Be Still & Shut up

One of the biggest tests that people fail is judging a person by what they look like.

Lord, we ask You to remove any of that from us. We want to see Your people as You do. I command all critical judgmental spirits up and out now in the name of Yeshua. I command a dna reset and anything this spirit did to die by fire! Thanks Daddy!

I’m on the balcony pacing, singing, praying, decreeing, and dancing. Unashamed and I love that! People here are very curious about me and what I do lol. Me too! Me too!
I’m going down to the promise land! He sent me to the desert haha He is so funny!

I do feel more joy today. Haha we reset the dna yesterday for increased joy and joy of the Lord is our strength. I need the strength. Thanks for delivering this!

I’ve learned we are sticking to the original plan and what’s so funny is I only have little pieces at a time and I’m sure of that and I do deserve more. This has been hard! Thank You. That removed anything left of us not being worthy. He died so we could do all of this with Him. Don’t forget – with Him!! You are my all. If nothing came to pass we got this. I praise You for putting me in the knowing and getting my heart right. I won’t let you down. One of my friends asked Him one time “why her?” He told her, “she won’t let Me down” that’s my obedience level bc of my love for Him. If you have an obedience problem you have a love problem. I love Him more than anything He could ever do for me. I do praise You for taking care of me! I need Him! He is my air! He is my everything! I love Him! I’m here bc of Him.

I’m so very excited about this. He has me more in the knowing today and used a Zach Williams song to pour revelation in me. “Promised Land” I have been signing some of these songs for years to get that truth in me. I’m going into the promised land exactly how He told me no matter how it looks. TN is awake and clarity, with some major breakthroughs and that is awesome. I fast and pray a lot for this man and he doesn’t even know me. I don’t know him in the natural but I do in the spirit. I know his soul and we talk – definitely different How funny is that?! It’s truly supernatural. The love is also supernatural. I love him like Yeshua does. He did this too. He has had me fall in love with a man, submit to a man and I don’t know the man hahah how funny is that?! This is really the best tho and He gave me a date so I’m so excited to see what happens on that day. I expect to see something in the natural that I can put my hands on. There have been many many spiritual upgrades while I’ve been here. I’m ready for a tangible promise, please amd thank You! I love You and I am listening. I hear You and I thank You so much for all of the confirmation. I’d be out here about to lose my mind but I only have joy and total excitement. It is almost hard to carry this mantle. It’s like a mantle of celebration and no matter what I cannot be down and that has been hard to get used to bc it’s like a kid at Christmas every single moment hahah

You keep me humble and You can take me wherever You want. He searched my heart right here and for an I do. I want to heal them all. I want everything You’ve promised me That is my heart and I praise You for the realm of immediately! There are some things I’m ready to see immediately concerning myself too. 😊

Idk what’s up with the package. It says it was delivered but It wasn’t delivered here and I could never track it. They had some tracking info but they are their own logistics company. Idk I’m going back and forth with them about a refund now. What company offers a 70% refund on something that could never be tracked in America? I’m decreeing that any lost packages will locate me. I’d rather they find what I ordered than give me my money back tbh. That’s the update on the package 😒 it’s annoying to say the least!

The other day Kathy and I were talking and her sister in law, I think, is a PA and I told her, “I respect her career choice and am so thankful for her duty but I’m ready to shut her down. I’m ready for people to become so aware and so healed that we have zero need for doctors.” That is my heart. He got me on the same page with His about this. He is the doctor folks are supposed to see. I do agree they have their time and place. Idk what shape I’d be in if not for docs … what I am sure of is that they were used by Him to help heal me.

I do think about him a lot. Each time I do I can feel the love towards him come out of my body. Like energy filling the atmosphere. Idk how else to explain it. Maybe it’s my love wrapping him in the spirit. I pray that is what that is bc if so he knows he’s loved by me. And, Holy Spirit made me send him a text and tell him. I still kinda roll my eyes at that. Why? Bc it’s frustrating having to text first. I shouldn’t have to. Men should do the pursuing. I told you why… I’m sorry. Thank You. Thank You. I felt Him pull something else out of me just then. Idk … I could erase that and would never remember feeling that way it’s so gone. Amazing! Thanks!

Bring this man to me. Straight to the door. Well, he could fly in and call me haha I’d go get him and accept him as I do You.

It’s forgiveness on a whole new level haha no residue of the past. Zap it out of us! This is a reset and a restart. All things new! All things! I’m gonna get a house! I’m so … oh my Yah I’m so grateful! Somewhere I can put down roots and call home. I’m so very thrilled and grateful! An office and a bed! ❤️ Thank You! This one made me cry. I might make this easy but don’t for a second think it’s all been easy. The more I got in the knowing of what He’s already told me and shredded doubt the more easy this whole wilderness trek has been. He couldn’t get the Israelites past their doubt and the desire to go back. He got all of that out of me. Psssh, ain’t no going back it’s full speed ahead. And they grumbled and complained. I’ve had fun and taught. I’ve captured every thought that wanted to make me complain and put it under subjection of Christ. It’s been a fabulous process and I’m thankful and I’m so very grateful it’s over! Thank You for helping us pass and move through the wilderness with ease. Thank You!

The roses are in full bloom. Full bloom! Everything is about to hit you so fast your head spins. Let’s do this!

Feels like fall, looks like fall and I’m totally ready for fall… our temps are scheduled for the 80’s the next week! There is something wonderful about fall, hoodies, jeans, boots, and football! I’m ready to go home! It’s a dry, dry, dry here. I’ve learned to appreciate the humidity of the south. I know you southerns will think I’m nuts but I do miss it … dry! Dry! Dry lol

The weather is bending and I’m thankful. I see it coming under subjection. Thanks!

This morning my identity came under attack. I was woke up at 333 and then saw 444 while I was reading the Word and then 555 when I walked out the door to go for a walk. I knew then for sure but I know He had given me the grace to win.
I saw some of the red stuff over by the mountain and commanded it dissipate immediately. I am in the realm of immediate and I expect it. However, that isn’t what happened. I looked over at Yah and He said remind them who you are and He that is in me!!! He that is in me! So, I said you may think I don’t remember who I am but the jokes on you. I don’t have to say anything twice bc my voice reaches every realm of the heavenlies and does what it is set out to do. In case you forgot who I am allow me to remind you, show you and I commanded the particles causing the clouds to be red go into the light. A glory cloud, that’s what I’m gonna call it bc He did this (looked like a light raying cloud again, this is twice this has happened) showed up and got it! Y’all I can’t with Him. He exceeds my expectations daily and I took my title by force. I am an apostle and I function as one no matter where I am. I sit at the right hand of Yah and everything will bow to the name of Yeshua.
This was an attack against my identity. Not anymore! I am a son and He that lives in me is greater than anything in the world.
Even when all hope is gone and Your word is all I got I have to remember you still being water from the rock. (Yes, I changed the lyrics a lil bit, it’s a knowing. He doesn’t change) I kept singing this to myself in my head while He was using my mouth. He that is in me. It isn’t me and I know that but I heard Him remind the spirit realm who He is in me That was fire.
Yesterday I was tested on different things and came out victorious in each one. I praise Him for putting it in my heart to fast yesterday. It’s like I knew all of this was coming. Yesterday, I was tempted with the world. I only worship one God and I live by every Word out of His mouth. Don’t have to have the food but I like it! I know how to go have a meal with Daddy in the spirit. I won’t leave Yah, Yeshua or Ruach and everyone saw that yesterday.
We must really be about to come out with this happening. I praise You! I Praise You! I’m ready to fully be rescued. Yeshua was tested at the end of His wilderness and I have been too now just in a few different ways. Daddy tested me, and I praise Him for being in the fire with me.
There can be no other way than what Yah has spoken!

I heard the decree put out this morning that people are being activated, what you hear me call zapped, and that is good. Everyone is being activated to active duty. You enlisted in Yahweh’s army before you ever agreed to come down here. He needs you! Yes, that means YOU!! The mission cannot be completed without you and it’s much bigger than you. Be obedient! Just be obedient and submit yourself to Him. He will lead. He requires a second yes. I know this bc I had to tell Him yes again … just say yes to His will not yours. Everything in your life will shift to put you in alignment.

I’m riding a wave straight into my promised land. It exceeds my expectations that we are really gonna do all of this. You know how you hear all the time it’s coming it’s coming. Be patient blah blah blah you get sick of hearing confirmation, sick of hearing it’s just around the corner … yep, I know lol so that’s kinda where I was. Are we ever doing this or am I just for real crazy? I can accept either lol then I just knew. Then He zapped me again and activated a different part of me that remembers the contracts and that everything I went through was part of it. I’m thankful. I think this soul is crazy to agree to all of that but if that is what was needed to save her and this body thank You. We are eternally grateful! Blessed be Your Name Yeshua! Blessed be Your name.

Stubborn for Him! This one is going to sound crazy to the natural mind, however if it’s for you it’ll make sense. I was asked about wings today so let me remind everyone you are a three part being becoming aware of who you are. There is another body inside this one (the flesh, your outward appearance) and I’m honestly still grasping understanding on this, and learning about it and what it can do but when a certain part of you (🔑it’s compassion) truly comes alive those wings burst out and you’ll fly in the spirit. Some are feeling some back pain and it’s your wings budding. I know how it sounds… I was just telling Yeshua I felt like I was walking in a fairytale. How does this even happen to a person? How good can life be with Yeshua? How much did He lay down for us so we could obtain it. What all is He capable of in a vessel that ain’t got nothing to lose?! Haha that makes me laugh. Then He took me to Matthew in the passion translation and got me into the realm of immediately- oh that’s so wonderful to know. I am seeing immediate deliverance. I am seeing things a day before hand and there is one thing in so ready to see in the natural. I thank You that the healings are immediate from now on. Implant this in me. What you believe you see. Don’t start doubting now.

I don’t talk about tbis but I’m going to write it out tonight. I feel like that is what He wants. What He did to my heart for my husband exceeds my expectations. This is a love that is all encompassing. It’s truly supernatural and I didn’t ask to be married. That was the last thing on my mind. I also didn’t know that this marriage is part of my calling. I didn’t know … forgive us for when we’ve stalled out on You. Zap us into full movement. Full knowing and full movement. You drive and we will ride. Thanks!

I’m always afraid I’m gonna walk out of step. You have full permission to do what You need to – that includes taking over completely. Angel thumping, no pain please.. not anymore. Thank You! He installed Himself in every section of me that He fixed and takes those places over if I would even think about getting out of step. He would lay me down. So, if you’re hurting in a place you don’t normally bc He has healed it it’s Him so get still and let Yeshua talk to you.

We are coming into some super charged full moon and whatever isn’t love has to go. Your thoughts manifest, right? We all agree on this and speaking things into existence and call things that aren’t as tho they are. We say what we want not what we see. and since what we say manifests it’s just a good time to put things out in the atmosphere. Maybe those thoughts are supercharged … idk and tbh I dont care. I hear You loud and clear. I hope Morgan is ready to pray the next few days. Haha these moons are used a lot for witchcraft so be sure y’all are canceling thst and do a spiritual D&C. Abort the mission before it’s ever formed. Game changer!!

I’m perfect. I feel we are shifting again and there will be a wardrobe change again. I’m excited about this! Shopping! Of course!!

Kathy has went driving to find her a spot at the river when the she wants to be baptized. looks like I’m gonna be dunking her. what’s so funny is this time last year Melissa was in Arkansas with me and I baptized her, now I’m being privileged with the opportunity to dunk her momma. That’s so tender. Thank You! I do love this and I’m honored!

Yeshua, thank You! Thank You for giving me access to the Father. I’m truly crying in gratitude, this is the most fun I’ve ever had in my life. I’m praying, teaching, prophesying and casting out devils. None of it has been sloppy and I’ve not had but one manifest and He wouldn’t let me cast it out. He did lay it down so I could walk safely by 😭 oh my heart is so full. I see why David went after His heart. He went after Yeshua. He is the heart of Yah. He has made me into a little baby Yeshua and I do love that. Getting to sonship where everyone was healed has been my ultimate goal. It was sure a process but Holy Spirit is the best coach and amazing!! Just amazing! She’s a wonderful cheerleader and a perfect comforter. This hasn’t been easy but it was worth it. I am proud of myself. It did take a lot to get here. It took 11 years lol I usually only talk about the last 4 bc those are the ones I remember… I remember my training but everything else is a distant memory.
It’s not in my heart to be mean, not even to a Judas. It’s just not my heart bc that person is just being used as a tool. They may not even know it… this helped me not take stuff personally. However, if they purposely know and there is a Judas spirit amongst me lock it up, expose it, and arrest the demon. Protect me! Thanks Daddy and thank You for sending all these angels. Thank You!

I heard Michael tell me the other day that I was keeping them busy. That means I’m truly doing my job. I dispatch them and they protect. This is cool to hear about. So cool to witness those warring prayers answered 😭 I’m so grateful! So grateful! I hear so well in the spirit I can hear their plan of attack enabling me to cancel it every single time. That is amazing and I do loveeee this!

Daniel had an excellent spirit. Knowing everything is spiritual I asked for that same spirit and got it bc I received it by faith, I didn’t fall out or feel anything. I asked for it and then put it in me. I grabbed it out of thin air bc it was there. It had been loosed. Then it had to train me. This has been such a rewarding transition and training.
We are walking on water!! I’m so excited about this. I want people to know Yeshua more than anything and what better way?! What better way?! It wouldn’t be possible without Him …. This is gonna be so fun! I do want to know what all we are capable of in this land. I totally believe we’ve been lied to and dumbed down, especially about the spiritual realm.

I can handle being called crazy bc to the world I am. 2 Cor 5:13. He gave me some thick skin. I asked for the same thickness Donald Trump has. Idc what anyone thinks of this man or what their personal opinion is, he has impressive amounts of thick skin in the public eye. I want that bc I know persecution is coming. I wonder how many times he’s cried out to Yah bc his feelings were hurt while in his quiet time. Anyway, Daddy delivered. However, don’t call a kid crazy that is learning the spiritual bc you’ll see the lion roar. I let Him out and He went to town but so calm and my heart was thumping … I don’t like confrontation, do not like it and it pisses me off. What did I miss in the spirit for this to even be allowed around me?! These are things we’ve got to start asking ourselves. I’m not talking about a training season bc Daddy has to gain your ultimate trust. Even when I wasn’t sure I’ve still trusted. I’ve had to pray pray pray and still do…. Sometimes 24 hours. There have been more fasts than I can count. More sleepless nights than I know, a watchman. I’m keeping guard and not coming off the wall. He will have to drag me down. Nothing gets past me, not anymore. Not anymore!! That’s so fantastic! I have no warfare up here. I’m not oblivious to it but it is not on me. My prayers are done the first time I ask and my angels are working… boy are they working. We judge our angels one day but you have to employ them. You do that with His Word. The word works if you work it. gotta learn to meditate. that is the flesh giving you a hard time if you can’t and you need to pull it under subjection. You are the boss and the flesh will bow. Don’t forget who you are!! Every knee will bow to include your own.

You don’t need a why to things before hand. At this level it is obedience and find out why later. That used to terrify me and put me on guard everywhere I went. Not now. Now I know I was born for this and it isn’t me. I’m practicing what I know and adding to it each level up … boy when I found out obstetrics was the same in the spirit as it is in the natural and if it can be done here it can be done there. Spiritual abortions of enemy tactics and plans was a game changer. I’ve learned I can go straight to the womb of things and cancel it before it ever starts. I give a warning afterwards that the next action will be a hysterectomy- don’t mess with me. Not there! I am kind, not nice and there I am their worst enemy! They tried to kill me and I’m still mad about that!! Daddy called in His contract on me that night and saved me, saved my soul and my life oh I praise You Yeshua. They were there to take me out! Thank You! My Lord Thank You! His contract on us trumps everything out there. I signed a contract with Daddy to marry someone. Little did I know He was just getting my permission again. (Philemon, Gen 24) He knew I forgot what we agreed to before I came here. I’ve had to agree to more things while in the wilderness.… I’m so very pleased we are coming out!! I’m at the well! You’ll find me at the well at almost all times. I practically live there being refilled with His living water. I took air shots of Holy Spirit a few times and drank on Him then They showed me the water. This sounds nuts to your natural mind but in the spirit go to the bar! Only the good stuff is served there.

I do really pray we are not here when Melissa gets back. For real though, I’m serious. I told Kathy I’d dunk her in the tub again this morning or we could go to the river and I’d do it right before I left if she wanted. In my heart I’m ready. That’s good to know. I am ready!

My vision is 20/20 in the spirit and idk who just sent a dragon but I captured it and put it on Daddy’s shelf. nice try 🤣 you can’t use that anymore … stop! You’re only hurting yourself! It is finished!

I do laugh but it also hurts my heart for that person, that flesh, bc I’m not at war with any person, ever. It’s all in the spirit. We don’t wrestled with flesh and blood. The punishment for working with divination is hell (Rev 21:8) and I truly don’t want that for anyone and I know that dragon was their pet. I do find that funny but idk what’s gonna happen to them now. It’s scary bc I do know what its like, been there. I do stand in the gap for them, they didn’t know. Surely they didn’t know however they will now. Zap them! May they have no rest until they get in line. I can see this one. Can’t be riding the line anymore or thinking you can be a Christian witch – ain’t no such thing! I guess there are tho realistically bc Christianity is a pagan religion. It’s not ok to celebrate Halloween and put a different name on it. We did this for years and praise You for the power of repentance and I come before You for myself and I stand in the gap and ask for forgiveness and for You to change us all and let us see what that does to us in the spirit. Give us the truth!

I’m by myself for the next 7 days… this is a little strange but if there is anything left in me I need to fix before we leave this would be the perfect time. if I know I need to fix my flesh and can’t do it alone, which is never. I can’t do it alone so I’ll go on a fast and by about day 6-7 He’s fixed me and all I had to do was seriously let Him know I wanted and needed this. He delivers. Some think fasting is religious but when you gain understanding of the power in it ! Bible doesn’t say if you fast it says when!! That means we all need to fast at times and some demons only come out by fasting. If you hear the Lord tell you to fast or it keeps coming up you need to ask Him what He needs from you. How bad do you want it? How bad? I want everything He’s promised me enough I’ll fast to fix me so it comes to pass. whatever it takes and I don’t do anything halfway ( had to choose my words wisely just then it was habit to say the other. Thanks for fixing my language and gifting me with great conversational skills. Thanks! Thanks so much! My God thank You!

I may just have a pajama day! Might even watch a movie. This is weird now. Hahah that’s funny bc I loved living alone. He did so much to me here. He got me used to lick tn with someone and being around boys … I’m thrilled and so excited. I had the boys by myself yesterday and we had a blast. Right now I’m gonna go to the coffee shop and get me and Kathy a coffee. Yep, going in pajamas haha I do love You. Thank You !