Be Still & Shut up

I had to run to town last night and kept seeing flashes of one of the highways around here in my mind. (64) I asked Holy Spirit if I was supposed to go that way. He said yes, so, I just drive and then He flashes another road and I say ok, I got ya but I’m not sure I remember how to get there and He said, “I’ll show you.” Ok, I can follow directions and off we go. He does have to show me where the cut off is so I didn’t miss it. (Summer sweet) We went through this entire area on backroads out by the park (Village Creek) and then He brought me back home. I was expecting a few deer to run out in front of me but it didn’t happen and I praise Him for that. For the past 3 weeks when I leave Tanner’s deer have run right out in front of me. This forced me to get the brake job my trucks been needing and I’m such a happy woman to have new brakes. It is the little things that are actually so huge! Don’t forget that. One rose says the same as a dozen unless you’re with a narcissist. The sweetest thing ever is for my baby girls to pick me a flower. It is their heart to give me something they think is beautiful bc of their love for me. I’m so grateful they took their precious time to pick it for me. They could have been doing something else, like playing, but instead they were thinking of me. Flowers – Whether it is 1 or 100!

I had to ask what all of this was for. He was testing my vision and how quickly He submits those pictures inside me to how fast I respond. I am so proud to say I Knew! I knew what He was doing and I knew what to do. I didn’t want to drive to town at 1030 last night but I did and I’m so glad bc this was a test for me! I’m so proud of myself for just going and not asking a million questions or complaining. For submitting my will for His at all times. For passing! Celebrate your victories bc chances are you’re the only one that knows about them. It takes mere seconds to high-five yourself!

About the high-five 🤚
Our brains are hard-wired for celebration mode. This is a representation of winning. You’re winning whether you think so or not! Put your brain on happy mode on purpose!! Soo simple! First thing in the morning is best right after your affirmations! It’ll change your whole life!

If God has you in a prophetic love story, kingdom arranged marriage and has told you who your spouse is this is for you. Take this back to Holy Spirit and pray it through bc I only know in part and prophesy in part. I still do not like putting out these messages bc I never know who they are for but what I do know is I grab many of them for myself and I’m receiving this one!

Kingdom marriages are being released. Please take this back to Jesus and ask Him if this is your season for marriage. Many of you – this is your season. The Father says, “it is my great pleasure to send him back to you.” (Phil 2:28 TPT) accept him as you would me, with open arms. (Philemon 1:17,18 NKJV) there has been a separation but no more (Song of Solomon 4:8,9 MSG) he is coming back to you. The Lord told me they are very apologetic for how they treated you (like they had been treated and they can’t stand it but did it) and are eager to contact you but are trying to find the right words. They some how got this crazy notion you didn’t want them. The enemy has been planting them crazy seeds and we uproot them now! We stand in the gap for these marriages and demand the enemy shut up, bow and go! Now!, in the name of Jesus. We uproot all lies of the enemy in the name of Jesus. We cover ourselves in the blood and thank You for the rewriting. We pray for strength, courage and bravery, Daddy, and ask You to replenish and restore all of us. This is a bit tiring. Thank You!

don’t be scared. If I am for you who could ever be against you. Don’t you know how loved and wanted you are? I’ve designed this person specially for you and molded them to love you the way I love you. There is only acceptance and you’ll feel no more rejection. I’ve got you! I’ve told them so much about you and they know you more than you think and love you unconditionally, unconditionally! That is like I love you! I release you for marriage.

Marriage, not dating folks! Marriage. These are going to be quick – like you wake up single and go to bed married quick- a suddenly haha 😊 y’all are gonna be fine! Dance and celebrate bc you’re getting married!

I can’t help but laugh w Him. He says: and I heard this three times
He’s coming
He’s coming
He’s coming

Take this back to the Lord!!

Loving yourself holds way more power than we have been aware of. Trust me! Start loving the person you see in the mirror, everything – inside and out! Do not look in the mirror to criticize yourself! STOP THAT! You are the spirit of God with a soul living in a body! You love yourself and make yourself a priority – self care is sooo important- it’ll change everything about your life! All the confidence, love, courage, and power you’ll ever need is inside you.
We been ignorant yall. Holy Spirit brings everything back to our remembrance! Remembering who we are – He tore down the veil.

It’s like God decided one day “Hey my three part self, let’s create us a family.” Jesus knew He would have to die. Holy Spirit went into action. Creation… and then they ate the apple which was the only rule! They broke the only rule! Rule-breakers from the jump. He knew they were gonna eat. It’s like we are His science fair project with Himself. Haha He’s a trip. He blew His spirit into each and every person you’ll ever look at. Everyone needs Jesus. Jesus is the only way!

Everyone comes from heaven and everyone is supposed to go back there. You’re bebop-ping through your life there and He calls you over and God like said, “hey you wanna go to earth w me and have a flesh experience? Wanna go and be best friends with me? You will be born for such a time as this. (remember we are energy and have to have this body to be seen and to operate in this realm (that’s cool right!, I think so) (and, this is why a demon wants in. Rules to this planet! Get a demon speaking in gods vessel … oh my Jesus at that damage bc of Your Kingdom principles.

so, you’re like absolutely Daddy I for sure want to go to earth. Then, He lays out the exercise. What you’re going to go through, the rules, things that are gonna happen and that you will survive. He also shows us the reward for staying the course … He shows us everything and then we agree or not. He then tells us about the veil of amnesia, forgetfulness of who we are over Him but when we love Jesus and get baptized in Holy Spirit that veil is lifted and we are. My Father and I are one but my father is greater than I.

Give yourself unconditional love! You don’t need anyone’s approval to love yourself. Stop rejecting yourself! Give yourself compassion!

🤚 high five! Celebrate yourself!!

What a day and it’s not even 5 o’clock yet. I’m sitting in my recliner, still in my pjs and I’m not getting out of them, crying and talking to Jesus. My Jesus what a day! This brought up so much, so much pain that still resided in me (in my heart) that I had buried, didn’t even know was still there. I buried pain, hurt, rejection, and fear. We uproot every seed that pain, hurt, fear, and rejection left behind in the name of Jesus. We command it shrivel up and die never to rise again! Bow and go! Thank You Holy Spirit for hitting us with Your fire to burn all the residue out of us! Thank You!

I’m sound asleep but hear a knock on the door. I think maybe I’m dreaming or Holy Spirit needs to tell me something so I get up. I’m like I hear you Jesus, I’m up. (He wakes me all the time so this is not unusual) I use the potty and then hear bangs on the back door. I’m really wondering what is up now! That bang is real! I really thought it was my wake up call this morning. It’s 0430 and someone is really banging on my door. I remained calm, it didn’t shake me, a year ago that may not have been how it would have went down. I ask Holy Spirit “do I need to get a gun and then go to the door or do I just go?” He said you’re fine, you’re fine, go to the door. I’ve learned when He says something once to pay attention but when He says it twice it’s extra important.

I go to the door and open the blinds to see a kind, warm faced young man that carried some terrible news. He knows trauma too but calls it a job. A county deputy at my door this early is never good, never! He’s just standing there in the rain, and says my name, he was sent, and I come to find out later he was. I motioned for him to come in and said “get in here out of the rain” I learned I have a whole new trust level w Daddy. I knew that this guy had bad news but I also, at the same time, knew that my kids were fine. Holy Spirit had me at complete peace. Everything in me screamed peace. A phone number I have was needed and a call was placed. I couldn’t do it, I tried, I had to hand the phone back to the deputy. My heart is so grieved, so heavy and so sad. How do you tell someone their fiancé passed in the middle of the night? I still don’t know. I don’t know what he said or how long it took or where I was when he was on the phone. I handed the phone over and wasn’t present in the present for a moment. I was there but not there, trauma! Trauma does this to the brain. I had to work to not throw up.

I’ve praised Jesus all day bc I’m a firm believer in praise and He has held me up! It’s spring break and I have the girls and didn’t crack. We played and had fun. I did cry a few times. Lily and Addie had never seen me cry, Lily said; “Grami, you cry? You’re crying, Grami” and she hugged me. The sweetest hug, nose nuzzled in my neck and all, sweetest hug! We held this embrace for quite sometime. We prolly both needed that hug more than we knew. Then, I kinda chuckled and said, “well actually I cry a lot. Addie chimes in looking at me so sweet and lovingly, “just not in front of us, huh, Grami?” So wise! Yes, I cry a lot but not in front of them, guess I need to allow them to see my emotions and how I get through them (it’s all Jesus)so they will know when in a crisis who has their back.

I find it easy to praise Him today. A few years back this was my biggest fear, my only fear, and today but it wasn’t my child. I pray, cry and grieve with the parents, fiancé, and children. Oh my Jesus be all their strength and guide their steps. Hold them tight and embrace them with all Your love.

Jesus! This should have freaked me right out! I trusted. I learned even more about the me You created today. Thank You. I absolutely hate this happened, so young, so young! Thank You for letting me know them while they were here, such a beautiful person. Thanks for all the peace and for bringing back mine and her Jesus conversations! Thanks for letting me know without a shadow of a doubt she is with You! Thank You for sooo much more! I love You so much!

This hurt! This healed! Without this I’m not sure if any of this would have surfaced. I would have preferred it stay dormant to be honest. It has tried to come up but the circumstances haven’t been this much like my former days. I forget the former things and press on with You! I trust You Jesus! I trust You!

Weeping may endure for the night but joy comes in the morning. I think I’m gonna have a beer and dance w Jesus. Oh Daddy, pour Your peace upon her family and friends.

March 18, 2022 Full moon
New forms of safety – comfortable w being uncomfortable. Different level of safety. Deepen your faith. Being guided and you can trust that. You can trust Him! All the security and guidance is inside of you. Marvel at Him and how He is leading you.
Removing stale energy, cleaning, purging the old in you (deep purge of stuff that will never rise again) and your house. Simplicity! You can see what to go all in with and what not to enabling you to enjoy life and play. Clear out the old and make room for the new. Behold, I make all things new.
Life purpose, new instructions, let it play out and stay w your assignment. Energy pushing out the old and helping us to walk in our fullness of who He has called us to be.
Deeper in the heart. Seeing people for who they are and loving them where they are. Heart open for love. Let all walls down even tho there is a risk but open your heart. Feeling! Belief! Being vulnerable w yourself and others. All resistance gone!

Thank You for transitional grace and for purging us of all things not serving us and You. Thank You for lifting us the highest energy available to us and expanding us and increasing our capacity. Teach us to flow. Thank You for leading our every step. Amen

Be with yourself. Be good to you. Allow yourself to feel what you feel. Work through those feelings. Heal you!!