Be Still & Shut up

Until you learn the lesson you will repeat it over and over and over and over. The demon is the same but the teacher will change. Different people same situation. When you spot this and something you do when certain events occur in your life – this is a cycle, and only you can end it! ONLY YOU!!
For example – one person pissing you off so you run into the arms of another. This is a cycle and I see so many women and men falling into this. See what I mean by only you can break it? This will make us loop … this will make things take 40 years instead of 11 days. Get in His will. Step off the hamster wheel!!!

I pray that all cycles are recognized and stopped today in the name of Yeshua. Sophia, show us. I ask she show us what we are doing and how/ what to do and steps that need to be take to stop all cycles. Thank You for giving us strength and the stamina to walk this out. I command the demons to expose themselves that are trying to trap us in cycles and I bind all lying spirits to the spirit of truth making it where anyone coming into contact with us are free from all lies! Only the truth from everyone in contact with us. I command all lies, all truths and all hidden traps be exposed at the speed of heaven. We will walk safely by any and all traps while the wicked fall in their own trap. I cancel all witchcraft, all divination, all vexes, hexes, word curses, incantations, enchantments, spells, magic, black magic and sorcery now and call down the fire of Yah to burn them up! Thank You Daddy! Burn burn burn! All of it. The whole altar and anything of ours on that altar being used against us – burn! Nothing against us shall prosper. We are hidden behind the wings of Yahweh! We flip everything attempting to come at us in the spirit now and cover the attack with the blood. We cover ourselves with the blood and praise You for its power. Thank You for our angels that will bring all of this to pass. We praise You for the power you’ve entrusted to us!

May you see things with fresh eyes today. May you get full inner-standing and may you begin to trust yourself and that you’re hearing correctly. May your confidence grow to the confidence Yah has in you. May you see yourself the way He sees you! May you love the way He loves you! May the Lord bless you and keep you, be gracious to you, lift His countenance upon you and give you peace.
Amen!

I have found I have a serious housekeeping flaw! Once something lands in a spot, it’s there and won’t be touched again for awhile lol and during its stay in said location dusting has not been a priority 🤣

I was talking to Addie the other day and she said butler and I was like I sure need one and a duster lol

I’ve moved almost everything into the living room. More stuff picked up today and tomorrow. This is good. The walking sale is the 25th so prayerfully that will be it and we will see what’s next. I’ve sorted and arranged so there is no clutter or mess bc I can’t stand it. Not a neat freak anymore but I don’t like chaos or clutter. I have found I have way too much stuff. I moved here in 2019 with an air mattress, a tv, my clothes/shoes, a keurig and a towel lol. Some of the decor come later when He said I could go get it. This whole stay has been obedience and boy have people hated on me! They see now tho that it really isn’t me bc there are more just like me coming out of their caves. I love that! Love that!

I have a closet and am being very picky on what I keep bc it’s got to go in there … I could stack it full but really I don’t even want to. If it’s not truly important it’s going. I’ve found that when push comes to shove none of it is all that important. We often times judge our success by how much stuff we have or how many initials we have behind our names … that’s not success anymore. Not to me and I don’t need the stuff of this world or a title. I know who I am! May He do for you what He has done for me – all of it. And expedited. What took Him 4 years in me … may it take 1/2 that time in you.

My blog got to 10k hits a few weeks ago. That’s so exciting. March is flying by … my babies are on spring break and they have been in and out shopping lol. Everyone I set out something new they are looking and seeing if it interests them. I told my daughter I had a box going for them and she’s like oh yeah… yep 🤣 I’ve been throwing stuff in it left and right for the girls. She was like idk where I’m gonna put all of this. The girls had a play room here and the Barbie and dolls went home w them … there is more in there I need to give away. I don’t like selling stuff. I love giving it away! Freely I was given, freely I give. I know… please forgive me for complaining. Thank You! I love you so much!

I saw a meme of a Bloody Mary the other day and it cracked me up. It had pizza, small sub sandwich and veggies as the garnish … I could go for that whole thing lol yes, it does sound good but kinda turns my stomach. No thank ya ! 🤢 my body just gagged. We are so proud of her. There was a time in her life she really liked to drink and tried drinking her pain away. Well, it didn’t work. The only thing that cured my pain was You, Yeshua. That song “Tennessee whiskey” Holy Spirit is sweeter and better than anything I’ve ever put in a glass. Ooooo! How great You are!

I’m ready for everything in this house to be gone. I’m even going through my books, this has never happened before. I still have some of my nursing books … traveling so light. 🤣 makes me laugh bc I know how far I’ve come by doing this. Let Him come to you and say “ sell it all” could you? Would you or would you argue with Him? When He told me this I didn’t miss a beat. Yes sir let’s do this! I knew immediately what this meant! I’ve just been patiently waiting since He told me to come here in 2019. We are really doing all He told me! My God how exciting! We are going to travel the world healing and casting out devils! This makes me happier than anything He could ever do for me. I get to be apart of a huge move! Idk what year it’s gonna happen but I’ve seen myself at a Titans game on the field healing 😭 we going to the streets and football is right up my alley! .. handed Him my clock and I’m just going with Him. Idk when any of this happens, I just know it does. I’ve seen a whole lot when it comes to what’s about to happen on earth. Don’t forget you live in Goshen and there is always light in Goshen! ❤️

I’ve made some plans for the summer to give myself something to look forward to. This is me making the best of a very uncomfortable situation. Don’t forget I am a TBI survivor… this has to happen very quickly lol.. it’s making my stomach hurt seeing this mess. 🤣 I can laugh but I’m also very serious. I was doubled over in pain – prayer cured this and I commanded the energy to purge itself from my body. It’s stress! Did you know moving is the number one stressor we can go through next to the death of a loved one? Shew … I feel it I would have loved to just gave it all away and I would have if He had not told me to sell it. I think selling all of this pays for the drive.

I’m so ready to go and have been! I wanted to leave before I even moved here. I didn’t want to come here at all. This was obedience and I was planted and I bloomed where He put me. I’m ready to go tho. I’m ready for the next. life here has been good and I have learned to be content in all seasons. I’ve encountered so much here and I’m so ready to go forth in victory! Idk what all is about to happen. He’s made me so many promises and I haven’t really asked for anything bc I want what He wants. I’m not asking for a Lincoln when He wants to hand me a Maserati. So, Your will Daddy bc You deserve everything You are going to give Yourself! Oh, and we will for sure take a Maserati, thank You!

Am I nervous? He just asked me this. No, This is different, but I’m not. My body is trying to stress and we aren’t going to let that happen. I’ve come to love the unknown but still the body has to adapt. Thank You for the angels bringing me higher to get through this. This is saying yes and not knowing what I’m saying yes to but I’ll forget tell Him yes. Forever! I owe Him my very life! 😭 oh I’m so grateful! I’ll always say yes! Always! You own me! He does. I know people say free will this and free will that. I laugh at that. When He comes for you you give up your Will for His. Where is the free in that? 😂🤣 I love my sneaky Yeshua! He will love you so much you don’t care about anything but Him. It’s been much easier giving up my will for His when I locked my heart on Him. Set my heart to Him (Daniel). I can see that entire Bible coming to life in my life and it’s really awesome! I’d like a yes day! On this yes day I want to see everything You have to say yes to on that day bc it’s yes day. Ok? He said ok! I jumped up and down! That takes some of the stress away. I went from doubled over in pain to doubled over laughing. I love Him so much! I Don’t want my yes day until this is 99% done. Right before we leave .. thank You!

Thank y’all! I’m so thankful for y’all, more than you know. I promise! This is not easy and the support y’all have shown me is so warming to my heart. I praise Him for the village He has surrounded me with.

If you couldn’t tell the feminine energy is at an all time high. It was so hard healing the wounded feminine and bringing her back out. When women go into survival mode they live out of the male energy bc he’s the survivor. This has nothing to do with gender. We all have these two energies and they reside on different sides of the brain. That wreck was so traumatic, and the events afterward, that I didn’t know if I would get her back out. It’s safety. She has to feel safe. You have to heal the energy center around the hips. Fears live here – trapped energy. Hip locks – fear! That’s fear trapped in your body. Our cells remember and recreate. Idk what these things are called other than energy centers but I know what the world calls them, I’m sure you do as well. It’s cool how those were discovered but not cool how it was turned demonic. These energy centers help our light body when they are all balanced. Meditation is how I did this. I meditated with Holy Spirit to certain solfeggio tones. Please try, meditation will change your life. I’m about to lead some people in meditation via zoom and I’m pretty excited about that. If you’d like to play w zoom w me let me know. I’m trying to get the hang of it before I do a meditation … trail and error. Technology is kinda like medicine lol this is what I tell myself anyway. Practice makes perfect. I’m perfecting me and my technological skills – this part has been a chore bc I didn’t really want to learn this. It kinda scared me but this will get me over that. If you want to play on zoom email me and I’ll set it up. I’m not ready to go live on there for the meditation group yet if you’re part of that. In the meantime I can put up a few meditations on YouTube. That’s a great idea Daddy! Then everyone can do it. It’s pretty cool He even let’s me feel what you’re feeling enabling me to explain it. This lets you know it’s working. Amazing! I love Him so much! Bestillwriter@gmail.com if you wanna trail and error zoom w me. We will set a time.

I’ve been going through stuff this morning and moving things I want to keep in my office. It’s mostly pictures. That’s the only materialistic thing I care about and my blankie – yep, still sleep w one. I have since I can remember. I guess that makes her feel safe lol … idk but if she needs the blanket she can have it. It’s really not hard walking away from everything. I have been crying in gratitude bc we are really going forward. What He’s told me is becoming reality. It’s wild! I’m so crazy in love! He has me selling everything in this house – which made me jump up and down! This stuff is gonna help so many. Yeshua is on all it it. it’s all His. He brought it here. I had an air mattress when I moved in here. That’s all! Everything else He did and I have two living room sets- double for your trouble! We all receive that! I’m ready for the new beginning and so excited but wow! It’s really gonna happen. As humans we kinda doubt we hear Him right … I am hearing right and this was so pleasing! I didn’t miss! I’ve known about this move since 2019 and I’ve prepared everyone. We are all still standing a little shocked bc some thought I was crazy hahah I love this bc He is crazy- but it’s happening! Loco and I love it! This is my kind of crazy. It’s all love. He has me so high on love that I’ll do anything He says, seriously addicted to Holy Spirit. I have to spend my time w Him and meditate. I’ve learned I can do this in a room full of people and I love that. Oh my goodness! He’s so faithful and true!

As I look around I see so many items that helped me remember certain events, places, people etc and I’m closing that door and stepping through the one Yeshua has opened. He’s going to slam this door and it might be sooner than what I thought. People are coming in and going shopping lol. Stuff is going and that is marvelous! and I’m so grateful! I think I sold my bedroom set last night. I do have my air mattress and can sleep on it again. Whatever it takes to stay in His will. Whatever it takes!

Friday night my babies came and had dinner w me. I have a bar and a table so we interchange between the two when eating but Friday night I told them to sit at the table w me bc it was going to be the last day the table was here. It sold the next morning and was picked up that afternoon. Last supper was pannie cakes, bacon and eggs.

I’m so grateful for my blog and that He’s had me document alll of this. Through the years this is going to help many people. The first few years is a record of my training and what He was telling me. and it is a record of all the crazy prayers and things I’ve experienced! I’m thrilled for more! Thrilled! I also have all of this to help me remember without any enemies. You will look for them and find them no more. Amen!

Again, thanks for hanging out w me. I’m so excited to see what He does w all of us next. 🥰 we are stepping. Stepping into new beginnings!! And I got an $88 cash app- confirmation!! And double for your trouble, again!! Amen! We receive that! Thanks again. I love y’all! You’ve helped me press forward more than you know and I pray He show your heart how you influence others w your words and actions.

I played in one of my frands daughters prom dresses tonight, I felt like a queen for a bit. I’ve been looking to borrow a formal for a costume party and had to try this one on. I think it’s a fabulous dress but not the one I’ll wear to this event, possibly a future one tho. I am so super proud that I got in this dress… I wasn’t sure it would zip… it’s so pretty and It’s a size 6, I wear a size 4-6 in regular clothes and normally an 8-10 in formals. It’s been since high school that I could wear a size 6 in a formal… and, I am proud of how my back looks!! My body is on an elevator and coming up to the 50th floor. I’m proud of my her and so thankful for the way shes healed. I’m almost the same weight I was in high school, 8 pounds, and I’m super proud of that. That means I’ve almost lost all the baby weight… it’s only been 30 years lol I’ve worked HARD to get here! Not exercising but mind control did this. These bodies are powerful!
Shook … and so proud of myself. I don’t say that near enough!
Celebrate good times!
Life is changing and it’s changing so fast my head is a little dizzy at the moment. I’m so excited I can’t hide it! Yah is on the move!