I’m gonna warm you. I got deliverance trying to tell a story and this goes all over the place. I’ll tell the real story tomorrow but here was my deliverance tonight.
I feel like a new woman. We drove straight through except I had a 3 hour nap at a truck stop. When I say Holy Spirit is why I’m still standing I’m not kidding. 30 hours in the car and I was with Him the whole time. My hair has changed colors again and I have a cool glow. My video almost looked like I had a filter and I didn’t. It was just me. I got a fb comment that someone else saw it too and that’s cool. I was high as a kite! He swept over me and I coulda laid down. We are practicing. He will make you fall down … it’s a His presence and I have to be able to walk next to Him so falling. It takes me a day or two to process all the new energy and not feel like I’m on crack and need to run. 50 miles. It’s a lot of energy! A lot! I love Him soo much! I am loving this trip and I’m in my own Hallmark movie. I get to be the star. Hahah speaking of being a star aka famous I had someone say I was doing this for fame bwahahah that is hilarious! The only approval I desire is His. The only place I care about being famous is in heaven and I’m already well known up there. Famous! All of heaven is backing me and cheering me on. They are putting people in my path that I need right when I need them. My Yah I love You so much! I prayed over that person and told them get ready bc He’s about to shake your whole life up! That wasn’t the only problem this person had w me but I had to stop him and tell him if he wanted to talk to me he had to do it tomorrow bc I won’t entertain drunkness. That was Holy Spirit bc this person had already mocked me and I went straight for the demon. He’s so funny! He knew I would. Daddy knew! He made me laugh the other day when He said, “You’re different.” I said, “whatcha mean?” “You’re always ready”
Me – for? 🤷‍♀️
Daddy- either a brawl or a ball. 🤣😂Deborah and Esther did good with your preparation phase. You’re ready to be presented.” Oh my He just finished giving me this. My heart just kinda skipped a beat. I didn’t ask for none of this! Know that before it happens. This is ALL Him and I am getting to have so much fun! He is still delivering me from the fear of being in public a lot. I haven’t ever been one like that. I didn’t know anyone’s junk and nobody knew mine. People know what I tell them and it ain’t much lol, even less now 🤣 the brawl or ball past made me giggle with Him. I don’t even know what all He has planned. I just know a promise He made me and He said I was ready for that too, many are gonna hit all at once. They already are. I sent from telling a story to being delivered hahah and this means I’ve been working with them. I must be working with them when He has me study what they did. I want what they had so I have to be seeing what they did. It’s the inner nerd and I love that about myself. We will dig until we know. I will get right back in the scriptures in the morning for further instructions. I like the surprises. I love His favor! I’m so in live with them … nothing is enough. The more I get the more I want. Im in love. Truly obsessed. I’ve laid my life down and left everything to follow Him and I’ve told that story every place we’ve stopped. You know what the Bible says about doing this? 100 fold return. Matthew 19:29. I left everything for Him. I gave everything back to Him so He would make sure they are always taken care of. This is legacy we are building but this was not easy and if my babies are reading- Please know I did this for you! You made me want to be the best me I could be. The best me I could ever be is to mirror Yeshua and let Him live through me. Being your mom and Grami to those babies has been the best reward I could ever receive, and I praise Him for being the redeemer of time. I’ve never truly told why I came back. I came back for the both of you and your babies. The family we were born into has been cursed for generations. Those stopped here!! They stopped w me! And by me choosing to come back it was the ultimate display of love bc after being there you’re the only reason I had to come back here. And, I knew when I came back this day would come. I knew I would get my marching orders. I still don’t know what they are but He is feeding them to me. He did tell us. He has kept us all updated as we were needing to know. He prepared us, I’m so proud to be your mom and I love y’all!

This story is all jacked up now but I understand and if I do that means I’ll remember what happened. These have kinda like my nursing notes hahah the narrative tho seriously and she’s redundant just like all that paperwork. If it wasn’t written it didn’t happen. Oh my goodness. Oh my goodness what a revelation! Thank You! Even deeper why we should put our name in scripture. When I was a nurse we had to document everything down to giving a patient a cup of ice. Everything was charted at the bedside and in detail bc if you ever get sued you better know you are not the why bc you did your job. Being a nurse was stressful. Driving is stressful and not my favorite and I’m not complaining at all merely asking for a driver. I’m so grateful for my car. I could be walking so I’m totally thankful. I feel like I’m living in the OT in NT times. I see the Bible coming to life and it’s so cool.

I will not entertain a demon. When a person is drunk they lower their vibration, give a demon a legal right to attack, and opens themselves up to full possession! If you’re blacking out when you’re drinking you have a demon that needs to be cast out. Each time you pick up that bottle you give it permission. Demons are legalist and are trying to eat everyone’s lunch! I need y’all to hear me! It’s ALLL VERY REAL! Chances are there is a demon standing next to you right now monitoring your every move. They also report to higher up on the demon food chain and they go up to the principalities and our warfare is not carnal. It’s time to stop drinking if you truly want change. If you need help get it!!

I praise Him for my car. Do you know what tracking through the wilderness must have been like on foot?! wooo! Thank you for my ride. Here are the states my foot has stepped and has become mine on this trip.
Arkansas
Tennessee
Kentucky
Illinois
Iowa
Missouri
Nebraska
Kansas
Wyoming
Utah
In 8 days!

My body feels like it’s still moving hahah I’m ready for sleep. I’ll come back tomorrow and tell that story where it makes sense I needed to get over this and get that deliverance. It’s really a funny story. I did tell a quick version on the prayer video this morning. I’m so excited!! I’m at my besties and we are going to the natural hot springs tomorrow after we get my bag bc I can’t today. I love He sent me here! She is such a good person. I love her ! He knew I would. He put us together. She has a beautiful heart, so loving and empathetic. Anything else I need to remember to write about? The drive. Oh yes. I would love to. It was lovely.