Nehemiah prayer

I have been pretty dormant but at the same time extremely busy. I have been posting some updates on facebook but nothing to the extremes of what submission is like. This has literally been my toughest battle, accepting what all God has for me. There are so many things I am unsure of but I am going with God. Whatever His will is over my own. I have submitted, but it has taken me like a month. During this time He was pulling all fear out of me and breaking its hold on my life at the root. When you find out how and when these demonic spirits get in you can cut them at the root from your life. Repent, pray, and seek His face. Once you know the Word of God most demons wont try you. I will be honest and tell you that I have been studying the ones I know and I have played with them with the Word of God to see how well it works. Let me just tell ya- The Word Works but you gotta work it! I can get them to manifest in a few seconds and then see how they think and how they work. I am a firm believer in know who your enemy is and you’ll kick his ass all over the place. I am coming for satan and these damned demonic spirits he has released from hell. That is your enemy! Them damn devils and the devil himself. It took God a while to get this into my head, too. I know how insane it sounds. This is like a whole movie playing out in front of my eyes. There is action, drama, mystery, love and suspense … we do know Who wins but there is a bit of intrigue attached to seeking the truth. I will warn you … once you know you cannot un-know and it’ll change you, one way or the other you will change.

Ok, so, God has really been on me about praying the prayers of His prophets. He has been on me about repentance and how it means change. We gotta change some things when we vote this year. I really dislike talking politics almost as much as I dislike teaching on devils. We have to stand strong on the Word of God and His beliefs. I watched a sermon the other day and a guy was sick until he repented for his vote. WOW! We have been so mislead and that must change. We know what is right and wrong. We know! If you dont know as and I will be happy to help you see what I have seen.

Here is a great prayer over my family. My family of Christ because we are all Israel now. Nehemiah fasted and prayed with this.. so did Daniel and they got answers. We need to do the same. They are to be examples when we have need of things. They are our instruction manual, history repeats itself. It may not be the same exact situation but these people were in captivity. Many of us are being held captive by something.. and it is time for all of this to get started. I am ready to see a huge move of God and I am believing Him to walk everything out that He has promised me. God is a God of covenant and everything He has told you will happen. 1 day is a 1000 years to God and 1000 years as one day… man can He teach patience.

Lord, we seek Your ear. You O Lord God of heaven, the great and awesome God, who preserves the covenant and lovingkindness for those who love Him and keep His commandments. Let Your ear now be attentive and Your eyes open to hear the prayer of Your servant which we are praying now, day and night on behalf of the sons of Israel, confessing sins which we have sinned against You Lord. We have acted very currently against You have not kept the commandments, nor the statues, not the ordinances which You did command. Remember the Word and your covenant with us Lord. You told Moses “if you are unfaithful I will scatter you among the peoples but if you return to Me and keep My commandments and do them, though those of you have been scattered were in the most remote part of the heavens, I will father them from there and will bring them to the place where I have chosen to cause My name to dwell. We are Your servants and people, who You redeemed by Your great power and by Your strong hand. O Lord, we beseech You, may Your ear be attentive to Your servants. Forgive us Lord. We plead the blood of Jesus over every inch of us and our nation, sweep us and heal us Father. In Jesus name, amen.

The Word works IF you work it!

All throughout the Bible we see promises from God but we do not invoke His Word upon our lives. There are keys to the Kingdom and He has given us all we need and it is time we take them by force.

Will in the Bible is a promise from God and we are entitled to all of them as children of God, even the OT. I know some teach that we are not allowed to invoke OT promises and that is NOT true. Gal 3 gives us access to all of the promises of Abraham bc we are his lineage.

Faulty teaching has given Satan legal rights to our lives. We cannot be ignorant to his devises any longer. If we say; “we are sick” we give the enemy full access to our lives. Shut up when you want to say this and take it to God. Look up healing scriptures and invoke those promises over your life and your loved ones. We can and should be praying for the promises of our family. Satan uses fake junk to cause discord within the family so we fight. This is so we will not fight for our family but instead we fight with them. We must stop that and get in His Word. For His Word is where all of our power starts. Love is another key. Without love we do things for the wrong reasons and give the enemy access. We may not be under the law, because Jesus freed us from the law, but God has perfect government we have been stupid to. I am not calling anyone stupid because I have been ignorant to satans devises too but we must end that.

If in the Bible is a law!! God has perfect government but when we do not do the IF’s we become prey for the enemy and God does not want that to be the case anymore. Government and politics has ruined our thoughts of what God’s Will is in our lives. We have removed every aspect of God from our government and that MUST change. When we remove God we invite Satan in to reign in our land. Justice is of God and so is righteousness. These are also keys to the Kingdom. We must not judge but give that back to God. We’ve taken judgement of people, how they live, and their sins upon ourselves causing us to judge people. Perfect judgement is on God for the wicked will perish and you’ll get to watch this occur IF we hand over any and all judgement back to God. We have forgotten what Christ did for us to prove God’s heart for His people. We have lost our heart for the Lord and we gotta get that back.

O Lord, do it again. Restore us to former glory. May streams of Your refreshing love flow us over until our hearts are drenched with Your love for us and Your people. Revive our dead hearts Lord. Point out Your promises in Your Word and help us work Your Word for the glorification of You Father. In Jesus name ~ amen

Abortion needs to be illegal because it is to God

This is a very controversial subject but God says dont kill His kids. I know what it is like to feel stuck but to have options on what to do. I have had an abortion when I was a teenager. I had no idea about all the things God has shown me at that time in my life so, who better to come against this than someone that has lived on both sides. Who better than someone that has experienced it. Who better than someone that understands the power of God’s grace! I know what it feels like to not want a pregnancy but if I knew what I know now I would have had him. I know it was a boy and I needed a lot of God’s grace. I know I have to extend as much grace as I have been offered. God has an unmeasurable amount of forgiveness extended to His children when they ask. Please, please, know I am not judging but only stating facts backed by the Bible. God’s Word is power and He means all of it. We have grown accustomed to cherry picking what we want to believe and not other things. It is important to know that God means ALL of it!

In the Bible, the very first chapter, we learn that life is in the blood and God gave that blood its life. Gen 9:4. We see that blood has a voice when it cried out to God after Cain killed Able. Gen 4:10. There is so much about blood in the Bible. It is mentioned over 400 times. The blood will be avenged and God is the avenger of blood. Num 35:19 We have shed so much innocent blood in our land and it needs to be healed. The blood is innocent and by harming it we come against all God created it to do. 1 Sam 19:5. We also see that we cannot shed innocent blood or God Himself will deal with us. 1 Sam 25:31. Abortion is murder, it just is and abortion is child sacrifice. We see that they sacrificed their children to Molech in the Bible and God sent them to Babylon because of it and sent numerous plagues for disobedience. The OT is full of warnings we do not pay attention to and that has to stop. I dont know about you but I want our land to be healed by God and if that takes repentance on our part because of laws we created then so be it.

God wouldn’t allow King David to build Him a house because of the blood shed, because he was a warrior. Instead God had Solomon build Him a house. 2 Sam 7, 1 Chron 22:8. Shedding blood is important to God and we cannot do it. For our war is not against flesh and blood and murder is a spirit from the pits of hell. Satan wants us to spoil our lives by killing. He comes to kill, steal and destroy. John 10:10. Those children are God’s children and if we do not want to put ourselves in the situation of unwanted children we need not lay down. I can say that because I did it! God never gives up on His children and wants to forgive us for everything we have ever done but we are such stupid humans we try and justify our actions. I cant have the life I want if I have this child… see how many i’s are in that statement? That was me taking the reins of my life away from God and handing them to myself. We must stop this!! God cannot use any blood that doesnt exist or is in hell. Psalm 30. God remembers all of the blood and He will avenge it. Psalm 9. Blood is precious to God and He will avenge it because He sees it. Psalm 72. We cannot hide what we have done and we need a mass healing to come to our land. If me speaking out about what we have done and beg for forgiveness causes this to occur I will be the one.

The wicked, and I believe they have been taken over by a demon, are the ones that shed innocent blood. Prov 1. Pride is a spirit and pride gets in God’s way, it also will make one think higher of themselves than they should and they shed innocent blood. Prov. 6. Read Prov 12:6 too. God also tells us that when innocent blood is shed he will not hear our prayers because of the blood on our hands. Isa 1. We also see in Isaiah 1 that we are not allowed in God’s court with this blood on our hands. We all need a day in His court to get back what the devil stole.

In Jeremiah 2:34 we see God say He doesnt even have to look for the blood of the poor innocents but it is plainly seen on all things. Look at our country and how abortion is readily available. Now they want for women to be able to choose even after the child’s birth. How can we ever allow this? I was a L&D nurse and with this it can cause a termination of an entire generation, race, economic status etc. with the right doc on board. We have been so stupid. We can also lose blessings from God for the shedding of innocent blood. Jere 7:6. There are crimes against the blood. God also can and will send pestilence to our lands for these crimes. Eze 14:19. We also know that God can stop it due to the obedience of just one person. I invite everyone to watch this message in action Friday night on Facebook at 9Pm.

There is so much to the blood. So much we have done wrong and so much we need to beg forgiveness for. Not just the USA but the WORLD!

Lord, Thank You for all You do. Thank you for Your grace! I praise You for pouring it out on me and allowing me to walk in Your grace fountain. Thank You Father. Lord, we know we do not deserve a hearing in your court but we appeal to You through Your compassion, Your love, Your mercy and we bed forgiveness for the crimes we have committed and allowed against Your blood. We are sorry for killing Your kids. Please Forgive us. We appeal to You through Jesus and His blood that was shed for our redemption . Lord, Your word says the righteousness act of one man stopped a plague Numbers 25, through Phineas, Lord, Your Word promises that one act to ALL generations and we ask You to remember who You are and not what we are. Thank You Daddy God. In Jesus Name amen, amen, AMAN!

Story time.. mind blown by God!

Wednesday of last week, June 24, God told me to take a trip. I was unsure if I heard Him correctly so I verified this like three different times. As soon as I committed to going the warfare started like immediately. I was told to go to the Valley of Texas. Harlingen to be exact to pray at a hospital. I have been a tad dormant because of this and this huge trust exercise. I am not one that likes to drive far off from home. I totaled two cars in eight years with satan trying to take me out. My job is to teach everyone how to beat him and those goons working for him. I hate satan and he is my only enemy!! God told me I wouldn’t sleep much the night before I left and I didn’t, maybe 4 hours and I had a 14 hour drive the next day. I have been praying for the supernatural strength and stamina of Paul and Elijah, what they had I want, and He delivered. I was not tired at all and I should have been.

Satan knows he cannot come at me anymore because I know him so he hit my daughter. Her air conditioning went out. Her vehicle started having problems.. everything electrical and God told me it was an attack. My daughter said she felt the most peace in my house. That is not my peace but God’s peace that has fell on my dwelling place because of all the prayer. He told me to start praying every four hours and I have been obedient. No matter what He tells you to do be obedient because there are mass blessings when you are obedient and I am going to get to that.

I left my house at about 6:30 Thursday morning. I had to cancel lunch with my son whose birthday was Friday the 26th. My daughter was supposed to have a hair appointment and I was supposed to watch my grands while she was there. Y’all, God lined it up where I could go. I arrived in Harlingen at Velma’s house at about 8:30 and hugged on her tight. It was so good to see her! Of course, after all of that drive in the Valley I had to potty as soon as I got there . This is where things start getting good. I cant help but to laugh, again, because God trips me out. He is a total trip! I went to the bathroom and do my business. While I am sitting there I thank God for letting me make it there safe and sound. Then a loose diamond falls into my blue jeans. I had to cover all my basis because I thought a stone fell out of my earrings. I have been praying so hard to see all God has. I saw His treasury department while in Heaven but I have not seen any of these masterpieces fall, especially on me. I ask to walk in the supernatural and see Him for all He has. Y’all, He dropped an oval cut diamond in my blue jeans. I am so in Awe of Him! That was the first blessing for going. He told me it was for my obedience because I really did not want to go, I will be honest. It was 14 hours away and that is one way.

Friday morning we get up and get dressed and then Vanessa gets there. Our assignment was to go pray over a hospital I used to work at, with Vanessa, when I was a travel nurse. It was great seeing her and hugging her neck too. Next time I go it will be for vacation. God has promised me we will play next time because this visit was work. I taught and prayed. Before we left a torrential rain storm hit. I was in white linen pants and immediately started talking to God. I was like, ummm, You see I am in white pants, right? I am almost sure He was laughing. He did not pick out my outfit that day, I did. He is a trip! Then, the work of Elijah came to mind when He stopped the rain and I immediately got in the Bible. God has been on me for a few weeks now teaching me that we control the elements, we just do not use that power. I prayed that exact prayer except I said three days instead of three years. It stopped raining and was only sprinkling so we could go to VBMC and pray over that hospital and all the employees. Then it started sprinkling on us so we got back in our cars. God asked me if I heard Him say “get back in the car?” I was like no sir I didnt but it is raining and I have on white pants… lol.. He said; “Get out and dance!” I got out and danced in the rain with my Daddy and I loved it. I was then told to run around my car three times. I am not sure what the purpose of that was but I did it. I was obedient at all costs and He has been drilling that into me for over a year. After leaving the hospital we had to go to a funeral home because I was also told to pray there for someone specific and I did. Then we had to walk around there 7 times. I know all of this sounds crazy but we did it. 2 Cor 5:13! I am crazy! I am crazy for Jesus and He is crazy for me.. and you! We had lunch and I thought my job was finished and I could come home… nope! I got about 30 mins away and then He said, “what are you doing?” I said; ‘going home.’ He said; “ I am not done here yet turn around.” I turned around and was told to rest. I slept like a baby that night. Fear is gripping our country and God did not give us a spirit of fear 2Tim 1:7 so we know that is all satan. Turn off the TV if anything of this world happening is scaring you because that is not of God we are to be bold as lions. Fear had been attacking where I was staying at night but I would not give in and made it break its hold.

The next morning I did some teaching and then was able to leave. I was on the road and was then told to go to Corpus Christi and pray over Christus Spohn South, and I did. I was told to dance and I did. I felt a huge spirit of heaviness. I feel this in my shoulder and I know that praise is the antidote for heaviness. Praise is a weapon so use it! I had God dress me in the garment of praise and we literally stopped on several interstates, on the side of the road to dance. I cant even with how funny He is. I was on interstate 37 to San Antonio when He told me to get out and dance again. That interstate is pretty busy and I was like, “are you sure God?” He literally said; “you would dance on bars and get up and sing with bands but you wont do this for me?” He said a mouthful with that one so I got out and danced. Just call me His dancing prophet… lmbo. I was then told to go to Dallas and touch my mom for her healing. I did this and stayed the night. While there I was in warfare again with fear. Not my fears but hers and made it leave. I pray it doesnt return because these spirits have a tendency to do that when they are banished. Jesus teach her how to fight.

I got up and had some coffee and then got on the road. I prayed the entire way and God and I were just hanging out. I was almost to the state line to come back into Arkansas when He told me that there was a lady that worked at a service station that needed healing and we were going to stop and heal her. I want everyone healed because I know pain and I know sickness since my death so I was game. He told me she had breast cancer and to touch her. I had no idea where this gas station was but He gives amazing directions. I couldn’t help but beg for forgiveness because I wonder how many times I have missed the mark for not paying attention to Him, His voice in my head. I never want to miss that mark again. He told me when to get off the interstate, which road to take and where the station was. I went in and explained she was going to think I was crazy and that station was full. They heard me tell her I was sent by God to heal her medical ailments and I knew it was cancer she was up against. God had her back and He was healing her I needed to just touch her like I was told. I did all of this and felt extreme joy and gladness because He healed her and He used me to help Him. I gave her my business card and told her to call me with her testimony because she was in fact going through all the genetic testing for breast cancer. Our God is so amazing! I hope this has increased your faith as much as it did mine.

I am not done yet. Monday evening God gave me a vision of my daughter wrecking and I prayed it out. Dispatched her angels and didnt think anything else about it. There was a high speed chase where they had to put out the nail strip to stop the car and it did, in fact, cause an accident. My daughter was witness to this but was not in the way because God has her back. Fear tried to attack with that prayer but I didnt allow that. I told him I had seen my daughters future and I trust my God to get down. About 30 mins later my baby told me all about what she had seen. I had honestly forgotten about the vision because it was in the past and I trust God. I was in awe mode for a good hour afterwards. God protected my heart that lives on the outside of my chest with a prayer. I cannot stress how important repentance is and how it is best to stay on the offense with prayer.

Father, thank you for all you do, we praise Your holy name. Lord, forgive us where we are wrong, forgive our Land and sweep through and heal it. I come against all fear, all unbelief and religious spirits. I bind them nasty things up and cast them to the pits of hell where they must remain until they are judged in our favor by Jesus! I loose Your amazing grace, forgiveness, obedience and love into our earth and drop a double dose of healing on the USA, Lord. We love You and we thank You for letting us know we are priceless to You. We love You .. In Jesus name- amen amen amen

There is power in the fast

There is so much power in fasting to increase your relationship with God that the enemy will come at you every which way but loose. It can be detrimental but you can and will win! Do not give up and you push through.

The first step is identify what is coming at you. Once you’ve identified it see how many times you’ve given it legal right to bug you. Demons (evil spirits, stans goons) must have legal right to enter you. Once you make it leave it will try and come back. This is why being still and listening to God instead of our own human reasoning is so important. I cannot ever stress the importance of prayer.

I know who I used to be and so does Satan. He tries to use my past against me. “Don’t you want to go kill them? No! I want God to work in their hearts and heal their brokenness. Satan get down! Get beneath my feet. You can’t come at me with this crap ever again. I get irate and start rebuking everything I feel trying to come at me. I want you to learn how to kick his butt too. Get him off of you… resist the devil and he will flee. Don’t give him legal access to your life.

We give legal access by our words. Our words are walking and we will be judged for them. Shutting up is something God drilled in my head. I close all doors in the sprint and go into my office and let God have it all. I know I can’t do this alone and I must have His help when I’m in heavy warfare.

Fasts lead to breakthrough and answers from God. This is why I tell people to fast. When you fast you gotta have God get you through it, especially if it is for a few days. I cannot fast alone and tried once. I ended up whining to God that I was so hungry. Now I let Him call the fasts. If He has been on you to fast I encourage you to get it done!

Father God, our real Daddy, we thank you for this gorgeous day you have given us. We praise your holy name and thank you for being faithful. You are so, so good to us. Thank You Daddy! We love you! We ask you to sow forgiveness, peace, love and wisdom into all people being used by the enemy to come against us. Thank you Lord! In Jesus name! Amen