Be Still & Shut up

🔥 LADIES 🔥

Daddy has your husband asleep until you are formed!! Gen 2:21,22

you must heal!

He is creating, molding and forming you for Him and the man who you were created from. – catch that!! Created from!! From!! Y’all are one and you may not even know each other yet. You are a wife. You are someone’s rib. Be the rib!! Stop being a girlfriend bc that is one title you should never have again. You are a wife! Stop playing house! You have to be a wife to Christ first. You better see yourself the way Yah does! If you’re being treated like crap and being hurt you aren’t messing with love but demons!!

When He is finished with you He will wake your hubby up and present you. Stop wanting a man and choose Yeshua this time. That is how you get these kingdom marriages or prophetic love stories, bc otherwise you’re chasing your flesh.

He’s truly busted me out of not walking up to others and ministering about Him here. This has been a fabulous journey! I pray when I get to tell all about it I can do what all He has done justice. There are a lot of people without homes here and technically I’m in the same boat so He has been using me to minister to them, I understand not having a home to go to. I understand not knowing. I understand! I understand! Oh my heart hurts for everyone that doesn’t have a bed of their own and I pray that Daddy supply all their needs like His word states.

On Saturdays I’ve been walking to the park to go to church and read the Bible. While I was there this morning there was a guy sleeping by a tree. I sit next to one of the trees in the back across the ditch and he was in front of me. I’d just left from getting a cold coffee and crazily I got 2. I didn’t know I was going to encounter this guy. I am obedient. When I got to my tree I saw him. I think I disturbed him with my hallelujahs and praise be to the almighty chants lol. I asked Ruach when I saw him if he was alive and then I got into the message and was praising, loudly might I add, He’s done so much for me, and then I saw the guy start to move. He was alive, this truly made me praise. I agree to lifting the dead, however I’d like to start with the lowly in spirit before bringing flesh back. Hallelujah! He moved and sat up!

I made my way to the bridge and crossed the ditch to walk over to his tree and presented him with the coffee and asked him if I could pray with him. He said he knew Jesus and no. I discerned his anger towards Yeshua and when he told me no I hit my knees in front of him and began to tell him some of my story and that we were in the same boat, I left everything in April and how I’d died and saw everything, met Him and to repent and turn back to Him. Bc it’s ALL REAL!! We must forgive Yah for not acting how we wanted and for not moving in our timing. I’ve been mad at Him too. I know that pain. He wasn’t obligated to stay or listen to me but he did. He looked me in my eyes as I was speaking and then I introduced myself and asked for his name. I shook his hand and he looked at me strangely bc I touched him. I would have hugged him if I hadn’t of scared him. When Holy Spirit starts telling people about themselves it puts them in a state of shock for a moment. I saw this. I saw it in his eyes. He got an upgrade I felt it when it left me to go into him. He does know he is just so hurt and mad. Cody didn’t tell me anything about himself, he didn’t have to, and I prayed over him, I truly couldn’t help myself. I know my prayers are answered. I prayed for his healing, his restoration and told him to forgive Daddy and himself. I told him that was his key, forgiveness. Really it’s everyone’s and that is where all of our journeys begins. The next time I see him I’ll be on a stage speaking and he will be a millionaire. I saw it as we were talking. Today shifted him. I was his divine visitation today and I pray Yeshua present Himself to Cody in such a way that there be no more anger.

Seeds. 🌱 I’m just a really cute farmer planting Yahs seeds!

No matter what it looks like when I arrive I see what He sees and speak what She says and everything shifts! I love how He keeps me!
If you remember, my price that I’d pay was $3.65 and He does me a solid every single time! It was $4.08 when we started. That’s 50 cents!!! 🙌 I’m saying it goes down even more before I fill up to leave. (Gasoline- red price) diesel drivers you’re on your own 😜

My hair changed colors again today. I’m well on my way to my Elsa hair I saw in a vision. idk whether to laugh or cry. I’m so grateful and so very amazed by our Daddy. You’ll forever be my everything! Today was hard and He changed some things about my fast today. I’ve been praying for 13 hours straight and it shows, in my hair haha I just did a hair update on TikTok too haha so funny is He. I’ve ugly cried all day! I was told it was time to pack up and go. I do not have a clue what His next move is and I’m literally out here living prayer to prayer. Down to what and when I eat and if I get to. This has been one fascinating journey and I am ready! This has been an interesting fast too, different from any other I’ve ever done and I fast a lot.

I’m ready to walk this out with You at all costs. I think I’ve proved that in many more ways than this Abraham move. I die everyday to myself and move more into His will and likeness and it ain’t all easy. I let people see what I want them to see. Nobody will understand the depths of this training They have put me through. Be careful what you pray over yourself and what scriptures you put your name in …hahah that’s hilarious!

I feel like I’m on the cross. I’ve even had sores pop up where I was nailed in the spirit. Dying to self! Dying to any will I had left of my own and my own thoughts. It’s full surrender. I’ve felt Him correcting and installing new neural pathways for 2 days and a lot today, lots. This walk takes so much faith and I got lost today. LOST!! Literally… in a neighborhood. Things shifted on me and roads changed. Wondered for 20 mins and I couldn’t even use GPS to get me out and Yah, Ruach and Yeshua went quiet on me. They are always my GPS when my phone won’t load. They give me directions. Go left. Go right. Left again etc. Always. Not today and I literally couldn’t breathe! I was wailing in pain bc I can’t move wo them. I called Morgan. I know she has a line that I trust bc we see the same things. She said you need to go left and I got out! It was left! I had walked for 20 mins in a circle. Then a school magically appeared. Idk what He did supernaturally but that was not there my first 3 loops. I went in a circle – literally. I had to see. This is what happens when we try and do things on our own. We get lost. Prodigals. Do you know how many people are wondering aimlessly bc they have no idea what His will is for them. I felt this today and felt it all. Was wailing so much I couldn’t breathe!! I did this like twice while I was on the phone and she got a full freak out. I don’t know my next move. I laugh at that now but I promise I was freaking out about 6 hours ago. I literally walked for 4 hours. It took that long for me to pull myself out of a funk and I had to have help. If I’ve laid down my whole life and I needed help how much more help do you think the people still living in the world need?!

We all need a prayer partner and someone we can trust. He will send you different people in different seasons. Friends. Real friends. Like you’ve never known. I promise. He did it for me. He’s still doing it! He sends someone new every day, many if I’m totally honest. Exceeds my expectations the trust He has in me. He is the boss. It’s really not even me anymore. If He wants me to find my way out I’m calling on Him. I’m so very grateful I could call on Him in Morgan and it worked. I’m not ashamed to say I need help when I need help.

When you see me you see a baby Yeshua – oh we did it. I love hearing Sonship. Love likeness. Love this! Be a baby Yeshua has always been the goal and if you’ve been hanging with me or read my blog you know this. Greater works! And I want to do nightly exploits (walking on water) And I promise He is letting me feel all He did bc today I felt forsaken. Left. Abandoned. My God my God why have though forsaken me? I felt this and I thank Him immensely for Morgan. She will never know what she truly did for me today. She’s a true disciple and a lot of people are in name only. They don’t mean it in their hearts. They don’t know Yeshua. He is the ONLY way! Consciousness is emerging and people will partner with spirits. it better be Holy Spirit and the only way to get Her is to go through Yeshua. People got spirits but it ain’t the Holy One! She is Him. She is His spirit. so maybe God is a female haha just kidding just kidding… we gotta laugh. But maybe! Ain’t no sex in the spirit. We are all one … I gotta stop or I’ll be teaching on this. God is consciousness (we are all one and all consciousness becoming aware of ourselves) He is spirit and He is the spirit part of you, everyone can talk to Yah and He leads them to Yeshua which means if all these people talking increased consciousness knew the real Yah they would know Yeshua bc Bible says that He will lead people to come to know Yeshua. If the spirit you’re talking to isn’t leading you to Yeshua it is not Yah!! Yeshua is the ONLY WAY! See! 🤣 I can’t help it anymore. Teaching is my first for everything bc I want to help bring understanding. We always get knowledge first. Understanding comes and I pray you have quick understanding from this moment.

And to think this started as me wanting to document the hair change. The last update was done Monday, Or Tuesday.. idk but it went up and now it’s changed. I guess this is why He had me do the video update on the hair.

Stretching, pruning, dying, birthing, mass revelation, resurrection…

I have felt all of this in a matter of days. There has been so much happen during this fast I don’t even know where to start.

I feel like the last 30 days flew by. It felt like it was just a week, I feel the acceleration. He has pruned me. The wilderness had to come out of me. Egypt had to come out of me. And with that parts of me died which brought lots of revelation… the resurrection was Him in me. Over the weekend I felt a Judas spirit be revealed and a shot to the heart. Daddy played me Bon Jovi’s “you give love a bad name” a few months ago and now I see why. It was the shot to the heart … A knife to the heart while looking me in my eyes in the spirit. I literally felt like I couldn’t breathe, I felt the overwhelming anguish of wanting to beg Abba to maybe take this cup from me. Deep wailing and I was out walking the trails with people everywhere and I’m bent over like I had taken a literal knife to the chest and sobbing loudly … nobody said a word. I just kept walking and crying and feeling the pain and I knew I needed to feel it. I needed to know what He went through in the garden and after He was betrayed. It is a spirit not a person and from what I’ve learned we contract them before we ever come here. This accelerated Yeshua and His destiny and what He had to do so prayerfully this knocks me into my destiny too. And- Nevertheless Your will not mine. I got in the scriptures deeply and ran for Yeshua bc I couldn’t do it alone. Literally could not breathe it hurt so fiercely. Had to pull that out and cover it in the blood. Pain went instantly. Hit that realm for real!

Then I felt different realms, different aspects of the Bible and His death come to life in me. I felt Him set captives free in me! I was resurrected with Him and made to sit in heavenly places. I felt us go into the whale to get the Jonah’s and that was pretty cool. Anyone trying to run was captured and set free. Lots of stuff has been revealed and lots of things are manifesting in the natural quickly. 24 hour turnaround and that is fabulous.

I feel Him stretching me again today … haha makes me laugh bc there is still 9 days left. A lot can happen in 9 days.

I’ve been told to pack up and I’m happy to say I get to go home. How does this play out and what does home look like – idk! Idk how or what He has planned but I’m excited to see! Home is where my heart is and my heart belongs to Yeshua so anywhere He takes me is home and I’ll be good but He said Home and I take that as my literal forever home. I praise Him! I’ve not had a home in many many years. A roof over my head, and I’m so very grateful, but not a home I felt safe in. Not where I could relax and live while letting live bc there was always the wonder of when will I be told to leave. I was actually told that a few times and just said I’m not leaving until Yah says. I’m so grateful that story has changed. I’m glad I gave Him my pen and He is rewriting everything.

I dreamt about the kids. They are learning about their power and using all the tools available to them. Makes me proud.

10 [For my determined purpose is] that I may know Him [that I may progressively become more deeply and intimately acquainted with Him, perceiving and recognizing and understanding the wonders of His Person more strongly and more clearly], and that I may in that same way come to know the power outflowing from His resurrection [[a]which it exerts over believers], and that I may so share His sufferings as to be continually transformed [in spirit into His likeness even] to His death, [in the hope]
Phil 3:10 AMP

I feel like that scripture and the gospels came to life inside me over the course of the last 30 days.

The last 20 days of this fast I have committed to praying in the spirit at least 2 hours a day. This is changing me. He is changing me.
Not that I have already obtained it [this goal of being Christlike] or have already been made perfect, but I actively press on [e]so that I may take hold of that [perfection] for which Christ Jesus took hold of me and made me His own. 13 [f]Brothers and sisters, I do not consider that I have made it my own yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, 14 I press on toward the goal to win the [heavenly] prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus. 15 All of us who are mature [pursuing spiritual perfection] should have this attitude. And if in any respect you have a different attitude, that too God will make clear to you. 16 Only let us stay true to what we have already attained Phil 3:12-16 amp

I’ve the course of this trip I’ve been in Exodus, Joshua, Genesis, Matt, Mark, Luke, John, Phil and we’ve been walking it out.

I didn’t know I was going to be on an Abraham move like this. I didn’t know I would be walking in those footsteps literally and symbolically. I know a lot of people don’t understand and I’m still getting understanding myself, more each day, about what all this move has done for my bloodline. Went through Exodus bc I left Egypt. I left everything that was trying to oppress me. Joshua helped me war and speak prophetically and know what not to do bc we are coming out! Then we walked together through the gospels and He showed me things differently… He still is and I’m so excited for more.

There is more bc there are like 3 drafts… gonna have to see what’s in those lol. The joys of truly learning to press on and stay out of the past … I forget 😊