Be Still & Shut up

Kingdom marriages- this was a new concept to me so I’m sure it is for many. This is when the Lord tells you who to marry. You are their rib. just like Adam and Eve. I’m not sure He ever stopped picking. We just have never been this close to Him to hear. When you truly find Holy Spirit He will take you right to her. He will tell you who your rib is. Or who you were created with. Gen 2:22-23 interesting huh?! I think so and chances are you know. You know who this is because there is a connection like no other. It’s weird to say the least. The women who are here for calling are listening. I know the men are bc He sent one for me to gauge where they are in their process. They have been doing a lot of healing. I’m inquisitive! I’ve wanted to know. I promise we pray for y’all more than I have ever prayed. We war for our next. My sweet Morgan has truly been warring with me relentlessly for this. I’m so thankful. she’s real and a real friend. One of my 2 in my inner circle. If I don’t count my kids and grands, which I don’t but they are definitely in that inner circle and I tell them and prepare them for everything so when Grami steps they already knew. It’s fabulous! Anyway, He removed everyone except 2 people lol. Boy! and this is why you move in silence and don’t tell people your business. I trusted some I should have never trusted. I learned tho and it was a fabulous experience. I don’t love them any less and I forgive them and release them to You. I give grace for grace. I’m good. Truly.

I’m DONE! In the spirit I’m over it. I’m over the enemy and I praise You for training me and exposing everything.
Recently, like today, I got cyclops. Who woulda ever thought but if someone thought it uo it’s real in the spirit. That’s nuts too tho but for sure how it works. Last week or whenever we froze Poseidon and come to find out cyclops is his son. I guess he got mad and went to my granddaughter in a dream. It was the cloak that made me seek who was cloaking themselves to come at us 🤣 y’all will never understand how fun this is. Warring is a lifestyle and laughing is a remedy! Laugh at your enemies! You laugh at a demon and they are not going to say. They don’t want none!
And, use your authority and kick them out of your realm. You have the power… you just gotta use it. It’s your mouth. Your on top looking down and commanding and decreeing what you want. We call things that are not as though they are.

I’m observing and just watched her look is the spirit and say you don’t want none ! Heard da da da na can’t touch this haha We are so proud of her. There was a lot of fear and slaying that demon …sheeeew that one was the hardest to get rid of but she did it. Out of the heart. Out of the mind. Out of the body. Out!! She laughs.

I do. If I feel fear I will laugh and if it tries again I will chain the demon until judgement day. They don’t want that but it’s what they’ve been getting. The dungeon is full of lower level demons. We’ve been freezing the principalities and He has them on a shelf in one of His offices. I’m not the only one that has seen it. Fascinating to say the least. Daddy … I gotta stop saying blows my mind I need a new phrase. And not a complicated one please. Daddy exceeds my expectations daily. Thanks that’s good! I like it! And, He does. The confirmation He gives me makes me cry a lot. He gives me exactly what I need when I need It and sends reminders if I start to feel down. Today I prepared the boys of my departure and they were fine with it. I was asked where I was going and why and then I was given the ok to leave. I’m thankful. All the children have been prepared every step of the way and I love Him so much for that.

I am prepared for my next. The packages will be delivered this week. Thanks for all of this new chapter in advance, Daddy. Thanks for carrying me into the next Holy Spirit.

I feel Him stretching me .. it happens right around these moon cycles. I feel drunk again. Hahah I walked to the mailbox earlier and the cat followed me. I was in my phone watching TikTok and the cat was laying on the ground by what I thought was Melissa’s apartment. Not the case. That cat sitting there made me think I was close- my nose was in my phone lol- I walked right up in someone’s balcony. Saw the furniture and knew I was not in the right place haha just. A funny.

Everyone’s at a firework show and I’m laying on the living room floor enjoying a little alone time. It’s been busy the last month. Lots of healings, lots of curses broken, lots of love, lots of love. I have truly enjoyed being here and have met lifelong friends from You. It’s been fabulous and im so grateful for this whole trip but … You know. You know. You know I am ready for You to swoop in and rescue me. 100!! She’s not kidding one bit either. Hahah so grateful.

I have felt more feminine here. I’m safe. 100% safe. It’s hard to get the feminine energy out when you’ve been living in your masculine in survival mode. I’ve been in survival mode for 11 years. He’s had to truly put me in environments to make me feel safe so she could emerge. I used to wear heels all the time before my wreck. Yes, I want that back. It’s time to transform again and I felt that. Healed masculine and feminine energies. Nice!

There is a meme and TikTok’s about the real flex for a man is making a woman feel so safe she can be comfortable in her feminine energy. Yeshua has done this for me. He has taken me place to bring back cellular memory of these important aspects of me bc the environment I had been in was toxic lol. So toxic, especially for a brain injured person. I’m so grateful! So grateful! It was so bad I was starting to lose some faith in ever being healed. the seizures were terrible. I’m so blessed my brain didn’t just fry.

There is a German pastor that had an aneurysm burst and when he was in the coma he met Yeshua. I saw his ex wife’s video and their story and then a zoom call of him. Seeing him like that made me cry .. he is healing. She divorced him so he could get the best care possible and that is in Germany. The German govt take care of people in crisis. We could take lessons bc I was lost in the system. Many TBI survivors are. That shouldn’t happen. the brain is too important. I understand their decision. He is making major strides and isn’t a vegetable anymore. The day she was going to turn off the machine he woke up. I found that to be so Yeshua. The transplant team had been to see my family and freaked my daughter out. 2 weeks. Give me 2 weeks and then turn em off .. I extubated myself and then was right back out. I said “How do you like my Jesus” and was intubated again. Then I have another memory of me being intubated but having visitors. I remember freaking out one time I woke up bc I had been to the future and saw some things … I thought they were happening at that moment. Needless to say they put me out. They prolly had to do that several times… I had just been to hell and watched myself die in surgery. I’m sure my freak outs were healing the trauma on some levels and I was pretty freaked out but I was healed. That’s all I new is I was healed. The first time I ever even admitted to having brain damage … I’m ready for bed.
Laila tov

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This is the first Summer I have ever been away from the South. Watching the sun come up over the mountain right in front of me is a different kind of beautiful! The heat is different and I hear people complaining about the temps and I laugh bc they don’t have humidity. It does get hot but it’s not the same type of hot. It cools off here at night, like really cools off, this is nonexistent in the south.

The things He is doing here with me is amazing. I’ve truly came out of my cocoon and am flying. The boldness I’ve seen in new ways and not just in me. I’m getting two months off. Not sure when that starts but I’m super excited about this. He’s told me I’d get to spend some of that with my kids and my grands and that truly warms my heart. So, I’ve been training a few Deborah’s to war while I’m off. Idk if I can even take a day haha I can’t take a day off from my time with Him. I wake up early to ensure I get it. He’s trained me well. I’m so very proud of what He’s done. Anyway, the ones I’ve been helping learn are ready. All I do is sit back, watch and look pretty. It’s fabulous!! They are ready!

I fell a new grace. It’s a grace for speed. Haha that’s so great! Accelerated season. I can barely stand up. I feel Him upon me, I think I need to sit down for a moment. increase in glory. new wine. I feel drunk hahah heavenly drunk. Best kind. No hangovers lol

Waiting well… to be patient is to wait well. Waiting well means no grumbling or complaining. I haven’t had a freak out in about week 7 and I’m super proud of that. I’m so grateful to Holy Spirit! So grateful! There is no way I could do this without Him. He is my whole world – literally. I function in the spirit more than in the natural. And that is wonderful bc I see. I’m gonna cry writing the next part.

There is a person here that told me I saved his life and I didn’t do anything. I totally didn’t do a thing except love this person and pray over them. I broke curses that made a suicide demon that operated behind that curse and taunted them to kill themself bow and go!! They told me I saved their life. Nobody will ever understand what this did to me. I lost one of the most important people in my life to suicide. I told Daddy if it’s just one. If I can help just one!! Look what He did and then He had them tell me what an impact me being here has been. This makes me sooo cry. Thanks Daddy! I needed this and them as much or more than anyone here has needed me. More!! I needed them more. I have been able to bust out of my shell and cocoon here. I’ve been who He created and it’s awesome!

Daddy just asked me if I was ready to go back to the south. I was like oh yes please .. my heart is there. The other portions of me are there. He said any second now. He’s not told me that before and I’m ready. I’m ready to be rescued and swept off my feet! I’m ready for the blessings to hit me so hard so fast that it knocks my socks off… good thing I don’t wear socks lol. He’s told me this is all going to happen overnight. Idk what or how but I trust Him implicitly. He has proved He is backing me and I’ve tasted and seen He is good!

I’ve been in an apartment complex where everyone is just fabulous and so loving. There is a little girl, June Bugg, that I’m gonna have to write and keep up with for the rest of her life. She called me out as a grandmother lol. There must be a certain vibe grandmas put out. I’ve taught her about her angels and her mom witnessed them catching her one day. It was like in slow motion and she went back on the step. I sure do love the angels He has placed around me and I love that they are activated!! this was fabulous to witness!! It’s all been fabulous!

I can see so much in my memories. I’ve left myself little hints along the way so I wouldn’t panic. Well, let me 100 Yah left me hints so I could wait well hahaha He is so funny. Please don’t be jealous of my relationship with Him. I do this for us all. Every time He elevates me He does you. And, let me throw this out there now … please don’t ever try to be the kryptonite to my power. There were people that would have done that and He picked me up and moved me. I find a lot of this hilarious.

I don’t think anyone understands the level of trusts this takes. I am a severe TBI survivor. I was supposed to of been a vegetable, according to doctors. Look at Him show out! He brought me cross country to stay with people I didn’t really know. Melissa and the boys had come to see me in Arkansas and I flew out here and met everyone in February. So wise. So strategic. He knows I’m just now starting to really trust myself. Brain injury did a number on me. It was a different type of oppression and it was just absolutely horrible. I’ve only seen one type of brain injury I don’t want healed and that is of those that had an encounter and are on fire for the Lord. They are healed. The world makes me think they are still sick. I know bc I loved this. I told them all I was healed. I was a survivor and would not come into agreement with anything they said. I didn’t understand why but I do now. If I had come into agreement with it that would have told my body to be sick. Many times I felt like my brain was trying to kill me but it had to be healed. There was no other way. He promised me healing and I got it. To truly believe I have healing I had to start remembering… you know, proof. He did that too but I didn’t like it. I don’t need all of that and I might still have the same conversation with you 25 times before it sticks. Some stuff I don’t want right then lol oh gosh we can’t be this way. Makes me wonder if I’ve done this to Him … almost sure of it. Please, forgive me and thank You for changing me through repentance. I gotta be better. Thanks for shaping me. Thanks for being my Potter. Thanks for putting me back together even better than I had imagined!

Melissa and I will both live to be in the 120 range and we were talking about how good our bodies have held up and it’s a really good thing. We’ve got along time to go. I bet we look just like we do now at 70. Reverse aging! To the cellular level. I love that!

13 weeks were most of my travel assignments and next Saturday is 13 weeks. I’ve had 2 freak outs… it got pretty bad one day and my sweet friend witnessed how human I can be. That was prolly the most needed breakdown I’ve had. It told me a lot about myself and how sorry I truly was as I was venting. I didn’t like that and had to change it. With my revelation of Power the other day He helped with that. I’m so thankful. When I asked for help He sent it.

God gives power to get wealth.

But thou shalt remember the LORD thy God: for it is he that giveth thee power to get wealth, that he may establish his covenant which he sware unto thy fathers, as it is this day. Deut 8:18

I’ve been standing on this verse for 4 years! That’s quite sometime to be living prayer to prayer to make ends meet and eat. Thank You! Idk what or how! I dont care I just praise You! Thank You!!!

I love Facebook memories. He’s been giving me little clues about what was going to happen. I had no idea about any of that then and it’s so exciting going to my memories seeing a message from the Lord about what’s happening in my life next. It’s really reassuring… I’m out here literally living prayer to prayer. There are many of us moving around and shifting territories. Everything He does is strategic; everything. I’m so grateful.

If you follow these you know I want the name of the spirits I walk with. I test every spirit and if they don’t claim Yeshua came in the flesh they will bow. I’ve had some almost get me and if I didn’t know the Bible the way I do I would have had to repeat a few lessons. I praise Him! My Daddy is so amazing!

How God anointed Jesus of Nazareth with the Holy Ghost and with power: who went about doing good, and healing all that were oppressed of the devil; for God was with him.
Acts 10:38
I made that my verse. I put my name in it. If He did it for Christ He must do it for me. He is my Daddy too and it just wouldn’t be fair and He is not a respecter of persons. I got power and when I did my knees buckled. I went down… my capacity had to be stretched for this. He did it! I’m so excited. He had me look up the definition of power and I ask power his name, feels masculine to me, and he said, “my name is power. Just power.” I was like alrighty then. Let’s play! I’m excited to learn for sure! This is gonna be so fun. Power!

power
pou′ər
noun
The ability or capacity to act or do something effectively.
A specific capacity, faculty, or aptitude.
Physical strength or force exerted or capable of being exerted: synonym: strength.
Effectiveness at moving one’s emotions or changing how one thinks.
The ability or official capacity to exercise control; authority.
The military strength or economic or political influence of a nation or other group.

I thank Him bc He did all of this to me. I guess I’ve been walking with power for a good bit. That stuff wasn’t learned overnight. That’s cool! Well, I formally introduced myself when I felt him join and connect with me inside me. Stretched- even increases in size for a few days. So weird how that happens. Hahah this is going to put some religious folks in a spin hahah

If legion was 6000 demons and our light body or spiritual body 1 Cor 15:44 can hold that many demons how much more can Yah do with it? I have to ask bc I wonder too! How far can we go? We are going in this lifetime! We are doing this! I’d like to teleport – yep, sure would. Teach me!! Thank You. I feel the increase and the download.… hey and remember… walking on water- this year please and thank ya!
😂 she wants it but also laughed at how crazy it sounds and then was matter of fact. We are doing this!! Help me Lord, help me remove any limiting beliefs. I break all inner vows that speak against what You’ve shown me. I speak peace to all storms. I cancel all assignments- don’t even make me come off my throne to look and see what’s going on. I perform a spiritual D&C and abort all missions trying to form in a womb haha not today!

I’m over it!! I’ve froze a demon named python this morning and placed Him on my trophy shelf. Hahah that cracks me up! Leviathan went on a shelf too. I learned I could freeze them with like Elsa powers lol and use that big time. They are not allowed in this reality. This one belongs to me!!

Same with your reality. You control what comes and what doesn’t. Lift your hands and tell Yah I receive Your power. Teach me.