Be Still & Shut up

If you don’t have child-like faith, love, and trust for God say it until you become one w a new belief system. There is life and death in the power of your tongue Prov 18:21. You gotta know His Word and exactly what He says about you…more on this tomorrow.
I pray to wake up in the realm with Him I am in now. God is so amazing!! The Word is truth. He is truth. He is the spirit of truth for the word cannot conceive of Him bc they do not know Him. Check your belief system bc God has made me realize He is not what I was taught. There are so many false teachers, false doctrines and junk in this world. He is taking us to a whole nother dimension in Him. Let Him teach you. Y’all literally watched Him do this with me. What are you waiting on? He is not a respecter of person but loves us all!! This is the second phase of the process, I think. I know He has been grooming me for the habitation phase bc I have felt this a few times… there was SO much warfare so many quit before they get here. Do not quit!!

1. Revelation
2. Visitation
3. Habitation
   I know how it sounds …😂 trust me I know. God is hilarious!! I love His craziness!! You’ve always known Him and He knew you before He formed you in your mother’s womb. Jere 1:5. I am in awe of Him and what all He has accomplished in me.
   If this is me boasting… ok! I’m bragging on God not myself. God coached me this entire time. If me bragging on God is what anyone considers boasting they need to check the definition. Often times we think we know but we are really dumb humans in the whole scheme of things. When you ask for the anointing of anyone in the Bible to help change our world be prepared to study them. We have not bc we ask not. He means His word!! #GetInTheWord you won’t make it in the next season without knowing who He is and what His word says. He has been giving us instruction on how to navigate. I really hope y’all are paying attention. He has prophets all over that He has been raising up. He has warriors. He has the master battle plan! There is strategy to every war you’re in. Your best line of defense to play offense. Prayer is your life support!! To win and get those promises you gotta invoke His Word. It will not return void !! Put your angels to work!! We got so many just sitting around doing nothing. They might be drawing unemployment but I doubt it. 😜 yep, I’m still me just way better. I love who He has created and it took a lot of convincing from Him for me to love me again. I tell ya brain injury and people took me for a ride and I coulda killed a whole colony w my hands. Now, I want everyone in my family.. even them false/fakes I want to convert. They still gotta a pulse so there is a chance. I’ve been released to share most everything…prolly everything but there are some things I don’t want to share that He has told me. It’s kinda funny though bc He takes over and does it anyway. I yield to Him daily so I recommend you do this too. My life is no longer my own and I’m happy to announce that. I want to cry out of gratitude bc we made it. Boy, did the Holy Spirit have His work cut out for Him w me. I’m so proud for Him and of Him. Let me assure you, if you ever doubted there was a God, He is real. I am living proof. I don’t have to get even or do anything bc God is fighting for me now. He taught me how to pray. Nobody wants to go to war with me. I find that so humorous bc He is a total bada$$!! His word tells you everything you need to know. He will become enemies w your enemies. I gotta stop using the word a$$ 😂😂 not that He told me I couldn’t use it but bc I don’t want to anymore. He did tell me to cut my carbs tho and it didn’t even hurt my feelings. He will tell you everything if you ask. We just don’t ask or when we do we don’t wait for the answer. We try to go at it alone. Isa 40:31 #TrustTheProcess. I didn’t even know He had a process until He started using hashtags lol. God is truly a trip. I think He used me to prove Himself to y’all which is mighty funny to me as well. I guess me telling I went to heaven and hell wasn’t enough. Proof is in the pudding… Psalm 46:10 is so important too. Be still, shut up, trust Him and let Him do the work in you. I see you and I know who you are. I am praying for you. You weren’t drawn to me by accident. He needs you so fix your junk and read Eph 1. Know what He says about you. You literally create your life with your words bc what you say you are gets drilled into your heart. What a man is in his heart he will become. Prov 23:7 Stop disagreeing with Him! And if y’all don’t start reading a Proverb a day I’m gonna scream! If not now when? When you gonna start? God is raising up the ones to walk in the spirit. Those that walk in the spirit are sons of God. Earth is waiting on the revealing of the sons of God. Rom 8. You were born for such a time as this. Esth 4.

What are you waiting on? Repent, face your faults and fears, and get under the right teaching bc when you do chains get broken just hearing them. It is in their calling. We all have a job to do and we should all be working toward a common goal- advancing the kingdom! Stop complaining. Stop whining about how life isn’t fair or how you were treated badly by someone, heal your heart and forgive! You gotta give grace to get grace. If we don’t forgive we are not forgiven. You gotta ask for the spirit of wisdom and revelation. I wish I had had something like this when I went through my process. I hope and pray many of you went through it with me! You should be coming into the next phase too. I’m so excited for God. If you aren’t praying for spirits of love, peace, unity, forgiveness, and fear of the Lord you need to. Having the spirit of fear of the Lord is a huge part of this.

I asked for the heart of David … I got it. Before I got it I had to study David. I had to learn about him and the grace he was given, the respect he gave, and the praise he sent up. I got his dancing too.
I asked for the stamina of Paul and is consistency… I was told to pray every 4 hours. 😂 God is hilarious. I had to study Paul as well.
I asked for the knowledge and heart for Jesus like John. I had to study John in depth too but I got it.
I asked to be able to prophesy like the OT prophets … I’m not there yet but I trust Him to accomplish this.
I tell people be careful what they pray bc He will answer when it is according to His will. He will give you anything and everything you ask. I don’t even pray for myself anymore or for finances. I don’t need to. I trust Him. If He has to send a raven to take care of me I know He will. If He tells me to go fishing I will go. My job right now is to be completely obedient to Him. I’m still so in awe of what He did to me and how He molded me. Prov 22:6 He trained His child up the way she should go so she will never depart from it. Gosh I sure do love Him. I was so Himsick but now I know He is right here w me. I get to see my children and my grands but other than that He truly calls the shots and I dare not mess Him up, anymore.
I think we’ve been posting these updates weekly. There ya have it- our progress. Stay with it and trust me I know how hard this process is but trust Him. He’s got your back. I love you all!
Welcome to a new season! Yep, I’m prolly behind. Praise The Lord for His grace fountain that drenches me.

I know I have went over this before but maybe not to this totality. God drilled it into my head that what came out of my mouth I would see. What I thought of myself I would become. What I thought of others would come out of my mouth and cause destruction. I want people to get this so badly because they dont. I posted about words last night and it was not well received. I do not care about anyone laughing at me, it happens, let’s get that straight and in the open. I am tough with some thick skin, someone laughing at me doesn’t phase me. What I want is for people to understand they are cursing their own lives with their words. We must believe Him for all He says He is and what He says about us. I am not the one confused because that would make God a liar and He is not!! Satan is the deceiver and he is lied to the church so much that we forgot the power of our words. Satan calls these people new-age, apologetics etc. I dont even know what any of those words mean and I don’t need to. I am a believer and I believe God for all He is and all He says. Ephesians 1 teaches you what a new person and a new creation you are. Please go read this and get in the book of Proverbs.

In Genesis 1:1 we see God created the universe with what He said…. that is words. That is the power of words. He is a creator and did so with words. In John 1:1 we see that God is the word. I am learning in Hebrew that each one of the letters is more than letters but feelings, emotions, personality of God, and spirit. It is really cool what all of this means and how it proves how important words are in our spoken universe. God created us to have dominion. Dominion means to rule and we need to rule our mouths. There is life and death in the power of our tongue. (Proverbs 18:21) The tongue forms our words. Once we control our words and our flesh we will totally walk in the power God intended when He created man. This is no easy task and I fail daily but I want to be better so badly. I bind my tongue every day of my life and ask Him to help me get my flesh in line with the Holy Spirit.

My heart goes out to those that do not understand this and are not kind, and are judgmental beings. They will be judged with the same harshness they put onto others. Matt 7:2. I dont think they catch the power they have in their body. 1 John 4:4 He that lives in me is greater than anything of this world. That is because you are supposed to have God living on the inside of you and He created the world. You are a co-creator with God. His word will not return void so when you have Him living inside of you you create your world with your words. (Isa 55:11) If you say you are broke you will be broke. If you say you are healed you will be healed.. If you say you are abundantly supplied He does it because you are trusting in Him. All of this has to do with your trust level of God. I hope this is making sense. It is imperative we get our words in line with the word of God. We cannot talk down on ourselves or others because ultimately all we are doing is talking down on God. This is why He tells us that if we call someone a fool we are in jeopardy of hell fire. (Matt 5:4) When a person has the Holy Spirit and you call them a crack head you’re calling God a crackhead.. God is not a crackhead! Get the gist of this yet?

I was not raised in church for the majority of my life and I had no idea about any of this. God in me.. the Holy Spirit.. my Lord of my life has been my teacher. Did He have His work cut out for Him? You betcha.. I was not an easy transformation. I think He did this to me first to prove His power. It truly makes me laugh with Him about this. He is a really funny guy once you get to know Him. He is perfect in every way! The Bible teaches us that what we say we are we become. Proverbs 23:7 teaches that in our heart is what we become. When we spout off negative all the time we become negative people. I know this because I was one. If you couldn’t find the negative in a situation you could always come sit by me and we would find it. I was the queen of negativity. I honestly do not know how my children turned out so well, except God! I did raise them in church and that, I believe, was the best gift I could have ever given them. I know this as fact because I went to hell and if I had to go there so my children never do it was all worth it. I honestly do not want anyone to ever go to hell, it is wretched and I cry as I write this. I am not one of those titty-baby crying women either. I have always been an alpha-female with a strong bold personality. What others hated about me God is using for His good. I am so in awe of Him and I praise Him for so many things. He is so good to us. So good to us! To be positive we have to fill ourselves with positive. There is a generation coming up that will read minds so be careful what you’re thinking, you are not safe in your own head anymore. That group of prophets decide if they will reveal it or not. This stuff isn’t just in your head but it is in your heart, So, clean it up!! Fill yourself with His word, Fill yourself with Him so you look like HIm. That Him in you is proof of His love because you will totally love others when you didn’t even like people. I know this because it was me, too. I could have been a serial killer in my life before God created this new being. Let the Holy Spirit teach you, that is His job (John 16) He will comfort you, lead you and guide you into all possibilities with God. God is limitless with ultimate power and satan has us so stuck in religion we have forgotten that. Ask that Holy Spirit to remind you who He is!

I have not and will not ever teach anything that is not in the Bible. When God calls you to teach there is double judgment attached to you. James 3:1. You have to have such an intimate relationship with Him to hear Him. To put in the world what He wants and aspire to be better today than you were yesterday. I am my only competition. There are so many things I once did that I am not allowed to do anymore and I really dont want to. We all have a calling and we are to respect others as we would want them to respect us.. you know, treat others as you want to be treated! Luke 6:31. And our words are spirit, they are life and are walking. John 6:63. Jesus died to give us our power back over the earth and as time as it is for us to take all of our power back because earth is waiting on the sons of God to rise up (Rom 8:19) . I want everyone to get control of their mouth!! I want you to see the importance of your words! When you cuss someone you are using a form of witchcraft and cursing them. By talking down to people we make them feel low about themselves and they will ultimately become what they hear all their lives. If someone calls someone trash they feel like trash and it is ingrained in their subconscious that they are trash. We have to change and create a new being in ourselves and renew our minds. I have had to ask God to help me renew my mind, get my flesh in order (kill it essentially) and to fill all the holes in my soul with healing, His healing. I want you to ask God to do the same for you if you have been beat up by the world. People are stupid because we do not understand. Hos 4:6 says we perish because of our own ignorance.. it is time to rise up and not be ignorant any longer. If you dont catch the power of your words after this please hit me up and we will talk one on one. God bless you always

Father God, thank You for today and for Your grace-fountain that washes those who pray to and love You freely. We praise Your holy name. Lord Father God cleanse us, create in us a new mind, show us where we need to repent, where we need to forgive and heal us. Create in us a new being and a strong spirit. Show us how and teach us Father. Help us to forgive and we ask you to forgive that persecute your anointed even when they may not realize they are doing it. Sow forgiveness, revelation and peace into them- into us too, my King. Bind our tongues where nothing comes out of us that does not glorify you. Kill our flesh that wants and desires to rule over us. Remove every aspect of us that does not go forward with You. Fill our souls with Your healing touch to mend all the holes that life has drilled in it. Teach us to shut up and walk away if we cannot think of a positive when in any and all situations. Teach us and lead us to be positive people with a great fiery hunger for you Lord. Fill us to overflow so when people see us they can feel you in and surrounding us. Help us forgive those that have hurt us, betrayed us and let us down, let us know we are no better and we are not to ever look down on anyone unless we are helping them up. Bring Your will to the earth as it is in heaven. We know that there are angels here on special assignment from You for us and for our help. We will discern them and obey Your word Father. Thank You for all You are doing and all You have done. We love you and we receive all of this by faith in you. In Jesus mighty name- amen amen and amen.

I pray that the Father of glory, the God of our Lord Jesus Christ, would impart to you [me] the riches of the Spirit of wisdom and the Spirit of revelation to know him through your [my] deepening intimacy with him. I pray that the light of God will illuminate the eyes of your [my] imagination, flooding you [me] with light, until you [I] experience the full revelation of the hope of his calling—that is, the wealth of God’s glorious inheritances that he finds in us [me], his holy ones [one]! I pray that you [I] will continually experience the immeasurable greatness of God’s power made available to you [me] through faith. Then your lives [my life] will be an advertisement of this immense power as it works through you [me]! This is the mighty power that was released when God raised Christ from the dead and exalted him to the place of highest honor and supreme authority in the heavenly realm! And now he is exalted as first above every ruler, authority, government, and realm of power in existence! He is gloriously enthroned over every name that is ever praised, not only in this age, but in the age that is coming! And he alone is the leader and source of everything needed in the church. God has put everything beneath the authority of Jesus Christ and has given him the highest rank above all others. And now we [I], [part of] his church, are his body on the earth and that which fills him [us] who is being filled by it! (Ephesians 1:17-23 TPT)

Therefore, as through one man’s offense judgment came to all men, resulting in condemnation, even so through one Man’s righteous act the free gift came to all men, resulting in justification of life. For as by one man’s disobedience many were made sinners, so also by one Man’s obedience many will be made righteous.
Moreover the law entered that the offense might abound. But where sin abounded, grace abounded much more, so that as sin reigned in death, even so grace might reign through righteousness to eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord. Romans 5:18-21

Grace is something God has had to teach me. I was operating in so many spirits from the pits of hell that condemnation came on me and quickly. Every time I would do something I knew better than to do I would feel so much shame and guilt. I do not ever want to take advantage of God’s grace. I went to hell when I died and this put the fear of God in me. I have the spirit of fear of the Lord that the Bible tells us about but I would not allow grace to take over. It was like I forgot about God’s love until last night. I knew God made me a warrior in the spiritual realm but the hardest part is allowing grace to abound in my life. Grace comes with peace and our happiness. I mess up and prolly so badly He should take His Holy Spirit from me. I know I can never leave without Him again. It makes me strive to do better and allow the Holy Spirit to comfort me, to teach me and to give me peace. John 14.

I have felt guilt, condemnation, shame so intensely that I almost hated myself. No more of that and I do not want you to ever feel them again either. We do have to back away from our favorite sins and anything God has told us is a sin. I have no but for that except we will fail. It is inevitable and this is why Jesus died for us. He knew we would fail. He knew we would fall down but the Holy Spirit is there to help us pick ourselves up. I feel that every time God is about to elevate me I fail. I hated that about myself and I would put so much pressure on me that I forgot about His grace. I would forget that He died to make sure I never felt that pressure. I do not believe the spirit of grace or His everlasting amazing grace is free reign to sin or that we should ever take advantage of it. We must do all we can to please Him. What I have learned is that His grace is sufficient for all my failures.

God told me smoking cigarettes is a sin. Yesterday I totally messed up and bought a pack and smoked some of them. I asked God in prayer that when I mess up to show me and to make me hurt where I never want to do it again. He is just to answer our prayers when we pray the right things. I do not want to make Him disappointed in me and before He ever could I beat myself up. I had a headache so badly I will never in my life buy another pack of cigarettes. I was being a bad steward of the money He has put in my life. I was sinning against Him and the wage of sin is death. Death is also a spirit that comes to try and kill your future. I fought so many evil spirits last night that I hardly slept. They come in the night season too. I had to depend on the Holy Spirit to help me meditate on God’s word about how to win. How to beat my flesh and evil lurking trying to take over my life. When I say to make Him your best friend this is why. I could hear scripture being played over and over in my mind and I needed this more than anything last night. This is two nights this week that evil has come so hard at me that I did not sleep well. I finally went to sleep meditating on God’s Word and taking authority over everything the enemy was trying to hit me with. I refuse to be any kind of helper to stan and his goons. I refuse to allow them make me doubt that my God is bigger than anything thrown at me. I want everyone to get here. I want everyone to move away from their sins and live as close to God as they possibly can. Once we start this process God brings us under His mighty strong arms and protects us. God’s grace is sufficient for all of our needs so do not ever allow the enemy to beat you up like he has me. I hate satan and he is my only enemy. I will spend the rest of my life giving that rat liar hell. He will wish I had died that night he came with death to take me. He will regret the very day I was born. He tried to take me out that day too… I am coming for his nasty ass.

I am one of the most unconventional people God could have ever chosen but I feel many of you think that about yourselves too. Keep that funky spirit in overdrive for the Lord. He is mightier than anything in this world. 1 John 4:4. He will deliver you from your sins and when you fail He will pick you up, I am living proof. I should have woke up with anything but joy this morning but my joy comes from the Lord not anything of this world. I praise Him for all of us needing an ever increasing amount of grace. For where there is sin grace abounds even more. Let God wrap His arms around you today and fill you with HIs ever increasing mighty love and grace.

Father, I think you for saving me. I praise you for your amazing grace. We love you Father. We thank You for reminding us and teaching us of the power of grace. We ask you encapsulate us with the spirit of grace for the measure it is needed. We take authority over any and all evil spirits trying to hit us and we send them to hell where they must stay until they are rightly judged in our favor by Jesus. We invoke Your amazing promises for us and we thank You for all You are. I thank You for the “thorn” you have place inside of my head to keep me closer to you. We thank you for your ever abounding love and we ask for you to show us how you love us today and every day of our lives from this day forward. We seek Your love, we seek Your face, we are knocking Lord… we are asking … Thank You for Your forgiveness and we lay our sins at your feet. Show us what to move away from, who to move away from, and how to stay clear of the evil coming at us. Forgive us where we fail you and we plead for grace. In Jesus mighty name – amen, amen, and amen. Please send the angels before us to straighten our path. In Jesus name.

I was going to write something else here today but God knows that fear is coming hard at His people. He wants you to know the antidote to this tormenting spirit. I went live this morning on facebook for like an hour speaking about how to do this and facing some of my own fears. I have not been one to go live and teach about these spirits or how to beat them but now I see it as I get to. I get to do this for God. I get to increase the knowledge of His people. I get to help people get rid of demons around them. If you’re on facebook I encourage you to watch that live.

In order for me to beat fear I have had to face all of them and lay them at Jesus’ feet. He is just to deliver us but we have to acknowledge all fears, accept them, admit to them and work through them. We have to take them to God and allow Him to fight fear because it is a tormenting spirit. It is a demon from the pits of hell. When I admit to things the enemy cannot use them against me anymore. I know what God is going to do with me and I have had to admit to my faults and fears but I am not telling you that you have to other than with God. He is the mighty deliverer of all things but when He delivers you from things get those things out of you and your way of thinking. You cannot return to what kept you in bondage. This could be people or your favorite sins. I have had to let go of both. I am good now except I still struggle with wanting to smoke cigarettes. I do.. Unfortunately I am still human. I understand that verse where Paul says he does things that he doesn’t want to do but his flesh is weak. God tells Paul that His graces is sufficient for him. We all mess up but it is getting back right with God that matters. You’re going to mess up but you will not fail. God has your back!

You have to love and perfectly for fear to be kicked out of your life for good by God. Perfect love casts out fear. That perfect love includes loving yourself!! I had problems with this so I can tell you all about it if you need help. God had to literally teach me how to love myself again. I did not hate me but I did not love me how God does and that is perfect love. God is perfect love. We also have to love everyone as we love ourselves. When we love everyone as we love ourselves and love ourselves how God loves us and see people as God does it makes loving them a whole lot easier. I never understood why others would want to see people as God sees them but I do now. God is the most important person in our lives. He wants you to bring everything to Him, even your temptations, your weaknesses, and your disdain for His people. He will teach you to love them.

Lord, thank You for today. For Your mercy, grace, forgiveness and Your perfect love. Help us love ourselves and see ourselves as you see us. Fight our battle with fear for us and bring us into your will. Send us the spirits of peace, love, unity, forgiveness and the gift of love. Help us see others as you see them Lord. Forgive us where we have failed you and move us back into your will. We love you Father. In Jesus name amen