Be Still & Shut up

I heard this w whole new meaning today. While I was at the river praying this song came on and I just cried. He started talking to me about being a river of love. When He first started teaching me about His love we floated down this river in the spirit. We followed it all the way to the gulf in Alabama and then went into the sea. A sea of love! Today He was reminding me of this and how what happened in the spirit is now happening in the natural. I love Yeshua so much! I also love I’m at the river … maybe the sea is next 🥰 either way we coming out with amazing grace and changed! Never be the same!!

This is where He sent me to rest. I’ve slept, slept, slept and explored. Much more sleeping than exploring. Have you ever just sat and looked at creation? I mean really looked at it and be mesmerized by Yah? I did today sitting on the river bank and when crossing the river bridge. It’s beautiful here and I could so see myself being here a lot in my future. I’ve already seen it. Today I went into the dollar general I’ve walked in in the spirit. Today I took it as my territory. I saw the hot dogs and it was funny bc in my vision I was buying hot dogs for 4th of July. Idk where I’ll be in July.. Ha! Idk where I’m going to be today, here doing laundry lol. 3rd day the Lord instructed them to consecrate themselves and to do laundry. I got that a little while ago. No orders on next place yet, or when I’m leaving. I’m at the river right now praying. I’m playing this by ear. It’s anything but easy. Just bc I may make it look easy doesn’t mean it has been. Holy Spirit is totally the only reason I’m still standing. I’ve cried almost all day and it’s only 11. I can totally see why so many didn’t make into the promise. This is terrifying! I see why the Israelites were distraught after leaving everything behind. I feel it differently bc I did it. I walked in their shoes. I have first hand experience. I’m laughing at Him. He trips me out! I told Him I wanted to see the entire Bible play out while I’m here. Show me what You got and let me feel it 🤣 prayer answered. When I say careful what you pray I’m so serious hahah

How fascinating what He’s doing. He put this place under my prayer covering w this visit. Idk why but I’m happy about it. I’ve felt Him change some things over this atmosphere and remove some blocks. It’s totally fun! Everyone I’ve come in contact with knows Yeshua and has shared their God stories with me. I’m so blessed by this. I do believe I needed their testimonies as much as they may have needed mine.

Pillow St. B&B and if you’re ever near Clifton, TN I highly recommend!!

Shew … the last few days!!
Last night while I was at the marina we were all sitting at the bar chatting and they were asking me why I was in town. I told the truth. I could have just said “I’m just passing through.” But NOOOO He spilled it all! I knew He was going to I could feel it bubbling up inside me. “God sent me! in the last 50 days I’ve sold everything I own. Left everything I’ve ever known and this is where He brought me. Idk why I’m here, I thought I’d go west but we came east.” Holding back tears I told it all even part of my testimony, couldn’t help the choke in my voice but we didn’t cry. Healed! I had someone tell me once when you can tell your story without crying you’re healed of that trauma. Didn’t cry but when we got to the God sent me I choked up. It’s so humbling. The creator of everything sent me here. Idk why I’m here but I do love it here.

This is the third time He has sent me here but the first time I’ve gotten to know some of the people. The last time I finished the book except the last chapter. If you’re wondering that is why it hasn’t been released. The last chapter was all prophetic. It prolly couldn’t hurt to go read that and see what it says. Maybe there is a clue in there lol. I am still so in the dark and I needed their testimonies. After I told all of this the owner of the marina said “I got a God story for you” and I’m like oh yes please I need to hear it! They were sent here, he and his wife are from California. The B&B owners are sisters from Louisiana, God opened this door for them, too. See what I mean He will give you exactly what you need when you need it and I NEEDED this more than anyone will ever understand. and, the best part nobody has thought I was crazy. Jesus is this norm. I LOVE that!

I went to the river this morning and sat and cried. I’ve done that a lot lately. She’s going and flowing but at the same time – DEEP BREATHE, blow it out- we got this. He’s had to reassure me a whole lot and I praise Him for that.

Thank You for Your grace! I praise You it is given in the measure it is needed!! I’m so good right now, better than good actually. If home is where the heart is I’m always home. It kinda almost made me distraught when I looked at my keychain. First time in my life there hasn’t been a house key on it. Almost got me for a moment but as long as I have Him and He is with me home is everywhere He takes me.

He has also been talking to me about the Israelites when they were in the wilderness after leaving Egypt. They didn’t go hungry and their shoes never wore out! He never left them and no matter what I’m content and not grumbling bc I’m going into the promise and not running from it out of fear! I don’t see myself as a grasshopper and those giants, mountains, anything that tries to get in my way will move! We are coming out! Nothing can stop Him! I praise Him for getting me here.

It’s easy doing what He says bc I know He has got me. I know in my knower I’m gonna be just fine. I know in my heart I am safe and so divinely protected. I’m in the safest place bc I’m in His will for me and that makes all the tears go away. Yep, my body has been trying to freak out a little bit and we are so proud of her for taking the plunge and jumping. I just exhaled hard and thanked Him for catching me! I’m all in. It’s a calling and I’m here for it! Totally excited!

Quick update-
Guided by Yeshua and letting Him drive. We went to Casey Jones museum which was interesting. I’ve lived close to Jackson my whole life and have never been there. Ha, I was born in Memphis and never been to Graceland. 1st time for everything. It was cute! Then we drove some more and got a B&B in a small little river town. I checked in and walked to the marina. They are having karaoke tonight! This is gonna be so fun! idk why I’m here but I’m here till Monday. The cell service is terrible and I’m on the marina’s WiFi right now. I may not be able to post much the next few days! I love y’all!

Please allow me to apologize. I’ve been told I don’t share enough and I thought I was over sharing lol. I share. I just haven’t shared everything publicly as soon as I know it and I’ve been told so many things the last few days and I’d like to apologize to all of you. I will do better. I don’t share all He tells me and y’all need that too. If I need it everyone does. Forgive me! I’ve repented and asked Him to help me be better.

Holy Spirit ❤️
Daddy- ohh ❤️
Yeshua- I coulda never picked a better man! ❤️
My love for them increases daily.

The grace, oh the grace needed for this! I wish Abram would have talked about some of this. I guess I’m doing that. FYI I didn’t put abram He did. Omg He is about to change my name!! How exciting!! That’s encouraging and terrifying, no more delay. Amen! I also didn’t ask for any portion of an Abraham move and this is not what I thought my promise was going to look like. Nothing!! 😂 He cracks me up and I truly thank Him for these guys being with me. I have so much help it blows my mind! The witnesses in the clouds the Bible talks about. They are the witnesses. The legacy guys and we have access to them. Who knew?! I sure didn’t but I need all the help I can get and they’ve already done this. I praise Him for sending Abraham to walk a me and for opening me up even more to Him and the different realms and dimensions and my God I just can’t thank you enough! You make this easy. It’s the love. It’s the love He pours into me to make this easy.

We are going East! We are gonna do what they say can’t be done!! Hallelujah!! Long way to go and a short time to get there! I love what He uses to speak ! Cracks me up! Jerry Reed- East down and bound 🤣