Be Still & Shut up

Dreaming, seeing numbers, hearing music upon waking? Ah, please, pay attention this is God speaking to you. It took me a minute to get all of this and I don’t like teaching on things I do not fully understand, so, I don’t. If I dont have a full grasp on it I will not say anything about it, unless I am bouncing it off of someone God has told me I can speak to. This inner circle of mine has dwindled down to very few. I mean very few and there are seasons I go through where it is just one or two people. God has drilled it in my head to move in silence. Nobody has to know what you are up to or what God is doing fo you. Most of the time half of the people you know wouldn’t believe it anyway. It’s like in Habakkuk, if God told us all He was planning we wouldn’t believe Him. His thoughts, ways, and plans are so much higher than we could ever imagine. God is about to take someone higher than they ever expected and so fast it will make their head spin. He has prepared you for this so do not get scared and do not go back in that cave. He has your back and says if He has to have you walk on water He is protecting you.

1111 is a transition number. When you start seeing this you know that whatever you’re about to birth has already been established in the spirit there are just a few loose ends on your end. Tie those up. Deuteronomy 11:11. There is an open heaven over you and you are moving into everything God has promised you.

111 – Colossians 1:11 He built you strong with power. HIS power!

222- Eph 2:22, you are His habitation and you’re in alignment. If God has promised you a spouse Gen 2:22 is also one to meditate on. Double. You’re about to see double. 2 Kings 2, Elijah is taken to heaven and Elisha gets a double portion.

333- is the number for the Trinity and again, you’re in perfect alignment, obedient and will do exactly what He says when He says. The Holy Spirit is your guide.

444- set apart by God and for God. There are lots of verses that have these numbers. When you see it ask God to lead you to a verse that He needs you to see. John 4:44- a prophet is not accepted in his own hometown. I have come to see this as complete truth but I still do what I am told. If people accept you they will see a reward, if not pick up your peace and get to stepping (shake the dust off your feet). Luke 4:44- keep on keeping on.

5 is the number for grace. Favor of God upon you. Ability to overcome. God given ability to overcome something. 5 wounds on Jesus – we overcome by the blood of the lamb and the word of our testimony. People grouped in 5 to come out of Egypt. 5 rocks David picked up. 5 ingredients in oil to set His people apart.

6- I have not seen this number so I have no information about it.

7- is God’s number for complete. Whatever stage in your process you are in you are coming out. That phase is complete.

8- new beginnings – congrats!

When you wake up hearing a song go listen to it. There is something God wants you to hear so you can catch a revelation of some sort. Let Him finish speaking to you about it. Play that song on repeat until you get it. You will, have faith in that.

Dreams- dreams mean things. There is a lot of symbolism in dreams or you could be speaking to someone in your dreams. Pay attention and ask Him what it means. He will help you translate it. I have had dreams of people where we have full on conversations about things that need to be talked about in the natural. These conversations never seem to appear in real time because they were taken care of in the night season. I have not asked the ones I am talking to in my dreams about their dreams, ummm, there is an idea 😉

Ultimately these are all signs to seek Him more about the answers.

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It is human nature to get lonely. Everyone knows I am single so, of course, I am not different than anyone else. There are times when I feel alone but then I remember that I am not. I am never alone. Jesus is always with me and what I am about to tell you will sound silly but it works.

When I first started practicing His presence there was a chair in my office that I would pretend Jesus was sitting in. On my most lonely days I would put my head in this chair and cry out to Jesus. I would tell Him how bad things around me were. This is when my process was just beginning. I had read a book and I am going to give you the run down on what I read. There was a girl in church that wanted her pastor to go see her dad. Her dad was dying and she wanted to make sure he was saved. The pastor went and presumed the daughter had told her dad he was coming because there was a chair beside his bed. I hope I can get through this without crying. The pastor was talking to the dad and asked him about Jesus and the guy said, “you’re sitting in His chair” the pastor was shocked to hear this. The dad continued to tell him that he knew he was never alone and put the chair there so he could always see, in his imagination, the Lord sitting with him. This practicing His presence allowed her dad to pray differently. The pastor was satisfied that the young girl’s father knew Jesus. After they chatted a little while longer he prayed for him and left. About a week later the girl called her pastor to make sure her daddy knew the Lord. The pastor asked her why, see, how we all want the why? The girl told the pastor that she had found her father deceased with his head in that chair beside his bed. He died with his head in Jesus’ lap. How tender is that? How magnificent is it that we are never alone we only need to practice Him being with us.

Nope, couldn’t get through that without crying but I did try. I have learned that when I need an extra dose of Jesus I get out that chair and put it next to me. I pretend He is sitting on the couch with me when I am watching a movie and I prop those pillows just right and lay my head in His lap. I dont use my office much anymore but that chair that I laid my head in when all of this started is still in there. When I need Him He is there, which is all the time. Now I know He is with me everywhere I go and I talk to Him nonstop. If you ever see me talking to myself please know it is not myself I am speaking to but Jesus that is right next to me. It isn’t silly to me, anymore. This is the best way for us to get it in our natural minds that He is indeed right next to us at all times. Get you a chair or some pillows.

I have even learned that with pillows, an electric blanket and my imagination I can even have Him next to me when I sleep. You can laugh with me now. Remember, those of us that can laugh at ourselves will forever be entertained. I am always entertained and I have become fine with being single because I am never alone. I was always a loner and never needed a lot of people around me.. so much so that I had to get over stage fright. He did this with me by having me go to Walmart to heal people. He knows I want everyone healed more than I am afraid.. lol.. we are never alone! He is with you wherever you are and will meet you no matter the road you are on. Get ya some pillows ladies. Dont you dare go chasing a man not worthy of who the Lord has created you to be for Him. The Lord will send whoever He wants you with straight to you. You need not look but detach, let it go (your desire to be with a man) and know you are never alone. Those pillows and the electric blanket work! And, when I wake up there is so much peace that it almost feels like I am back in heaven with Him. See, He is always with me and He is always with you.

I have dinner with Them. I have 3 empty seats at my table and that is where my Daddy, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit and I commune. I talk to them as if they are sitting there, because they are. If anyone ever walked in on me they would think I was bat crap crazy, haha!, but I am. I am crazy for Jesus! Have fun practicing Their presence and have fun with Them! They are very funny when you get to know them. I laugh nonstop. This might be why people tell me I need to be heavily medicated lmbo! To them I bet I seem nuts. If I had run across someone like me in my past life I would have thought they were insane and needed to be in a home haha.. now, I get it. I love this! Could life be a little better? I am sure people would look at my life and wonder how I could be happy but I am happier than I have ever been in my life. It will take a man that is being led by the Lord to ever be apart of my life. I cannot nor will I submit to a man that isn’t let by the Lord. I have done that already in my life and I want different. Dont you? All women need to be this content. My life is far from all put together but I am living proof of what God can do when He totally gets someone wrapped up in Him.

I dance with Him. Dancing is, at times, part of my prayer life. He lets me know when we need to dance. He lets me know when I need to do anything. He will change anyone if they give Him the chance. I love Him so much, if you cant tell. He is my absolute everything and the keeper of my heart, the lover of my soul, and the best boss I have ever had in my life. You can do this. Nothing is more important than you getting right with God and becoming one with Him. If He can do it to me He can do it to you as well. Have fun with Him. Goodnight and God bless!

Since you are the captain you control who and what comes inside your boat. We have all heard the saying, “dont let everything around you inside your boat”. With this saying you are the boat. Do not allow everything that happens get inside of you. Ships dont sink because of the water around them they sink because of the water getting inside of them. This is metaphorical of your situation. Dont allow your situation to climb inside of you (the boat). You are the captain and you control everything that is allowed in you and around you, for that matter. You are the boss. You are the high ranking official on this boat. Are you understanding this? Are you catching that you control what can be around you. You control what you put up with and what you dont put up. The power is on the inside of you. The power needed to back away from anything or anyone is on the inside of you.

Let me put this another way. We will use a car and a driver as an example. You are the driver, the crazy driver, but what that car does is dependent on the steering working. You are the one that is steering that car. Is it going where you are telling it? It should be because it is your hands on the wheel. If it doesn’t go the direction you want it to you need to check how you are controlling it. Are you turning in the direction that maps out your destination? If not turn the wheel! You have the power to turn around. You have the power to make that car (your life) do what you tell it.

If I am not talking to someone this lets me know that we are all about to hit a situation that will try and climb inside of us. God is good at warning us of things to come. Whatever situation comes up keep your composure. Keep your positive posture and stand flat footed in your faith. Do NOT go back !! That warning has been put out. You keep on keeping on with Jesus as your guide. Move at the speed of the Holy Spirit and stay on course! Do not get distracted by things of this world. Do not allow your flesh to rule you. I am prolly talking to myself with that one. I have been fighting my flesh on this smoking thing. I hate cigarettes. I hate how the smell. I hate how they taste. I hate how expensive they are. I hate the guilt I have after smoking one bc I feel like I am damaging the temple of God. I know I was bought with a price. I am using my brain to quit. I got all of this hate in me for cigarettes and I hate sin. I hate it! I am on 36 hours without one and it hasn’t been hard, considering I have smoked over half my life. When I tell you there is power in the brain trust me. We can do anything we set our minds to. We can have anything we ask for if we only believe. I am also fasting for someone else’s healing and not smoking so this is like a double whammy but if I can deal and change my direction so can you. We can do anything! Our brains are literally an untapped weapon. We have authority over our flesh just like we control the steering wheel on our cars or the prop on a boat. Change your course and move with God. He is the only cure to everything. I had to figure out why I smoked. I got it, too. I was smoking my fear. Fear of being overweight. How crazy is that?! I know, right?! When I learned to control my emotions I learned how to control my flesh. When I learned the root I learned I could break it. When I learned I had the power I began to use it. This might be why God changed an hour of my prayer time to exercise, lol. God is a trip and He will teach you what you need, what your body needs, and what His desires are for your life. He will tell you and then He will tell you to do things you do not understand but He will explain these things to you. I need to like exercise again. I used to but after breaking my body exercise kinda made my body hurt so in turn I decided I did not like it. Now that I am healed it is time for exercise again. When I wrecked I was in the best shape of my life, I mean, I had a 6 pack. Do you know how hard it is for a female to get 6 pack abs? It was incredibly hard and I would work out in the morning and at night. I also watched what I ate. See, God knew that wreck was coming. I did this to get in shape but my body being in shape helped it to heal. It helped it to not be as damaged as it could have been. There are photos of my car up here. Scroll back and look at them. I have been out of this habit for 8 years.. He is telling me to get back in there and take it back! I will, but it is going to take me a bit to build back up to all that cardio. I just let out a huge sigh … this is gonna be some work getting my old body back. There is a reason for everything and we may not know why He told us to do something for .. say 8 years or so. 😉 just stay with Him and move with Him. He will sustain you, and this I can promise.

You have renewed your mind, or you are learning how and you best not go back to comfort. You know what God said. You know who God called you to be with. Don’t you dare go back because you are lonely. Who am I talking to? If you go back to that destruction it will be worse than it was before. In fact the Bible says you will be seven times worse if you run after the flesh after you know things. You cant go back now. There is no turning back! Get up, dust your butt of and get back on track. We all mess up. You cannot allow a slip up to mess you up. Man, idk who you are but get up and get in gear! Stop this mess. It is all hands on deck and you gotta start doing what God says. I know how hard it is. I know what people say. I know what they are going to say before they ever say it, usually, but it doesn’t change me because I know God. If He is for us who could ever be against us. I wish you would write me so I can help you. I know this isn’t me but this is the third time today He has mentioned if I am for you why do you care is against you? I can have the whole world coming at me like a volcano exploding in my living room but it never touches me and I come out not even smelling like smoke. Look at all God has already done in your life. Look at how far y’all have come already. Dont you dare walk away and lose your faith because you think you are lonely! You best get up, dust your a$$ off and keep on keeping on! That is an order my friend!

I am not sure who this is for but God said, “stop trying to understand what He is doing.” One thing I have learned is that our human mind will get in the way if we allow it. We will think things like “how could this ever happen” “how do I explain this” “what am I going to say” “what will people think”? Sound familiar? Stop it! You will never figure it out but you will drive yourself crazy trying. God is God .. let Him be ! Let HIm do! Just go with it!

When we try and figure everything out we get trapped. We get trapped inside our own heads. We will argue with God until we lose. This prolongs things and we are truly in an accelerated season. When God speaks pay attention. God speaks in many different ways here are a few..

1. God will speak to you via His Word- the Bible. He will tell you exactly what to read and when to read it. Then He will explain it and He will show you what He needs you to see in that season, on that day.. etc. today I was led to 2 Peter 2 so I want to warn you that there have been false prophets and there are more coming. It is imperative for you to know what God says so you are not deceived. One lie- remember one lie- will corrupt your entire belief system. Be careful who you learn from. Be careful who you listen to. Be careful what you put in you. So many people do not believe in modern day prophets and that is just not biblical

2. God will speak through other people to you. Pay attention to things out of people’s mouths. They will either confirm or try and come at you with lies. These lies will pollute you .. rebuke the lies and rewrite it with the truth.

3. Music- He will speak through music. There are songs that He has told me to go listen to. There are movies He has told me to watch because there is something He needed my human brain to catch. He will tell you.

4. Movies- God does and can speak to you while you are watching something. He has told me to turn things off and I will be honest at first I was not sure if I was hearing from God or if my imagination was feeding me. It wasn’t until I learned to shut it all down that I was 100 on what I was hearing. That and God would reinforce what He was saying. He has yelled at me and I have heard Him audibly (not as much as I would like but He can and will do it).

5. Directly in your head. He will speak but we have been in such a spiritual coma we do not know what is going on. I am here to tell you if what you are hearing lines up with the word of God it is Him speaking.

6. Impressions- ever seen something in your heart? This is a Holy Spirit impression. It’s so weird but so beautiful. I love these impressions. I have learned to write them down. When all of this first started for me I got more impressions than I did visions. Then the visions started.

7. Visions- God will give you visions. You will know because they will confirm things you have already been told. They will be little screenshots of what is to come. Write the vision and it will come in its season.

8. Dreams- God will speak to you in dreams in the night season but so will satan. When satan knows you have become strong enough in waking life to come at you he will try and hit you at night in your sleep. You still carry all of your authority to bed with you so learn to rebuke in your sleep and laugh at him. Dont let the devil taunt you in your sleep. God will give you dreams that are very vivid. Like watching a movie with intense graphics. There is a lot of symbolism in dreams that make you dig deeper with God to find the full meaning. Dont take all of them literally but seek His guidance on help with interpretation.

These are just some of the ways God talks. These are some of the ways He has spoken to me. If you are confused about anything you need to seek the Lord on what to do. If you think you heard Him but aren’t sure He will confirm Himself. Chances are He already has. Ask Him again. There are some things I have worried Him with .. lol… like seriously asked so many times that He literally said “Kid, I have already told you that why are you asking me again? Stop worrying me with that and trust me.” God is very literal so move with Him. He will never steer you in the wrong direction. You cannot fail for God is with you. If God is for you who could ever be against you. Why do you still care? That is the real question. Why do you care what others think? Who am I talking to?

Get out of your own way! Get out of God’s way and Will for your life. We will not understand everything until due season and then God will make it all make sense. Trust me on this – I have promised that I will never lie to you and I wont. Even when it is difficult to say I will not lie. One lie can and does corrupt a person’s entire belief system and it gives satan a legal right to my life. If you’re still lying stop it! You’re putting that attack on yourself.