Journaling, revelations of the heart

You ever seen something on Facebook and want to hit the laugh button! Instead you choose to be kind and like it, that way everyone knows you saw. 🤣 yes! I did this!
I tell ya I’m still in here! I planned on posting this right here, but nooooo … Lmbo

She is in here but she is not in control but I will let her write this and get it out. She’s really laughing at it but wants to fly off and speak the whole truth. She is doing so well, We are pleased! She’s rock solid! Untouchable!
Me- And boy has the enemy tried! And the tests…. Jesus be sneaky! People don’t talk about this … He will give you the end and say ”you want this?” And you’re like well duh but He don’t tell you what it costs. He doesn’t mention the long suffering. He doesn’t mention the wait or the hardships. But bc we know the end we say yes, we agree not knowing there is a whole long process of tests and trails… there is suffering in knowing things. Be careful what you ask. I wish I didn’t know anything about some of this stuff.
Him- you know why I told you.
Me- yes, sir, I do but … well, we are way past that another round of confirmation- fresh- would be nice. A fresh Word w confirmation. And it’ll need to match word phrases of some sort.
Him- Melissa, how much more do you need?
Heart- well, honestly idk anymore. I’m so sure of it bc You said it! I’m sorry. Forgive me. Thank You.
If you only had the original word, like Noah when he had to build. All He had was one word and one task … do you trust Him? If there was only the original word and that’s all you had, do you trust Him? It’s a big trust test. You’re gonna have to trust Him if you want Him to trust you. It’s a relationship.

Yeshua you’ve done a number on this heart. A number! She trusts You w her whole heart. She loves You with all of it too. She shines when she thinks of You. She is fully possessed and fully persuaded!
Heart- ha that’s so funny. I remember in 2021 when Jenny was here Holy Spirit told me we were going to do some crazy stuff and I was like how do I explain that and He said tell them you are fully possessed, possessed by Me. They will understand that! They understand possession. They understand the term and You, you are Mine! They will question by Who and that is ok. I will prove Myself. I love that. I love being Yours! Love that!
She’s so grateful to be chosen.
I am so grateful! I owe You everything! YOU ARE ALL I GOT! I don’t have a plan b you own me.
I guess this is my breakthrough to full possession. 😁 That’s so cool! I didn’t know this was even possible! Yeshua was fully possessed! 🙌🙌🙌 I’m so excited to watch Him work! This is gonna be so much fun! Have Your way! She’s laughing and says she ain’t got anything to lose.

Flock it, let’s do this! Let’s burn it all down! I have not one thing lose-able😜 still in here. I’m so excited to watch! You thrill me! There ain’t nothing like You! Nothing compares!

I had to detach and love like Him to get here. Sitting w Judas, feeding Judas, loving Judas unconditional, forgiving Judas … passed this w flying colors 🙌 to do this I looked at every situation with the Judas spirit I was in as a test and treated that person like I would anyone else and fought against the Judas spirit in the spirit w prayer- His Word. I stuck their name in verses that applied.
I had to learn to love all His children the same. I had to learn to love all His children like I love my children, all of them and this was not easy either bc, well, let’s be honest… Some people are stupid. Stupid is hard for me and it’s a spirit and I’ll call it out now, how I got through this – I’m not at war w flesh and blood. There is a demon behind it all and it’s seeds. I find that and uproot everything it did.

We’re elevating!!
Tests of faith – 🙄🤣 my my my have we been put through the ringer on this!! Since September. I’m to the point of You said it it is so, It’s been fun tho! It’s been enlightening and entertaining in many ways. I’ve learned a lot and learned I choose me but first I choose Him. You’re gonna have to do the same. This was a long process, it’s taken a year and a half since He told me that about possession and for Him to bring it back up. Fully submitted and ego has done its work. That’s so encouraging! I’ve learned so much! Be patient, wait on the Lord and He will not let you down! He is good to His Word and there is a faith that has faith that becomes a knowing. There is no wall of doubt. If He said it it’s truth. That wall fell w blasts of the shofar and lots of praise and some fasting. It was a lot of fasting 🤣 Big difference in wanting to walk on water to desiring to walk on water to walking on water bc I know I can. I know I can bc He says I can, and nobody told me I couldn’t. The brainwashing/heart washing of the world on what He says is being removed and rewritten! Amen! Praise Yah! I love You so much! Thank You!

Its His way or no way! He says we are striking the ground tomorrow night. I know how and I know what it does but I don’t know how to conversate this yet, in fact I had a hard swallow – there is some fear about this. Well, I am scared. I’m scared for the people that have refused and them being zapped. I’ve been begging people to get right with You, Yeshua. It scares me for them bc I know, I been there ya know, you remember?! I remember! I don’t want anyone sentenced to that. You’re so wonderful. If they only knew You. yes, sir, I’m sorry – thy will be done! Thy will be done. Thy will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Thy will. Thy will. Thy will. Thanks! I felt that. He tweaked my heart and recentered it to fit His agenda on this. It’s actually pretty cool. I wish Paul had written about what He felt bc I believe he had to be fully possessed bc of the beatings he took. I do wish that bc I’d have a little backup. No, I dont care how crazy I sound I laugh at the mere though of that being questioned. Gotta ask to know. You’re right, I dont care. Not one bit. That was truth. He did that one quick! thank You!

Been watching Alice in Wonderland. I highly recommend you watching this with Holy Spirit and view it with your spiritual eyes and ears. It’s full of tiny bits of – ohhh ahhh revelations and some wisdom.
When you step out to do this you will step out alone.