Be Still & Shut up

Yesterday I was told, “you saw too much!” I said, “I sure did!! When I died I saw it all!” The enemy is really mad that I made it out of this, but he can straight piss off bc I know who I am – now! I will expose all his crap lies!

There have been many that don’t believe me and many more that will come that don’t. I can’t make people believe. All I can do is tell what I saw, what I experienced. Idk if this call was placed on me after this happened or if I was born into it. I know I was born a prophet and have always had the gift but didn’t know what it was or how to use it. Chances are you’ve always known you were different and didn’t really fit in. The black sheep … me too! You know what God showed me the other day? Let me show you…

Therefore I’ll reward him extravagantly—
the best of everything, the highest honors—
Because he looked death in the face and didn’t flinch,
because he embraced the company of the lowest.
He took on his own shoulders the sin of the many,
he took up the cause of all the black sheep. Isaiah 53:12 MSG

How beautiful is that!!

You know that verse where Paul says “whether in body or out I do not know, was swept up to the third heaven?” (2 Cor 12:3) I get that verse bc 9 years ago it happened to me. I know it wasn’t in body tho bc my body was in a coma. I get how a person wouldn’t be able to tell and if I didn’t know where my flesh was I wouldn’t know either. You know in the matrix where Neo asks why he looks like he did while in the matrix and Morpheus says it’s the mind projecting your image. I get this too bc I looked the same to myself but different. Idk any other way to explain it. If you haven’t seen the matrix I encourage you to watch it. It taught me a lot about being truly born again and believing in who we were destined to be. You are the one!

People don’t have to believe me they will see the power of God working through me and know I’m telling the truth. John 10:38

Demons will manifest in your presence! Don’t pray w your eyes closed you need to be watchful and ready! Don’t be scared tho bc that authority is yours! You’re prepared for this. Don’t forget about binding.

I encountered a witchcraft spirit yesterday and I think this is bc of a family curse that was broken when I felt it. I laughed! I giggled and was like thank you for showing yourself. Finally to the root! Umm, goodbye and don’t come back. You can’t retaliate or cause any recourse in the mighty name of Jesus and it lifted. I don’t get angry or loud. I don’t have to. I know they can hear me and I know they have to obey! I will not entertain a demon, or a curse or a lie! Destroying the works of the enemy is my job! I gladly accept this position… look at this world. I can’t make a difference but God with fill control of a body can!!

I didn’t choose this, it chose me! I was called to this. This is who I’ve always been but if anyone fought Him it was me. I ran. I was like Jonah. I will not ever run again!

My love for Jesus is why! That is why I do this bc this is not anything I would have picked. Of all the things to be in this world an apostle wasn’t one I had on my list- I’m learning this one. Being a prophet wasn’t anything I would ever do. Some of these things coming that I know about is so cool but at the same time there is the responsibility of letting others know bc God doesn’t tell us things like that to keep to ourselves. There are some warnings and some preparation words coming. Things are exposed to me by Holy Spirit and it’s just not something I would have done. I didn’t love people enough to listen to their problems. I got some of them myself. Now, everyone has a beautiful story of how they’ve overcome! He has overcome the world and so will you bc He lives in you. Pushing Jesus wasn’t on my to-do list either. He has made it all I want to do! I’m a pusher- aka an evangelist. Teaching is my jam bc I want everyone to understand and learn so they can apply it. Preaching well, let’s just say this was not ever on my list of people I wanted to be. God has really had to convince me of all of this. That I was worthy to walk w Him. Love covers a multitude of sins. Jesus operated in every area of the five-fold ministry and I believe we can too. He will train you! He will prepare you for your destiny. These are all the reasons I have been in self doubt mode. I’m coming out of that! Today!! Now faith!

It has taken a whole lot of isolation breaking through all of this. I have been isolated and alone for 2 years. He slowly added people back into my life and I’m happier than I’ve ever been w myself.

I feel like I have been fighting in a reckoning … facing myself and all that is or was in me from the past. I faced all fears and doing this Facebook stuff was one of them. Idk why and idk when that hit me. I’ve never cared what others thought. Never! But when it comes it hits hard! I’m telling y’all the enemy tried to shut this down w all he has. Death, brain injury, disease, heartbreak, curses, lies, loss, jail… jail! He threw everything he has at me but then there was JESUS!! Take a look at what you’ve overcome already… don’t stay there and don’t turn back but reflect on it. Look what He has pulled us through! I have so many testimonies of what He has done in, for and to me. Some of my own story is so unbelievably crazy that if it hadn’t of happened to me I wouldn’t believe some of it. I believe that’s why it happened bc we don’t believe Him! You go after Him and you will see Him in your life. He will bring it all back to your remembrance- ALL!

His love isn’t based on what you do or don’t do. It isn’t superficial but it is unconditional! This is a deep love. This is a love that overcomes the tests of times. It is a love that endures. It is a love that withstands every storm. It is a love that never fails! All the love you’ll ever need is on the inside of you! And His grace is given in the measures it is needed! How many rotten things have you done in your life? Grace is enough to give Him praise for!! And, you’re walking around w all that grace and favor on you! Run! Run as fast as grace allows! Do exactly what He says when He says it!

As soon as you get your heart to fall head over heels in love w Jesus it’s smooth sailing from there. I promise! Once you love Him you can love everyone!

Battling w your inner critic, the ego?
Boy I have been. This voice will try and shut down everything God wants for your life.
You’re not good enough.
You don’t know enough.
You don’t have the education for this.
They don’t love you.
They are not going to listen to you.

Heard any of this? It’s you and your conditioning to the world and junk ass lies that have been spoken over you, to you! Word curses!! They haunt you too! We blame the enemy so many times when we are doing it to ourselves. This is why it is so important to know what God says about you. Warring isn’t just against demons but it also takes putting that voice (ego) to rest! Renew your mind to what God says about you. God equips who He has called.
No weapon will prosper. I am the head and not the tail. I am who God says I am. I will walk in all He has for me. Jesus loves me and I love me. I was made for this and for such a time as this. I am redeemed. The past has no power over me.

Time to walk out of this reflection period and into all God has called you to be.

I’ve been struggling w this calling thing too. There is so much He has told me that I have no idea where to even start and I have felt so behind, and overwhelmed. I know who He says I am. I know what He has called me to be and I’ve certainly been having issues w this feeling worthy.

help us all here – You are IN Christ and He is IN you! You’ve always been connected to Him! The biggest lie is that we are separate from God! How could that ever be if we have been with Him since the beginning!!! We are not of this world but merely passing through. We have been called to help others. To help them break free from the oppression of their minds! Your mind is your soul. (Thoughts, will, emotions, imagination) Your soul was made in the image of God Himself!! Your mind is not your brain, it is not flesh. Your flesh is in the likeness of Jesus. He is the body! Your spirit is directly in the image of Holy Spirit. They all live IN you! You are tucked into Christ as part of His body (Jesus is God’s heart) tucked in God’s bosom, the heart of God is where you are if you’re a believer and you’re hidden IN God! Holy Spirit is in constant conversation with your spirit. Whether you listen or not is on you and this is why we need to renew our minds so we can hear it all and know His voice!!

We are a three part being just like they are and you were created to be molded into a son of God – to resemble Jesus !! Russian stack dolls- google them and see what they look like and how they come apart. If we came apart we’d be spirit, soul and body. 3 of Them 3 of you. You’re gonna hear all of them and you gotta be able to tell the difference. This does get so much easier… especially when you know what God says!!

Do you know the enemy hates marriage that is from God? I bet everyone is facing a lot of resistance in this hour. Y’all’s marriages are under attack! Want me to tell you the quickest way out? How you can shift your perspective, your thoughts, your focus, your emotions, your outcome?
PRAISE! Your praise is a weapon of mass destruction! It puts the enemy in a choke hold! You ain’t gonna let him win are ya?! How bad do you want your marriage?

I have learned that when I praise and dance He teaches me. He shows me the truth. Jesus doesn’t want your marriage to go down the drain! I promise you that! And, He wants all these kingdom marriages to come into fruition so get up and praise! Not only does praise set you free but it is also for your spouse. Remember the great prison shaking bc of praise in the Bible? Your praise shakes those shackles off of you and your spouse. This mystery I don’t understand in totality but you’re ONE flesh now. What you say over them you are saying over yourself. What you say to yourself you say to them. If you ain’t got nothing nice to say shut up! Don’t curse your marriage. Don’t curse yourself! There is the power of life and death in your tongue (your words). Gotta get this one quick y’all! Your words need to be impeccable, and trust me when I say I know how hard this is. I’m a pretty quiet person now and very intentional about what I say bc I understand the spiritual implications and the power WE hold. If I don’t want to see it I will not say it. I call things that are not as though they are. You should be too!
I am blessed.
Peace guards my heart and my soul (your mind).
I walk in love.
My mind is sound.
I walk with wisdom and understanding.
My heart is healed.
My words are impeccable.
My prayers are powerful.
My marriage is blessed.
My marriage bears good fruit.
My marriage is happy and healthy.
My marriage glorifies God.
Say want you want to see not what is going on. Pray the solution!! You’re putting all that in the atmosphere and God will allow and do all you say- good or bad. We do things to ourselves and then hand our authority over w that blame game!

Numbers 14:28!! And you have Him living in you right? He watches over His word (stuff out of your mouth). He makes sure it sets out to do everything you say! Numbers 14:28 y’all numbers 14:28! Learn this verse and get it in you!

If you’re not journaling w Ruach Hakodesh (Holy Spirit) I highly recommend it. Be ready to write fast or ask Him to slow down. You’re gonna want to remember what He tells you. This is your PERSONAL contract w God. He is a very legalistic Creator. The Bible is like your Constitution (did you know that) it is your freedom, your protection, your promise, your truth. We have not had enough of the Word in us to invoke His Word over our lives or that we were supposed to. Bamboozled by religion. The entire Bible is about YOU!! They are our examples. Ever felt like you been thrown into a pit? Had people betray you? This is all in the Bible and the solution is in there too!

Everything is spiritual. There are different worlds and you are a SPIRIT! Remember we are not of this world. We are just passing through. You’re having a fleshly experience. Your flesh (your body) is your vehicle. It’s your car here on earth. You are not that body. You are a spirit and you have a soul that lives in a body. That belly button you got is what gives you the legal right to operate in this world.

What we wrote I have seen almost everything come to pass. Write the vision and make it plain and in the appointed time it will present itself. (Habakkuk 2)

Remember that list? That list of 100 things you wanted to see from God? I have seen Him working on every single thing we wrote, and some I have already seen happen. He will tell you and then prepare you for everything. Then He will lead you and guide you. He will direct your every step. If you try to go right and He wants you to go left He will put you back on the right track. You will know His voice above all voices! Sometimes we don’t listen to God bc we don’t like what He has to say. Pay attention!! He can come in like a megaphone if you ask Him to. I wanted to hear His voice louder than my inner voice. He delivered.!! We are in constant communication. This has been a little difficult to get used to.

I’ve really been working on all of this. I’ve had to do a lot of work inside me. I’ve had to get to know this new me. I’m a jesus freak! I’m a fanatic!! I can’t help it! He saved my life! I wouldn’t be here if it weren’t for Jesus snatching me out of hell. Man y’all I can’t even ever explain the gratitude I have. He doesn’t owe me anything. I owe Him everything and you know just how good He is? He wants my yes. He has told me He doesn’t want to do anything against my will even tho He could force me bc I do owe Him my very life (Philemon) but so do you. He didn’t just do this for me. I’ve seen the ones He went after. He does leave the 99 for the one just as He spoke.

It takes work to get to know the real you. I was so used to living in the flesh (like my whole life) that I was so stupid. I see how stupid I was now and omgosh so stupid. I was a stupid human but Not no more! Silly yes, stupid no!