Be Still & Shut up

Life is so funny right now. Today was a birthday party at the park and I’m so thankful for the wind gates being opened and for a continuous breeze. Thank You!
I feel Him on me. Every time I sit down to write He comes. I’m not gonna down play this anymore. It is the most wonderful feeling I’ve ever experienced this side of heaven.
I got to see what was in my heart today and what I truly believe.
I went to sweet June’s birthday party today and was asked basically why I was here. “What brought you to Utah?”I had no problems telling her great grandma that Yah told me to sell everything, I’m on an Abraham move between assignments. Mine ended here last week. I’m just hanging out waiting on a package, having fun. She asked where I was off to next and I told her without a catch in me or a stutter… or a what do I say now? Bc usually idk but this time I spoke it quickly. (I am not at Liberty to disclose this information yet but He’s gonna have a heck of a testimony when all this happens) more than I already had! That exceeds my expectations! Idk how and idk when I just know He is. I just know He is and that makes me laugh. Yep, we are really doing this. We were born for such a time as this and I’ll forever tell You yes. We are doing this! Let’s go!
That’s exciting and I’m thrilled to see how all of this plays out. It’s a contract, there is no other way. Let me tell ya tho the warfare to get here to find out and grab the revelation of its importance to the Kingdom was something fierce. Everyone that reads this should be getting immediate downloads to your current situation. Isn’t that just grand! I do love this! It’s supernatural and there could be one sentence that brings everything home. Idk He works in mysterious ways and uses beautiful simplicities of life to make it all make sense. He told me I’d understand why He brought me this way and I do see. I don’t know why it all happened, not all of it but I will. I will know and He will tell me. That I’m sure of.
Then we got back to the apartments and one of the neighbors needed deliverance from witchcraft and got it. He sat down and told me his story and it led to the spiritual breaking of what was over his life and me breaking that is going to allow that kid to forgive himself and become the best version of him. That is always fantastic news. I never know what all these prayers do until I sit down with Him to write about it. I pray the same over you and that any generational curse that was laying dormant until you are a certain age is hereby canceled in the name of Yeshua. Any demon hanging around bc of any curse must bow and go now. Take everything you brought with you when you go. I call down the fire of Yah. No residue! No residue!!
Thanks Daddy

Now I’m kinda ready for bed. I know and I’m at peace. I trust You! There is no way You brought us this far to drop us. Goodness I’m so grateful! I won’t forget. I won’t forget what You’ve done! I owe You my very life. You know even though it’s a contract and He could make me He is so good He still wanted my yes. Still wanted my yes. How sweet is that?!
The post about contracts today was when I got it, got it. I understand contract law in the natural and if it’s here it’s there, in the spirit. Idk what all my contract has in it but I remember signing it. I remember I was in the kitchen and I finally quit trying to negotiate with God and signed it haha I was trying, and if I will try and negotiate with Yah! I did on some things. Some people I interceded on their behalf and they are still here bc of someone behind the scenes, like me and like many many of you. I’ve begged for some of my enemies lives and reminded Him what they had done for Him by blessing me. ultimate forgiveness and it’s like it never happened. I don’t and won’t be around them but I’m so thankful for the lessons. Any time you do right by a prophet you get a prophets reward. I am not claiming to be a prophet but I can operate in that office. I can and do operate in all of them. If you pay attention to yourself before you freak out bc I said that you do too. He’s been raising up some fierce ones! The violent ones! The warriors! Do you know we still get to fight it’s just so much cooler in the spirit. It’s like in the matrix. It’s totally awesome! Way better than fighting in the natural. I’m hardly ever sore but there have been times that I was super mad when I went to war and took it out on them in the spirit. I’m kind not nice. I’m definitely not nice in the spirit. I just heard my heart say Jack around and find out hahahah she makes us laugh. She was on point in the natural and she’s even better in the spirit. That’s a great way to put that.
The elements and helping me out needs to start. I’m gonna need You to tell them to listen. If You think I’m ready. I know it’s like a super power. I promise not to misuse and You get all the glory. I’m just one of the lucky vessels. be it unto me as You have spoken. That means He’s gonna let em know what’s up and introduce them to the frequency of my voice. Hallelujah !! Oh that’s magnificent!! Melissa’s mom wants to be baptized in the river and I told her Melissa could do it and she said she was praising and she was shown her heart. She wants us both to do it. Melissa leaves for vacation tomorrow…. She’s gonna be gone for 7 days … that’s not July and You said July! You said tbis! If it weren’t for You I wouldn’t have known about any of this. You made me desire it. You made me desire it all and I will. I will stay and do this … I will always tell You yes, even if it stings for a minute. my package hasn’t gotten here yet anyway… who knows where it is. I can’t even track that thing and that is annoying. I Think I’m waiting very well. I’m working, having fun

Yes, I feel that. Lol. I did tell Kathy oh don’t do that to me bc He knows if I had to choose I’ll always choose Him. If He wants me to stay to baptize her it’d be my honor to dunk her in the bathtub lol. we enjoyed a good laugh at that. It would truly be an honor but I think it should be her Melissa. Just my two cents. Yes; I’m ready to go. I’m ready to see and I don’t want to wait anymore. I’ve been in the wait for 14 weeks. Birth this already!
Ok, I’m good. Idk I guess I just needed a little venting session with You. I’m good. Whatever You want Daddy. I Got you!

I’m thankful for the journey. This taught me to war and brought me so much closer to Daddy. I’m thankful and grateful to be His warrior. This is about to get so good. I gotta go to sleep. Laila tov!

Contracts with Yah.
To my understanding free will is null and void when you’re under contract. Apparently there were chats about this time before we came to earth and we are obligated. Daddy is calling in His contracts, you may not understand but flow with Him. Steps could be misunderstood by many in this hour, possibly even you. Enjoy! This is a move of Yah, the creator, your creator…. Prepare to be moved! Angels are guarding you and there is nothing to be afraid of. The path has been cleared by Yah Himself.

My heart is sad for those they are still living in the world and especially those that have flopped and become disobedient. How can they see you and still walk away? How can they get a taste and still want the world when they can have the kingdom? How do they choose purposely to walk with a demon to have fake power? I don’t understand… I’m proof. They know. They know. It does hurt bc they chose that way to purposely come against me. It’s so sad. That’s a lot of hate in their hearts for You. They don’t hate me. I haven’t done anything and wronged no man. It hurts my heart for You… He’s surely ingrained it in me that they aren’t rejecting me but Him. I’ve had some people that were supposed to of loved me make themselves an enemy to me. We all have. They put the worst stuff on us. Worse than anyone else. Thanks Daddy for the power of repentance. I stand in the gap for them and ask for Your forgiveness. Thank You for the ability to stand in the gap. Thank You! Lord, show them another day of grace and zap them into knowing. Lay them down until they are ready to get up with You. They will lose their rest until they fall in line, according to Ruth 3:-9

It’s a little scary putting that out bc it hits me first haha I want to be in alignment more than anything tho so whatever it takes. If I’m not I don’t mind getting up and praying to push whatever it is back. I don’t mind fasting to remove everything. I don’t mind praising bc You’re so wonderful. I don’t mind reading… it is one of my favorite things. I don’t mind meditating and being in Your presence. None of this is a sacrifice anymore. Neither is my obedience. None of it!

I’ve been hearing Christmas in July and She keeps telling me this is my Christmas in July and a July to remember… still don’t see anything, I trust. I trust that He always takes it down right to the last minute…. Then part of me that we need to remove with this fast wonders … did I get any of this right? Did I do something and turn things away from me and then I laugh bc that’s not me. 🤣

Signed, sealed, delivered. God promised it to me. My legal contact in the heavenlies has been signed! I’m representing it to You as a reminder of what You had me sign. Everything established in the hesvenlies concerning me must come in earth. I command the angels to go get the harvest assigned to me and bring it in. That everything assigned to me for this season be loosed and be in earth as it is in heaven. As above so below. As it is on the inside of me, my truth, I see outside of me, in the natural.

I call for the spirit of my husband and command you arise. I wrap you in my bubble of protection so nothing can touch you in the spirit. Every attack against us is cancel and has been spiritually aborted. We and our path are covered He has went before us and made it all straight. We move at Your speed Holy Spirit with everything that concerns us and give You full permission to take over our bodies and do what needs to be done. We give you full permission to use our voice and ask You to always give us the right words. Thanks! remove every offense to a cellular level and thanks for explaining and healing us of this. Thank You for teaching us how to lean into obedience and rest at all times. Thank You for taking all the repercussions on what others misunderstand. Thank You for silencing every voice that has tried to rise up against us. Thank You for writing our love story. Thank You for softening our hearts. Thanks for teaching us how to love. Thank You for showing us. Thank You for putting us together and we praise You that we bear good fruits in and out of season. Thank You for guiding us and speaking to us letting us know what’s going on. With great anticipation in my heart I’m so excited and blessed by this Union. Thank You!

We are so proud of you. The observer in me just showed me this morning when I got offended. I immediately apologized and said that’s something in me I need to fix, so sorry. I can’t get offended but did and my flesh did good. She did thst on her own. We are so proud of our vessel. She will truly do whatever it takes.

Our Father, hallowed be thy name. Thy kingdom come. Thy will be done in earth as it is in heaven. Be it unto me as You have spoken. Thanks for bringing us out of the Wilderness. It has been purposeful and I’m so grateful but it’s time for the next chapter. It’s time and You said there would be no more delay and that the appointed time is now. You are not a man that should lie and the only thing I have in this world that is foolproof and 100 is Your Word. You watch over Your Word and ensure it comes to pass… thanks for showing me! Thank You for showing off!

Truly excited to see how this goes down. I’m not a huge fan of putting this out bc I don’t really like people in my personal life. Yep, found the root of that fast. The heart opened up again hahaha I don’t and He’s gonna have to change me where I’m good with this bc I know that’s what is happening and what we are preparing for. I’m ok with being transparent about what happened to me but my business is a different story and Shes told me that this union is the one so many have been trying to come against bc it’s a big deal for these two souls to come together. There has been so much warfare so much but it taught me to war. He’s mine and I command every claw trying to get a grip in him be broken. He’s in my bubble, you can’t touch him and I command the eyes of his understanding awaken now in the name of Yeshua.

We have really been saying some strange prayers for this marriage… she means every word. She’s truly taken authority and shoved everything, like bulldozed, every obstacle. He said if we believe the mountain will move it will. I believe. I believe there can be no other way. I believe he chose his calling over the world and that calling involves me. I believe You’ve softened his heart like you have mine and he’s madly in love with me and can’t stand being away from me. That’s how I feel so it how he feels as well. It’s time to move in haste.

Had to look up haste

haste

hāst

noun

1. Rapidity of action or motion.
2. Rash or headlong action; precipitateness.
3. Celerity, primarily of voluntary motion; speed in general; swiftness in doing something; despatch; expedition.
4. Too great celerity of action; unwise, unnecessary, or unseemly quickness; precipitancy.
5. The state of being pressed for time, or of having little time to spare; hurry; eager desire to accomplish something in a limited time: as, to be in great haste to finish a letter.
6. Synonyms Haste, hurry (see hasten); nimbleness, rapidity.

He’s been telling me quickly, and swiftly and at the speed of heaven. By this time tomorrow and any second … the time thing is annoying hahah just being honest. I know I can’t know everything. I hear Ya but You could at least give me a little nugget in the natural. I do, my prophets. Are they not giving you immediate confirmation… yes sir. I’m sorry. Does that mean we did it? That we are in the realm of immediately? oh thank You! Thank You! Zap me into knowing on this. Merge all the data so this body is on Your page and Your timeline. Thanks for carrying us and giving us Your peace!

Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing enough. I know this isn’t based on works but I am a workaholic and love what I do. Am I spending enough time with Daddy and then I realize I’m having a conversation with him while I’m using the bathroom. I think we got the intimacy down haha

I gotta charge my phone. Maybe more later. I’m excited to see !! Excited to see. So excited to see! Yes, very excited to be face to face. Very.

He’s singing me “eastbound and down” by Jerry Reed, Smokey and the bandit. I love those movies and He’s singing me the chorus m. East bound and down, loaded up and truckin’
A-we gonna do what they say can’t be done
We’ve got a long way to go, and a short time to get there
I’m east bound, just watch ol’ “Bandit” run

We are about to go east. Gotta go east to get to the south. I’m happy about this bc Texarkana stood out and that means the South and Arkansas at some point. This makes me so happy … I have no idea how He is going to do this but I have been laughing at fear and doubt trying to creep in all morning. I’m so proud of my body and how well she’s allowed herself to be trained. She wants change and won’t let us down. She knows she owes us her very life. We could make her but we don’t have to. She says yes to His every whim … I do and I always will. He’s good love! He’s all the love I need and I don’t have to depend on anyone but Him to make me happy. And, myself. It’s my job. Not anyone else’s. When id wake up and not have all my peace I’d get in worship and find Him. If my mind was wondering out of control I’d find Him and let Him calm the storms. I did this with worship. I’d meditate and praise Him, I sing to Him. I fall asleep sometimes worshipping. He changes me while I sleep. I felt entirely more feminine this morning and am settling in nicely to the energy. It is being integrated. Yes indeed it won’t be long now.

I poured my heart out to Him this morning. Laid at Bis feet crying bc I’m terrified this next move of His will interfere with me and Him. He has shown me it won’t, but that was a real fear. I can’t be around anything or anyone that keeps me from Him. There is work too do. I was a workaholic in the natural and now I am in the spiritual for Him. The family business ❤️ He’s gonna have to do something super amazingly spectacular to get me to take two months off. I get up super early so I can spend my alone time with Him and then I can give myself to people around me. I’m not any good without Him. I can always find Him in praise and get in His presence and He gives me exactly what I need at that moment, just a tip. Sometimes it’s a comforting reassurance to stay the course and at other times it’s a reminder … always what I need. This is anything but easy. I’m on His schedule and don’t know until that moment what we’re doing. It’s much easier, much! It’s great actually. Way to flip that. It’s just true. This is the ride of a lifetime.

He asked me if I was ready to PCS today and oh my goodness yes!! Hallelujah! I’m ready for my permanent change of station!! Then She told me this was a TDY and I can see that. I can totally see that. Yahs army terms are much like our own.

I’m working on getting in the realm of immediately bc Yeshua got immediate results in all His healings. Thanks Daddy. I receive this by faith. Water Your seed. Show me, show me! Show me how quick immediately is for You?! What is truly the speed of heaven?! We have not bc we ask not and this is me truly asking and seeking what is available to those that truly love You and give themselves unto You. Your word says if we lay down our lives for You it is us that truly find life. We have said yes to enduring everything and have endured! Don’t forget what we’ve done and how much more there is to do. Don’t forget us Abba. And those that know their God will do mighty exploits. Ready for this too.

He’s told me that we are in a realm of unusual and I’m ready to see immediate unusual in the natural. I expect unusual joy, unusual love, unusual encounters, unusual miracles, unusual grand gestures. Unusual everything.

Tomorrow is the 9th of Av and a fast day for anyone that wonts to jump on board. We are praying for lost souls to find Yeshua. This starts at 6pm today and ends at 6pm tomorrow evening. Whatever kind of fast He tells you.

I have learned there was some pushback on those spiritual hysterectomies and some natural proof things were flipped. Repent and return to Yeshua. If you’ve made yourself an enemy to Holy Spirit my my my I pray for your mercy.

Still no update on the package. It’s an international package and has made it to the US but idk where lol hilarious! He’s made it where it’ll be a complete surprise bc I can’t even track it. it has left last mile sorting facility but idk if I’ve experienced this before or how long it takes after there or where there is hahah so funny. That’s where we stand on that.

Nothing spectacular in the Facebook memories today but my hair did grow the length of one of my knuckles. Ive been measuring it when I wash it bc it’s growing super fast again. that is really fast.

I’m super ready for our next. Thanks for the temps so I can go walking. I appreciate it so. I appreciate everything You do! Thanks!

I came, I saw, I did, I warred, I’m ready for vacation and to be rescued. I’m really interested to see how You do any of this.

I feel like idk. Like I’m ready for vacation. I’m ready for a fruity drink served in a pineapple with an umbrella. I’m ready to sit on the beach and put my body in some water. The water is much too cold here. Much too cold. Idk about the lakes tho but any body of water I’ve been to where I could walk up to it has been ice cold. Snow is still melting from the mountains…. Just too chilly for my taste. I’m really ready to walk on water. So ready to do that! My heart went right to a planner ready to put that date on the calendar. I wouldn’t be seeing it if it weren’t going to happen. He sunk that in me. I wouldn’t have had the vision if it weren’t going to happen. It’s already happened that’s what I’m seeing. A peak into the future since everything is happening all at once. Still catching this one and grabbing things from other realms and versions of me. Multidimensional living. Also kinda like Dr strange and the multiverse. It’s truly the God-verse. Exceeds my expectations what I’ve experienced the last few days.

I’m ready for some barbecue. I miss that. I miss my office. I miss a bedroom. I miss watching movies on the couch and falling asleep. I miss cooking. I miss stability… I did sacrifice all of that to come with You and for Your will to be done. I don’t think it was a sacrifice at all. I feel like You saved my butt, in a bunch of ways. Thank you!

Today we are idk what we are doing. I went and walked from 6-8 got up at 4 which was 5 my time. That’s about right. When I didn’t have to get up 3 for prayer I’d sleep until about 5 and get up and start my day w little bit of a routine I have for comfort. And I was able to have breakfast this morning so we aren’t fasting until 6 which is cool… I feel I need bend less food than before.

He told me the plans were being finished up. I saw blueprints after He said this and I’d love some blueprints. We receive.

It’s been a love spell that was cast and some of the spells were cast by your own family to keep you out of Yahs Will. Sad, I know. It’s been broken and I pray Yeshua touch your heart and undo every hurt that spell caused you! Everything stolen bc of this be returned with interest and for your heart to forgive and move out in forth.

My phone needs charged. I’ll write more later if She says. Thanks for taking me home.

My eyes are ever toward the LORD,
for he will pluck my feet out of the net. Psalm 25:15
May the Lord your God, Yahweh, pluck your feet from anything and everything that may have us bound. Thank You! Our feet go where You say even when we don’t understand! Take over and do what You do! Thanks for the angels that bring this to pass. That anything sent to destroy us is turned back to whoever sent it according to – Let the wicked fall into their own nets, while I pass by safely. Psalm 141:10. Thanks Daddy! Thanks for Your word and our ability to stand firm on it and know it as truth.