Be Still & Shut up

With a brain injured person habits, order, tidiness, schedules etc are necessary or everything is off and full of chaos. Our brains are full of chaos and when the living conditions are we can spiral into a breakdown, new injuries occur (set backs) we take 2 steps forward and fall 15 back, … it is the most horrible thing a person can survive… and order and things being where they should be is kinda mandatory, this has been my experience w TBI, I needed things to be where they were supposed to be so I’d know where they were. I can’t remember where my phone is half the time much less worrying about where the can opener is bc it wasn’t put back.
The ultimate test is my house is in disarray, not as much order right now and I’m not freaking out. Stuff is laying everywhere so I can go through it and decide what I’m keeping and what’s being sold.
In the past this would have stressed me and my body so much I woulda had a seizure or something. This time I’m all smiles without a care in the world and that is all Yeshua. The peace I have is unfathomable, and I have no idea what’s next. Free of fear!
Winds of change and I think I got lifted up a little 🥰
More healing and I’m so grateful!

I often say I need to write each prayer so people know and I might go through a day and write every single prayer I say down. People would get a little understanding on how crazy I am and innerstanding on what’s going on 🤣 they are crazy but when all things are possible the sky is the limit!!

I say crazy prayers and what I’ve noticed is it isn’t just for my covering but for the collective, the body. This is way cool and we call down a lot of fire. During these moon phases there has been a lot of the release and night sweats … this one made me physically sick for a week it was like I caught everything going around but had nothing. It was a deep purge bc He said this was a deeper level of merging. Idk who’s who hardly. I’m Melissa, the flesh, the heart, and it’s where sometimes I can’t tell the difference between Holy Spirit and her, my soul, I call her Shamante bc that’s what He told me her name was. This is way cool! 3 part being! He has done so much to us but when He started a deeper download of the Word things shifted in me. Not double minded. If your head and heart are not on the same page you are double minded. You can believe something in your head and not in your heart. You can be a Christian in your head and an atheist at heart. Freedom 12 inches! From your head to your heart. And finding out belief is different than knowing … thanks for head heart coherence
I pray He zap us and get all of us on the same page with Him. Merge the data, data of cells in the brain and heart, light up and share, resurrect, and regenerate so the knowing is in every cell vibration in the body. Weed out everything not of You and dig it up to the seed uprooting every last bit. Putting that seed in your pocket and taking it with You ensuring nothing can or will be born of this in the spirit or natural. (Few coughs here, shifting energy)

May our bodies reject anyone we are not supposed to marry. (Idk what’s going to happen or how your body will reject and I’m not going to find out so IF you do let me know lol)

I have felt fear a few times this morning … He wasn’t kidding when He said the first one that great me when this started was fear. I’ve been purging fear at the cellular level so my body doesn’t even react to it, well, I laugh. I’ve trained my body that when she feels it to laugh and it will break. It does. In the book of James it says purify your hearts, you
double-minded, letting me know I’m on the same page bc this is my knowing. When the heart knows everything changes. everything inside the heart shifts. It’s torn down and rebuilt. There is a city in there. A city on a hill full of light. There is always light in Goshen. I’ve been there … in Alabama … physically been there, I find that funny… and in the spirit I live in Goshen bc no matter how bad it gets on earth and no matter how much gross darkness covers the earth there is always light at my place.

Gonna have to finish later.

My, my, my at the work the Lord has done in me. When I’m mad I’ll say “I love you, I love you, I love you” on repeat until I’m not mad anymore. If you see me screaming I love you you know I’m mad 🤣😂
And, the blessings from my mouth trip me out! Ain’t no curses coming down around here. The blessings are automatic and my first response which shocks me. My heart is with His and I’m so proud of myself for letting Him do this. We had a deal and I’ll hold my end up and I trust Him and know what He’s told me as truth for His end. It’s a knowing and Sophia (wisdom) has helped me so much. I thank Him so much for her. She is our sister, don’t forget. If He never did another thing for me as long as I live He’s already done enough! Thank You! My God thank You! 😭 so grateful! My ultimate promise has to do w my babies. I came back for them… love. Love brought me back.

I did bless someone and then tell them if they lied to me I was whipping their ass … guess what? I don’t even want to and she lied to me! I owe her but blessed her instead! Oh, I’m still in here hahah I do submit, tho and if I gotta turn the other cheek – You gonna have to show up for that one. He smiled about that. I know He is going to show up. The last few days should have sent me tail spinning but instead I’m excited. What the enemy meant for my harm backfired! 🙌 I praise Yah! He is the best Daddy ever!
In limbo and not freaking out but I’m totally excited to see where we go and what all we get to do this summer! At peace. Extreme peace. Like, it’s totally a new peace bc I’m always at peace but He has given me more. and the grace He has poured out in me the last few days. I love Him so much. I’ve been just waiting since Nov 2019 when He told me I wasn’t staying and He’s finally moving me! I praise Him! Like, this is really happening! 🙌🙌🙌

When they say “it’s not going to look like what you thought it would” that’s no joke! None of this looks like what I thought. Like Elijah, my brook has dried up and He’s sending me somewhere else. Idk where but I got a glimpse on the time span and I’ve got 2 months to sell it all and a couple more instructions but that’s the only one I can talk about. He’s taught me and made move in so much silence nobody knows until after it’s done. That pisses the enemy off. So, when you hear me say keep your mouth shut this is why. Seriously shut up! One little tidbit of knowledge about what’s going on and the enemy is gonna try and pounce. Shut up! After it’s done testify! Half the time I don’t even know what’s happening until the moment it happens. Idk what’s coming out of my mouth until I hear it. It’s quite the trip to be honest.

To work with Him is amazing! The things I get to see and be apart of is just supernatural! I’ve been passing tests left and right. The last few days have been rough. I’m being told to move and I wasn’t expecting my move to go down like this. I knew this was temporary and I knew my move would be quick but I didn’t know I wouldn’t know where I was going when He said go. He forgot to mention that part and I sure forgot to ask. 🤣 good ole forehead smack for that one. I’d really like some specifics but if this is a flow test – we got this!

Onward, Christian soldiers!
Marching as to war,
With the cross of Jesus
Going on before.
Christ, the royal Master,
Leads against the foe;
Forward into battle,
See his banners go!
[Chorus]
Onward, Christian soldiers!
Marching as to war,
With the cross of Jesus
Going on before.

2. At the sign of triumph
   Satan’s host doth flee;
   On, then, Christian soldiers,
   On to victory.
   Hell’s foundations quiver
   At the shout of praise;
   Brothers, lift your voices,
   Loud your anthems raise.
3. Like a mighty army
   Moves the Church of God;
   Brothers, we are treading
   Where the Saints have trod.
   We are not divided;
   All one body we:
   One in hope and doctrine,
   One in charity.
4. Onward, then, ye people;
   Join our happy throng.
   Blend with ours your voices
   In the triumph song:
   Glory, laud, and honor
   Unto Christ, the King.
   This through countless ages
   Men and angels sing.
   Text: Sabine Baring-Gould, 1834–1924
   Music: Arthur S. Sullivan, 1842–1900

He just gave me that song! Let’s go! I got You!

Just so I have a record of this lol. Today everything I own went up for sale. We are selling everything, almost. I’m excited about this !! New start in 59 days! Idk what yet. Idk where. I just know we’re going. My my my at the love I have to do this! ❤️ and the trust this takes. Love it!!

You can only believe in something you don’t know. Belief and knowing is different. Belief could be classified as a form of doubt. Do you believe in Yeshua or do you know Him? Do you believe what He’s told you or do you know it. I’m not looking for an answer but it’s something you need to ask yourself, bc there is a big difference!
When I saw this it rocked me and made what I’ve been going through mean so much more. Gave me clarity is what it did. He’s been snatching me from believing what He’s said to knowing. There is a difference inside us and in our cells when it comes to knowing and did you know we can make more stem cells and reverse aging?! These bodies do much more than we knew! I’m shook 🤣 learning and can’t wait- hahah heavenly facelifts – yes sir we will receive this! Amen!

He says “Looks are deceiving, it’s not about what you see it’s about what you know. Remember what I said.”

Idk how that applies to you but I know what it means for me and I praise Him. Haven’t seen it but I know it’s coming. It’s a setup! This has to be a setup

setup
sĕt′ŭp″
noun
The way in which something is constituted, arranged, or planned

There was a demand put on heaven yesterday. Not by me but it sure concerns me. I’m excited to see what He does in the next 40 days bc I have no idea what’s going on. New levels of trust are being established that’s for sure but I know.