Be Still & Shut up

The going joke in my life is “please don’t go to jail!” 😂 This is what I was told before I left Arkansas to come on vackay for Addie’s birthday.

When we get to the condo, never stayed here before, we park in the garage and head to find the room. We put things away and then decide we need to go ahead and go to the grocery store. We go to the garage and can’t find our cars. Y’all know I am a brain injury survivor so I park in the same place when I go somewhere so I always know where my car is. Well, that parking garage is not where I’d normally park. I was so out of my element. We didn’t have the tags for the rear view mirror yet and they tow cars without them. Im not sure how bc idk how a rollback would get in that thing but anyway… we get to level 2 and no cars! We parked right next to each other- cars gone! Hailey is almost in a panic and I’m thinking “if my car isn’t around this corner I might really go to jail haha”. We keep circling the garage going down and we get to level 1, still no cars. By this time I’m like seriously?! I could feel adrenaline starting to flood my veins. I’m 9 hours away from home! My legs were starting to show the signs of anger (they were almost shaking). I got my keys and pushed that alarm button. I could hear my car! Ahhh! Thank you Jesus. We needed to go down one more! One thing I know is if my son in law is with me I won’t be going to jail alone and if we went down we went down swinging. 😂 I love my little family so much. I really thought for a second I was gonna have to be “her” again. I dreaded this more than the car being gone or jail!!

This isn’t even the only thing!
We went to the beach and had a fabulous time then the clouds rolled in. Thunder, lightning and we could see the rain, we made our way back to the property. We were waiting on the elevator and boom! Thunder struck, lightning hit and everything went out! Elevators were stuck – oh how I praise Jesus that we weren’t on that thing. Oh y’all! We walked 16 flights of stairs! I told them go on I’ll catch ya lol. I’m fit and walk w Jesus everyday but, ugh stairs. 16 flights of them. I could hear Jesus tell me “the best is at the top, keep climbing “ I did but y’all there are these things called muscles I forgot about hahah- my legs!!
Then-
Let me tell y’all what these kids of mine did to me.

Hailey- will you watch the girls while we go out tonight?
Me- of course, where are y’all going.
Hailey- we are going to the strip club
Me – 😳
Hailey- we think you should go w us
Me- now, you know unless you’re ready to see it you can’t take me to places like that. You know I’m gonna minister to those girls while I’m there.
Jayson- yep, she’d go to jail for sure there. I can see it now! 😂

I think this jail joke is pretty funny. I have never even gotten a ticket but go to jail for talking about Jesus! Go figure!!

I’m sitting listening to the sounds of the ocean, having some caffeine, and talking to Holy Spirit this morning and He said there will be double for your shame. Read Isaiah 60 & 61. It will bless your whole heart! Isaiah 61 is our mandate. That is our job. I’m so excited about this!

The first thing He wants to teach is how to work with His 7 spirits. So excited about this bc they are amazing! These are some that I know and have become friends with. Yes, this is a trip!
Wisdom is my sister
Knowledge is my brother
Understanding is my close companion and he has become quick in helping me understand.
Peace guards my thoughts and my heart
Insight scouts things out and she keeps me aware of things to come. Helps me know my season. Your prayers are the only thing that go into your tomorrow.
Counsel – awesome! She gives me like little movie clips of “possibilities” and helps me make the right decision always!
Fear of the Lord brings so much with him.
Being with glory keeps me humble. Yes, it is also a spirit but don’t expect to see it until God sees your complete humility- that is in proverbs. He taught me to walk w His spirits using the book of Proverbs! He will show you too!!!
Ruach Hakodesh is upon me! He’s my best, best friend! We talk all day and I never get bored bc of this. I’m quick to quieten down my world around me if I feel myself not hearing at all moments. Usually I’ve done something I need to change in me. I get still w Him and He shows me and then rewrites me with the truth. I can actually feel Him searching my head and my heart, I can feel His spirit searching me. It’s quite cool to say the least. We know all about this in the Bible but they never talk about the feelings the body will have bc of the spiritual aspect of everything. Everything is spiritual.

It has taken me almost 3 years to learn them and walk with them. I just got the spirit of power so I can’t wait to learn this one! Discernment is so important!! We will partner with spirits in this life and you gotta make sure it is the Holy Spirit! Knowing the Word of God (the Bible) is the only way I made it to knowing the spirits of God. There are a bunch of spirits out here! Not all are from the Lord!

Yes, I am very much aware how this sounds to the natural mind. I still have mine but I override it. This is why I say I’ve lost my natural mind. When I actually believe God that part of my natural mind is put to rest. I know the spirit realm and how it works. The natural mind is oblivious to all of this. She thinks your crazy, you gotta remind yourself who you are. You gotta make yourself believe— this is what I’m dealing with and working on for those that follow me.

You know God did this! I’m so amazed by Him! I think I’ve had to make myself believe God did this, that He did truly choose me. That alone is a little overwhelming, this is a heavy job. I mean a lot of responsibility and leading people in the right direction according to the Word. I let go of all opinions so I’d have His but this worthy stuff has given me fits. I mean I went to hell! I’ve had to make myself believe what He has said and we have been so beat to near death in our souls that it’s hard making a comeback from that. You gotta believe what God says!!

This is all so very humbling! Do you understand how much you are loved? This love makes me shed tears of joy and I was not a cryer and if you know me you know that is truth on a thousand! I’m ok with crying. I’m ok w my heart being vulnerable. I’m ok w my heart loving and being loved. God will send someone to help take care of this heart He prepared. That’s so encouraging! I haven’t wanted to be w anyone but I have come to see that I really do want a partner in crime haha. Bc God is about to really start shaking things up. You’re gonna see revival like you didn’t even know was possible. God and His miracles will start making MSM and the newspaper. This is gonna be good. You’re gonna see arms and legs grow back, not just grow out but grow back!! That is AMAZING!! I’m so excited! The dead will walk again!

These are my notes and feelings from this mornings time alone w Jesus before everyone else gets up. I finally got the beach! A little heaven on earth.

I feel so unqualified for this. I am so incredibly humbled by Him being in my life and getting the opportunity to serve.

Daddy, we are gonna need a few extra things to get all this done. I praise You for always hearing me and I thank You for giving us
Faith like Daniel
Hope like Moses
Heart like David
Boldness like Peter
Wisdom like Solomon
Trust like Paul
Love like John
Knowledge, quick understanding, and an open, ready and prepared heart for receiving

We’re gonna need all of this. Take me and mold me. Do what You need to do to get me where I need to be to complete this next assignment. Whatever it takes! Teach me Your ways Father. Let Your will be done in my life on earth as it is in heaven. Thank You
Amen

That’s bit of a scary prayer right there, when you mean the whatever it takes. Heart motive is everything w God. One prayer can change your entire life. I have literally prayed who I am into existence. I have prayed my way here, to where I remember who I am. Who I was born to be. Still a little strange and I’m trying to get used to it. It gets easier by the hour. I have felt like an imposter bc this was so not me! Or so I thought but it aways really has been. I’m so humbled by this. Jesus is so so so good. He has allowed me to adapt to all of this and hasn’t thrown me into anything I wasn’t already prepared for.

I just felt fear in my heart. This is why your conversation with yourself is the most important one. Not only has He taught me and He had me teach on here but I learn from all of this. I go back and watch them bc I need to catch it in my heart. My head knows but my heart needs to be open to receive it. This is why He’s having everyone that teaches pray about the hearts. I get so much now! You should talk good to your body too. Look what we put them through. This body is conscious and alive and can hear you. Science has proven that for those that think I’m just crazy. I am! I own my crazy and it is the very best kind bc I’ve been that other crazy too haha

It has taken some getting used to being this crazy. Did you know there is a God DNA that science has discovered? Did you also know there is gold in your blood from the first Adam? Did you know they have the blood of Jesus? All this means your DNA has God’s DNA. Jesus knew He had the DNA of God and not just bc He is the only begotten Son but bc He is a Son of God. You are a son of God. If Jesus had it and did it so will you. This is why Jesus made the paste w saliva to heal the blind mans eyes, so God would be glorified. God DNA!!

Since my learning this I have encountered a blind man and I prayed with him and ya know conversation. I wish I had tried to lick my thumbs and put them over his eyes. Lesson learned. Will I look crazy? Prolly. Am I 100% on it working? Yes! He has me fully persuaded.

I’m so coming out of this and this is gonna be good. Thank all you so much for your patience and for all of your support. I have so much to share with all of you.

You have no idea how much I love you guys!

❤️ Teaching and prayer ❤️

Matthew 5:22 NLT But I say, if you are even angry with someone, you are subject to judgment! If you call someone an idiot, you are in danger of being brought before the court. And if you curse someone, you are in danger of the fires of hell.

Word curses yall! Word curses!

Calling people names! Telling things like “nobody will love you like I do,” “you’ll never have it as good as you do with me.” “You’ll never amount to anything” “you’re better off dead” “you’re not as good as __”
These are a few examples, you get the point. Calling someone names puts you in danger not them! Why you wanna do that?

The power of life and death are in your tongue. And those that love it will eat its fruit. You’re either speaking curses or life. You pick and if you’re spitting curses you’re gonna see cursed fruit in your life. We reap what we sow. Proverbs 18:21 (Melissa breakdown 🤷‍♀️. I want y’all to catch this part more than anything bc we literally curse ourselves)

James 3:9-10 ESV With it we bless our Lord and Father, and with it we curse people who are made in the likeness of God. From the same mouth come blessing and cursing. My brothers, these things ought not to be so.

We have all done it but the best news ever is Jesus died on the cross and became the curse. He came so we could live life more abundantly.

Just as prayers, spoken or unspoken over the people we judge, are effective. Curses form in our hearts, not in our mouths.

Matthew 15:18–19 ESV … For from the heart come evil thoughts, murder, adultery, all sexual immorality, theft, lying, and slander.

Ecclesiastes 10:20 AKJV Curse not the king, no not in your thought; and curse not the rich in your bedchamber: for a bird of the air shall carry the voice, and that which has wings shall tell the matter.

Coming into agreement w stuff … oh y’all! Unintended curses.
Luke 8:15 ESV As for that in the good soil, they are those who, hearing the word, hold it fast in an honest and good heart, and bear fruit with patience.

Psalm 146:3 NLT Don’t put your confidence in powerful people; there is no help for you there.

If you don’t believe God can and will heal you or that you’re worthy of it you’re not going to maintain healing no matter who prays over you! This is an unintended curse. We have been ignorant! And because of our limited belief system in God and our trust being in man we stay in sickness.

On objects-

Deuteronomy 7:26 ESV And you shall not bring an abominable thing into your house and become devoted to destruction like it. You shall utterly detest and abhor it, for it is devoted to destruction.

Deuteronomy 11:29 NLT “When the LORD your God brings you into the land and helps you take possession of it, you must pronounce the blessing at Mount Gerizim and the curse at Mount Ebal.

WHAT RESULTS FROM CURSES?

1. Cursing anyone, including ourselves

Psalm 109:17 ESV He loved to curse; let curses come upon him! He did not delight in blessing; may it be far from him!

2. Cursing our parents

Leviticus 20:9 ESV For anyone who curses his father or his mother shall surely be put to death; he has cursed his father or his mother; his blood is upon him.

3. Cursing God

Leviticus 24:15-16 NIV Say to the Israelites: ‘Anyone who curses their God will be held responsible; anyone who blasphemes the name of the Lord is to be put to death…

4. Cursing the country, Israel

Numbers 24:9 NLT … Blessed is everyone who blesses you, O Israel, and cursed is everyone who curses you.”

5. Being a target of someone’s murderous hatred*

1 John 3:15 ESV Everyone who hates his brother is a murderer, and you know that no murderer has eternal life abiding in him.

• Curses form in the heart. When someone hates another person, he or she will wish misfortune on the other person.

A curse brings spiritual death. It opens the door to Satan to rob us of our spiritual rights as God’s children to enjoy God’s abundant life, including love, joy, peace, health, providence, protection and more. To be free of curses, we must humbly confess and repent of our sins in Jesus’ name, so that we can receive healing and restoration from God.

2 Chronicles 7:14 ESV if my people who are called by my name humble themselves, and pray and seek my face and turn from their wicked ways, then I will hear from heaven and will forgive their sin and heal their land.

Let’s pray all of this away.

Daddy, in the mighty name of Jesus we come before you boldly asking for grace in a time of need. We know you have heard us. Lord, we humbly ask for your forgiveness with pure heart. We have been ignorant and we praise You for teaching us. We thank You for loving us and for Your forgiveness. Your sweet forgiveness! We bind our tongues and our fingers where nothing comes out of us that doesn’t bring glory to you! We retract all idle words. We come out of agreement with any and all lies spoken over us and any bad doctor reports. It is written in Your Word that we are healed by His stripes and we believe You! Holy Spirit rise up in all that need healing and enlarge their territory to receive. Lord, we renounce and rebuke any curses we have spoken over ourselves and over others. We revoke all rights of any curse over any area of our lives. We claim victory for it is written that Jesus became the curse so we would never have to live under it. We praise You for the blood of Yeshua 🙌 and we plead the blood over each area of our lives any curse was holding us hostage and it is now broken in the matchless name of Jesus. Cover us in Your wings. Lord, bless anyone that has put a word curse on us. We ask you to bless them, keep them, show them Your peace and shine Your countenance upon them. Wrap a hedge around them and put them in alignment! Amen

‼️‼️‼️ Prophetic Word ‼️‼️‼️

Once again no sound on the word I went live to give. Haha I might be fought but I won’t back down. Here is this beautiful word from the Lord. It should be confirmation for you. Please let me know and I can’t wait for the testimonies from this Word.

The land you are entering to take up ownership isn’t like Egypt, the land you left, where you had to plant your own seed and water it yourselves as in a vegetable garden. But the land you are about to cross the river and take for your own is a land of mountains and valleys; it drinks water that rains from the sky. It’s a land that GOD, your God, personally tends—he’s the gardener—he alone keeps his eye on it all year long.
From now on if you listen obediently to the commandments that I am commanding you today, love GOD, your God, and serve him with everything you have within you, he’ll take charge of sending the rain at the right time, both autumn and spring rains, so that you’ll be able to harvest your grain, your grapes, your olives. He’ll make sure there’s plenty of grass for your animals. You’ll have plenty to eat.
But be vigilant, lest you be seduced away and end up serving and worshiping other gods and GOD erupts in anger and shuts down Heaven so there’s no rain and nothing grows in the fields, and in no time at all you’re starved out—not a trace of you left on the good land that GOD is giving you.
Deuteronomy 11:10-18 MSG

Yes indeed, it won’t be long now.” GOD’s Decree.
“Things are going to happen so fast your head will swim, one thing fast on the heels of the other. You won’t be able to keep up. Everything will be happening at once—and everywhere you look, blessings! Blessings like wine pouring off the mountains and hills. I’ll make everything right again for my people Israel:
“They’ll rebuild their ruined cities.
They’ll plant vineyards and drink good wine.
They’ll work their gardens and eat fresh vegetables.
And I’ll plant them, plant them on their own land.
They’ll never again be uprooted from the land I’ve given them.”
GOD, your God, says so.
Amos 9:13-15 MSG

We are in such an exciting season!! People everywhere are in their butterfly (transition) season. They are emerging and sprouting wings to fly! Such a beautiful process this has been. These people are also in the birthing room, so to speak, birthing the promise.

God knows when we are fearful of the unknown. He says relax He has got you. Yes, you’re going into an unknown territory, but He’s already went before you! Don’t forget where you came from bc some of y’all about to sprout like crazy! 😜 I love this and I’m so excited for y’all!

Some will enter a promise today. Some tomorrow and some this weekend. July will be a month of celebration!!

This is gonna be big! So many are really going from the pit to a palace. They are going from homelessness, in a sense, to having 3-4 houses. New vehicles. New people. New places. New new new!

We’ve removed all blockages and hinderances that were coming against us. Praise The Lord 🙌🙌🙌

Pure, open, hearts! We are ready! He said don’t sweat the small stuff you’re coming into more than you asked for!

Daddy, thank You for this Word. Thank You for Your love, mercy and grace. We exalt You! I ask you to get this to who needs it. I cover it in the blood of Yeshua. Thank you for the protection of the angels over this. Amen