Be Still & Shut up

And he gave some, apostles; and some, prophets; and some, evangelists; and some, pastors and teachers; For the perfecting of the saints, for the work of the ministry, for the edifying of the body of Christ: Till we all come in the unity of the faith, and of the knowledge of the Son of God, unto a perfect man, unto the measure of the stature of the fulness of Christ:

That we henceforth be no more children, tossed to and fro, and carried about with every wind of doctrine, by the sleight of men, and cunning craftiness, whereby they lie in wait to deceive; But speaking the truth in love, may grow up into him in all things, which is the head, even Christ:

From whom the whole body fitly joined together and compacted by that which every joint supplieth, according to the effectual working in the measure of every part, maketh increase of the body unto the edifying of itself in love.
Ephesians 4:11-16

This is telling us who God is sending in the church for us to learn from. There is a spirit of religion that makes people doubt that this five-fold ministry is still alive and well. I assure you it is and it makes me happy to come out about being all of these. It has taken God months you convince me that I even wanted this! I want all He has got!! Some of you may have seen this coming and knew before I did… I am a hardheaded brat. Well, I was. Now, I will do everything He wants w great joy and out of love for my fellow man. He is preparing my table for those enemies He told me I’d have… I truly don’t want anyone at my table but I know that is expecting hugely. I have that #CrazyFaith tho that it is gonna take to do His work. Am I scared? Heck yeah!! Am I ready to move with Him? You betcha!! He has been waiting on me but He need not wait any longer!! I am bawling in gratitude bc I should have been His least likely candidate for this mission. I have come out of hell on fire and dripping with His oil!!
Will I be wrong? Yep, I’m still human; unfortunately. I know who the rest of y’all are w some amazing gifts to edify the church, and He is still patiently waiting on you! Don’t take too long or waste what He has given you… each talent is so we can grab more souls for the Kingdom! We have work to do, gang, get in motion and seek His face!
I knew I had the gift of prophecy but to be one of His prophets is intense. It means I am His mouthpiece and my discernment has to be spot on. He ensured it is! I met Christ and I played tug of war for many, many years. Psalm 46:10. An apostle is someone that has His message to share! A teacher shares their knowledge. I don’t really have too much and I used to be full of myself. I get what needs to be taught directly from Him and I have been warned my opinion stays out! I am obedient to great faults and I love that. I need rules and structure and He provides it. An evangelist travels sharing the gospel and their testimony – I’m so excited!! Pastors teach what God gives them and I have been one, definitely not acted like one, since the year of my death; 2012. It took Him 8 years to make me see who I am through Him… it is my choice to act on any of it. Everything is a choice and God doesn’t make us do anything. I love being filled with the Spirit!! I had to renew my mind and know I am worthy of this calling bc He said so bc I did not feel like I was. I have been beat to a pulp by people and satan making me doubt every inch of me as a person. So bad that I wanted to die on many occasions but there isn’t a prophet in the Bible that I cannot relate to. I have had to begin speaking things people aren’t going to like and give them messages from the Lord. I pray they take it to God and find out for themselves bc I am out! I am thriving in the position He has entrusted me with. I don’t matter anymore but people’s souls do!
If you’re not following my blog I recommend you do. I do not know how many times a week we will teach but I know it’s coming. I’m positive going live will occur frequently and I was so nervous about that … not anymore! Look what He has done to me!! ❤️😍🥰

When God starts talking it can do one of two things. One- we change, adapt and move to wanting His will. Or, two- we run in the opposite direction. Either way there is a crisis in how we believe and we are changed. For better or worse but that choice is ours. God is a real gentleman and doesn’t force Himself on us.

Faith requires some action on our part. Can you imagine what it would have been like for Noah if he hadn’t of put his faith in motion? He would have died in the flood like everyone else. Moses and the Israelites would not have been moved from the hold of the Egyptians. Because of faith they were and they crossed the Red Sea while the army drowned. Do you see? Faith in action.

It is the same with us. God will tell us what to do to get in His will; either we do it or we don’t. I have surely not always been in His will but I will never walk out of it again no matter what and who it costs me! Some grow with you and then there will be some that will fall off because you have outgrown them spiritually! That is ok and meant at times.

When God speaks you will have a crisis of your belief system. I know I have and there are times I did not like what He was telling me. When this all started I was told many things but wasn’t sure if it was God or not. God speaks through His word, your circumstances, the church, the Holy Spirit, through dreams and visions; He will confirm Himself. His confirmation is so you have spot on discernment of His voice. Through His confirmation I have learned His voice and to know my discernment is spot on. When He tells me to do something I know without a shadow of a doubt it was He. There are things I know I wouldn’t have done without Him. When He speaks that is my que to jump into action so His will is performed on earth as it is in Heaven. I can see His scripture coming to life before us and it is amazing!!

Me jumping into action requires faith. Without faith we cannot please God. Heb 11:6. Have you pleased God this week with your faith and by jumping into action. Your faith is your crisis of belief and when He shows Himself as faithful it will increase your faith in Him. Open the door and let Him in.

This is gonna get me a lot of heat. “you will be hated by many and many won’t believe you. But, you push through to the end for I am with you.” This is what I was told by Jesus when I was with Him and I want to cry even having to post this bc this is when it all starts! So many will disagree and that is ok… I did not come back to please any person. I did come back to please God.

There is a false doctrine of John Calvin that needs to be put to rest! If I were satan, and I have been accused of being his sister, I would want everyone to think they could take advantage of God too. That we never had to work to stay in His good graces. I did not say work to get salvation bc if it were about good works everyone could possibly be saved. I would want them to think they didn’t have to have a relationship or know His laws. If God didn’t spare His angels why would He ever spare our wicked selves? Once saved always saved is a lie and there is nothing in the Bible that states once you are saved you will remain that way but quite the contrary… I want to really have a panic attack right now. We are to work out our own salvation with fear and trembling! (Phil 2:12-13) How many do you know that are afraid of the Lord? They are afraid of what life would be like if He were not apart of the church but they are not even respectful of Him, anymore. He is the one that knows your head and your heart – you best get some fear of the Lord in you!!

We are to persevere to the bitter end and be ready to die for Him. Would you? Who would you die for Him? if not for Him then who? We are to share the gospel with everyone we come in contact with. Do you? That is our job as disciples of Christ and He called us all to be His students.

Jesus tells us that if we deny Him He will deny us. We can do many things in His name but He will say “depart from me I never knew you”. If we are luke warm he will spit us out of His mouth. If He gives us much much more is expected… does He trust you more than you trust Him? How many talents has He trusted you with? What are you doing with them! He has told me exactly who and what I am but folks are not gonna believe me. I don’t care now bc I know hell and I ain’t going back! Narrow is the path…

Rev 21:8~ But the cowardly, unbelieving, abominable, murderers, sexually immoral, sorcerers, idolaters, and all liars shall have their part in the lake which burns with fire and brimstone, which is the second death.

Matt 25:46~ And these will go away into everlasting punishment, but the righteous into eternal life.

Psalm 9:17~ the wicked shall be turned into hell, and all the nations that forget God.

2 Thess 1:9~ these shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of His power. This is speaking of those that do not know God and/or those that do not keep His commandments. (Obey the gospels). 2 Thes 1:8

Mark 9:43~ if your hand causes you to sin cut it off. It is better for you to enter into life maimed, rather than having 2 hands, to go to hell, into fire that shall never be quenched.

Jude 1:7~ as Sodom and Gomorrah, and the cities around them in a similar manner to these, having given themselves over to sexual immorality and gone after strange flesh, are set forth as an example, suffering the vengeance of eternal fire.

Proverbs 15:24 ~ the way of life winds upward for the wise, that he may turn away from hell below.

Matt 25:41 ~ then He will say to them “depart from Me, you cursed, into the everlasting fire prepared for the devil and his angels.

Rev 19:20 ~ then the beast was captured, and with him the false prophet who worked signs in his presence, by which he deceived those who received the mark of the beast and those who worshiped his image. These 2 were cast alive into the lake burning with brimstone.

Matt 16:19 ~ and I will give you the keys of the kingdom of heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in heaven.

2 Peter 2:4 ~ coming to Him as to a living stone, rejected indeed by men, but chosen by God and precious.

Matt 10:28 ~ and do not fear those who kill the body cannot kill the soul. But rather fear Him who is able to destroy both soul and body in hell.

2 Tim 2:12 ~ if we endure, we shall also reign w Him. If we deny Him, He will also deny us.

Rev 2:4 ~ I have this against you, that you have left your first love.

Rev 3:5 ~ he who overcomes shall be clothes in white garments, and I will not blot his name from the Book of Life, but I will confess his name before My Father and before His angels.

Heb 6:4-8 ~ for it is impossible for those that were once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Holy Spirit, and have tasted the good word of God and the powers of the age to come, if they fall away to renew them again to repentance, since they crucify again for themselves the Son of God, and put Him to an open shame.

Phil 2:12 ~ at the name of Jesus every knee shall bow

If we serve ourselves and not Him that is denying Him!

I’m not here to tell anyone if they don’t do this or do that they are going to hell. I am here to tell you hell is real and God means His word. Relationship is the key! Jesus is the key to salvation and you gotta have a working relationship with Him! He is the only way into heaven. All of these verses have to be important bc I assure you I didn’t know them before this writing. I am just a stupid human, like you.

Do you know what apostasy is? Satan is the king of this world and his goons are in overtime to destroy you; are you going to let them? You should be able to discern the spirits by now. If you can’t tell who is good and bad get your self in church!! Learn the Word of God. There are some I can’t even be around without praying nonstop bc they are covered in demons (spirits of Satan). God will never take your salvation but the best way I can describe it is people do walk away from it and go with Satan.

Matt 7:13-14 ~ enter by the narrow gate, for wide is the gate and broad is the way that leads to destruction, and there are many who go in by it. Because narrow is the gate and difficult is the way which leads to life and there are few who find it.

Gal 5:22-25 ~ the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, long suffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law. And those who are in Christ have crucified the flesh and it’s passions and desires. If we live in the Spirit let us also walk in the Spirit.

1 John 3:1-3 ~ behold what manner of love the Fathet has bestowed on us, that we should be called children of God. Therefore the world doesn’t know us bc it didn’t know Him. Beloved, now we are the children of God and it has not yet been revealed what we shall be, but we know what when He is revealed, we shall be like Him, for we shall see Him as He is. And everyone who has this hope in Him purifies himself, just as He is pure.

John 15:5 ~ I am the vine, you are the branches. He who resides in Me, and I in him, bears much fruit; for without Me you can do nothing.

2 Tim 4:3-5 ~ for the time will come when they will not endure sound doctrine, but according to their own desires, because they have itching ears, they will heap up for themselves teachers, and they will turn their eyes away from the truth and be turned aside to fables. But you be watchful in all things, endure afflictions, do the work of an evangelist, fulfill your ministry.

Once saved always saved wasn’t even taught until John Calvin. Salvation is a past and future event Rom 13:11.Your free gift of salvation can be definitely handed right back as quickly as it was given. Nothing in creation can take you out of His hand except you!! Keep His commandments and you remain in Him! But, those that don’t John 15:6 go read it for yourself. We must reside and remain a part of that branch (Him) but we can cut that branch.

We cannot and are not saved by our works but by His grace. Sin separates us from Christ and I know this bc I did it. I want to cry having to admit that. I want to cry having to put this out there but I love Christ so much I am very obedient! My obedience gives Him a chance to work in our wretched times and world.

1 Cor. 15:1-2 ~ moreover, brethren, I declare to you the gospel which I preached to you, which also you received and in which you stand by which you are saved. If you hold fast that word which I preached to you- unless you believed it in vain.

2 Peter 2:20 ~ for if after they have escaped the pollutions of the world through the knowledge of the Lord and savior Jesus Christ, they are again entangled in them and overcome, the latter end is worse for them than the beginning.

Rev 22:19 ~ and if anyone takes away from the words of the book of this prophecy God shall take away his part from the Book of Life, from the holy city, and from the things which are written in this book.

Before John Calvin it was taught we could lose our salvation…. mid 16th century is when this was beginning to be taught and look at our world since. Look at our world now! Whether you believe me or not is not on me- I did what I was told to do! I have told people and it is up to you to change. Do I hope I scared hell right out of you and that you learn to fight for your salvation? You betcha!

Humble yourself before the Lord and repent! God is faithful to forgive IF we ask. We gotta ask and we have to renew our minds daily. I hope this is the most controversial thing I ever have to say but I have a feeling this is just the beginning! Stay Blessed my friends and stay prayed up!!

The Bible tells us the greatest gift is love, 1 Corinthians 13:13, but so often we do not see love as a gift. Not only is this a gift from Jesus to all believers but it is how we are supposed to do things as we walk through life; through love. If we don’t do everything with love attached why did we do it?

I am a brain injury survivor. I did not remember my life because my memories were wiped. I was so angry about not being able to remember because it was thrown in my face. The inability to remember what happened yesterday was held against me. I eventually learned how to adapt and overcome. I journaled everything that happened the days before and if I needed to know I read. This should have been a time that I learned to love again but the world got in and I wasn’t guarding my heart. (Psalm 4:23) If I had listened to The Word of God and guarded my heart I would have never resorted back to my old ways after my death. The more I healed the more my unruly flesh returned.

It took a long time for me to not be angry again. God had to show me that I had to focus on making new memories and appreciate that I was alive, period. I should have never been mad. People should have never been mad at me for not remembering. People should have never been mad at me for my past and tried to make me feel bad for things I didn’t know. We cannot do that to others and must be better. I should not have been so weak and allowed them to!

When one cannot remember what they have done but others do there is a plethora of responses one has to deal with. Envy, hate, jealousy, disdain, anger, and may other negative vibrations because people love telling others what they did wrong instead of looking at what they have done wrong. I, too, am just at guilty but it is time for us to be better. We need to be the change we want to see in the world. We need to love as we were called and pray God give us His heart. O, my dear Father, hear the cries of Your children and give us Your heart for our brothers and sisters. In Jesus name amen! I pray you meant that because it is only way we can truly love like God called us to. (Mark 12:31)

When we do things it must be out of love. If it isn’t why did we do it in the first place? There are no obligations to others unless you birthed them, or married them. If you don’t do it out of love for your brother you’ve ultimately forsaken your gift. We are all born to sin and struggle daily with this. We must love ourselves and the Lord first then the love for people will come easy. I didn’t like people at all and now I truly care; only God could accomplish this. Only God could heal my own negativity and the mean spirit attached to me.

Lord, if there is anything in my heart not of you show me so we can change it. I don’t want to be someone running around angry and not portraying You. I want my heart posture right and to be one with You. Help me Father- in Jesus Name help me!

Love is a gift and one I did not have. I was born with love and to love but the world can make your heart cold. Allow God to fix you because He is seriously the only One that can. He is just to forgive when we ask. Father, forgive us of our sins; the ones we know (list them) and the ones we know not. Your mouth is a sinner all by itself. I never realized how badly until Jesus showed me. I have had to apologize for so much and I’m sure there are things and people I still owe an apology to.

I can prophesy all day but if I do it without love it doesn’t matter. I can’t and never have spoke in tongues but I do desire to. I can heal with a thought but if I don’t have love why would I even try? I desire all of the gifts of Jesus. He is the one that hands them out. If any of this is done without love we are attempting to accomplish things of our selfish flesh for our own glory. I do not want any glory and I know I haven’t done anything without God bc I am nothing without He. I long for the gift of love. I long to love as He loves me! I long to help save the world through this gift of the Spirit. I pray He sends us all His heart and that we get His Spirit of love attached to us. Amen, amen and amen!!