Be Still & Shut up

I have so incredibly much to brag on Jesus about. It’s getting where I could write a book of testimonies and that would prolly be easier to write than my book book, just being honest. We gotta seriously rewrite this in my heart. I’m tired of sitting on this story. It’s time to get it out. Heart, you’re gonna have to help us out. We need you. I need you on board chick. Your drive is in there and we need it turned on. Brain cells for my drive, my ambition, etc and brain cells in my heart activate merge thinking. Head is right, heart come on aboard and hang out w us up here. Transfer the data. Thank you. Thank You!

This weekend was amazing and I can’t wait to share. My girls had their first softball games tonight. I love watching them play and they are getting old enough to know the game which makes it so much funner!

God saved some lives this weekend, in more ways than one, some literally from death. Some weird stuff happened. Not bad weird but new. It’s exiting! SO exciting! I learned exactly how people know what is being healed, sometimes. When they say “a right hip is being healed right now” it’s because Holy Spirit let’s them feel it. Someone really does have some right hip pain that reads these and He is healing you. Lift your hands and say “I receive my healing, thank You Jesus!”

I smelled the spirit of death Friday and warred. Saturday I felt what he was trying to do and I could pray against it. I felt that spirit wrap around my chest trying to take my breath. I don’t have any issues with my lungs but someone did. I had to gasp to catch any air, it happened quick. I started to cough and then zap … no air for a sec I had to use what I had to speak. When I spoke (I had to war breaking things in the spirit) and told it to bow and go. As soon as I did I could breathe again. I have a witness to this occurrence. I had company when this happened. I was like stuff like this has been going on all weekend and I don’t know who it is. I was in a room FULL of people. Daddy, I’d like to know exactly who I’m praying for, if I know them ya know and if I’m in the room w them You show me Holy Spirit, so I can tell them, “Hey Daddy healed you and I know He did bc I felt it!”

A trigeminal nerve, I felt it on someone else, was also healed- that happened today! Oh my Jesus I am so moved by You and Your love! Your heart amazes me and is so impressive. I want mine like Yours, bend me, break me, mend me, mold me, make me. Make me just like You! Thank You!

Hahaha, I can’t help but laugh. Soon as I finish one process I find myself praying to start another. I can’t help it. I want more!! Love and the gift of love heals. I want my shadow to heal bc it hit a whole lot of folks at the ballpark tonight! Thank You!

I’d also like… well, you know! Thank You! Under an open heaven. Pray BIG! You can’t outthink God, He created this place. Maybe for His amusement 🤷‍♀️🤣

Tonight we had Passover in the dark at church. It was great!! The lights blew! The glory was so thick! He is sooo much power! I saw so many healed and delivered tonight! I am being fully delivered. Passover!! Thank You Jesus for being my Passover lamb. Thank You! When I say He is still delivering me I’m not kidding. I am free! I am free! I free! Fear has been trying to kick my ass for 10 years! Oh how I praise You! (We are over comers) TBI was super tough and I got so afraid that I would not leave my house. I was terrified and would have a panic attack having to sit behind the wheel. I had to learn to drive again, I was single. I had to learn to rewrite myself. I had to turn back to Jesus. I died and went to hell and still had to go back to 100% obedience and kick all the rebellion towards Him out! I will not fit the norm or societies bill, that makes me laugh. I can barely get used to what He does every day. This is why I had such a hard time with brain injury. I didn’t know who I was. I had no previous memories to see who I was but let me tell ya, people are quick to remind you of everything you ever did! And I couldn’t remember what they did so I just took it. Not anymore! It may have happened but I am a new creation in Christ and I have wronged no man! I will not ever again be made to feel less than because I can’t remember yesterday! I praise Him for that! It is one of my best assets! I keep what I want and discard the rest. The brain is a muscle and thinking is a verb. Hearing and tolerating demons is not thinking but will make you think yourself right into oblivion. When you wake up cancel the assignments for the day. Before your feet hit the ground! And thank Jesus for 5 things. It can be anything but truly feel the gratitude. You can build from here because once you get started you’ll get to million in a few minutes, this needs to become habit for your vibration.

We are so spoiled! This is the year we will need a garden. Idk what is going on in the natural. I have not been allowed to watch the news. I feel like the other world part right here bc I have no idea what is going on outside of my territory. However, in the spirit I am extremely hyper aware and hypersensitive. We prayed for this. Make us stealthy so we know the plots of the enemy before they even attempt to hit our territory enabling us to cancel them. Yay!! This is so good! Hallelujah!!!

Everyone gets a reset! I don’t want the past. Every day is our very merry un-birthday! I command all neural pathways that are connected to the past to seal that door and shut it up. I cover it in the blood and thank You for healing. It’s a fresh start! Thank You Jesus for Your finished works. Oh how I praise You my savior, my King! You own my heart! I mean all of it is yours. She got off her throne a few months ago and gave it to Jesus. We often times sit amd think we have control, this makes me laugh now. He can and does take over, and can do it to anyone! He will use a nonbeliever if we aren’t obedient. Obedience is better than any sacrifice. (1 Sam 15:22-23) step down from the throne in your heart and stop trying to control things.

I had to record this before sleep so I don’t forget and I thought I’d share. This is how I’ve changed my brain. Healed it and created new neural pathways that are His will. Spiritual amnesia or shut the door and seal it in the blood.

I had Paisley today and we had a blast. I got to see so much of her little personality just shine. We danced, played pretend stuff she comes up with (great imagination), went to village creek and walked a few trails. I’m so glad she knows how to potty outside (this was so cute… she made me hide her in bushes and hold her, she’s such a girly girl haha I love it!) we blew bubbles and colored too. It has been a busy day.

This evening before Passover Svs I did the girls hair for their father daughter dance. They looked beautiful in their dresses and their hair was super cute too. I’m so glad they had fun!

Fabulous day! How could it be better?! And the birds were singing to me when I woke up at 4 yesterday. Me still going is all You Holy Spirit. Thank You!

It’s easy casting a demon out and away but undoing all its damage has taken time. Uprooting, planting, weeding … such a cute farmer 😜😘

I gotta go to sleep lol. Impartation in the morning. This whole weekend has been planned for months. I love being close to who He sent me to learn under. Tonight, I knew what she was going to say during her teaching before she said it. He like fed it to me but I also know now for myself what His Word says! Love this! Love love love working with You! Not just for Him anymore but with Him … goodnight. I love you! Working with Him is from my heart and she’s not just doing it out of obedience. So proud of her bc she would have done it but not been in it, she’s all it and I’m so proud of her!

Yes, yes, yes I am crazy! I have the mind of Christ. 2 Cor 5:13

Smelling smoke?
Smelling stinky feet?
Pee?
Decomposition?
Mildew?
Rotten fish?

These are demonic scents and indicate you have a demon around you. Please know you have all the authority you need to make it go but you gotta want it to leave!

Last night after our live I walked into the living room to get something and I smelled funk- it was like stinky feet. I was told this is the spirit of rejection, this one was new. Haha! Nice try! After I smelled it I told it to leave but it didn’t want to listen. I was pissed! Ain’t no demon staying in my house! Haha jokes on you! I told it ok, follow me and you know you can’t stay. I know it did bc I smelled it. I opened my door and told it to leave, it did. My house went back to smelling like the imaginary man that lives in the polo bottle 😜 (some will get this) I have smelled this before but didn’t know what it was. Thank You Holy Spirit for being my teacher.

Stinky fish- witchcraft
Mildew- infirmity
Decomposition- death
Stinky feet- rejection
Pee- fear
Cigarettes- familiar spirit, monitoring spirit

Call them by name and make them bow and go! Use all your senses, not just your nose. How does this make you feel? When I have not got a name I can feel their assignment enabling me to cancel it.

Holy Spirit is the best teacher. Guess what I did this morning? 😁 all smiles around here!
I hooked my washer and dryer up *by myself and then Holy Spirit jumped in to help me. He even gave me a vision that my hoses weren’t tight enough by showing me water all in my floor… can’t have that. Rechecked myself and sure enough they leaked and had to be tightened. Look! We did this! You can completely trust Him w everything, the most complicated task to the simplest- He is always there.

I pray nobody ever gets tired of hearing what You’ve done!

Let me brag on my Jesus. He is giving me a gift I didn’t expect today! So amazing and I’m so in love!

If you’re new here let me give you a little history and at the same time refresh all of our memories of how good God is.
Three years ago Holy Spirit told me I needed to move so He could train me. I obeyed and did so so quickly that I moved here with nothing but an air mattress.
After a few months of living here with an air mattress and a table, bc I bought one from a flea market type store across the street, I started praying for furniture. I was able to get some air furniture, like in the old Barbie houses, that my grands just loved. The little couch folded out into a bed and we would lay on it together, eat popcorn and m&m’s, and watch a movie. We made forts and had fun! Then, I got a text about some real furniture- umm yes please! Praise Jesus!! Then I was able to get a real bed, frame and all! Thank You Jesus! Earlier this year I got another text about a living room suit, an upgrade (still had tags) – yes, please! Today He did it again, I got a phone call about a washer and dryer! Praise Jesus! I don’t have to leave my house to do a load of laundry anymore! No more laundry mat or bumming my friends laundry room for the day! My God, Thank You!