Be Still & Shut up

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I can definitely see why so many Israelites didn’t get into the promise land. Please be careful what you pray. I prayed to experience it. To know what they went through. Why didn’t they get in?! Oh I have seen! I’ve had enough. I came. I saw. I did. I’m done! I’m over the wilderness and I want you to swoop in and rescue me. Yeshua had to come down here and rescue Adam and Eve like 10-12 times. I need rescuing right about now!

I’ve not complained and I could. I could say how I really feel but I’m trying to change that. I’m working so hard to keep my joy. This is not as bad as brain injury but …😂 it’s a close second. Hahah but seriously. The warfare has been unreal. We’ve been warring about 4 hours each day, the entire month of June and sometimes longer. Crazy bad! I write about some of it not all of it. sometimes it takes us a few days to figure out which principality it is. When they are caught they gotta go. We have been arresting them left and right. fasting has been a necessary tool. This is a new season, but not just a new season… a new era and that is so exciting!

Being anointed to fight principalities hasn’t been something I’ve heard a lot about but we do it. Did you know some of these demons have maidens? Female demons that work with them and the last one was Hilda who works with beezelbub. May they both be fully exposed, expose yourself and then arrested upon exposure. All demons working with these two up and out now! I command their doings removed in the name of Yeshua. All seeds, up now, fire fire fire die by fire! We unravel all they did and conform to You. Instill the truth in us and write us as we sleep. Thanks!

I had a small freak out tonight but I’ve gotten really good at sitting with things and processing them immediately so nothing festers in my heart. Wounds are like a splinter and will erupt eventually. When they do they will hurt a person that didn’t put them there. Healing my junk and how I feel is my job. I don’t really get mad anymore. Anger is a secondary emotion. It hurts. Like literally hurts my heart. Betrayal hurts so bad. Lies hurt. People being disobedient and me knowing they are hurts. Your obedience is worth more than any sacrifice and it opens the door to your blessings. Just an FYI. Knowing people have stepped out of Him really really hurts! It’s more than you think. It’s more than I would have ever thought. He lets me feel when someone is out of Him. We have to stay in Him and we do that through faith. Without love your faith is not active. Now faith is activated by your love. (That’s in Galatians, I see why He had me in there for a week) We are love and that should be the emotion we feel 24/7. It’s not really an emotion but you can train your body where you’re in love and feel in love all the time. I wanted this bc I want to feel loved. I want to feel like I matter. We all do. This way I have all the love I’ll ever need and don’t ever depend on anyone else loving me. I love me. I’m in love with Holy Spirit! He is upon me, in me, on me, moving w me like a cloud, and I’m in love.

I am love and my faith has been perfected. I believe everything He tells me. Even when I don’t see any evidence of it and when everything feels like it’s working against me. I know all plots are exploding and everything is working for me. I fasted today to get rid of any doubt trying to live in my heart and then felt a new level of submission. I have had to submit to someone else’s authority over me. I was perfectly good with this. He won’t take me where He wont work for me or help me.

I have been patient and I have been patient in the wait. I just caught the revelation that I’m in the wait part of this season and idk how long it’s gonna last… I’m content.

I haven’t grumbled or wanted to go back. Haven’t even thought of that. I have absolutely nothing to go back to. I am so over this for real and I want a vacation like really soon please!

Getting Egypt out of me. He had been doing that before I ever left. It’s gone! Gone! Praise The Lord! I Was so upset with Daddy earlier. When I get mad at Him I tell Him bc I can’t have that seed of anger towards Him in me. Then I have to apologize and repent for being mad at Him. I’m in a tough spot right now. I’m in the in between… literally and it blows! Totally blows!

Obedience- He has me, all of me and I’ve mastered this part. Even the messages I don’t want to give. I feel Him rise up in me and then it’s like word vomit. He gives me the words to speak. It’s not easy giving hard messages to someone and some don’t receive them well. This is anything but easy. Anything but easy. My heart feels so heavy. For heaviness I know to praise. The joy of the Lord is my strength. I’m so grateful for the experience and I’ve learned to be truly careful what I pray over myself. Is it too late to retract this? Haha for real tho can we be done with this ?! I know I’m going to my promise land bc I’ve already landed there in the spirit. I’m glad I see there better than I do here. My vision there is 20/20, here … I claim this same thing. My eyes have been blurry the last few days. I thought there might be two moons last night. I took a pic to be sure. thanks for fixing that. It has to be with the upgrade, idk bc He’s already fixed my eyes. Any demon trying to steal our healing I banish you. To the pit; angels get em! Thanks Daddy! Chain them in the dungeon where they’ll stay until Yeshua makes His rounds on judgment day. enough is enough! Basta! Everything you brought has to do with you!
I gotta go to bed. .. I didn’t proof forgive me. And, I’m so sorry for being a royal pain tonight. I thank You that this was breakdown to breakthrough. Surely … free of all doubts and unbelief and fear !

‼️ Word of Encouragement ‼️

He is so on one about the Kingdom marriages He has ordained, arranged marriages by our Creator – I can’t think of anything better. When God picks for you, you can relax and know He has your best interest at heart. He knows you better than you know yourself. If you’re picker has been broken, like mine, let Him choose. He won’t fail you!! He will send you your biggest fan! These are matches made by Jesus! Dream teams! Jesus dream teams!! He sent them out two-by-two! Prophetic love stories are going on all around us. I’m so in love w just the idea of this!

❤️‍🔥Still in the wait? Ladies and Gents this is for you!

Sit back and relax, my dear daughter, until we find out how things turn out; that man isn’t going to fool around. Mark my words, he’s going to get everything wrapped up today.”
Ruth 3:18 MSG

They are missing you. A deep longing in the heart! you are loved, you are chosen, you are wanted and you are missed!

Valley of decisions is a tough one to be in. I get it! You can come out and on top! So many of us have been beat half to death spiritually from rejection it’s hard to know! Its hard to trust. It’s hard even trusting God when it comes to another relationship… I get it! So many questions, huh? Proverbs 3:5-6 ASK HIM!! Having a hard time trusting again? I get this but look Who is in charge. You’re safe, protected and guarded by angels. Fear can mess you up- get rid of it.

🗣 Phone call, meeting, date, marriage- I’m guessing in that order. Be ready at all times bc when this does happen it will be quick. For some of you this will occur this weekend. Some of you will be in the same room w who God chose for you. Some will go out on dates. Some will receive phone calls. Some will get married next week. 💍❤️‍🔥

What I’ve noticed is we stall out on God due to our own unbelief and not knowing what we want. You gotta want it too! This is not something that is taken but this is being given! Embrace it! You’re safe and God is inside you, how could you ever fail? You know what you heard the Father say!

And now, my daughter, do not fear. I will do for you all that you request, for all the people of my town know that you are a virtuous woman.
Ruth 3:11 NKJV

Ladies 💖 Daddy is proud of you! Don’t be a chicken!

Then the rib which the LORD God had taken from man He made into a woman, and He brought her to the man.
Gen 2:23
Daddy has been preparing hearts! He created you two to be together. You are the part of your person that has been missing, and they are for you. Double, double, double – you cannot even imagine what God has in store for y’all.

Gentlemen 💙 don’t allow any fear to hold you in a pit of despair. God has told you who you’re going to marry… umm, what are you waiting on? He has told these women to sit still and they cannot call you. It’s not that they don’t want to- I promise you that! Obedience to the Lord is everything w them and they will not cross Him! The pursuing part should be done by men not women. If you’re out chasing- stop that. How can God send you someone specific if you’re out scheming on everyone? The vision on these marriages is amazing and I’m so excited for all of you!

You know what you’re going into is better than any relationship you’ve ever experienced and this will be more than you expected. You’re doing fabulous and Daddy is proud of you. Now, kick off all that fear of the unknown and move!

❤️ Congratulations ❤️
💃 Get EXCITED again!! 💃

My dear children, you’ve been hurt exhaustively and I have seen. I have heard your cries. I have heard your heart. I have prepared a heart especially for you. These marriages are My doing and this will be known by all! Don’t worry about anyone coming against you for deciding to follow My path, I will handle it My way. You need not say a word but know I have your back! I have not given you that spirit of fear but of power, love and a sound mind. Move forth with the confidence I have in this plan.

Thank You Daddy!

Shabbat shalom! You are so loved. I love you incredibly much and Yeshua loves you move. I pray He pour His love into every aspect of your being today. That He give you increased clarity and immediate inner standing. That Holy Spirit zap you into Knowing! That your head and your heart cells light up and get on the same page, transfer of data, and that you walk into everything Yah has called you to be and I command your blessings be loosed in the name of Yeshua.

So, last night before bed we were writing in the blog and the last sentence was about fasting. And He said some of y’all don’t wanna fast for fear of what He’ll say and I was like oh my is that me? I’m gonna fast haha I have to go inside with these messages too. I don’t ever exclude myself and when He gives someone something to go read through me I promise I’m reading it and praying it through with you.

I will go inside me quick when I feel anything but love towards someone. And, when He says fast I will. I figure there is a reason He’s even bringing it up and maybe it’s just for me. I’ve already gotten so much revelation, clarity and deliverance. I want to ask about something but then again I don’t. I do I love surprises.

Now when I hear people in the spirit I immediately ask Is it me or is it them? That’s what you’re also learning, is when it’s not even you. We are connected in the spirit and when I want to I can hear you. But only your thoughts towards me. When I say careful there are people that can read your mind I’m not kidding. It’s a discerner of the heart. If it ever gets negative I will snap a cord, cancel everything they say and confuse them.

I learned my shield is up and in full force. People can’t feel me unless I let them and I’m in love w that. I can feel others anger towards me and I was sure they could feel mine but I was told by someone else that I had read my energy say she had no idea I was even upset. Some of the exposures hurt my heart and that makes me mad at myself for even being a persons friend when they were not mine. This was betrayal and I silence all Judas spirits and bind their tongue. Come at me again and I’ll slice your tongue out and confuse your thoughts and words.

People also send negative energy to you. And nobody is gonna send me psychic attacks. People are not who they say they are and everyone is being exposed. He’s already told me so I just laugh when it happens and go to work in the spirit. It’s annoying but I knew. It still hurts sometimes bc of who. Truth serum tho they will tell on themselves. Don’t try to lie to me bc it won’t work well in your favor bc you’re lying to Holy Spirit! He took some folks out for this. Dayyyannnng! My God, that’s a little terrifying. Bind our tongues where a lie can’t get out of us. We repent for when we have lied, knowingly and unknowingly and thank you for repentance puts us in a right standing w You. We cover ourselves in the blood and praise You for removing this legal right to anyone in your body. Thank You for helping me with all of this. I pray for Your mercy on them.

If you’re not in Him you’re not in His body and need to step back in. He loves you so very much! and, He forgives you and will remember no longer. If you can’t repent you’re in pride and ego and ego is etching God (Yah) out.

He is our Boss. This is a monarchy. He had me watch a movie for one sentence. There is a difference in marrying into royalty and being born into it. When you’re born into it you can rule and reign. You were born into this. You have royal blood. still grasping this, but I grab all the authority that comes with this. You were born into the tribe of Judah. I know that is Yeshua’s blood line but we all go back one generation to you. I will definitely rule and reign but I pray You give me even more wisdoms and keep me humble. Be it unto me and You have spoken. Today has been a different type of submission as well and I felt Yeshua pull a block out and remove a block from the voice. We opened it up and command it to speak! I give You my voice, it’s yours! I’m just along for the ride! He’s healing us more today.

Shabbat shalom!

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I’m totally the most introverted extrovert anyone will ever meet. I’m perfectly fine on my own, if I have to I can be a social butterfly. I prefer to stay in the secret place. I love being in His presence.

The wilderness teaches you to trust. It teaches you to love without limits. It teaches you to give grace, freely and quickly. It teaches you patience. It teaches you to truly step out in faith. It’s taught me so much about me and I’ve gotten to show Him I am all in. I won’t back down and I won’t change. I know what He taught me. I am what She put in me. I can’t do this without Them … That’s my only non-negotiable. I will do what He says, go where He says and when He says. I will fulfill the calling on this life in this lifetime.

I walked with archangel Michael the other day and almost didn’t know who he was. It wasn’t until after that they told me. It was a test. I was entertaining an angel completely unaware. I don’t stop to talk to people. If they stop me I’ll chat but I don’t just walk up to people, it’s just not me. He’s been truly pulling me out of my comfort zone and making me talk to people about all of this. He was sent to test me on my morning walk. I passed but I could still feel myself wanting to get away bc I was alone. Not alone but alone in the natural. He sent them out two by two and I need my other one to make two. I’ve had to sit and watch a demon lay a man on the ground so I could walk by at my command bc I wasn’t allowed to cast it out or speak to it. Couldn’t ask any questions nothing bc I was alone. I don’t like that. I want my marriage bc it makes hell nervous! And, it’s an assignment. Everything is an assignment and so is everyone. How badly have you dropped the ball? Realm of repentance.
I’ve told people about my move. Why I’m here. What He’s done to me and how I met Him when I died. I’ve gotten to talk about angels and parents are watching them catch their kids. Have I mentioned lately that I love this? two people that just moved here were sent here to heal and they are. I’ve talked to them about demons and legal rights and how to remove them and about ascension. It’s really cool and there have been many healings, it’s still happening. He healed a girl of MS today. I praise Him, that isn’t pleasant. Your brain and nervous system are literally fighting everything about you. I felt my brain was trying to kill me. She’s healed bc I was! That’s the thing about this anointing He has on me… everything I was healed of I get to see others be healed from. I’m glad it all happened. I’m glad she was the way she was and that it all happened. I’m so grateful! So grateful!

I have seen by all these things how well I hear and how well I do stepping out in faith., didn’t miss a beat and I’m proud of that. When asked it just spills out and I don’t even have to be asked sometimes. It’s the truth and nothing else. No jibber jabber in between. No explanation. Nothing but the truth and that is Him. That’s what He’s done to me so if you don’t wanna know please don’t ask.

I was told to get my things organized and ready. I did. Now, we wait. This makes my heart a lot excited. I know. I know. I know. I know what has to be next. My environment is proof. Oh and the gas went down again to $3.85. Don’t you know these people are loving that. I think I had almost gotten comfortable in the wilderness. Even had a small routine going on. He told me not to get too comfortable and I’m not but me leaving will be bittersweet. He shook things up and shifted things last week, no routine. I’m going to miss these people and I’m so thankful for them. The love they have shown me is as if they were taking care of Yeshua Himself. That’s how it should be when you’re helping or taking care of one of His sent to you. (Galatians 4:14). He has had me in Galatians for over a week showing me different things each time I read it. I’m seeing why.

That’s how He’s gotten all of His Word in me. Just an fyi. People want to know how I did this. That’s how. I got the Word in me and got to know all three of Them. I meditate day and night. I will read the same chapter for a month if I have to. Whatever it takes!

I’ve also learned in the wilderness I have nothing to lose! You know He told me many years ago there wouldn’t be many miracles in my hometown bc of others disbelief. Like when He was in His hometown. I sure have seen them here. I’ve even had a wife receive healing for her husbands and it worked! Daddy blows my mind. It’s in the faith. Everything I have faith in and do not doubt I’ve seen. I stopped a cloud. That is still a trip! No doubt! Can’t have any doubt living in your heart and the only way to get rid of that is through fasting.
Fasting will also help with that natural mind getting in the way. His voice will become the loudest. Some of y’all are scared to fast bc of how He will transform you and how you’ll hear Him bc you are riding the fence! Please know the line has been drawn! You better pick a side and get in the realm of repentance.

Laila tov 🥰