Be Still & Shut up

I am not sure who this is for but God said, “stop trying to understand what He is doing.” One thing I have learned is that our human mind will get in the way if we allow it. We will think things like “how could this ever happen” “how do I explain this” “what am I going to say” “what will people think”? Sound familiar? Stop it! You will never figure it out but you will drive yourself crazy trying. God is God .. let Him be ! Let HIm do! Just go with it!

When we try and figure everything out we get trapped. We get trapped inside our own heads. We will argue with God until we lose. This prolongs things and we are truly in an accelerated season. When God speaks pay attention. God speaks in many different ways here are a few..

1. God will speak to you via His Word- the Bible. He will tell you exactly what to read and when to read it. Then He will explain it and He will show you what He needs you to see in that season, on that day.. etc. today I was led to 2 Peter 2 so I want to warn you that there have been false prophets and there are more coming. It is imperative for you to know what God says so you are not deceived. One lie- remember one lie- will corrupt your entire belief system. Be careful who you learn from. Be careful who you listen to. Be careful what you put in you. So many people do not believe in modern day prophets and that is just not biblical

2. God will speak through other people to you. Pay attention to things out of people’s mouths. They will either confirm or try and come at you with lies. These lies will pollute you .. rebuke the lies and rewrite it with the truth.

3. Music- He will speak through music. There are songs that He has told me to go listen to. There are movies He has told me to watch because there is something He needed my human brain to catch. He will tell you.

4. Movies- God does and can speak to you while you are watching something. He has told me to turn things off and I will be honest at first I was not sure if I was hearing from God or if my imagination was feeding me. It wasn’t until I learned to shut it all down that I was 100 on what I was hearing. That and God would reinforce what He was saying. He has yelled at me and I have heard Him audibly (not as much as I would like but He can and will do it).

5. Directly in your head. He will speak but we have been in such a spiritual coma we do not know what is going on. I am here to tell you if what you are hearing lines up with the word of God it is Him speaking.

6. Impressions- ever seen something in your heart? This is a Holy Spirit impression. It’s so weird but so beautiful. I love these impressions. I have learned to write them down. When all of this first started for me I got more impressions than I did visions. Then the visions started.

7. Visions- God will give you visions. You will know because they will confirm things you have already been told. They will be little screenshots of what is to come. Write the vision and it will come in its season.

8. Dreams- God will speak to you in dreams in the night season but so will satan. When satan knows you have become strong enough in waking life to come at you he will try and hit you at night in your sleep. You still carry all of your authority to bed with you so learn to rebuke in your sleep and laugh at him. Dont let the devil taunt you in your sleep. God will give you dreams that are very vivid. Like watching a movie with intense graphics. There is a lot of symbolism in dreams that make you dig deeper with God to find the full meaning. Dont take all of them literally but seek His guidance on help with interpretation.

These are just some of the ways God talks. These are some of the ways He has spoken to me. If you are confused about anything you need to seek the Lord on what to do. If you think you heard Him but aren’t sure He will confirm Himself. Chances are He already has. Ask Him again. There are some things I have worried Him with .. lol… like seriously asked so many times that He literally said “Kid, I have already told you that why are you asking me again? Stop worrying me with that and trust me.” God is very literal so move with Him. He will never steer you in the wrong direction. You cannot fail for God is with you. If God is for you who could ever be against you. Why do you still care? That is the real question. Why do you care what others think? Who am I talking to?

Get out of your own way! Get out of God’s way and Will for your life. We will not understand everything until due season and then God will make it all make sense. Trust me on this – I have promised that I will never lie to you and I wont. Even when it is difficult to say I will not lie. One lie can and does corrupt a person’s entire belief system and it gives satan a legal right to my life. If you’re still lying stop it! You’re putting that attack on yourself.

I want to do a short refresher for people that are just coming along for the ride. Welcome to my house.. welcome to my table. Get ya some coffee and lets have a little chat. If you’re new here let me explain how I write. I like to have conversations. I like to write as if you’re sitting at my kitchen table and we are speaking. A lot of times I am teaching myself in my writing (finishing off the revelation) and y’all get the benefit. I am a small town gal from Arkansas. I was raised in a harsh city with drugs, killings, gangs, and I have had to learn to turn that toughness I acquired during my teen years off. I have come out of survival mode and I want you to as well. We will get trapped there if we do not fix it. I have had to learn how to love. I have had to learn how to submit so I understand how these can get in the way of your destiny. I died eight years ago and some crazy stuff happened and has been happening since. I call anything before my wreck my past life, and it is just now where I can laugh about it and not cry. This lets me know that I have healed and it feels good! I want to help everyone obtain their healing and the healing power resides on the inside of you. Everything you ever need is on the inside of you. If you found this blog chances are you are already a believer in God and have the Holy Spirit. If not we will pray that after a little teaching. It has become my passion to teach the masses

We are spirit. We were made in God’s own image and God is spirit. You believe this right? John 4:24. We are in this body that is made of flesh having a fleshly earthly experience. This is fact whether you believe it or not. You are a spirit living in a body that has dual citizenship on earth and in heaven. We were made in God’s image and in His likeness. When you understand this and get the full revelation, oh at the power that comes with it. Your spirit and the Holy Spirit are in control of your life and everything around you. This is the coolest thing ever! I can command my flesh, my mind, electronics, angels, demons, etc and they listen! They listen yall!! This is amazing news. I do not teach anything that I have not seen work in action. The Holy Spirit is in you and upon you to accomplish everything you say. This is why we have to shut up and take everything to God. If you knew everything you said would come to pass would you learn to shut up then? Well, I am here to tell you that is exactly how it works. Numbers 14:28 Read it and meditate on it. Meditation gets it in your spirit and in our thick heads. It’s like we are all having to be deprogrammed from the culture we lived in and lies we were told. One lie can pollute your entire belief system (Gal 5:9) and this is gonna get a little deep so bear with me.

Have you ever seen X-MEN? I think it is in “Last Stand” could be “First Class” but it is where Professor X puts on the helmet for cerebrum to work and Mystique put whatever black stuff it was in there that put Xavier into a coma, of sorts, and plagued his thinking… this black stuff was like a lie that gets into our subconscious. When it does it will plague our thinking and change us. We must take the red pill like in the Matrix and deprogram ourselves from these lies. Let me tell ya how to do that. Once you recognize a lie you have been told it can hurt your heart. I would rather be in a shoot out than be lied to- harsh yes but it is truth! I hate lies and so does God. So, you have seen a lie you have been told, and we need to change that and rewrite it with the truth so it doesn’t hurt you. This is so it doesn’t hurt your belief system because you cannot make others act right. We cant even make them tell the truth, all of this is for your benefit. Disregard the lie no matter how badly this lie hurt you. We are not at war with flesh and blood and you are dealing with a lying spirit. Like I said this is for your benefit and it lets you know how to pray for the person that lied to you. When you are about to go to sleep is the best time to access the subconscious mind to rewrite anything. You can rewrite your entire day not just that lie. Relax, tell your body and your mind to relax- they will obey. You do not have to yell, dont have to get loud but you do have to talk to yourself. Is it silly? There isn’t one part of this that hasn’t made me feel silly when I first started doing it but when it works, it works and there is nothing that can make me feel silly after I have seen it in action! After you have relaxed and your mind is quiet recall the person that lied to you. Recall the lie. Recall it and rewrite it. You have to tell yourself that whatever was said was a lie and goes against the grain of what God says. You then tell yourself what God says about the situation so the truth is in you. Worship in spirit and in truth. Forgive them. Forgive them for the lie. Forgive yourself for being stupid and trusting them. Repent to God for allowing a lie to corrupt your thought process and belief system. Then go to sleep. You did it. See how simple that is! We can do this with everything and anything. Rewriting our subconscious is imperative to getting on with this walk with God. We cannot have one corrupt through it in us. God, You have searched us (Psalm 139) if God has not searched you and changed you ask Him to. He will. He is El Emunah- the Faithful God.

Once you get that lie out of you the conscious mind will not be able to hold a grudge against whoever lied to you, hurt you, stole from you, etc. this works with anything. No matter what happened rewrite it so it does not pollute you. Your subconscious mind knows everything. Your beginning and your end, along with everything in the middle. We have just been too conditioned (too stupid) to know how to use it. That must stop! We have to listen to it and I believe that is where God lives. I believe God is the mind of the Trinity. God is a three part being just like we are. Mind, body, spirit.. God being the mind makes sense He would live in our subconscious, right? Especially if the subconscious mind knows all. Body or flesh- this is Jesus. He became flesh for us to give us back the power God intended for us to walk in and for our eternal salvation. Dont throw that away because a lie has polluted you- change you. Spirit- Holy Spirit is like our spirit. We are spirit, remember? Just having a flesh experience. I know this is a lot to take in for beginners but once you understand this you will move with the Holy Spirit.

Our conscious minds and the subconscious minds should be married and we should be moving at the speed of the Holy Spirit. We are in an accelerated season so get busy! What God wants done in the earth will take all of us. It is all hands on deck so marry the subconscious mind. Jesus lives in your heart. God in your mind. Holy Spirit lives in your spirit.. make sense? We can taint ourselves when we allow a lie to get inside of us. We function with the subconscious mind and this is where our belief system is found. What do you believe? This is why renewing our mind, not thinking on former things, etc, is so important. I used to ask why to everything now I do not care but God still gives me the why’s to teach people because at times the why makes it make sense. We taint, and can tank, our subconscious with just a little leaven. Get the past out of you, renew your mind, rewrite your story. He is the potter and you are the clay allow Him to mold you into the perfectness of Jesus. That is His goal with all of us and He is way more worried about your perfect character than He is about your comfort. Is recalling the past and rewriting it easy or comfortable? NO! I will be the first one to tell you that but it is worth it. Dont you want a life more abundantly? I do and I know you do too so get to work and fix your mind. You can calm it. You can control it. It is like big me and little me. Your conscious mind will run 90 to nothing and at times on overdrive. This is why you gotta speak to it and tell it to stop. You control your flesh. You control what you think about even when you think you dont. Sometimes it is not a devil attacking our minds but our own ego. Know what ego is? Etching God out! Our ego lives in our conscious mind, and has been fed a lot of crap through our lives. When we are fed lies it will get into the subconscious and pollute our belief systems. See, how demons can change you and your thought patterns? It isnt always that we are under attack but sometimes their damage comes up that we need to rewrite with the truth and what God says. This is why God has been on us to get in His Word so we would know the truth. You get the truth in you and it changes your entire belief system. You start to believe God and it changes your entire life! There is a blog up with simple techniques on how to renew your mind. Please go read it if you need more help in this area and you are just beginning this process of fixing your mind, soul, heart and healing in your body. It starts within you.

God, I believe Jesus came to the earth in the flesh and died for me. I believe He rose on the third day and ascended to be at Your right hand. It is written that anyone who confesses with their mouth that Jesus is Lord will be saved. I ask You, Jesus, to come into my heart. Baptize me with your Holy Spirit. Forgive me of my sins and I stand in forgiveness and forgive everyone who has ever hurt me. Wash me, cleanse me, and make me new and I will forever give you glory.

I have had people ask how to sow into this ministry. I do not ask for money and told God when I agreed to do this that I would never ask for a dime. People are funny about their money but we shouldn’t be. It is not ours anyway. It is His we are just stewards to it. When we give it allows God to move money where He needs it at that second. Only give if the Holy Spirit tells you to. Be obedient to where He tells you to put His money. When we are obedient about everything it allows God to answer prayers through us. Honestly, I do not even like putting my information up here. So, I’m not. If Holy Spirit tells you to sow send me a message and I will shoot you an email back telling you how to give. If you would like to schedule a booking please email me. The last thing I ever want is for someone to steal my info and tell people they have to sow to get a miracle because that is a lie! This is why I do not ask for money. People cannot buy what God has freely given.

This is the year for love. Do you love everyone? Last year we learned how to talk and this year we are learning to walk in the love of Christ. Are you being intentional about your words? Do you truly understand your prayers are power? Do you truly get we are not at war with flesh and blood? We will never look into the eyes of anyone that God does not love and we are to love like that. Is it hard? Prolly the hardest thing we are called to do. It is a commandment to love everyone as we love ourselves. Let me give you a tip.. if you find yourself not liking a human pray for them. God will show you how much He loves them and it will touch your heart. It will show you that you do indeed love them as well. I have found this to work on so many levels.

1 Cor 13:4-7 Go study what love really is. Meditate on these things and get it in your head and in your spirit. See it for yourself and then put it into action. Love really is the greatest gift we could ever give anyone. Once you understand you are not at war with flesh and blood you will be able to love everyone. You will be able to separate their actions from them as people, God’s people, and you will be able to love hell right out of them. I cannot promise that everyone will let you but you can do this. Some people are so broken they do not know how to be loved. Pray for their heart healing. Pray for them. The prayers of a righteous person avail much. You are righteous in His sight because you are part of Christ and you are sitting with Him right now in heavenly places. When God sees you He sees Christ. You have dual citizenship. You are a citizen of heaven and a citizen of whatever country you live in. You were born into both of these. I was born in the USA so I am a citizen of the US. I was born again into the body of Christ so I am also a citizen of heaven. We are ambassadors of Christ. Not sure who that was for but I pray you caught that revelation!

When we truly love we cannot hold grudges and I am trying to tell you how to not hold a grudge. You do know when you hold a grudge you are being forgiven the same exact way you have forgiven them, right? Which isn’t at all. Pray for them- that is the cure. It is not possible to hate or hold a grudge on anyone that you are praying for. Prayers not only change a situation but they change you! Pray through the Word of God. This gets it in you and then you will start to believe it. You will begin to believe what God says. I am still getting a complete revelation on our minds and how our subconscious and our conscious minds should be married so, I am not ready to write about it, yet. It is coming but until then just know you gotta get the Word of God into your conscious minds. Once it is in there it will transform your flesh, your subconscious and the super conscious – Christ consciousness. It sounds a little crazy but as soon as I get it all I will share how these work together. How they are to be married. I know one is female and one is male.. just a little insight on what we are going to be learning next.

Please know that love is not just an emotion, it is a thought. We can love everyone because of how we renew our minds. Your brain is the control center for the rest of your body. When our minds are renewed we change. We change for the better or the worst, what are you paying attention to the most? God pulled me away from tv, social media, and people in order to help me learn to renew my mind. What goes in you will come out of you so be careful what you put into your mind (heart). Not everywhere in the Bible where it says heart is He speaking of your literal heart (cardia) but it is speaking of the pneuma (spirit, soul, subconscious mind). This is where your thoughts, feelings, emotions stem. Your subconscious mind. There is so much power in the mind. Studying Greek and Hebrew in their original context will allow you to know which is which and what is directly being referred to in the Bible. I am still learning these so bear with me. We can tell ourselves anything and once it gets into our minds it becomes reality. You are a co-creator with God. Your thoughts are energy. Your thoughts are your reality.. what are you feeding yourself? What are you allowing to go through your mind? What lies has the enemy spewed that you believe and need to come out of agreement with? These are excellent starting places to begin changing yourself. The power resides in you. The same spirit that raised Christ from the dead dwells on the inside of you. Jesus lives in you. He lives in your heart – umm, possibly the subconscious mind? We can hear God in our heads so it makes sense. As soon as I catch all of this I promise I will teach it to its entirety. Love Him with all your heart, soul and your strength (Luke 10:27). Love the Lord with all your heart, soul and mind (Matt 22:37) we are a 3 part being too. We were made in His image. When we love Them like this They set up their abode in us. (John 14:23) abode is living in you. Whatever God says will happen, and you are a co-creator- so what you say will happen. The entire Kingdom of God lives on the inside of you.

I have work to do. I want to catch the entire revelation of our minds .. have a great day! Pray! Love! Live! Submit! and not necessarily in that order. Submit, pray, love, live! Calm your mind, it will obey. Evil will attempt to take over your mind, do not allow that! Stop it in its tracks. Every aspect of you will obey your commands. Legislate them (say it) until you see it. Do not ever quit! Do not ever relent or back down!

This morning while I was in prayer I heard the Lord say, “come out of agreement with all the lies you have come into agreement with.” Chances are we have all come into agreement with some sort of lie. We know God’s Will is for all His people to be healed. When we come into agreement with lies spoken over us that go against the Word of God and His will we are giving this junk permission to come onto us. Numbers 14:28.. every thing we say God will allow. How does that make you feel? It makes me want to be very intentional about everything out of my mouth. It makes me want to come out of agreement with everything I have said that goes against God. I hope and pray it makes you feel the same way.

Being a brain injury survivor and having had a spinal cord injury there was a lot of pain I experienced. I had a lot of broken bones and these can cause some arthritis. I have said it out of my mouth that I have arthritis. This is against the grain of what God says about my body. Science has proven that the body can heal itself. It can take some time to get all of this into our natural minds. Our confessions, speaking directly to the body, change us. Our commands on our body change the way our body functions. What you say will happen. If you knew everything you said would happen to you would you change your words then? The power of life and death are in your tongue. We will eat the fruit of what comes out of us. There is a lot in the Bible about our words we have just been stupid to this and how it works. We have not taken God literally and He is a very literal God. He means His Word. I came out of agreement with things I have said and things spoken over me this morning. I want you to do the same. Holy Spirit will bring it to your remembrance! He will tell you what you need to come out of agreement with. He will tell you and show you the lies spoken against what God wants.

We all do it. We all say things that we need to retract. We all have said something we need to come out of agreement with. Saying “doctor said I have _____” may be the science of what they see but what they cannot see is that God wants to heal. Jesus bore everything on the cross. He took everything so we do not have to. We just have not believed Him for our healing. Nor have we commanded our bodies to line up and work the way God created it to. Right now I am working on my metabolism. Might seem crazy but I have full faith it is gong to work. I am telling my metabolism to work the way it did when I was 20. I am commanding my muscles, nerves, bones, and cells to line back up and work the way God created them to. I will tell ya a little story about how God has healed my back. In my accident there were many areas of my back broken. I should have never been able to walk again because T9 was crushed. I was diagnosed with severe scoliosis from breaking the top portion of my back. Y’all, my neck was broke. C2-C5. When I say I should not be here I am not kidding. The book of life! So, when God started teaching me about the power of agreement and how my body will heal with my words I started commanding my back to line back up. My back was shaped like an S after this wreck. When I started speaking nerves started to come back to life. There was a spot in my back that I have not been able to feel for eight years. I can feel it now. It has life again. My back is no longer shaped like an S but it is perfectly straight. This is the power of the tongue. This is the power, authority, God have us through Jesus. Jesus have us His authority.

I had severe neurological issues because of all the breaks. I had leg pain so bad I wanted to cut my legs off at times. The pain was intense! I mean, yall, it was outrageous. I literally did not want my legs anymore. i can remember getting in water as hot as I could stand and sitting there just soaking my legs until the water got too cold to tolerate then I would make ice packs and lay on my belly and put these packs of ice on my legs. I didnt have the words to tell anyone how bad it was because I had lost my words due to the lack of normal brain activity. I was merely a shell of a person in so much pain I wished I had never came back. I love my children and my grands, they are the reason I came back, but the pain was so intense I wanted to just die. I wish I had known then that I had the power in me to move that mountain. What I am telling you is you have the same power on the inside of you that I do on the inside of me. We have just been so indoctrinated by culture and religion we do not listen to God and what He says. I pray that was my suffering and it is all over because I came out of agreement with all of this today. I want you to as well. God showed me what I had said eight years ago giving pain a right to me. I said I had neuropathy because that is what the doctor told me to explain the leg pain. I do not have that. I do not have anything because nothing has a legal right to my life. Jesus took it on the cross. Are you getting this? God, I pray they get this.

Say these things until you see it.

I command every system in my body to work the way God created it to work. I command healing to every tissue, organ, muscle, bone, and cell in this body God gave me. I command every bone to line up and function properly. I command every cell to be in sync with the blood of Jesus. I command my brain to function at maximum capacity. I command my heart to be flooded with light. I command my heart, body and soul to be in alignment with the Holy Spirit. Nothing has a legal right from this moment forward to live in my body because Jesus took it all. There is not a curse that can hit me or my descendants from this moment on because it is written that anyone that hangs on a tree is cursed. Jesus took all curses for me so we wouldn’t have to.

The Word of God is power. Knowing what He says can and will save your life. Believing what He says will save your soul. All of this is done by faith. How strong is your faith? How bad do you want it? I want things pretty bad. I will fast for it! Will you? I will prove to Him I want what I say. I will prove to Him I want what He has said. Proof is in the pudding. How badly do you want it? How badly do you want your healing or someone else’s? I am not fasting for my healing but for someone else’s. I stepped out in faith a few weeks ago and this person got better then started to decline. I have stood in the gap for them and now I will fast for them. There is power in fasting. Fasting moves the hand of God. Go read the blog on fasting. Read the blog on power of agreement in case I didn’t answer all questions here. I had no idea about any of this until God started teaching me. Stop listening to everything and stop coming into agreement with everything spoken over you. Science may say you got it but now you know how to heal yourself. You now know that everything out of your mouth that you believe will be done for you or to you. Watch your words. Shut up! Shut those negative thoughts down and come out of agreement with the lies.

Daddy, right now we come out of agreement with any and all lies spoken over us by the enemy or his minions. We come out of agreement with any and all negative diagnosis contrary to You and Your will. We come out of agreement with lies we have spoken over ourselves. We thank You for teaching us how to heal. We thank You for the power that resides on the inside of us. Thank You, Daddy for Your love. Thank You. We give you all the honor, glory and praise You deserve. You fill our hearts with gladness and we thank You. In Jesus name all agreements that are lies are now null and void. We know Your will and we stand in agreement with You Lord. Thank You.

Not sure who this is for and I had no intention of writing a blog today. It is the sabbath but I have vowed my all to God. I have vowed my life to Him and when He says speak I will. Was it easy? Nope! I have had numerous people come at me, attack me, and say I need to be heavily medicated.. I laugh at all of this now but it also allows me to know how to pray for those coming at me. I dont have to talk back but I will be honest sometimes I want to defend what God has told me. He told me again today I do not need you to defend me or what I have told you. They will see! So I am sharing this to try and help you. Jesus is against the grain of everything we have been taught by our culture. Know what the root of culture is – CULT! Do not succumb to what you see nor be deceived while walking in your valley of decision. God always wins in the end and you’re prolonging your future by your own hesitation.

When we try and negotiate with God we lose. There are many things He has told me that I was hesitant about, at first, but then He started showing me things to prove He was the one talking. I thought at first all of this stuff was my own imagination working in overdrive but then I saw it in real time. I saw what He was telling me come to pass. I began to really slow down and pay attention to things I wouldn’t normally pay attention to. I began to notice the heart of those around me. I hope you’re seeing the hearts of people around you. I hope and pray that you are paying attention to what God is trying to show you. I pray you are allowing God to heal all the brokenness that has created barriers in your life. We have all had them but Jesus is freedom. For who the Son sets free is free indeed. Take hold of your freedom. Do not worry about what others will say. We are crazy to them. 2 Cor 5:13 appears to be one of my verses to stand strong on this year. Let me tell you what this says in one of my favorite translations of the Bible, The Passion Translation. If we are out of our minds in a blissful, divine ecstasy it is for God, but if we are in our right minds, it is for your benefit. For it is Christ’s love that fuels our passion and motivates us, because we are absolutely convinced that he has given His life for all of us. 2 Cor 5:13,14 TPT. I added the next verse to tell people the why we are out of our minds.

Submission is your key right now. Submit all – and I do mean ALL- areas of your life over to God. He wants all of you. All of your wounds, all of your hurts, all of your brokenness, and all of your life so He can live through you. So you will have life more abundantly. What are you waiting on? Read Jonah! God wins! Read about Noah, God showed them that Noah was in fact not the crazy one. History always repeats itself and God is raising up a new standard for His (Christ’s body) church. These people you see will do everything they are told and are merely awaiting for the next instruction from the Lord. They will go against every norm we have been taught. They will speak truth. They will walk in the power and authority God had originated in Genesis. Pay attention to what a heart speaks. Pay attention to the words coming out of a person. For it is not what goes in us that defiles us but what comes out of us. Do they complain all the time, gossip, speak negatively, etc? God is exposing and I pray that people see this. I pray that we move with Him and not against Him. I pray that we keep our peace no matter what we may see. That we not backbite or even feel the need to. Those that contend with these God will contend with them. We see this all throughout the Bible. Do you believe His word? Do you believe what He has spoken for your life?

To find your joy get rhythm. Psalm 134:2 tells us how to get our joy. Lift up your hands to the sanctuary and bless the Lord. Even Johnny Cash knew how to find his joy. When you feel the blues get rhythm. 😉 that will mean something to someone. To keep your peace ask it to guard your mind and your heart. It will. I know how hard this is because I, too, have been in the eye of the storm. I have good news though! Every storm runs out of rain. Submit to the Lord and the devil will flee. See how to get rid of the devil? SUBMIT! (James 4:7) we go through the Bible so fast we do not see the cause and effect portion. You submit, resist the enemy and his attacks on your mind (with your authority and by bringing every thought under the captivity of Jesus) then he leaves. This is freedom guys! There is ultimate freedom in having your mind in check and knowing when you are under attack.

I woke up yesterday under heavy fire from the enemy. I went through my normal warfare tactics, and caught all those thoughts (rebuked them and renounced them so they couldn’t play over and over in my head), spoke to every demon trying to hit me and knew without a shadow of a doubt God was up to something. The enemy knows when some stuff is about to go down and he will do everything he thinks will deter you. He will bring up past conversation, past events, past lies, past everything to try and get control of your mind so you do not act. Dont allow that in your life anymore. God does not bring up the past. He wants you to forgive and forget it. He is doing a new thing in you. (Isaiah 43:19) He is molding you into the image and likeness of His first Son. He is transforming you into a Son of God. Jesus was meant to be the first of many. So, I knew something was up. I did not know what until God sent me to walmart. This seems to be a popular meeting ground for God these days, and myself. I have been told about a vitamin that wards off and practically cures everything that tries to hit us. They spoke of this as the cure for everything back in ancient days and I am all about homeopathic remedies. Glad you asked, black seed oil. I knew my walmart did not carry this but for some odd reason I was sent to look anyway. I did and I met someone that was looking for a vitamin to help ward off mental frailty. Being a brain injury survivor I struck up a conversation. I know the brain. I may not know much but I know the brain and I know the word of God- this is enough for me. We were chatting and she told me her mom had Alzheimer’s. I have come to find people are very open with me. It was odd at first, I will admit, but this lets me know exactly how to respond. I started teaching. I started teaching the Word. I taught about power of agreement, and how God will allow all we say. Numbers 14:28. Then I got to tell her she did not have any disease that she was healed in the name of Jesus. It was that simple. We did pray because that is what people expect but it is not necessary for healings. I came against the attacks over her mind mostly and thanked God for allowing us to meet. Her vision was restored and her brain was at peace. This is a win! We swapped phone numbers and hugged then I went a few isles over and started talking to God. He told me she received her complete healing because of that divine appointment. You see, this woman is not from my area. She had been visiting her son that lives in Germantown in Memphis, Tn, she lives in Hot Springs, Ar and was on her way home. If you know anything about these areas you know she should have traveled the interstate all the way home. (I40) She did not have to go through my small town or stop at my small walmart. I am 15 miles from I-40 and there is a walmart right off an exit. See how this should have played out had God not been involved? I started to cry, right there in walmart and praise God for what He had done for her through me. It is most amazing to see Him work. It chokes me up to even think about all the people He has already healed by these hands of mine that I submitted to Him. If I had let the devil win yesterday I wouldn’t have went to walmart. I would have stayed and fought him and trust me there was crap he was trying to feed me all the way up until the moment I walked in Walmart. I laughed a lot while his crapshoot lies were trying to infiltrate my mind. I am so glad God taught me the power of laughter when we are at war. When it is most hard to praise in that storm, and to laugh at the junk coming up is when it is most needed. You can come out of the eye.

Stop patty caking and playing around and submit already! I am not sure who you are or what you are waiting for but you’re not gonna be able to argue with Him forever. I have found it is much easier to just trust Him and say yes! Yes to anything He asks of me because the results are better than gold. Watching Him heal through me is worth more than all the money in the world. I have been in these peoples shoes. I have been so down with pain I literally could not walk. I have not been able to get out of my bed because of the breaks my body endured in that wreck. I know what they feel and I have great compassion for them. I want them healed. I want to go on this healing mission with the Lord. I never wanted to be a nurse. It was not my goal in life. I went though because I was told to. I needed that heart. I needed the heart of a healer. I needed to be a nurse first. There is a reason for everything. There is a reason for everything we have been through and what we are currently going through. He will tell you the why. You just have to ask. Sometimes it is payment for our own actions. People of this world call it karma, I call it judgement.

Having this closeness with Him is priceless. I want to help everyone get here; to ensure them it is possible. They need only to start with submission.

Have a mighty blessed day. Get in your prayer time and give Him all of you. You will not be disappointed, I promise. Oh, and something else I have learned is that when God heals you you carry the healing anointing to heal others. When your anointing and your faith collide everyone around you will see their healing. I am so excited for this! I am so ready for all of God’s people to be out of this bondage of diss-ease (disease). Jesus said to preach the gospel, and to lay hands.. He didn’t say you have to pray. I like prayer because it puts me in close contact with my Daddy but it is not necessary for people to be healed. The Kingdom of God is at hand, so close you could touch it. If people are looking at you they are looking at a walking version of the Kingdom- SUBMIT! He lives in you, right? He is all you need to move forward and not care what others will think. He says to do some crazy things but you will learn to laugh with Him and at yourself. For those of us that know how to laugh at ourselves will forever be entertained. Have fun! Have fun with all of this. I may not be easy but it can be fun. He wants to give you the world, let Him!!

I did not want to keep going 😉 God cracks me up. There were areas of my life I had issues with as well. For instance I had to walk away from people. I had to get new friends. I had to stop going places. I had to stop listening to certain music, watching certain things.. etc, surely you get the picture. And I noticed that after I did these things my life was so much more peaceful I am not sure why I hesitated now. My own human stupidity for one. I used to like comfort but now I love change. I love when He gives me a new direction. I love Him. Your obedience is out of your love for Him. When we have an obedience problem we have a love problem. Check your walk and analyze yourself. Is this hard? None of this has been easy but He is more than worth it! I promise! I promise! I promise! I will never lie to you, to anyone. I can promise you that it is more than worth anything you could ever imagine being one with God. For my Father and I are one but my Father is greater than I. This is what submission looks like, lmbo. It is a new thing! I enjoy doing what He tells me now. It is no longer an “I had” but now it is “I get”. I get to see Him move. I get to write. I get to teach. I get a better life. I get.. get it! Have a super abundantly blessed day!