Be Still & Shut up

Today I have been researching today and am still not finished. This has been a few days and canceled Lilith over someone else today. Nipples. If you run into anything going on a your nipples in the natural it’s her from what I have discovered. This one hit was bc someone needed a divorce in the spirit. As soon as we broke this we felt the shift. Went into the spirit and took someone off like a hamsters wheel so they’d see their cycles. I’m really excited to see how this affects the natural state of things. I always give people a few days to collect themselves bc moving in obedience isn’t the easiest, and getting away from pride is a challenge…. I’m faithing this and believing stuff done today is finished.

The other day I wanted to watch reality tv. I didn’t know He was about to use reality tv to show me some stuff. He has me watching “Married at first sight” and checking these people out. I can see how they are unhealed and just walked into a marriage. I can see the ones that know Yeshua and the ones that don’t. I can see the demons taunting them and their hearts. I can actually feel what they are feeling and this is tv. Their intent .. it’s a little different. He’s also showing me their conversations and some of the things these couples have went through. They get the opportunity to walk away in 8 weeks, I think. Those of us in this prophetic love story are going to be doing this exact thing. There won’t be any dating, it’s straight to the altar. Most of these people don’t know each other either. Maybe You could put a bunch of us together that are going through this like on the show so they can bounce stuff off each other.

I’ve been praying for an Aaron for some of the things that I can tell people but they don’t hear it bc it’s me … they are hearing the Aaron He sent and I’m grateful!

I heard my ears like beating, like drums, and that is part of the calibration and elevation of the body. All the normal ascension symptoms have come a this one too. The moon we just had (the full moon) was a release moon- loosing everything not of Him. This comes in incriminates if you haven’t noticed. We go though this every month and didn’t have a clue what was going on, I didn’t. Removing everything that doesn’t serve us and calling in things that are assigned to us. Be good to yourself, drink plenty of water, ground, get out in nature if you can and this will help ease you into your newfound energy.

It’s a lot of energy. I can remember when He really hit me I couldn’t contain it and my body didn’t know how to adapt to wanting to run all the time. I walked 6-10 miles daily for a month lol. You’re gonna be ok but be good to yourself.

Thank You Daddy for us moving up the ladder, realms, dimensions with You. Thanks for touching our bodies and easing the symptoms. Thanks for teaching us and thanks for taking us up w You! We love You so much! May the Lord bless you, keep you, shine His face upon you, lift His countenance toward you, be gracious to you and give you peace. I love you have a fabulous day!

Ever had an enemy so fierce they paid a witch to cast a spell of death? or maybe they did the spell work themselves. If you have done this i come to warn you-get your house in order. Yah flipped it all! Whatever person done this will perish and soon from what I am hearing. Not sure if this is physical death or death of part of the ego, we shall see, but its about to get real! Can you imagine casting something and not being able to get rid of it and trying a return to sender and it hitting you harder? That’s what is happening. I used to laugh at this and think they are getting what they deserve and maybe a part of me kinda still does but the majority of what I feel is sorry for them. I do stand in the gap for them and pray for their forgiveness and mercy .. depending on how evil they have been towards you is the equivalent of what they are about to experience. My only advise is read Isaiah 38 bc that is what He gave me to go with this.

I have seen this with someone that put a bunch of crap on me. Not their physical deaths and I have prayed for their lives to be extended and reminded Daddy the good they have done. That was a test for me bc old me would have said “Oh, Daddy, get em… get em good..” this time however I was begging for someone’s life so they had a chance to get their life in order and they were the one that put out a hit on me the night I died. I laugh and cry as I write this bc i would have never suspected this person, never!! I will be so glad when I get to tell it all but He has not released me to do so yet and I think this is why I havent felt Him make me finish the book, it just simply isnt time yet. Prayerfully this persons life was extended but I am not sure bc God’s will be done and His will is for all to be saved. Lord, I pray you bring them into repentance, shock their inner core and wake them up!

Wolves in sheeps clothing … straight facts, these people are in church’s putting out hits. This is so sad and so stupid. They should know the laws of the universe, kingdom principles- even before I knew I would never wish death upon anyone. Even in my unknowing I knew, they know and they intentionally did it with evil and malice in their heart. It is so sad someone is so broken on the inside that little o me could make them do something like this. Sarcasm, a little but… Blows my mind!!! I will not ever tell who did this bc it doesn’t matter, definitely doesnt matter anymore and I am still not sure I wasnt dealing with a demon working through that person and I have to look at it that way. I am not at war with that person but with the demon that was in control- switching my paradigm to this way of thinking allows me to forgive the hit on me. I laugh at it and pray for this person. The contract my Daddy has on me in the spirt is much more prevalent and powerful than anything the devils got. And, since now I know it was a hit I am putting one out myself in the spirit for every demon that touched me that night! Ha!! I’m coming for your ass!! Bet that! Thank You Daddy for sending me all these angels, My God I love You so much.

All of this still blows me away and I dont even like thinking about why or what they did or trying to place it with what happened to me. Repulsive! i think that is also why I havent been in the book bc when I get to that chapter i freeze and cant go on bc it has hurt so much to know they intentionally tried to kill me. My wreck was no accident. And boy does that piss me off! I mean! Id like to punch that flocking demon right in its nose. And nope I dont care if i ever see this person again – make me want to vomit lol she truly cannot stand them haha ugh she’s gagging lol but she’s holds it together so well. My goodness My child look at you, you need to celebrate that. That is pure control bc you plotted and planned. Thanks Daddy, thats all You. You did this to my heart and I praise You for it. Thank You! Thank You for molding me into Your image, Yeshua. She’s crying again out of gratitude. People will never understand how grateful I am to You and how much you truly changed about me. I dont even want them dead but I do not want them around me! Thank You Holy Spirit for being my teacher, corrector, keeper, lover, and thank You so much for being my friend. I love You!

It also hurts her to write this bc she is having to see why that night happened. Was it in His will? Yes and no, He allowed it but He also saved me. He let it happen so He could show Himself mighty and boy has He and He is just getting started!! That’s why You havent finished the book kid you were not ready for the compete truth but in time We will tell you the entire story but this is why We taught you to send everything back and to the original sender. Your words are much more powerful than theirs. Their voices do not reach every realm of the heavenlies yours does. That’s so cool to know, thank You. She’s crying again .. i cant help it. Thank You. I am so eternally and infinitely grateful. I used to think God killed me bc I was so pissed bc of TBI … so pissed and I knew i was going to be brain injured when I came back. I felt like King Neb wondering around the world for 7 years not knowing what was up. Oh no, I dont want to hear this and I dont want to write about it. Not yet. Thanks for loving me so much that You keep this hidden from me until the appropriate time. I dont want to be here when You tell me this. I am going on a trip with You and You can tell me everything then if you want. Or in the next few days or now I guess .. I’m sorry for trying to negotiate. I have made negotiating skills and have got to stop trying to negotiate with Yah. I always lose and He always laughs at me. I love Him so much and we are ready when You are. Do I want to know anymore than I already do? Not really. I just dont. I dont need to and really neither does anyone else. we have enough information about this. I know who, I know why, i know where, i know when and i know how … i dont need tiny details. I mean I really dont. I know enough. You’ve shown me. You said You would show me and You did. Thank You for saving me … in so many ways. I am belong to You and will forever claim Your victory! I am so bricked in by Him now and cloaked with His invisibility in the spirit and they cannot see nor touch me. I love that. Angels of fire surround me as a shield in the natural. That’s how we do that. Amazing. I just caught taht lol.. so, when I walk and get cold I would ask for a shield and put my hands up in front of me like blocking the wind or something and it stops. It’s like a wall goes up in front of me and it’s angels. I think that is so cool. Angels do what you do and thank You so much for sending them Daddy! You bless my heart and soul each waking moment and I cant go a moment without you.

Dont you give up on me by Brandon Lake go hear this today. You prolly need it as much as I do bc gross darkness us upon the earth. I praise You for letting me see it but not be in it and for making me a light. I praise You for the revival this darkness is going to bring. Thank You for the football fields full of people there for deliverance and healing and that they are ALL healed that nothing can stay in the presence of the anointing. When we walk in is is You walking, we are merely vessel. Let em bask in that glory! Thank You. He’s telling me it wont be long now and people are going to start falling out in the glory when I walk by … and she’s crying again. Haha, yes, yes I am. I am so grateful and so amazed by You. It truly isnt me. The only thing I did was commit to being used and getting in His will no matter what it takes. I say whatever it takes prayers and have had to have the faith to watch those whatever’s play out. Short of death or jail, bring them in. We are whatever it takers around here. I learned to get very specific. Whatever it takes prayers has taken a bunch of trust bc I have had to let it play out. I knew it was Him. He would show me a little of the future so I know how it was going to be ok during the trial and this made it where we trust Him implicitly.

He tells me everything and sometimes I see it like I am there listening myself. Some call this Astro projection and I guess that is what it is but Elisha did this with the king. He even knew what the king said in his bedroom lol. Cracks me up. Well, I mean it does and I do not snoop on anyone. I do not want to know what folks are doing and this is easy to do you just have to trust yourself and what you are seeing. This is also why we come against any entity that would come to us in our sleep via astral projection. I dont do this at all unless Holy Spirit takes me bc truly I have enough of my own crap to deal with and work through to go be nosy about someone else. I dont care. When He takes me places tho its so we can pray through it. I learned to come against evil entities using AP when I had a dude project in my room. I saw him and I was pissed. Highly irritated. Like HOW DARE YOU!! I blinded him in the spirit right then. 2 Kings 6:18. And poof he was gone and then text me asking me why he couldn’t see lol. Dont be playing with me! I will be like Elijah and be your worst nightmare. Calling down the Fire of Yah!

I can see the moon again this morning through my office window. She’s in a different spot than the other times recently when I noticed her. I could also tell we released more. My hair was damp this morning when I woke up. We must be getting close to having fully loosed all stagnant energy and cellular memory stuff etc bc my hair was just a little damp and the top of my tshirt was a tiny bit damp. Not near as bad as it has been in the recent weeks when I would wake up with my heir wet. I had to wash my hair 2 days in a row last month. I will wash it today. Did you know our hair is an extension of our nervous system? I didnt and I know why I felt the need to cut all my hair off when my process officially began in 2018. It was holding all that energy from when I had died and it had to go. I really started to see myself healing in 2018. I’ve been up since 3 and I am tired today. I think I am going to take a nap. I think we have decided to read Enoch on Saturday morning. That is the sabbath and its a way of people participating and getting the blessing. He’s told me either Friday night or Saturday after I get out of church and I think i like after I get out of church best bc Ill be full of You and You can totally have Your way bc Ill be out lol. You let me know bc I’m down for whatever You want. I love you, have a beautiful day!

I have been sitting here writing for a few hours to clear that and find the truth about what I wanted to know and what I don’t want to know. Sometimes we dont need all the information. However, if You want me to know I am readily available and no matter what I wont react in the natural. I trust You. Let’s get dressed and go for a walk. Yeah, lets take our time .. its a little cold out right now. Yep, she’s good lol. We searched her and she’s truly alright with all of this. I really think that is all You bc well, You know what I thought. I give You all the glory on that.

oh, before I forget I got a great message from Daddy yesterday that made me cry. I text someone and when I got a replay it was what Daddy told this person concerning me. “Some women like to talk about themselves, but this woman likes to talk about Me for other peoples sake.” Made my heart warm to know how He thinks about me and confirms me to others. There was a war against my character and I never said a word. People either were listening to God or they weren’t and fell off. They will either be back in my life or they wont but my prayer is that they return to the Lord, Yeshua before their grace period is up.

My my my how I love You, Lord. You fill me to overflow and I praise You. There is no way I could do this without you, not that I want to but yo know what i mean. My love for you runs to eternity and is infinite. I understand how unconditional love doesn’t have the ability to be measured. You cant measure Infinite. It truly feels like spring. Like I just wanted to go to the lake lol

I have been so engrossed in this writing that I missed power up this morning. Praise the Lord for replays. Thanks for this so much. Time is crazy. Ive been up 4 hours and it feels like about one.

I was standing, you were there ,two worlds collided and they could never tear us apart. Something is up with this bc He highlighted those lyrics this morning. Never tear us apart – INXS

I am not feeling this writing thing today and I am having to make myself sit here and do this. I really want a day off. A day trip. A date. A life. I mean, seclusion and a lot of it with this. I feel a little lonely and that is not me. We gotta get rid of that bc I know I am not alone. I am traveling with 7 for sure – the 7 spirits of Yah (Isa 11) and I have no idea about the angels, how many- like millions from what I haves seen. I cant count them. But I do miss human contact. I miss going. These seasons have been crazy. I have been crazy lol

I was up at 3 this morning and in mediation He was showing me things. Some of it I really dont remember but He was showing me the 4 corners of the earth and to pull the winds to me so I can prophesy to them and employ that portion of His elements. Holy Spirit is Ruach- air, wind, breath, etc so I was just calling Him to me apparently when I break it down and I appreciate Him lifting everything that was dead that concerns me. Thank You. I saw a lot of faces that I do not know. I saw some demons being removed from people and I am excited to see how this pans out in the next few days. EXCITED about that. I almost got up out of the bed and jumped up and down. I hate people being under control of the enemy.

Situation doesn’t matter. When Daddy said He was going to teach me to manifest He told me it was a walk of faith and I could not think about what I see but what He has shown me. It has not been an easy task but I have learned what I KNOW about things brings them to me. Well, to Him bc He is doing this I didnt know how. He has me think on certain things and gets me to feeling the love for it, tells me it is established and I praise and wait. Sometimes the wait is a long time, sometimes it is immediate. I never know but I want to get better at this and knowing the times and seasons so I do know. The sons of Issachar knew the times and seasons and i would like that anointing from that tribe please. Thank You! I receive by faith and am sure of You teaching me. I prolly dont know exactly what I am getting myself into with that but lets do this!

Thank You for bringing everything and everyone You need to You! I praise You!

I was asked a few questions and we are going to answer it here bc if one person has it 10K have the same one.

1. I have full on conversations with a memory, a feeling I get, a person in my life I want to talk to but they’re not physically present.
I think I may be cursing them or myself or I might be talking to a demon who’s been hidden from me for a very long time.

This is a huge portion of healing and can be a few things. I will try to address them all. This is definitely giving me something to talk about today and I appreciate this so much bc I truly did not want to sit here today. I wanted to go watch some reality tv or something and I dont even have tv lol but I love teaching more. Thanks! I love all of your questions and comments and I truly do try to address them all here so we all get the benefit. Please keep them coming!

Full on conversations with memories. We need to analyze this a little bit. Was this a bad memory? Is there something in that memory you need to forgive? Is it a pleasant memory that makes you laugh? Makes you feel loved? All of this matters and I am going to tell you why. The first key to getting ANY memory to stop playin is to forgive the person in that memory. Even if it was a good memory – forgive them. I feel better safe than sorry. Daddy is allowing this conversation in the spirit so He can move you past whatever the repressed emotion (feelings in motion) so He can get it out of you. Energy. We are energy. Never forget this. Our cells remember that vibration and that has to be cleared. If that memory pisses you off you have something in you that needs to be cleared- usually rejection to be honest. Everything stems from that demon that hits us while in the uterus. Careful what you speak over a pregnancy and how you react to it. we often times need to talk it out, this is why talk therapy works so well bc people wont sit alone with their feelings and get to the bottom of why they have them so their moving energy (emotions) are only love and that the body only remembers the love vibration. That was a mouthful and I pray it clicks clicks clicks

To work through this when I was furious and wanted to claw that person in that memory up I had to put them on the stool. I had to imagine them sitting in my kitchen on a bar stool that I would put in the middle of the room. They were in the hot seat. My hot seat lol but we went through it in the spirit. I have wanted to knock them off that stool but we pressed through. What you’re really doing is talking to your subconscious and clearing that anger bc anger is a huge emotion that we have to work through to get that cell memory out of us. That way your entire body doesn’t respond to anger and you can control it and it wont make you sin. Funny how all of this works huh? You’re working with Holy Spirit and yourself so He can get this to clear out of you so He can clear that stagnant energy out of your body. FORGIVENESS! When I had to do this it was all horrible memories I had to work through, some from childhood but we did it with the stool and the train. Use the stool first so you can express your anger so there is no repressed anger. You’re mad about being rejected – the root of everything from what I have learned. You may have to work through many emotions so you dont feel them anymore with one memory. Fear, anger, sadness, depression etc, then we have discovered the culprit. The spirit of rejection and it has to go. It brings an orphan spirit with it and no matter how close you try to get to Daddy you will always feel separate and you arent. I cancel the spirit of rejections assignment over you now in the name of Yeshua and I loose the spirit of adoption. We ask You to push everything that rejection brought out and we command that demon to take everything, every single seed he planted, out and any other demon operating with him must go too in the name of Yeshua! I uproot all seeds left by rejection or any demon working with it and command they shrivel up and die now in the name of Yeshua. Nothing may be born of them ever again and we ask for fire so there is no residue in us amen! When you have that memory work through it, healing is messy, and then get up and praise Him bc now you’re done. Forgiveness is the biggest key there is to the Kingdom. Please hear that with your spiritual ears ! I loose the spirit of forgiveness over the body. Amen! That memory wont come back and you’ll see exactly who you were mad at and its gonna be a demon. We are not at war with flesh and blood. You will forgive that person , yourself for acting poorly and dont forget to shed that forgiveness to Daddy so that seed of anger against Him id lifted. We get mad at Him and dont even realize it until that seed blooms some when something else happens. We get mad at Him for not doing what we wanted. Forgiveness!

When you truly forgive you’ll know bc demons cant use that against you anymore. And until you mean it say it! Make yourself say out loud I forgive them it sinks in you. The more you say it the more you’ll mean it. Now, it could be a demon bring all this up to test you. Laugh at them. When you have forgiven and they try to bring it back up laugh and then go after them in the courts bc they are trespassing. We haven’t known the rules but we do now.

2. Now that I think about it, before the Shift (9/11/22) I would have angry judgmental conversations as if I was complaining to a loved one I didn’t have the nerve to do in person, or I would use it to work out my feelings on a subject without lashing out at them personally, but I think I’m still speaking curses over myself and them… the power of the tongue.

Sounds like you were in your own version of what I call the stool. You were talking to a loved one- Holy Spirit and He used that to keep you from lashing out. He will start showing you things that people are plotting against you now bc you arent going to take it to them without His prior saying to do so.

The speaking curses – yeah- try to do the stool as internally as you can bc often times we say things out loud and they are idle words or curses. We repent for all of our idle words that we didn’t send out to do good and we thank You and praise You for showing us the power of our tongue. Thank You for teaching us to shut up! Thank You! We retract all idle words and break any word curses we may have put on someone else’s or ourselves in the name of Yeshua and nothing may be born of them again in the spirit or the natural! Thanks Daddy! You’re so good to us! My God, I love you! Thank You for connecting my heart with Yours and teaching me to walk in love. You’re so good to us!

If I didn’t break this down enough or there is still further understanding on this please send me your questions bestillwriter@gmail.com. If you would like to participate in a zoom meditation please shoot me an email so I can get you the link when He gives me a date. He has told me the first mediation would be for healing and removal of stagnant energy which is great! We need this and I am excited to be one of those that gets to work with Him in this fashion. He’s amazing! I love Him and I love y’all!

Addie come to hang out w me this morning. Her, Hailey and Lily. We made pannie cakes and sausage – made my heart happy to cook for them. While I was cooking Addie looks at me as Hailey is walking in the living room and says “Grami, I want to take a shot.” I wanted to jump up and down when my daughter looked at me and I said quickly – communion kid. She’s talking about communion. Hailey said I know momma and laughed at me bc when they don’t feel good I say let’s take a shot and they always feel better. I’m gonna have to be even more careful w my words lol. I told Hailey she needed to tell her church what shots are haha we do shots all the time. We take shots and dance in my kitchen on Saturday night. They are fun.

I walked in my office to get something right before they were leaving and I heard Addie call me about her mommas back. What happened next made me want to cry. She’s my little progeny … Hailey was in the floor and slowly getting up. I walked over and helped her up and put my hand on her back and Addie walked right over next to me and put her hands on her momma. Bible says they will lay hands on the sick and they will recover. She doesn’t have to pray she just needs to touch. They have to know how to do all of this so when she touched her momma she knew she was healed. She will wake that way- she took a shot too. My, my, my I couldn’t be more in love or pleased.

We were listening to a song and I am gonna have to take it out of my playlist bc it says I think I could die, I usually change it to I think I might cry; it’s talking about being happy. Conflicting lyrics but anyway she caught it and said something to me. I told her she was correct and I’ll be removing the song bc we can’t be speaking death. My seeds are blooming! The are blooming so beautifully! ❤️ I also told her how exceptionally proud I am of her- she’s 4.

Then she was telling me she felt like she was being watched outside her house last night so my kid starts singing Micheal Jackson’s “somebody’s watching me” so then Addie starts singing and I’m like you know it’s a demon right and Addie said yeah and I’m like rebuke it and she said no Grami they scare me. I can’t stand this!! No child should have demons taunt them! I told her when she feels like she’s being watched to say out loud you know you gotta go to my Gramis for coming here and tell it to go! Send it right to me baby I got it. Gonna have to go out there in the spirit and check my parameters! That song they sang cracks me up! I know they are safe and I trust Daddy! I told my daughter she needed to cancel the assignment… she’s learning and I’m so proud of her. I hate this stuff happened but I’m glad she’s back and it was nice having them all here this morning for Saturday breakfast.

I’m not the only one that has been high in the spirit today. Hahah Morgan called and was drunk. Nesbitt talked about wisdom, understanding and how He is giving them and that was in the early morning blog post. I’m so happy to hear you 100! Thank You for Your voice being louder than any other that speaks.

I command all scales to be removed now in the name of Yeshua. Thank you angels for touching people and these falling from their eyes. Thank You Daddy for the authority, power and might, wisdom, understanding, knowledge, council, fear of the Lord – thanks for Your spirits and teaching us how to employ heaven to help us bring Your will to earth! Amen we love You.

I wanna kiss your lips so soft you barely feel it But deep enough you taste me for life I wanna hold you so close that I know your every thought As I′m looking deep into your eyes I see you I see you I wanna make love to you all night long Feel your body close to me I wanna wrap myself up in your arms And fall asleep to your heartbeat I see you I see you Well I see you when I open up my eyes Every moment in my life I see you standing right Right there by my side I see you in all I do Everything that we’ve been through You′re my picture-perfect view Ooh when I see you I want to wake up lying next to you forever And end every day loving you Walking through life hand in hand together Doing all the things that lovers do I see you I see you I see you when I open up my eyes Every moment in my life I see you standing right Right there by my side I see you in all I do Everything that we’ve been through You’re my picture-perfect view Ooh when I see you I don′t wanna live without you here with me When I look around you′re all I see I see you when I open up my eyes Every moment in my life I see you standing right Right there by my side See you in all I do Everything that we’ve been through You′re my picture-perfect view Ooh when I see you When I see you When I see you When I see you

He’s clearing blocks to these kingdom marriages with this song today. I feel them leaving me. Strange song choice but ok. I’m so down. I love this song. He used this song when I needed to fall head over heals in love with Holy Spirit. I have been wrapping myself up in Him for almost 4 years. He has been my bed partner by way of a weighted heating blanket sprayed with male cologne, this worked. I even lay my head in His lap when we watch a movie. I usually fall asleep and I am not a good movie partner but He lets me sleep and just soothes everything about me. So IN love! I kiss Him goodnight every night. Haha she’s laughing and crying. She said and He’s gonna marry me off and then chuckled. And she’s sweating lol You’re cleaning energy. Being Our little radio dial .. that’s pretty funny You know .. I have been terrified to let people in on this. My relationship with HIm and i feel like I hold Him back and I am sooo sorry, I dont want to do that and I dont care how crazy or stupid i may look i laugh at that now but was crying it was a serious fear. Thank You for removing that. You had to find it and give it for us to take it. You gotta be proud of that.

I am learning, just like all of you and I reserve the right to be wrong. I have to get this out. I reserve the right to change my mind if necessary, He is still showing me the truth, too. I am coming into 100% alignment just like everyone else and have crazy, crazy assignments. We closed 125 portals in my sleep last night. I also got to walk into a door He opened in the spirit this morning. I also saw a war in my opened eyes. I saw the angels kicking out demons when I was on the phone this morning. I saw it in real time and she felt it break. It was so cool. I knew what to say and when I said it the angels did what they do and they chained the demon and put them in that portal and we slammed it shut with the blood! i see the war when I close my eyes and can see when the demons flea and that they go 7 different ways trying to escape. Our warring angels are ba! But this morning I saw this while my eyes were open and i was looking out my office window. That is so totally cool. I have had a few problems getting to sleep the last few nights. Had a mild headache and last night woke up sweating. Hallelujah! No bruises at all. No scratches at all we are getting good! Yay! I can remember demons dragging me down my hall bc I didnt know my authority, would wake up covered in bruises, and now they are running! Praise the Lord!! This is so exciting and I really dont care whaat anyone thinks. I love them so much I dont care. I do have the fear of being asked something and not having an answer. Do you though? Well, kinda. You are connected to me and you know you are hearing Me correctly. Have I not confirmed Myself enough? Ouch Daddy, I am so sorry. Please forgive me. She’s handed that to Him and got her grace. Fresh wine too she’s drunk lol we love her so much. Thanks for picking us kid. Are you kidding! I cant go 10 minutes without You! Ha! Seriously, and You know it. I am obsessed with you. Possessed with You and couldn’t be happier! Everything is falling apart around me and I dont even care. I mean like volcanos exploding in my living room but i dont even smell like smoke. Thanks for this! Thank You for Your peace bc it is so amazing. So amazing.

Ok that is over, I praise You. I played the song again and that was it. Thanks for clearing all of that.

Holy Spirit used a lot of music to make me feel that love feeling so my body could remember that feeling. Hes so wise! It’s a vibration. We are energy and all those blocks gotta go. So impressive! I felt my vibration being upped right now i am high as a kite lol when I ing a love song I sing it to Ruach. He is my lover. He is the lover of my soul. He is my comforter. He is my teacher. He is my life! He has me i am stuck on you! You couldn’t get rid of me if you tried lol. She meant that. Well, yeah! I break that curse now in the name of Yeshua. Salir! Leave! Now! Any demon trying to operated behind this curse I serve you your eviction notice. Take everything you brought with you, take em all in the order they came, and get out! Now! I reset all DNA back one generation to Yeshau. We’ve been doing this since I woke up lol. I’m not sure who it is but He cleared your blocks and broke some stuff off you this morning. I receive it too but I know it isnt just for me. I break all ungodly soul ties now in the name of Yeshua. I command your body to loose any portions of someone else they may be holding on to. I command all portions of their soul be returned to them covered in the blood. I command all portions of your soul back to you now, covered in the Blood in the name of Yeshua. Washed, cleansed and healed.

Thanks for moving those clouds and letting the sun come through. We need the rest of this mess to melt. Nope, still not a fan. I love You but its not my favorite. Id rather be on the water any day! I could so totally be a beach bum lol maybe not live on it but could definitely hang there daily. We do need that beach house lol. I see it and I am ready for it. She’s laughing thinking it could be many more years before that comes or it could be tomorrow- its the not knowing when for me…lol, seriously and I guess this is why. 11 days, 11 years. 40 days, 40 years, 1 day, 1000 years who knows… it does tickle me but so gives me something to look forward to and fight in the spirit for. It is already mine You’ve shown it to me, I believe You. You’re timeline is not exactly what I would like for it to be, like most of the time, but I trust You. We are next in line for a miracle. It’s gonna take a few..lol! Thank You! I heard Judy Jacobs say most people dont get a miracle bc they dont want the extreme circumstances you have to be in to receive one. Well, I call this a little extreme, I mean it has been much worse and this is really mild or I have just lost the sensitivity to it – my body lost the remembrance, you’ll search for your enemies and find them no more. This has been an enemy and I have to fight against feelings I know I didnt have but she did in the past. Had to remove that. They are blocks. Thank You! everything falling apart to fall into place and taht is how I have to look at all of this. We just searched our heart and we are good. We love You so much! Hallelujah! Thank You Yeshua!

Addie just called me wanting to come see me.. she didnt get to see me on any of the snow days lol. I love them so very much! Thanks for them! You did me a solid! They re all so perfect. Thanks again Daddy!

Your discernment is being lifted again.. ahh, thank You. That comes with more clarity and inner as well as understanding. Thanks! We love you so much! I felt this in my right kidney. It was a different feeling than the pinch I feel when it is a curse and He told me what it was. We carry discernment in our kidneys is a little weird but ok. this felt like a weird sensation moving down my entire kidney. Thanks for doing what You do and for letting me in on it. I love You so much. I am so excited for our next. Thank You!