can touch what He does next. Not even I know. I have my prayers on what I want it to be … walking on water would definitely take me out of hiding. What happens next is on You. I’ve done all I know to do.

I’m in an area where cell service is not good so be patient with me if you’re having problems getting in contact with me. The best way would honestly be to comment on the blog of send me a message on the platform bc I get some and some I don’t.

Playing it by ear again and this is not my most favorite. However, I’m enjoying myself and going with the flow of Holy Spirit. Today we went and played and then rested. I can feel labor pains in my natural body which is totally weird but I’m going with it. We are birthing something….

There was a little lab/mix pup at the river this morning and if I were stable I would have taken him home with me. I’ll have to take him some food in the morning. he slept while I prayed. It was sweet. When I was walking he was right beside me. I would stop he would stop. I said sit he sat. No collar … I woulda taken him home. I’m ready for a home.

Road dept worker – you alright?
Me- yes, I’m fabulous.
Him- you never know about people these days.
I was at the river and walking down to the boat dock, he was making sure I wasn’t there to hurt myself. I was like, “I’m here to get reacquainted with the water. The Lord sent me here. He told me I was gonna walk on water and to pick a spot. I picked right here.” It just comes out of me and I cannot even stop it lol this morning at breakfast they learned too. I’m at the B&B in Clifton again and it’s so warm and inviting. Last time I was here I was freaking out and ugly crying bc I was terrified of the unknown. I have gotten comfortable with being uncomfortable. It was sure a process. 5 months hahah hey! 5is the number for grace! I sure pray a lot for that bc I need it. Every day I need more and more grace. I praise Him for giving it in the measure needed.
This guy duck hunts in Arkansas and knew about my son’s guide Svs. Small world!!

Two men that went to put out some lines saw I was reading Genesis (it’s only Genesis in TPT) and I said I’m out here talking to Jesus. (I said Jesus bc that is what everyone knows Him as.) When they returned they had more questions and I’ll answer anything you got (unless He tells me to zip it) lol so they got the whole spill (a condensed version of my testimony) and none of them thought I was nuts. Crazy I am and will own … insane I’d prolly tell ya I am a little of that, too, bc I do the same thing over and over expecting and getting different results! Nuts…. Na but crazy for Jesus.
They even asked when you gonna do this? As soon as He calls me out I’m taking off. I was reminding to not take my eyes of Him so I wouldn’t sink like Peter. I love it here!! They are my people!

While I was alone with the elements I was talking to them. I’ve talked to them all day telling them what to do. The humidity here was 85% or something like that this morning and I was like umm we have to fix this if I’m gonna walk today. I’m happy to report it is now 53% and it needs to go to 49… that’s my prayer. Thanks Daddy! When me and the river were dancing and playing I was out there controlling the wind. You should try it!! I would put it out and it would return to me. The river was white capping with the wind and then we would lay it down calm again. I was simply astonished and did this for about an hour !! This was so cool! Awesome is what it was! I also learned doing this that my turnaround time on me blowing and it returning is 30 seconds! I am gonna want that at immediately! It has been a lot of warfare to get the 30 seconds but I’m in sweatless victory and the realm of immediately- we will go back in the morning.
so I went into the enemy’s camp and invaded them! not stealing my Daddy’s elements! Haha! Not today!! I’m taking it all! Oh how I love my Yeshua ! He’s so good to me! I love my job! Love it!!

I had to go pray over the prison here this morning and an officer drove out there where I was walking asking me if I was the one walking down the road, there is a main road that gives you access to the prison I did not enter the gates but walked to the entrance. Anyway, I was done and gone by the time he stopped me. To the gas station already when he caught me. He got an upgrade and the truth too. “the Lord sent me here to pray over the prison so I did and I’m done, and yes, it was me. Thank you for checking, have a nice day” then I pulled my sunglasses up and caught his eyes and felt the upgrade leave me. I cannot even explain how fun this is! And trust me I know how it all sounds. We don’t know what Yeshua did while He was by Himself but I’m learning.

I was also blessed by getting to meet the couple, missionaries, sent here. They got here a little while after I was here in the Spring. Ms. Jackie called to tell me about them and it was a blessing. Yah has sent many people here and their stories greatly bless me. We don’t fit it and that’s ok! We are a peculiar priesthood. She was trying to tell her husband how we knew each other. We don’t. Our spirits know though. Daddy is sooo good to me.

If you don’t know Jesus/Yeshua for yourself I highly recommend Him!! O, do I ever! He’s got my whole heart. I’m fixated on Him and nothing else matters. That is how I stay comfortable in the uncomfortable- constant 100% of the time in conversation with Him. I can have a conversation with Him and people at the same time now. This was also a process. I would keep to myself just to hang out with Him. He had to drag me out of my cave and He did. He lured me out with Love! His love!!
I love what They have done to me. this heart is so pure. It’s been reborn of the Spirit. That is just fabulous! My my my I love Y’all so much!

My hearts #1 desire – to set the captives free and bring them to You! Heal everyone I come into contact with. I want everyone to know You! My heart cries for those that don’t. I know what it’s like I’ve been in the world too. It sucks!! You’re the only sure thing we got in this life! Thanks for today! it’s not over yet…. I know and I know there is more – thank You! I seriously couldnt thank You enough for what You’ve done and what You’re doing next- Thank You! I got You, always! Whatever You want I got you.

I’m ready to take a shower and wash my hair. Oh man, dinner. What are we going to do for dinner? We could go to dollar general and find something. There is a restaurant (2) here but after I wash my hair it’s gonna have to dry. Oh gosh we don’t even have to eat hahah I might check the menu at the marina and call and get something and bring in back here. Ok that was me thinking out loud. I’m closing this out now. Laila tov!