Deliverance from disappointments. It doesn’t matter who disappointed you or when it needs healing. Sometimes we disappoint ourselves and need to forgive. Had to do this too. It’s all about forgiveness. I had to forgive all my disappointments the other day, and when I was disappointed w Yah, had to forgive Him, too. And then myself for figuring out I was disappointed in Him … I can’t be. He has done so much! When He showed me this it was easy to get over and He zapped it right out of me. May He do for you what He did for me! Thanks Daddy for delivering us, healing us, and aligning us!
This is not an easy message to deliver, give me some grace. Daddy, pour it out in me. Thank You!
Often times it is not the message (the gospel, the truth) people dont want to receive but it is bc of the delivery system. They know or are learning and it’s the way that message was presented. And, sometimes bc of who is delivering said message. These are reasons people don’t receive from you. Either it’s bc of who you are or how you relay your message. If it isn’t done in love don’t speak. You’re not here to argue a point! Or say I told you so. And if you can’t relay it calmly don’t. It’s ego. Ego wants to always be right and when it knows it is it will manifest itself and jack up your delivery. Ego is etching God out. Check it ! It is not allowed up here.
Daddy; thank you for revealing this. Thank You for helping us heal all of our ego so it doesn’t get in the way or turn people away. Thank You for shutting us up if we aren’t ready to deliver a message. Thank You for grace and teaching us grace for grace. We praise You! Thank You for teaching us it isn’t about us but it’s all about You and for zapping us into knowing. Show us when it’s ego trying to operate so we can shut it down. Thank You for healing us in totality!
Exodus 11- please read this and allow Him to speak to you and if you’re a first born please go to Yeshua- He is your intercessor and people need to get right. We are about to see a whole lot of death. Death doesn’t scare me but people not knowing Yeshua themselves scares me for them. Those w ears I pray you hear.
Thank You for showing us this and for preparing our hearts. Thank You for passing over us and our children. Thank You for Your mercy and grace. We love You so much!! We praise You for zapping us into knowing and getting us right. My God we praise You!
From counting change for groceries to millionaire status overnight! I’ve heard this a few times now. Idk who you are but celebrate good times. Praise Him in advance and let go COMPLETELY of how you think the Lord will get it done. Letting go completely puts you in receiving mode. He will bring a complete stranger to bring you out! Hold tight He said it’s coming! He’s is with you! Stay obedient!
Deuteronomy 8:18
But don’t forget how you got this. Deuteronomy 8:19
I don’t share things until it’s over so nothing and nobody knows and can’t speak junk over what’s happening. If an enemy doesn’t know they can’t thwart Yah’s plan. Please learn to shut up.
This weekend there was a lot of warfare but I have seen GREAT things! I’ve seen people be activated, healings, miracles.. it’s also been stressful, ugly, and overwhelming. The word love just doesn’t seem like a fitting enough word to describe how I feel about our Father. It’s such a small word but truly w big meaning. I have so much love for Him that it is love that I’ve never known. Did not know this love existed! It’s perfect!!
Yesterday the voices to deter me from what Daddy said started at 0500. It was fear and what it was trying to use against me just pissed me off and made me go harder. After I heard the instructions from the Lord I laughed. I knew! My dad and a grand were in the hospital at the same time. My dad had coded twice and was on Neuro floor and my baby was dx’d w RSV (we didn’t come into agreement w any of this and come out of agreement w what had been spoken over them). I was being sent to my dad but fear tried everything to deter me bc the Lord told me to go to Sikeston not Memphis. I know if I’m obedient Yah will do what He said. I went w God even tho a major part of me wanted to be sure my baby was ok.
Activated and discharged!! Amen! Amen! Amen! It was one of the scariest text I’ve ever had to send. I was telling a praying mom to lay hands a certain way bc that was what I was told. It sounds silly to know they are praying hard and wo ceasing to cup your hands around the chest, be the antenna or channel for Yeshua. Then, I got to tell her what she may possibly feel In her body (tingles, hot hands) and I hit the road to Missouri.
Just a mental note I pulled into the hospital parking lot at 1212.
My sister has been calling me giving me updates and Friday night I went for a walk and was told to go Sunday. That is what I was told the day before my dad coded again. Saturday it was looking like rain and I was like Daddy, we can’t do much here today we could go now and He said no, tomorrow. Didn’t rain until night either so I got a lot done and sold everything! When I talked to Scarlett she said dad didn’t know who she was, wasn’t responding to her, like the lights were on but nobody was home- I’ve been there. Then he pulled his tube out and had to be restrained, been there too and I was hurting and mad for him. He had no idea where he was or why he was there, been there! Hurt my heart! While I was walking to the room I was literally prepared to pray for my dad and let him transition BUT he knew me. He tried talking to me. He held my hand. He smile. He followed commands he is healing. He was dx’d w ca and I don’t accept that either. His body needed a reset and I truly believe that code was his reset. Faith until the end! I fed him, which made me cry. I’ve had to have people feed me too and it’s quite the humbling experience. He ate good and had two cups of water. The MRI is scheduled for today to see if the CA had Mets … no matter what that test says he will be healed. Daddy will deliver him from that fire! Either here on earth or in His arms my dad will be healed!
It was also nice seeing my baby sister and babe lol. That’s what she calls her hubby so that’s what I call him. They brought dad some playing cards and he seemed to enjoy them. Nice job, babe! 😁
A moms healing hands were activated too and my baby was discharged and home before 8pm and that was the decree. Healed, and discharged before then and that is what happened! 🙌🙌🙌🙌 can’t praise Him enough for this!! ❤️The amount of love I have for the Father is immense. I will do things for Him I’d never do for a human.
Then I had another grand in the ED last night and released. Ambulance called for another bc of a seizure – she’s fine now, too. Hasn’t had a seizure in 2 years and I will not have that try and return! NO NO NO!! I command that spirit to bow and go. I command the angels to arrest it and send it packing to the pit! Where it must stay until it is judged by Yeshua!
Don’t ever think my life is perfect… far from it! I face stuff daily too but I command things much differently now and I change what I am seeing in the natural to what I see in the spiritual.
I praise Yah, Yeshua and Ruach! They are my life, my bread, my butter, my air! They are my way and I don’t do anything without them and if they can’t come neither can I and I won’t. I won’t go anywhere without Him.
Last ditch effort and I laugh bc I know my Daddy!
I ordered luggage and it’ll be here Wednesday. Packing up and going. This is truly my last week here. I’m totally excited!! A journey with Holy Spirit- yes please !! I have more nerves about my drive to Sikeston today than this move. A day trip to a hospital and I don’t particularly care for hospitals. I’ve learned I don’t like too much about the medical industry, and I used to be a nurse. The lies. The lies! The way they are killing people and using them just to study annoys me. We are in the shape we are in bc we have been lied to so much. I’ve become like “them”. The ones we, as people in the medical field, would laugh at bc of their beliefs when we were the ones wrong. It’s humbling to say the least. My biggest prayer is when I walk in a hospital everyone is healed so much so that even those in the morgue get up!! That hospitals lose so much money bc of the power of Yah that they close!! This is a goal of mine kinda like walking on water. I desire for us to be so infused with Him that this is a normal occurrence and people go to the church for healing instead of doctors. You are the church! People that don’t even like you will come to you for healing. Go forth and heal them all. ALL- there is my favorite word. Idk what happens today and whatever His will is I pray that be done. No matter what – I got You!
Everything has sold except a few clothing items, I’m donating them, some kitchen stuff and decorations. This will be the week to catch me outside- It’s got to go! What doesn’t go I’ll donate and I’m more than fine w that. I need to go get a small storage room this week and put what I am keeping in there. That is my plan. He hasn’t told me to do this but it makes me feel better on the inside to have some sort of plan. My plan is to go to Colorado and Utah for the summer but I’m so sure of His plan He can destroy mine and I’ll be great!
I’m so excited! Either way it’s all for my good! Before this move all these plans were in action so I wouldn’t have been here for summer anyway but I didn’t know I would be practically homeless and couch surfing lol, and laughing about it. Yeshua was homeless so I wouldn’t have to be and I trust Him to provide for me. He told me this was a whole new season of trust and boy was He was not kidding!
I don’t talk about what goes on in my personal life too much bc I don’t want anyone speaking crap. I’m sick of canceling junk and if I don’t have one friend except HS I’m more than ok! Fantabulous to be exact! So when you’re told to shut up please hush. You hear it, come into agreement with it and that’s it, It’s done. Don’t!! Do not come into agreement with everything. Don’t speak it if you don’t wanna see it. Don’t think it if you don’t any to see it. Think on what you want. Declare what you want. Who cares what you see. Change it!! It’s energy and has to bend!! Oh that’s exciting. He’s been teaching me about energy for four years and yay- this is how you do it. With your THOUGHTS!! What you think on goes into the heart. When they get to the heart they become reality. (Heart desires and that’s what He gives you!) If you think about what someone said about you and meditate on it (dwell on it) that becomes your truth. This is why we cancel, rebuke and renounce word curses. This is why we see ourselves the way Daddy does bc we meditate on what He says and not anything of the world. It’s a process. Don’t forget to give yourself grace.
Daddy, speaking of grace I’m gonna need a whole lot of that today. Thank You!
Be Still & Shut up 