Hab 2:2

My highest weight, without being pregnant, was 178 pounds. I couldn’t believe it when I got on those scales. I was sick w myself. I had been eating fear! I had been eating my emotions and this was new to me. I have always been on the anorexic side of the weight thing… shocker! Bodies and people change! I’m living proof!

When I started this process w Yahweh I was at 178 and still gorgeous but my body, in all the brokenness it experience in the wreck couldn’t carry the weight, I hurt! It had to come off. I had to make some changes.

The first thing I did was tell God- ok! I moved and started living right bc I was living in sin, again! At one time I wanted to marry the guy I was living with but God said no, absolutely not. I froze in my tracks… what was I missing? Instructions bc I was messing up again!! It’s so easy to turn back to old habits. I praise Yeshua that He helped me break those! We are creatures of habit.

This is how it all started. I’ve never come out about this! There are so many things I didn’t want to be transparent about but He picks. What I went through wasn’t just for me.

Trust me when I tell you that if you’re living with a man you’re not married to it’s wrong! You need to get married or move. It’s really that simple.

Ok, so back to the weight thing. I know most women won’t tell you what they weigh but I don’t care. I’m at 139 right now and I’m gonna tell you what I did.

I chose Jesus. I know right, simple huh? Got snatched by the Holy Spirit 😂 I followed His direction and He taught me about my body and my authority.

Did you know you can set a goal and accomplish it with your mind? I told myself that my metabolism reset itself to former youth, 16 to be exact, and I told myself that I weighed 136 pounds. I’m 3 pounds away!!