God is using CV19 as a reset for His people. He says it is time we grow up in Christ. We need to pay attention big time in this season. He has asked me how I am using all the gifts He gave me.. that kinda hurts my feelings so it is time I use them to edify His body. The story of the talents, Matt 25 was a big part of my reading this morning. He put it to me as I have X amount of gifts and I need to be using them all. I will admit I do not know how to use them all, yet. He also let me know that He trusts me which is hard for me to even comprehend on why but He told me not to get in business that is His. I laughed at this and we shared a laugh together. I really am a little hard headed and want the why to everything but we often times do not get that luxury when we want it. He is the teacher of patience for sure.

He made me a teacher of His word and says it is time to get busy. I do enjoy writing with Him and learning from Him. He also has told me it is time to grow up and grow the body- His body. I have not been the best at sharing all He has given me but that will not ever be the case again. I want to please Him more than anything. I have so much love for Him and I thank Him so much for even knowing my name. He has taught me so much and I cannot wait to learn more.. this is a daily thing with Him and why He wants everyone to use this time to reset with Him and to reset our body. We have gotten trapped in religion and He is kinda tired of that. (Eph 4) People think He stopped giving out some of the gifts because of their own wicked thinking and the spirit of religion. God wants us to understand that He did not create religion that man did. He created the law through Moses and did away with it through Himself, Jesus, so we may all know the spirit of adoption into His family.

Everything is spiritual and spirit breeds spirit. We are all a spirit and that is why what we speak are also spirits, and why we are told to pray in the Spirit at all times. I was one of those that did not understand the speaking in a heavenly language (tongues) until I could hear it in my head and wondered what was going on. There was a language in my head that I did not know. Please remember that I was raised baptist but when I grew up I went to a non-denominational church and then a Pentecostal church. It was not because they spoke in tongues but so I could learn. They are a group that believes in the apostolic teaching, and that is not saying they are more right than anyone else because they are not. They are just more in a belief of what God could do but do not mistake my words because some of them are stuck in man-made doctrines that are not in the Bible (religion). That is some of my background so I was not exposed to people slain in the spirit which I love to see and I love experiencing it. I crave more than anything to be in His presence and this is one way I can get their quickly because the Spirit breeds more Spirit while flesh will breed more flesh. I hope this is not confusing and everyone can stay with me. Ok, so, I never believed in tongues until I heard my inner man speaking in my head in a language I did not know. I am a scientist and had to know what was being said so I wrote down some of it and translated it back to English, my language of choice and WOW at my findings. I cannot believe I could speak Arabic and I cannot! I cannot but God that lives in me does. He speaks EVERY language! This is why it is the gift of diverse tongues. I do remember the first time I was sitting in church and one of the women started speaking in tongues and I was like, “Ok, God.. your word says that if someone is on a platform speaking in tongues they have to have an interpretation so the body can be edified.” I wanted my translator lol. And He provided it. I will never forget that day because I was dumbfounded that He even answered my prayer. Now I can interpret because I asked for that gift. I wanted to know everything that was being said as it is coming out of my mouth. There are times that I do not know and I am not really worried about knowing. Just know that this gift is very much alive and thriving. (1Cor 14)

With everything being spiritual we have to really watch what comes out of our mouths. We are speaking spirits into existence and I remember talking about this some yesterday so it must be pretty important because we keep being taken back to it. I did get a shut-up ministry which cracks me up because my children were not even allowed to say this when they lived at home and were growing up. I felt it was rude and we are not to be rude to one another. It amazes me at what God does and He does what He wants to do. He is very much alive! He provides us with a new heart and a new spirit (Eze 36) and that is what He is doing in this season, He is making us anew in Him. We are to come out of our religious stronghold and allow Him to be our anchor. We are to renew our minds (Eph 4) and allow Jesus to come in and take care of this. He had a crown of thorns that punctured His head allowing us instruction of how to renew our minds through Him. He shed His blood for us and there is life in the blood. When someone dies there blood is not flowing any long and it clots because the life left the blood- He is the life. He is life and I thought I was living but I did not know life until my great awakening and He is trying to wake everyone up! He will use the times we are in for His glory, watch Him! Speaking spirits is also why we cannot lie because it gives room for the devil to come into our lives. (Eph 4) liars also do not inherit the Kingdom of the Lord. I will not go to hell for a lie!

Another thing He told me this morning is that the five-fold ministry is very much alive. He took me out from under one pastor and put me under another because the first did not believe that there were still apostles. I cannot learn from someone that does not believe in all of God’s word and is teaching false doctrine. There are so many people that need to retract words spoken and lies told. We need to cancel out things that are idle and any idols still present in our lives. No corrupt words are to escape our mouths that do not glorify Him and we are to forgive like we are forgiven. When we do not forgive we are not forgiven no matter how many times we ask. He does not want His children to have a hard heart. Create in us a pure heart and renew a steadfast spirit. (Psalm 51) pharaoh was hard hearted and oppressed His people and we see that God delivered them and we see how in Exodus. He will deliver us from CV19 and I believe it is about to really happen. I am not sure what He is going to do but I know He is trying to lift up a new breed to lead the body of Christ. He is lifting up that five-fold ministry and telling us to grow up. He is getting all the intercessory prayers off their behinds and waking them up at 3am to pray. Be obedient above all! Not just to be obedient but out of Love for our Lord. He wants us to love Him more than anything and this is a season to trust Him more than we have ever been able to in our lives. Arise! (Isa 60) and shine! I am so excited for God. I am trying to not make these as long because I really want people to read them. I have not gotten anything about “The End” as so many are warning about. They are watchmen and that is their job. They do not want any blood on their hands )Eze 33) and neither do I. People are not going to like all I have to say and that is ok with me, they do not have to. They are not my way back into heaven! I ain’t going back to hell for nobody or nothing, believe that!! It is time to grow up and to grow the Body… are you ready?

Father, thank You for being our Rock, our Provider, our shield, and our First Love. Thank You for loving us and for the blood, Your mercy and Your grace. Lord, help us to spread the good news of the gospel so we can reach the world. Your Word says you will not return until all of the world has heard the gospel. Help us to be Your ambassadors where we can share You with people we know and those we do not. Allow Your Word to spread like a wild fire. Set a new fire in our hearts for you. Let us not ever be jealous of anyone else’s time with You but instead learn to make that time for ourselves. We are home now Lord and we need to use this time as a factory reset in You. Thank You Father for your healing. Thank You for the deliverance. Thank YOu in advance for what You are about to do. We love you and we ask You to wipe out any and all words that are now spirits speaking against us and coming in between us and Your blessings. We commence war on all evil even if we were the ones to speak it. Show us what we need to change and help us work through the difficulties. Bless Your children Lord, let them know they can depend on You because right now there is nowhere else to look. Let them learn to praise You! Father, thank You for the time we have together and for the fellowship we have online at this time in our lives. We praise You for our technology. We ask You to download the technology of heaven into us so we know how to walk worthy of our callings and to use our gifting for You, Your people, and for Your glory. I seal this prayer in the name of Jesus. Amen

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